My claws must be on it

But what Lou Ke didn't know was that when she left, Shang Zhixin's expression gradually became stiff from rage, and then he seemed to have a splitting headache and called the Prime Minister impatiently.

Holding the bowls in both hands, she nodded and called "Du Aiqing". After observing the prime minister's expression, she said bluntly: "If you want to know everything about the past few years, you should start from when you entered the prime minister's mansion and met the Lou Ke."

But didn't these all be said by Lou Ke?The prime minister's expression was concentrated, but he didn't ask any more questions. After speaking objectively from the perspective of a bystander, Nuonuo asked, "Is there anything I didn't explain clearly?"

But Shang Zhixin stared at the potion and said abruptly: "It must be difficult to get along with me these few years, right?" Although it was a question, the tone was quite certain.

The prime minister murmured silently.

Shang Zhixin squinted his eyes and said goodbye to him, and said coolly: "Gu is not a fool, I can see your attitude towards Gu—you want to commit suicide on the spot and don't want to look into Gu's eyes." But now her memory stays At the beginning of the awakened bloodline, it is quite peaceful compared to before, and can even call out "Sister Lou".

I became like that, was it gradually transformed because of the tyrannical factor in my blood?Or... other stimuli can be achieved overnight: "However, there are indeed some things that I still don't understand very well."

The prime minister said: "Lord, please."

"You only sorted out the events and characters, but didn't talk about feelings." Shang Zhixin said: "Lou Ke likes lonely? Or is it just deception from beginning to end?"

According to Louke, although she wanted to take advantage of her, she fell in love with her from the very beginning, while other people's rhetoric is more inclined that the relationship between them is just a complete guilt and the emperor's relationship.But she always felt that things were not that simple - she guessed that Lou Ke did not fall in love with Jin Jiao, but was forced to fall in love with Shang Zhixin on the road of redemption.

... To a certain extent, she guessed almost exactly.Sure enough, the only one who knows himself best is himself.

The prime minister didn't want to answer this question, and said: "There is no way to talk about feelings. Only the person involved can understand the truth. It's no one's turn to lie." Then he hesitated and asked: "Don't you believe General Lou's words?" But her appearance just now You're obviously lucky, right?

……

Shang Zhixin squinted his eyes and looked up at him, the pupils between the eyelashes were full of coldness, just like her appearance without amnesia.

The light and crisp voice asked: "Is Gu so stupid?"

……

A liar who will cry and only believe in other people's words after everyone tells her the truth plainly?Even if she only felt that she still loved Lou Ke so much yesterday—it turned out that she was uncomfortable, had a headache, and suddenly became angry, and it was not because of the fragility of amnesia and disbelief towards the outside world... She was too sensitive to suspect Lou Ke's lies , thus full of evil thoughts.

The prime minister was startled: "You—"

Shang Zhixin waved, looked away, frowned and drank the medicine.Even if the memory stays on the day before Lou Ruosu's death shed tears, she still quickly accepted the reality of "betrayal".After all, she has the cruel and vicious blood of the Shang surname running through her body.

"Since you don't believe... why did you do that?"

"How to do it? Let her lie to Gu again?" Shang Zhixin sneered: "Let her go, Gu is very curious about what she wants to do...and who will regret it in the end."

The prime minister frowned: "Are you trying to seduce her?"

"Isn't it possible?" Shang Zhixin stalled.A person who is more attached to her than the original emperor...or a lover she has hurt, slowly accepting it, how much desire and pleasure will it be?Then when the "compensation" she thought was over, Shang Zhixin would give her the final blow.

Let her regret the innocence of meeting "Jin Jiao".

……

The prime minister was dumbfounded, hesitantly said: "But I think... General Lou will not suffer as you said."

"Why?" Shangzhi Xinzao forgot what she had done, and said nonchalantly, "Du Aiqing, go down, I'm tired."

The prime minister opened his mouth to speak, but in the end he just paid his respects and left.

……

why?Because everything you said has already been fulfilled in Lou Ke.A person never dies twice in the same place.

----

But Shang Zhixin is in an extremely unstable amnesia adaptation period. Even if she knows that Lou Ke is deceiving her, she still wants to convince herself occasionally, and then falls into irritability—of course, her current irritability has a reason after all. It will not be more difficult to coax than the neurosis with jumping thinking.

The only person who finds this "Shangzhixin" more depressing is Louke.

For example now.

A girl emperor who was pushing away the potion smiled and called her "Sister Lou", and said, "I can't drink it anymore."

"I have prepared candied fruit and snacks for you." Lou Ke persuaded, "You have to drink medicine frequently for your headache, not to mention that the wound is still nearby."

Shang Zhixin curled his lips and said, "Lou Aiqing is a bit shameless... You were not so wordy before."

"The Lord was not so willful before." Lou Ke answered.

"Bold!" Shang Zhixin figured out who he was, and relying on his prestige before amnesia, squinted his eyes and knocked on the table: "How dare you talk to Gu like that?"

At this time, Lou Ke not only did not plead guilty, but raised his head and called out word by word: "Jiao Jiaoer." His voice was a little hoarse, soft and loving, with a hint of irresistibility.

Shang Zhixin: "..." He picked up the medicine bowl and took a sip.

...She was a little caught off guard, and before the cold mask was put on firmly, she fell down in shock: She thought to herself that Lou Ke was really daring, and she still had a calm mind at this time... It seemed that she was not afraid of herself enough.

But after taking a sip, he reverted to his old ways: "Don't drink it! It's so bitter." Lou Ke took it and tried it...and found it really hard to talk nonsense about not being bitter, so he coaxed: "There is no other way, you have to eat."

Shang Zhixin sneered and said, "Why do you drink alone? No. Why don't you drink?"

"The minister didn't drink much—the minister also did." Lou Ke was stunned, and he really asked someone to bring the medicine, and said: "Then let's drink together, and the balance will be balanced."

Shang Zhixin frowned and stared at the pills and soup on the tray, and said in surprise, "So much?"

Lou Ke skillfully swallowed it with water, without frowning when it entered his throat: "Recently...the body is troublesome, and the breath is not stable, and needs to be adjusted."

If there is no comparison, there is no harm, so Shang Zhixin had no choice but to obediently serve the bowl, but when he took down the bowl and saw something, he was suddenly taken aback, and interrupted her with his finger: "Stop."

Louke held water in his mouth but didn't swallow it.

Shangzhi Xinshen took something down, put it in front of his eyes, and stared at her with a cold expression: "'Jiuzhuan' Shen'an Wan?"

"Lou Ke... are you taking poison?"

……

She was suddenly a little annoyed, reached out to pick up the bottle and threw it down hard, causing the pills to scatter in all directions: "You must not drink the medicine alone, but eat this kind of thing for yourself?" It is a sedative, and at the same time, it makes the body strongly dependent and addicted. As a side effect, the last junkies generally want to be as ugly as ghosts and monsters, and don't want to have any dignity.

But her body is weak and difficult to fight in the battlefield, and she is so eager to win, so the medicine lures the top.It is so wonderful to find sinking after struggling.

Shang Zhixin really never thought that Lou Ke would degenerate to this point... She thought that no matter how difficult it was for her, she would not be able to reach this level: Lou Ruo was always aloof and arrogant, she would rather die than despise herself.

After all, this is the difference between having amnesia and not having amnesia. Now Shang Zhixin wants Lou Ke to repent, but at the same time, he doesn't expect her to kneel down so humblely.Her revenge should be straightforward and bloody, and Lou Ke's death should also be a grand exit... instead of a slow downturn and depression, from pearls to sandstones.

……

Lou Ke was taken aback, and slowly smiled at her cold and stern expression: quite surprised, but restrained, with suppressed helplessness, and then completely wrapped in deep sadness.

"Yeah." Lou Ke sighed: "If you don't eat it, don't eat it."

She thought... You really have lost your memory.

The medicine was approved by you, when I saw

I ate it, and you laughed a lot.

……

But not long after, Shang Zhixin finally gradually realized that his future self was better at torturing people.

Because when she came to the front of the guest house at night, her face was as stiff as a corpse, her face was as white as paper, and she couldn’t even walk a straight line. She knelt and opened her mouth several times before she could understand the two syllables of “Lord”.

"I'm sorry, I'm a little sick. I can't control my body a little bit because of the internal force." She smiled: "Did you scare the Lord?"

The new face of the business firm was expressionless: "No."

She tried to say: "That's good, I remember that Jiao Jiao'er can't see these things, and covers her eyes when she sees them."

"You don't need to divert Gu's attention. Gu just saw you bang your head against the wall and goug your throat..." Shang Zhixin said coolly, pointing to her forehead: "Tears flowed all over my face, rubbed on the On the sleeve, I rubbed my face too hard." Is she a general?She was in a mess like a madman.

After Lou Ke listened, he struggled to understand for a while, and then gave up not maintaining his kneeling posture and pretending to be plain.

She fell to the ground, lowered her head and clasped her fingers on the floor, clenching her teeth tightly, as if she was whimpering.

Shang Zhixin stood in front of her, staring at her coldly.

Seeing a gentle girl from Zhilan Yushu kneeling with disheveled hair, scratching her face and scalp with bloody fingernails, swallowing and moaning, her pretty face is embarrassing.

She immediately understood that she thought that she "let her go" and forced her not to take the Jiuzhuan Pill, but it was not to preserve her dignity, but just to add chaos to her self-righteousness.

Lou Ke is on the battlefield for a hundred days a year, what should the general do if the two armies meet and suddenly feel uncomfortable?Did you also suddenly go back to the camp and lock yourself up to endure it?

It's hard for her to suffer like this. Wouldn't it be more convenient to control it with medication?Shang Zhixin knew that her life would not be too long.For a person with a short lifespan, using poison to relieve pain, maybe the advantages outweigh the disadvantages?

……

After a long time, Lou Ke raised his head again, wiped away his sweat as if nothing had happened, and asked Shang Zhixin, "Why did the Lord come to find me?"

"Aren't you embarrassed?" She narrowed her eyes and asked suddenly.

"Ok?"

"You never want people to see your fragility." Shang Zhixin gave her, looked her up and said, "You said, you want to rely on you alone, don't look at your bad."

Lou Ke moved his fingers, and finally grabbed her hand to borrow his strength, and said softly: "Now... I hope the Lord can fully see what is wrong with me." Every lie of her needs to be engraved. evidence.

"En." Shangzhi Xinban closed his eyes, realized that the atmosphere was just right, patted her head and said gently: "Now you come to rely on Gu."

Lou Ke said: "Respect the imperial decree."

Shang Zhixin handed her a feather talisman from his sleeve and said: "When you feel uncomfortable, you can go to the medicine bath by yourself. Don't always think about medicine... It's not that I don't want you to feel comfortable, it's just drinking poison to quench my thirst."

Lou Ke was stunned, took it over, and asked, "Is it for the minister?"

Shang Zhixin didn't understand why her focus turned into a feather talisman as a token instead: "That's a certificate...it's a gift for you."

As if her eyes lit up, she took it over and said, "Thank you, Lord." She knew that she had cheated her... But anyway, she has to be responsible. Killing one person is death, killing thousands of people is still death, it makes no difference .

After a pause, he said: "The weak body of the minister is due to years of fighting, and the body is not injured. The medicine bath is useless, so there is no need to go."

Shang Zhi was stunned, he didn't expect her body to be so poor, he was complicated for a moment, half-truth said: "Sister Lou, I feel that Gu has treated you like that before, it's over."

Guanren's clan is vicious enough, and it is enough to break her dignity and throw her into the prime minister's mansion. It really made her think, does she have the slightest affection for Lou Ke?

……

Lou Ke was dumbfounded for a while: "No, Jiao Jiaoer, don't think too much about it."

"Gu decided to forgive you." Shang Zhixin thought

Liao thought frankly: "You and I

Feelings, Guhe should open the back door for you. "

It means that the matter of your incognito is over, after all, we are still lovers.

The bird in Lou Ke's heart couldn't help flapping its wings and walked away, a little moved under the depression.She thought that Shang Zhixin had indeed loved her, and that was enough.

……

She took the initiative to hug Shang Zhixin, and said with a smile:

"Well, here we go again."

Shang Zhixin rubbed the tip of his nose against her shoulder, feeling warm after a long time.

……

Even if this sentence is mutual deception.