autumn sunshine

what is memoryIt is an unforgettable thought.

I don't have any sad things in my memory, I mostly remember a happy life with my son and his family.The son's face is always peaceful, gentle and serene.There is no sadness and no anger.But I know that this memory is incomplete, otherwise why do I only remember those I would like to treasure, but forget those ups and downs!

I forgot why I kept a good life, I just remembered they told me that I would carry the memory with me.who are they?I no longer remember.Bring back all the memories?I don't think so.

So when the face that had always been warm in my memory suddenly turned into a ferocious one, I thought I was in pain.Because I've never seen those, and it's uglified and confronted me with my treasured treasures.

When that humanoid phantom beast died in front of me, my heart was numb and painful.With a little anger and a little relief, I looked down at the dagger in my hand.

The blood was purple, drop by drop along the tip of the knife and fell to my injured leg, mixed with bright red blood, slowly kneaded into dark green, and finally turned black.

Even the blood is not human, but I hurt the pure land in my heart because of it.Until death, it kept my son's lovely and beautiful appearance.

I closed my eyes tiredly, and when I heard the "didi" sound from the phenotype selector on my hand, I knew that I had passed the last test.

I threw the knife in my hand to the three brothers. This knife was dropped by me before, and now it is returned to its original owner.Those three people didn't say anything, each of them suffered some injuries, and after missing the best time to attack, there would always be a price to be paid for unexpected surprises.

I walked at the end with my head down, connecting a long passage, leading down to the bottom of the final tower.The road is very dark, there will be a torch at a certain distance, and the light cannot be well connected between the two torches, so there is always a short section of darkness.

"Cut... If it weren't for you, we wouldn't be hurt at all."

"Imoly, stop talking."

"Big brother!"

"Don't provoke her..."

Except for the one named Imory at the beginning of the conversation between the three brothers, the rest of the conversation was passed on among the three brothers vaguely.It's a pity that I can hear even such a small sound, not to mention that in this dull passage, there is actually nothing around except our footsteps.

Nobody knew it would be such a long walk after defeating all the targets.So, this is to tell us that even if we complete our goals, we may not be able to achieve the expected results!Cruel but realistic.

If you want to live, you have to face endless challenges and difficulties. Survival is a challenge, not to mention this dangerous world.

"Hey……"

"What! What... what..."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that those three people suddenly feel a little afraid of me.I thought about it, maybe it was the reason for my last knife before.Thinking of this, my heart is still very painful.

"How does it feel to kill? How do you feel when you kill?"

"..."

No one opened my mouth to answer me, and the quiet passage entered the next dark connection.

"Tell me, I want to hear it." I emphasized my tone a bit more forcefully, and sure enough, the breathing of the three of them became disordered, and then someone answered my question.

"I will be scared at first," the voice that answered me should be the eldest of the three brothers, "but if you don't kill, you can't live."

"Can't survive? How old are you? Why can't you survive with all four tendons! Liar, tell the truth."

"...No...haven't killed anyone..."

"Hehe, so I'm afraid of me now." I chuckled softly. These three people have never killed anyone in this peer exam. All the targets are at most disabled to the point of being unable to move, except that I killed the one at the end. people.No, that can't be called a complete person. It is obviously a human form, but it has weird abilities and weird organs. My understanding of this world is far from enough.

There was no conversation after that, and the three of them and I separated at the final exit after passing the exam.I looked at the bottom of the tower where there were already many people, and looked around the crowd for a while, but I didn't see Xiaojie's figure, and I didn't even see Kulabica, Leorio, and Kiya.I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, so it seems that more than 80.00% of them are in one team.

Above the exit at the bottom of the tower is still a countdown display, I looked at the time: 39 hours and 48 minutes.It turned out that the exam just now took more than a day. Probably because of the high tension, I even lost my hunger.There is still time before the end of the exam, as long as Xiaojie can catch up at the end.

I chose a corner where there were relatively few candidates and sat down. I closed my eyes and leaned against the stone wall behind me. I stopped paying attention to anyone around me. I set up a warning range for myself. Willing to pay attention again.My thoughts are not peaceful now. It is a miracle that I can persist until now after I have never killed anyone. I hate the sticky feeling I just touched, so much so that I don’t even want the wound on my leg. to touch.This is a difficulty that I need to overcome. I can be sure that in the future there will be more and more things like this, either watching others do it or doing it myself.

Do I need to get over it?No, I have to get over it.

However, how difficult it is for me who is like a headless chicken now.Can anyone tell me if this is right or wrong?Whether I killed him was right or wrong.

There was no result, but my mind became even more messy because of thinking about it, and the whole person seemed a little listless.Fortunately, Xiaojie arrived at the exit at the last moment. I looked up to see the time and narrowly caught up again.In fact, for a moment, I really hope that Xiaojie can't catch up, and then I can take him back to Whale Island, continue to live peacefully with Mitt and my mother-in-law, and don't have to face the bloody rain outside. wind.

Intellectually, I know this is impossible. Even if Xiaojie fails this time, what about next time?What about next time?Can I stop him once or twice?Perhaps Mitt had already seen this point, so she gave up as soon as she turned 12, the minimum age requirement for the hunter exam.

I packed my little selfish little thoughts at the bottom, and greeted them with a smile. These teenagers will always surprise people. The simple scooter composed of a scooter and a fishing rod can still endure all of them. It is a miracle that I can catch up with the exam time!

I think Xiaojie has encountered so many miracles, what ability do I have to stop him!Besides, Mitt and I didn't stop him from finding his father's right!

The seaside wind was blowing gently, blowing through my ears and hair. I sat on the bow of the old ship on Gunkanjima, looking at the seagulls flying by in groups in the towering blue sky. The afterglow of the setting sun filled the whole The sea level looks peaceful and poetic.It's been a while since I left the Trap Tower, this is where we rest temporarily, and I also want to relax here temporarily, of course it's just a thought.

It's a bit of a waste of this beauty...

"What are you thinking about, Migal?"

"Kulabica." I heard footsteps behind me and knew it was Kulabica.

"You have been out of shape since you came out of the trap tower," Kulabica hesitated, "Did something happen? If...if you want to say it."

"Hehe... have you found something valuable to change rooms?" I didn't answer him, and I didn't turn my gaze to him. I could feel that he was sitting next to me and looked at me with his beautiful big eyes worriedly. Me, but I abruptly changed the subject.

"...Ah, it's already changed. Where's Migal?"

"I'm too lazy to look for it, besides," I pointed to my injured calf, which has been treated briefly, "It's better not to go into the water like this, the exam is not over yet, I want to get better soon. But, little Jie volunteered to take my share."

"Hehe, I think so too. You fell off the tower alone before, and he was worried all the way. Fortunately, although you were injured a little, you are still safe."

"Is it safe..." I murmured softly, "Kulabika, have you ever thought about killing those who killed your clan?"

"...thought about it."

"If you catch them in the future, will you kill them?"

……

It was a long time later, when I had given up thinking that Kurabica wouldn't answer me, that I heard his answer.

"……I have no idea."

The answer was scattered everywhere with the sea breeze, fragmented, just like his heart was as confused as there was no answer.

Kulabica left, patted my shoulder before leaving, and said nothing.I think I'm really not a good comfortee, it seems that even the person who comforted me has entered into a weird situation.

"Cut~ it's just killing someone, what are you thinking?"

"When were you here?"

"When Kulabika comes."

"It's amazing, I didn't even know you were there."

"Hey... what do you know now?"

"Can you stop talking to me in a tone of contempt for me, at least not now. Qiya!"

"...Xiaojie asked me to tell you that the room has been changed for you, and here is the key." As he spoke, he threw a key over, but I didn't reach out to pick it up, and the key fell on the splint beside me.

"Why didn't Xiaojie come with you?"

"'There are some things that Migal needs to solve by herself. I believe Migal, she will be fine.' Here are the original words."

"... Hehe... It's really the style of a kid like Xiaojie, he really believes in me."

"Hey! How long are you going to be so depressed?"

frustrated?In your eyes, I look very depressed now...

"The smell of blood on your body is worse than mine. Why do you put on an expression that I am a murderer? If you want to live in this world, the strong always make the rules. You don't know that you are not naive, do you?"

"..."

"Che~ I still can't help but want to despise you. Let's go."

Kiya lifted his foot and left from the place where Kulabika was sitting next to me.

"Hey~ Let me tell you one more thing, as long as you pass the hunter test. Any hunter is legal, legal, and killable! Of course, as long as you don't die here, it's fine, haha."

...to kill legally.Killing becomes legal, all you need is a hunter license!

I smiled in despair, what a crazy world this is!I suddenly felt scared. I was afraid that maybe one day in the future, I would become murderous, cold-blooded and ruthless.