My claws must be on it

However, Lou Ke still didn't sleep well, drug addiction and muscle disorder made her have to wake up, and suddenly curled up with a muffled sound.Shang Zhixin was reading a book beside her, and when he heard the sound, he got into the quilt to coax her, and gave her a massage while exerting internal energy, but it had little effect.

After tossing back and forth for half a day, it was time for breakfast again.And Lou Ke, who was rolling all over the bed and whimpering and retching just now, seemed to have come back to life, as if he had just finished taking a bath, and was even quite refreshed.

Shang Zhixin had to lament that after getting used to this kind of thing, the psychological recovery time can be so short.

After the meal, she said that she would go to the prison to bring back her clansmen. Then Shang Zhixin remembered that he had played this game for her, and then he showed mercy: "It's not easy for Aiqing to fight on the battlefield. How can you be a lonely lord?" Can it increase your pressure? If this purpose is abolished, it will be abolished."

Lou Ke was taken aback for a moment, but he couldn't see how happy he was, he just smiled and nodded, "Thank you, Lord."

Shang Zhixin has seen a lot of her kind of smile recently, his emotions fluctuate smoothly, specious, but Wuxi is full of sadness, with a kind of almost helpless pampering.

——Let Shang Zhixin remember that since she lost her memory, she has never lost her composure in front of her.

It's like two old enemies who should be evenly matched, one of them suddenly realizes the true meaning of the world, and thus will always be in an invincible position.

But to say that she is the winner, Shang Zhixin really can't say it out. He just thinks that she is full of exhaustion. It is a kind of feeling that everything is under expectation, and life and death can't change the struggle and pain, and then come put down.

……

Shang Zhixin touched the corner of her lips: "Laugh...don't laugh, it makes people uncomfortable."

----

General's House.

After the heavy door was opened, there was a desolation. The building guest kicked away the fallen logs at his feet, but he didn't see a waiter or guard by his side, as if this was a ghost town.

She was used to it, so she turned her head slightly and whispered to the "boy" who was following her: "Do you want to wait for me outside? They are not easy to get along with."

The young servant raised his head from the hood, looked around with peachy eyes, raised his eyebrows and said: "They dare to touch you, and they ate them all alone." The Louke shoved him back with a smile.

Lou Ke came to declare the decree, but there was no one in the courtyard, and the servants he met looked listless and hurried, and they were stiff when they saw her salute.She explained to Shang Zhixin that the remaining servants of the General's Mansion had signed death contracts, and they could not leave, so they could only suffer here.

It is indeed suffering. The current "General's Mansion" is a joke. It is clearly Guan's surname, but it belongs to the former political enemy Du's family, and there is an elder family who is hated by the Lord. The house is not as good.

Of course, all the courtiers under Shang Zhixin must suddenly wake up one day and become the target of teasing. It's like Doctor Song, who never showed up after the death of his only son, and didn't hear from him even with the Song family.

She followed the guest to the study, only to see a gloomy young man sitting at the table, browsing something.

Lou Ke stood at the door, knocked on the door, and called, "Zi Shu."

The young man turned his head, focused his eyes for a while, lifted his chair, and said to her, "General Lou, you are back again? Who are you taking this time?" After returning to Lou's house, there is only one thing: bring back the person in charge of the prison, and bring a new member of the clan to the prison. Lou Gu's question is completely stabbing her.

"I won't take anyone." Lou Ke said flatly: "The Lord issued a decree to pardon the Lou family."

Lou Gu's lazy expression froze, the upturned chair legs suddenly fell down, and suddenly stood up, a little distorted: "You...what did you say..."

Shang Zhixin stood behind him and laughed, Louke coughed lowly, and touched her helplessly, telling her to keep a low profile.

Lou Gu hadn't paid attention to the taunting of the servant behind her, and the huge surprise hit him, making him a little dazed: Even if the glory of the Lou family never disappeared, it would not be easy to be stable...

After Lou Ke unfolded his will and recited it, he took the book and slowly came back to his senses.

, but stared at her and said coolly: "The Lord thinks you are better again? It seems that selling your lust is still useful."

Lou Ke didn't raise his eyes: "Don't be so mean."

"Mean?" Lou Gu didn't seem to want to talk to her anymore: "General, please go back, it's not easy to go out of the palace, you still have to see the prime minister?"

Lou Ke said slowly, "Why do you provoke me."

"I didn't provoke you!" Lou Gu turned around suddenly, and threw the ink crown on the inkstone at her, saying: "You said that you will prove the innocence of the Lou family, and you entered the prime minister's mansion, in the end, it was just to anger the Lord and kill her." Everyone in my family has experienced the disaster of prison? What do you think of the Lou family! You let my family be teased by thousands of people!"

Louke reached out to his ear and caught Motai, as if he didn't hear a word, he just asked, "How is uncle doing recently?"

"You have the face to mention him?!" Lou Gu said, "Get lost!"

Lou Ke nodded indifferently, and whispered to Shang Zhixin, who was already somewhat dissatisfied, "Give me some face and spare his life."

Shang Zhixin said a gloomy "Hello", but when he went out, he heard Lou Gu's suddenly different downcast tone.

"You were able to save uncle, why did you lose that time..."

……

Lou Ke dealt with all the yin and yang qi indifferently, and when he heard this, he froze for a moment.

In fact, it is Shang Zhixin’s fault: the idea of ​​exchanging life for failure is really vicious. The rescued people will not be grateful to the Louke, but the dead will bring resentment... Besides, every time who is going to die and suffer, it is the Louke. The customer is deciding.

Lou Ke has long been indifferent to blows and sarcasm, but she still feels heavy when she hears her brother's questioning "why".Lou Gu's father probably died directly on her.

No one can never lose, but in front of the people she is sorry for, it is her fault that she did not win.Something like a mistake was pressing on her pale spine, and it was pressing too much, making her breathless.

……

Shang Zhixin lowered his eyebrows and tilted his head to look at her.She was still well-dressed, and her eyes were trying to look into the distance, trembling a little.Shang Zhixin went to hold her, and suddenly understood why she didn't care about her pardoning Lou's family: some things cannot be undone by stopping the loss in time.

For her and her family, that's called Lilide... No matter how much she has to bear and kill thousands of enemies, she will still be nailed to the pillar of shame, no matter how hard she is to get rid of.

But Shang Zhixin is not comforted.The emperor of merchants has neither the position nor the habit of comfort.

She just said: "Sister Lou, I'll take you to a place."

----

The new merchant house brought the tenants to the ruins. The ancient locust tree was burnt to charcoal, and black wood fell from time to time. The two of them stood side by side at the door, like ghosts revisiting their old place.

The Prime Minister's Mansion was on fire, set on fire by the building guest.

Shang Zhixin pointed to the scorched earth: "I will not let them move. Du Aiqing's reconstruction is also another place to find."

Seeing this, Lou Ke was really sad, so he could only ask: "What does the Lord mean by bringing the minister here? Do you want to punish the minister?"

"...careful." Shang Zhixin hummed "fur" in his nose, led her inside, walked around the broken main hall, and came to the back of the courtyard, where a swing was erected, He raised his eyebrows and said:

"Gu didn't bring you here to bully you, Gu just wanted to make you happy."

She pulled her to sit down, and realized that she really needed to think about it before she said this, so she didn't look down at her: "Just for a while, the two of us forget about cheating, revenge, hatred and hard work, and just think about the safe and happy memories in the past?"

Lou Ke stared at her fixedly, for some reason, her nose felt a little sore from her relaxed smile, so he replied in a muffled voice: "Yeah."

They were on the same swing in the chaos, and they were intimately close together, but it took a long time before they said a word.

Lou Ke said: "The black sachet you gave me is very pretty, I like it very much."

Shangzhixin will not be stupid

to ask her, why don't you put

After thinking about it for a long time, I said: "Actually, I bought that one, and I embroidered the rest myself." The truth is that the new embroidery workers of the company are good, but they are not as good as other professionals.

The landlord can't answer the conversation.

The rest is nothing more than the love talk when we are together, the snacks we go to eat together, the dishes cooked by the new relatives, and occasionally the Lou Ke teaches her how to write in the study, which is the most labor-saving and beautiful.

The problem is, these things, either Shangzhixin didn't pay attention to them, or Louke's memory is shallow. When they talked to each other, they were hesitant, "Yes?" kind.

Shang Zhixin said: "But once again you walked past the white gardenia by my window, it's very beautiful."

Lou Ke thought about it for a long time, and finally said annoyedly: "I only remember that I love to watch Bai Zhi, but there is no image of putting flowers?"

Shang Zhixin closed his mouth, turned his head to look at her, with a half-smile helplessly, teasingly said: "I don't remember that, what exactly does Elder Sister Lou remember?"

Lou Ke blinked and said honestly: "Actually, between us, I only remember those things that made me sad."

The amazing thing is that although their bond was due to a hazy admiration, the love between the monarch and his ministers finally faded away, and what was left in the end was a memory of mutual harm.

It seems that the simple love has never existed between them, they have been laughing at each other with their swords at the beginning, laughing at each other and themselves, laughing until blood dripping.

……

Shang Zhixin complained: "So you are spoiling the fun."

Just as the guest was about to beg for mercy, Shang Zhixin fell helplessly on the swing, tilted his head and squinted at her from the corner of his eyes: "Okay, I really can't do anything with you, so let's talk about how Gu makes you sad."

After finishing speaking, she couldn't help but twitched her lips: "Actually, I only remember being so angry with you that I wanted to catch you to chew and eat those things."

The building guest smiled.

……

Shang Zhixin leaned closer to her ear and said, "Then let me tell you straight, I came here to look for you after I received the news of your suspended animation."

"Looking for me?" Lou Ke frowned.

"They said that Lou Ruosu had been buried in the flames long ago, and they didn't let me out, so I sneaked out and dug it myself." Shang Zhixin stretched out, "At that time, some small fires were still alive, and I couldn't feel even ten fingers."

The guest couldn't believe it. Looking at her fair eyes, he seemed to see the blood stains that had penetrated into the ruins: "You still looked for me? Didn't you already..."

"Fu." Shang Zhixin rolled her eyes at her: "So what if the blood is awakened? Then I liked you differently then?"

Lou Ke was dumbfounded: "You mean...you mean..."

"Gu Neng is today because of you." Shang Zhixin nodded solemnly: "The awakening of the blood is the ability, and the real personality becomes disrecognizable, or it was stimulated by Gu Na's dear sister Lou... You'd better think about it carefully , What did I do to make me, a good and obedient girl, so crazy."

Although Shang Zhixin's words were really shameless, it was true.

Since she awakened her bloodline back then and didn't kill people in the palace, but sneaked out to find someone like crazy, it means that she was not a complete Shang Zhixin at that time.

When was Shangzhixin formed?Death of father and mother, death of lover, turmoil in the court... none of it, it was she who discovered that the "dead" Lou Ruosu reappeared as a "lou guest" Bar".

At that time, she was at a loss and panicked, and the person who wanted to ask for help had already died in the flames, so she had to work hard to cheer herself up... Whether Lou Ruosu died or not, she was her spiritual support.

But if the spiritual support is false, all the feelings that keep her going are false, and Jin Jiao will feel hopeless.After Jinjiao despairs, she will turn into a monster.

……

Lou Ke fell silent, held her hand tremblingly, and said dryly, "I'm sorry... Lord."

"If you say 'Lord', the next sentence should follow'

Atonement' If you say 'I'm sorry', you should call Jiaojiao

Son. "Shang Zhixin said.

Lou Ke sighed: "Then...the Lord atones for sin."

Shangzhi raised his eyebrows: "You know exactly what I want to hear."

Lou Ke tilted his head and said: "This mistake is a bit big. Calling Jiao Jiao'er is too close, and I can't say it."

Shang Zhixin smiled and said: "No need, Gu can't remember what you did now, I just realized that you lied to me, so it's not as difficult to deal with as before amnesia."

Yes, she is a semi-finished Shangzhixin, and she has never experienced Louke standing in front of her and telling everything personally, and she still has feelings for her.

Lou Ke nodded, and then thought about it in a trance: "No wonder you like to touch me." Fingernails are pulled out and then grow, joints are broken and then reattached, piercing the palm with a tree branch and shattering the tendons... It's all an eye for an eye .

Shang Zhixin leaned over to look curiously: "So what's wrong with you?"

Lou Ke stretched out his right hand, stretched in the air, it couldn't stop trembling slightly.

Shang Zhixin pointed to himself: "...do it alone?"

Lou Ke hesitated and did not speak.

Shang Zhixin looked left and right, wanting to admit it or not, but he really couldn't bear it, so he could only kiss it flatteringly: "I won't do it alone."

Lou Ke had no choice but to answer: "This sentence... I have heard it before."

Shang Zhixin: "..."

Shang Zhixin was a little choked, and sighed quite touchingly: "Gu knows that Gu has a strange temper, but he doesn't know that he is so strange."

Lou Ke suppressed a smile: "Actually...it's okay."

Shang Zhixin couldn't help laughing out loud: "Let me tell you, don't you hate me when I treat you like this? Even if there was love back then, it should be exhausted in this situation, right?"

It's all right to do something to her, but she knows that she sees the family using the family to torture her, and let everything she cherishes give her the most painful pressure.

The blood of serving the country was extinguished and turned into shackles, the glory of bearing the burden of humiliation turned into contempt and hatred, and the relatives who should have supported her became enemies or slaves who knelt down to her cowardly to survive, all became thorns on her spine. With dripping weight.

Lou Ke sat on the swing, his figure became more and more slender, and the shadow became more and more hunched over the hill, coughing up pus and blood.

But she said, "No, because I love the Lord very much."

……

Shang Zhixin's eyes widened suddenly...a little helpless with her.

She suddenly said: "In fact, Gu knew that you lied to Gu at the beginning. Gu also probably knew that the reason to bother you in the future is that you not only concealed your identity from Gu, but also that our affection was manipulated and seduced by you."

As Shang Zhixin expected, Lou Ke was surprised when he heard the words, but he was not afraid.

She was just puzzled: "You knew...you had to eat me?"

Shangzhi Xinzhan: "I planned to make you feel lonely and trust me, but I will make you despair after your love is deeper." The result is that Lou Ke already loves her very deeply, so deep that she takes pleasure in pain.

The prime minister is right, a person will not die twice in the same place, and those who have tasted the pain of a thousand arrows piercing their hearts are not afraid of the pain of a broken arrow.

But after Lou Ke heard her original plan, some memories flashed back, causing her to suddenly tighten the rope beside the swing.

Shang Zhixin said: "What's wrong with you?"

Louke's teeth trembled a little: "I remember something." The previous experience cast a shadow on her.

Shang Zhixin laughed heartily: "It's really useless."

Yes, it’s useful for you, you remember how to play even if you lose your memory. People are the most interesting.

……

Enough with Shangzhi Xinle, he grabbed her chin with a smile and said, "I intend to forgive you."

Lou Ke didn't follow her this time, but said honestly: "You can't do it."

Shangzhi raised his eyebrows: "I know, it's more difficult. So I need Sister Lou to cooperate."

Lou Ke wondered: "How can I cooperate?"

Shang Zhixin said softly: "If you have something that can impress Gu, try to come up with it.

Come on, catch the orphan who has not yet recovered his personality, the 'restart' we said that day, let's try

. "

This "restart"...someone is serious.

The guest was stunned.

Suddenly the night wind blows, and Shang Zhixin also sinks his head.