【He remembers the correct path, he remembers the correct truth, but what remains in his memory in the end is all mistakes. 】

In the only memory, Joshua has always been a person with a bad temper.

I teased him when we first met, and I didn't have a good face when we got along in the village. I always stood on the side with a cold face, and I like to fight when I disagree with him. I don't like to say what I think...

If you want to evaluate it objectively, he is a person with a slightly bad personality.

But this person with a slightly bad personality happens to be the destined person.

So everything seems to be right here.

It seems to be a kind of natural complement, like the seriousness of the father and the gentleness of the mother in childhood, the good temper of the brave man meets this kind of cold face, it seems to be a complement to the destiny to a certain extent.

Moreover, among the "shoulds" I heard since I was a child, there are already people who meet their destiny who should insist on it, and they should take more tolerant care of their family members.

So he thought that he would be the one who tolerated and took care of each other.

But when the memory came back, all cognition was shattered.

Like a piece of ice falling on the ground, it shattered into countless small pieces, dazzled for a while when it was clear and clear, then disappeared under the scorching sun, never to be seen again.

After the brave man woke up from the dream, he felt that something transparent was split, and there was nothing in front of his eyes, but it rang in his ears very clearly, and then split into his heart.

Then, amidst the crackling sounds, facing the falling dead leaves in front of him, he felt that the sound was very similar to the sound of water.

Continuous, inseparable, constantly ringing in my ears.

From many years ago, until now.Sometimes it seems to disappear, but it is always there.

……

A long time ago, he stayed at home when he was very young. His father would go out occasionally and buy medicines, while his mother stayed at home and was always depressed. She looked at herself or smiled at him, and said something gently but melancholy that he didn’t understand. if.

Then, once at the request of his mother, he took her melancholy and dull to participate in a game, and acted as a knight to protect her in the role-playing game.

In the questioning after his father came back, he was asked after a long silence: "Then be a little knight and protect mother."

So he did as he was told.

And after the last role-playing game, when my mother seemed happy because of the game, I took my mother to hide and seek.

Mother is still so engaged, and continues to be a little happier because she is involved in the game.

But after she put it in, the box she found was too small and could only accommodate her alone.

He climbed into a nearby tree just after being pushed away.Among the dense leaves, I saw my mother get up and leave, as if to quickly find another hiding place.

Then, after the game was over, he found his mother along the memory and traces, and ran over excitedly.

Sitting behind a stone by the river, my mother stared at him in a daze for a while, and was very involved in the game: "...how did you find me...? I was found...?"

She spoke softly and stood up there.

He nodded.

Mother jumped into the water.

The water is not big, but people are swept away quickly after the undercurrent.

Then she was found after hiding, lying on the bed, eyes closed, sleeping forever.Still so gentle.

Like in normal times, or, the way he talked when he was found.

The sound of water is clear from before to now.

In the sound of water, there seems to be some kind of right and wrong intertwined.Light and darkness gradually dissolve, the boundaries between right and wrong begin to blur, and the front and the back seem to be no longer the opposite.

—I found my mother.

——I exposed the Demon Lord.

According to "should", he did the right thing.

But the ending was all wrong.

--so……

He is on his way.

But in the blur, it is only on the road.

You can't find where you want to go, and you shouldn't go back to where you were.

Then on the road, just walking, there is a road in my heart, I thought I could walk it before.

But now whether the destination can be found has become uncertain.

In the slow uncertainty, I slowly heard the voice in my heart, and heard pieces of broken pieces that were entwined like water and frozen in the sun.

In the cold, he ran into Merlin and the other four by chance.

The thief's brisk jumping slowed down the moment he saw him.

He stood where he was, listening to the memory.

——"I really feel that something is missing or something is too much in your mind. Do you want to see a doctor, Mr. Brave?"

——"So, where did you get the courage to run around and say 'save me' when you don't even know the way?"

——"There seems to be something wrong with his brain, and his memory seems to be wrong. This, can you check it out and treat it?"

——"Just an ordinary person who sympathizes with this very sympathetic Owen who has various problems in his head. Not a friend or relative."

——"Don't you think there's something wrong with my hand?"

——"I am the Demon Lord."

Joshua is Francis the Devil, that's a fact.

But in memory, the lies every day, where you live every day, the medicine you take every day or when you go to see a doctor, the voice that occasionally softens every day, the words you say when weaving dreams, every day The look on his face when he occasionally had a headache and let him pass, every day when he was nervously preventing others from breaking dreams, every day, every day...

Also a fact.

Everything seems to be very calm, faint, light, like a breeze and thin snow, slowly falling, and quietly melting in the palm of my hand.

——Until the day you leaned on me, we left in the forest, and then there was a heavy rain, and the next day, I who forgot everything woke up from a dream in the words of others, and you exposed your existence afterwards.

You made me believe in myself when I was scared, and I tugged on your sleeve.Then you blame me for being a bit of a fool, saying there:

"I'll explain it to you tomorrow. Go to bed first."

I forgot everything the next day as usual and started all over again.

Then it seems that a strange circle suddenly appeared, which is confusing, and finally leads to the same goal by different routes.

——I met the doctor after knowing the time, and accidentally threw out the tragic ending.

You blushed when I went in to express your intention or promise, and you didn't refuse my approach afterwards.

Well...except the neck.

Another day, I forget another yesterday.

On the third day, I saw the word "take medicine". You thought about it and kissed me.

On the fourth day, on the fifth day...

In the twists and turns of the strange circle, a distorted truth was pieced together.

He spoke the truth.

Then a big fire.

Those notes that hid a little secret were burned to nothing, and disappeared into the past along with many ruins.

Only an inseparable ashes remained.

and an error that has occurred.

He stopped on the road in that mistake, nodded to Merlin, and left.

After the thief stopped, he looked at the shadow.

Then the weather is fine, the people are fine, everything is fine.

——Just, I miss you a little bit.

Among the cracking voices in my heart, some scattered voices kept ringing in the broken memory.

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