My claws must be on it

At night, Xu Nuo, who had gone back and forth, was still sitting in her usual waiting position, quietly supporting her chin, maintaining a thinking posture, not knowing what she was waiting for.

The interior of the Human Alliance is already empty, zombies are wandering around, and the simple buildings are also destroyed and crumbling. After the wind blows, they whimper at the corner of the street.

A zombie passed through the window stiffly, stopped in front of her, and opened its mouth and said, "Annihilate."

Xu Nuo was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly came back to his senses, looking at the first step in front of him who already had a little sanity: "Got it. Let's go."

"You, don't you want to go?" It said with difficulty.

"I'll stay here." Xu Nuo lowered his face and said coldly.The Demon King had already accumulated a lot of prestige, and the zombie's stiff face changed, and he backed away, disappearing in two seconds.

It was only then that Xu Nuo's face became complicated, his body softened, he lay down on the table, he let out a breath, and couldn't hold back his thoughts.

What's going on... She doesn't want to leave here, even if that person is gone.

Mr. Wei Ling should have arrived at the place she should be at now. At this time, the inhibitor that should have been injected with supernatural powers was bound to the restraint bed. I don't know if she was so frightened that her heart jumped out and she was speechless.

Xu Nuo stayed there in a daze, as time passed, she was thinking about what Wei Lingjun should do now... the whole body was disinfected, changed clothes, started the infusion, soaked in the nutrient solution for the first time...

The moon has slowly risen.

In her previous life, she felt that time was the most difficult thing in the world, and she endured pain every moment. The idea that supported her to live was that one day, one day, she would let Mr. Wei Ling try.

But now why is she not as happy as she expected then?She felt numb, and the constant discomfort overwhelmed her supposed pleasure, and it would be unpleasant if she lost her sense.

She went into the bedroom and curled up under the covers, trying to get herself to sleep.

Can't sleep.

She knew she couldn't sleep, without the smell of Mr. Wei Ling, she couldn't be accepted by human sleep. The place was contaminated by the smell of blood, and that smell was slowly fading away.

In the past, Mr. Wei Ling would stroke her hair like a dog when she was in a daze with her eyes open, and order her domineeringly: "Sleep!", as if she said that if she fell asleep, she would immediately fall asleep of.

But she was able to find drowsiness from the natural order.

The fragrant and soft smell lingers and fills her side... How can you calmly accept panic after experiencing peace of mind, how can you get coptis after tasting honey?It's been a year.

The hatred dissipated in the face of that person, and all she had left was a sense of loss, sleepless night after night, and restlessness.

Even when she woke up the next day... she touched tears.It's ridiculous... This thing really came as soon as it was said, and the little words that had been pretending for too long almost made her unable to tell who she was.

"Promise, promise," she asked herself: "Could it be, are you regretting it?"

She has already met Mr. Wei Ling, and they have stabbed each other, and it is Xu Xu's turn to control the overall situation in this life!Xu Nuo chose to keep her, and endured all the pain of hatred... But it turned out that she wanted to move!

"No regrets." Xu Nuo said.

But... What she didn't finish was that although she didn't regret it, she was sad.

……

But the promise is her after all, after a few hours, she calmed down from this little nest.

Since the only sleeping doll was doomed to be torn apart, it was useless to leave a shell room without her.

She tidied herself up, and took a last look at the room. Going out this time, she will be her zombie king, and it doesn't matter if she can never sleep.

But the moment she stepped out of the door, something suddenly caught her attention.

……

Under the chaos, her gaze was caught by a small locked iron box, which was something that Mr. Wei Ling had been hiding all along. Xu Nuo asked what it was, and her answer at that time was "safety box, for money".

Everyone knows that it cannot be money, and the current currency exchange only depends on crystal nuclei.

Promising to ask again, she had no choice but to say "it's my dowry or bride price" and added a sentence at the end, "Anyway, it's something very important to me, and it's for my future wife to see."

She even remembered that teasing demeanor, matched with her dull hair just after waking up, she was also majestic and arrogant, squinting at her seductively and saying, "Guess it will be for you in the end, or for you, Sister Yiyun"?

That arrogant little look, if she really likes her "Xu Xiaoyan", I don't know what it will be like to be teased.

It's ironic now that I think about it.

Xu Nuo wanted to turn around and leave, but the small iron box was knocked open at some point, the lock was broken on the ground, and there were only some messy notes inside... She felt pain in her heart, and thought with a sneer:

Mr. Wei Ling regards his mood and hidden secrets as treasures, does he think that showing his future partner will bring him much comfort?Or do you expect comfort and distress from the other party?

She strode to leave, but in the end she didn't expect that at a glance, she saw the beginning of those notes, which were clearly written: To Xiaoyan.

"To Xiaoyan"?

Mr. Wei Ling squinted and said with a smile that day... "Anyway, it's something very important to me... for my future wife to see."

Xu Nuo felt a sharp knife stabbing into his heart: Mr. Wei Ling always regarded Xu Xiaoyan as her partner from now on? !

……

She staggered, her mind was in a daze, she pulled the papers, and suddenly her fingers trembled——

She had a premonition, if Mr. Wei Ling liked Xu Xiaoyan, she shouldn't have pushed herself into the pit of fire—at that moment, she didn't think about the truth, but immediately thought about it... so does it mean that she There is a reason... to bring Mr. Wei Ling back!

A day and a half of sitting and mental construction all collapsed in this instant transition. Xu Nuo knew how much he wanted to keep that person, even if he scolded her ten thousand times, it turned out that she was still working so hard to find her in her heart. reason.

It's like forgetting and looking forward with a heartbroken determination. In that "Ding Dong" "Are you there"...falling into the hell of ecstasy again.

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"To Xiaoyan:

After seeing this note, it means that you have won. I thought that I would never fall in love with anyone again. I thought that from now on, only Yiyun would dare to get close to me.Well, actually I like you very much. "

Xu Nuo's heart skipped a beat, he thought he didn't care about her feelings but just wanted to monopolize her, but now he suddenly felt satisfied.

There is a faint sense of peace, as if she is still by her side, she is a little shy when she talks about her "feelings", and she is never willing to lie and deny it, which is shockingly brave.

She sat down slowly, held the paper, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, her eyes were thinking quickly, her leg muscles were tense... as long as she found a reason...

She wants to bring that person back.

It doesn't matter if you lock her up or break her legs... so that she will never betray her again!Always stay by your side!

"You must be very surprised that I said this, because I haven't admitted to you that I have the feeling of 'love' for so long. After all, when we first met, you were still old enough to pee your pants (laughs."

Xu Nuo froze for a moment, opened the corners of his mouth stiffly, and recalled the scene when she still hated Mr. Wei Ling very much but could only be rubbed by her with her collar dripping. Kill her—it's not a loss.

"But I don't admit it doesn't mean there is no, I just don't dare. What you don't know is that you are too likable. Maybe you have a strange personality and occasionally cold, but you are very clean, like a cloud in the sky. I don't Also, I'm a very selfish person.

So I was very happy when I knew that you admired me. I didn’t intend to accept it at the time, but I didn’t directly reject it... You are still young, so you don’t know this way. You will only know when you meet more people in the future. This is called "fishing for spare tires" '.Congratulations to Xiao Yanzi, your first crush is a scumbag, please be more careful in the future, don't be a licking dog. "

Looking at the beaming words, Xu Nuo could even imagine that person's smug and mischievous look, he couldn't help but smile, and said to himself, where do I not know?Have you never eaten pork or seen a pig running?Am I not Men Qing'er, you don't know who hangs who.

She continued to read, but Feng below suddenly became serious, and finally explained other things.

"Okay, I'm sorry, I've done something bad to you and still have a playful smile on my face.

I confess that I am afraid of feelings, because I have failed badly here, and I don't think I still have the qualifications to find someone to be with. "

"I don't know if I can survive."

This is what she is worried about. She is a person who is shackled by fate, and whoever she is with is a drag on the other person. It is better not to start at all than to let one of them suffer the pain of loss after the two are happy.

"Xu Nuo has disappeared for a long time, but I know she has always been there. This year the zombies have risen, and I always feel that she is controlling them." Mr. Wei Ling is a person who has lived a lifetime, and her intuition has always been accurate.

"Recently, the oppression in my heart is getting heavier and heavier. I always feel that the end is coming, but I don't know if I can bear it."

This person is good, she may hide something, but she is always unwilling to lie when she speaks out, and she will not feel superior because the person opposite is a child or someone who likes her, everything is clear.

Just as her thoughts flashed through, she didn't expect the next paragraph to shock herself completely, she was stunned and couldn't recover for a long time!

"You may want to laugh at me, how can you have such a deep fear of a person... that's because you don't know what she did to me.

She almost cut me... no, she cut me!From body to heart!

It's ridiculous to say something, I can't believe it every time I think about it, fate is such a nonsense...

The first person I like is promise. "

When Xu Nuo saw the beginning of this paragraph, she felt faintly throbbing, the self-deprecating and heavy tone really seemed to indicate something deep-seated... until her pupils caught those thin needle-like words...

"It's ridiculous", Mr. Wei Ling's first "liked" person's name was——

"Promise"!

It wasn't Xu Xiaoyan, it was a promise!

……

Destiny loves to play tricks, Mr. Wei Ling didn't say it, who would know that the name of the pair of enemies who were gnashing their teeth with hatred and wanting a piece of meat from each other, the two lines of blood and tears trembling at the mention of it, is full of the curse and the curse of eliminating evil. Under the painful fear...it turned out to be such an opening.

Mr. Wei Ling has been... secretly in love with her!Not Xu Xiaoyan, but a promise!So what she said again and again is "don't have kindness to others".That's sad death's love... the only one it's for is promise!

……

It was the flower rain season when they met, Xu Nuo was wearing a red dress under her school uniform, her long hair reached her waist and she refused to tie it up, and Mr. Wei Ling wore a pale pink butterfly headband and followed her beside her... Xu Nuo was yearning for the love of Prince Charming When... Wei Lingjun also had the same youthful throbbing.

Walking together, the shadows of the trees by the window are scattered, the transparent white umbrella under the rain, and the cheeks that are slightly flushed secretly.

Xu Nuo took her hand and put down the newly bought hair accessories and quietly cast her eyes at the most handsome and good-grade senior in the school, but Mr. Wei Ling was suppressing his joy and lowering his eyebrows and smiling...

Looking at their touching wrists.

Under the beating of the heart, she slightly raised the hair shyly brushing the earlobe, and the rain exhaled sweetly.

……

But the encounter is too beautiful, and the promise of change is even more disappointing.

She hasn't had time, hasn't decided whether she should tell her best friend her thoughts, and then anxiously wait for regrets or surprises, promise to hold her hand with a smile and tell her that she is engaged, introduce Zheng Li to her, promise The promise of "good friends for life".

She had no choice but to quickly accept the fact in astonishment and squeeze out a smile.At least they are all there, even if it is not love, the promised life can leave a place, and give her the soft promise of "best friends forever"... She is sour, but she is already satisfied.

Not everyone is too strong to pursue something, enough is enough.

But fate always tells you, "Baby is good" and "Get ready, the next game will come soon" after you get punched and finally catch your breath.

……

In the last days, the family was destroyed and people were struggling to survive. The girl in the white moonlight turned into a demon stained with black blood... Eternal pain and regret.

The breath of Huayu at the beginning was stained with dirty mud and blood, the more beautiful the acquaintance, the deeper the pain, this is the ultimate sorrow.

Mr. Wei Ling may not be able to figure it out no matter how much he thinks, the girl she loves has beautiful eyes...how can she be a bad person?The girl she loves...how could she change, how could she be stained with dust, how could she be mean, sharp and jealous, how could she have the heart to force her to despair inch by inch!

This is the heart-wrenching, mourning so that the mouth is hoarse and silent.In contrast, promising that bit of pure hatred seems easy!

……

"...I escaped from the research institute. As for how I escaped, it doesn't matter, I don't want to mention it." Because I came back from death.

After writing too much, she seemed to be not too emotional, her handwriting drifted lazily, and finally said:

"Although I really don't want to admit it, I cried [-] times because of this incident. Sometimes I even feel that it's fine for others to kill me. Why is it her? 'Promise' to kill me is more important than 'I was killed.'" ' to pain me more."

She finally told Xu Xiaoyan everything, she was too fragile to touch.

……

Xu Nuo was stunned for too long, but suddenly jumped up, gritted her teeth and started looking for something, rummaged through the box, finally found the piece of paper, took a look... only one look, she stumbled and ran away!

Tears suddenly filled the eyes, blurring the way ahead.

……

"But some people are born to break the spell. To me, you are the one who breaks the spell.

Now I can only admit that I am so glad to have met you, and I am not helping you by bringing you by my side, but you saved me.

I can't imagine how I would have dealt with the world with hatred a year ago if you weren't here.Your softness always reminds me that this world is still 'worth it', even if it is unfair to me alone, but how bad can a place that can breed a cute guy like you be so vicious.

I have been killing people, but with you by my side, I kept the best bottom line.Your eyes are the clearest I've ever seen. "

Ridiculous blind idiot, do you think I'm some kind of cat!Xu Nuo took a deep breath, as if a bulging balloon had been punctured and acid water flowed out: Who is the lovely child now? !I looked down on you, Duan Qian, for leaving troubles!It would be too much for me to come!you……

But you don't know...the one whose heart is toward the light is the one who sees and persuades others to be kind!

Cats running away, flowers in the corner, the team reunited in a panic... You can see them as envy and secret blessings, let alone "Xu Xiaoyan"

such a child.

She thought they were the same kind of people from the same place, but in fact they were fundamentally different.

Promises are evil, unconsciously cruel, and not taken seriously.Mr. Wei Ling is actually kind...so she is controlled by fear to be selfish, and she will feel that her conscience has been whipped, and she secretly struggles with remorse.

People like her see themselves as salvation, as angels see demons as merciful lords.

Promises or Xu Xiaoyan are unworthy.

"I'm sorry, you are too kind, I like you."

It's the other way around... Xu Nuo arched her body and ran away, the wind was whistling and tearing in her ears, she suddenly felt throbbing, and suddenly thought to herself, how could Mr. Wei Ling be such a good person!She's so good... that she's filthy, made of hate-filled ink.

It's the same treatment of injustice, some people return the light, and some people are lured to be evil, it can only show that promises her nature is dark, right?That's why she became like that in the first round of the world.

"I like you so much, but they... people from the research institute asked me for you, but I hesitated. You are indeed too valuable for research, and they even persuaded me... I believe that you may even be the lifeblood of the world... …

It makes me feel ashamed.I really want to make this world a little better, with a little more light, so that I don't have to be so afraid.When I came back to my senses, I found that I had already written my name in the signature column. I was almost scared to death. She wrote mockingly: "It's really selfish to even think about pushing away the person you like because of yourself." "

No - you are not!

She yearns for warmth, in the final analysis, because she has been hurt by the cold.The wounded person is more gentle, not revenge but wants the whole world to be warmer. The weakness of Mr. Wei Ling, who promised to sneer in the past, actually comes from her inborn indelible tenderness... the promise But he used that tenderness to push her to a place that made her panic again!

When she thought about it, Wei Lingjun's whole body trembling with wetness and curled up in a corner suddenly flashed, which made her heart skip a beat—she clenched her teeth and quickened her pace.

"But luckily I'm back to my senses. I'm not sure if the world is innocent, but I'm sure that you are." That person completely took Xu Xiaoyan under her wing and wrote: "What I have experienced, I don’t want you to go through it again. Although I don’t know if I’m doing it right.” I’m covered in bruises, and that’s enough.

"If there is personal happiness for the individual, I hope the world does too, not to perish because I 'sheltered' you down.

Then again, I hope your blessing is mine. "In front of me is the appearance of that woman. She is sitting upright with messy short hair, her eyes are frank, and she walks in one go:

"I still don't know if I was wrong, but I know I won't regret it."

Keep you, even if the mistake is against the world, don't regret it.

……

The letter of agreement, the signature column, the word "Xu Xiaoyan" was scratched clean by frantic black lines, piercing through the back of the paper!

The person who crawled out of hell, the person who thought he would never "fall in love" again but still had a soft heart in the end, said violently and brightly:

No one wants to take Xiaoyan away from her side!

How much guilt and fear did she overcome alone? ... Such a sincere heart with scars but still mustering courage!

But what did the promise do!

... She threw it on the ground and trampled on it.

Mr. Wei Ling crawled out of hell, and threw himself into hell again to protect her girl, but he didn't know that the girl and the devil were always the same body!

... How can you be willing.

Regret stimulated her meninges, Xu Nuo stumbled and her nasal passages became sour, and her eyes filled with tears—after the hatred disappeared, she found that her heart was far less invulnerable and powerful than she imagined.