My claws must be on it

Xu Xuan took a deep breath, stood at the door, and finally knocked lightly on the door.The voice is very soft, and the cicadas sing in the night, and the beat is perfectly integrated.She could hardly hear herself.

Is the voice too low?And they should all be asleep.She even looked forward to it.In fact, I really hope that no one opens the door, so she can turn around and find another place to spend the night.

But in just two seconds of random thinking, the door was opened just like that - warm orange light shone from inside, and the woman who opened the door had a smile that hadn't faded on her face, tilting her head towards the door He was talking in the direction of Nei, and when he turned his head, there was a faint warmth on the woman's face: "Hello——"

She saw Xu Xuan's face clearly at once, and the words in her mouth were instantly stuck in her throat, and she immediately showed a trace of embarrassment that she hadn't had time to hide: "Yes, Xiao Xuan... come in, come in! I'm going home today. "

She really doesn't come back often, and finds reasons to stay out every night.So this sentence sounds really like the hostess treating the guests "I'm going home today", "Come in, come in".

So annoying... Xu Xuan sniffed uncomfortably, scratching his itchy eyebrows in the wind in front of the door. "Auntie." She opened her mouth and responded stiffly.

"Xiaoxuan, didn't you make up lessons today?" My father poked his head out from the sofa, and he didn't know what to say, so he picked out the reason why she didn't go home before and repeated it dryly...it even seemed a little reserved.

Don't you know if it is possible for a person like me to make up lessons?Make up lessons? ...You are happy to hold this command arrow.When Xu Xuan heard this tone, the depression in his heart deepened. There was a feeling that he wanted to explode, but he could only hold back: "...not today."

She walked back to her room quickly: "I'm a little tired, and my aunt and dad went to bed early." Then she locked the door with a "click".

Her aunt, or stepmother, then looked at her room, then at Xu's father beside the sofa, and continued embarrassingly: "This child is tall...he's under a lot of pressure."

"Yes, yes." Father Xu also nodded.

Then the atmosphere fell into an eerie silence.

It's like the usual house... After its owner came back, he seemed to bring a sense of existence that couldn't be ignored like a black hole that was too big, absorbing the little happiness of the family's joy in the previous second.

It's as if its proper job is to... be empty.

"It's so pitiful..." At this time, the girl sitting in the center trembled exaggeratedly: "Oh my God, sister Xu Xuan is like this, I don't dare to think about what I will do when I go to Gao next year!"

"You? As far as your grades are concerned, you should think about how to cope with your entrance exam!" Mrs. Xu couldn't help complaining to her daughter when she heard this: "What's the use of learning to dance if you don't study?"

"That's an art student too!" Xu Jingjing raised her head high and pouted her lips: "How can art be measured by scores? Artists' affairs..."

"Are you an artist? You're just a quagmire monkey!" Father Xu couldn't help beating her in a low voice.

"Dad!" Xu Jingjing showed a shocked face, and because Xu Xuan had already entered the door to rest and did not make too much noise, she silently protested: "You two! Let's bully me together?!"

"Okay, okay..." Father Xu couldn't help laughing, then shook his head: "Let's go to bed early today. We have class tomorrow, be good."

"Cut..." Xu Jingjing curled her lips and muttered: "I still have a lot of things I haven't told you... Xu Xuan is quite good at picking the time to disturb me... sleep when I sleep..." She got up and walked towards her bedroom: " See you tomorrow."

"Go, let's go." Mrs. Xu smiled and patted her head, and said to Father Xu, "I'm going too."

The light in the living room went out with a click, and even the chatter and laughter disappeared.

Xu Xuan then leaned against the door and slowly slid to sit down.Let go of your hands covering your ears.

She raised her face and took a deep breath.

She always knew she was redundant.Her parents divorced, she followed her father and had a new aunt and half-sister... Even if they were both of the same blood, the man should know which side he was leaning towards at this time.

But she was fed up with Mrs. Xu's polite and forcibly approaching smile, Xu Jingjing's self-willed child acting like a child in front of her, and Xu's father...dutifully told her "Xiaoxuan, it's okay. Even if mom and dad Divorce, I am also your father, I have the responsibility to take care of you. If you have anything, tell me, and my father will solve it with his heart. "

Really take care of... She has had more pocket money than Xu Jingjing since she was a child.Dad bought her everything she had a second look at, even if the family conditions were not good at that time, he still gritted his teeth and bought them.Xu Jingjing has never been treated this way.Xu's father would tell her, "Be good and be considerate of the family." Xu Jingjing was jealous of Xu Xuan a lot when she was a child.

But her new clothes... were bought when Xu Jingjing was asked to "be considerate of her family".It's like paying taxes at work, so I have to wait for my daughter's things.

She is not a "daughter", she is the "official"! ...Damn thoughtfulness that makes people cry without fault!

The heart is like a numb ant eating.So sad.Xu Xuan thought, let's cry, will the pressure on my heart be lighter?She opened her mouth, feeling like she was about to suffocate, but there were no tears.Seems like she's done.

Because she has no reason or right to cry.

Suddenly she grabbed her hair.

...Desperately wanting to find something to fill the body that has been corroded by acid water to the point where it is only a shell.

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But when she stood up suddenly...the door rang.

"What?" She took a deep breath and lowered her trembling voice, as if she was tired.

"Xiaoxuan, are you asleep?" Father Xu's cautious voice came from outside the door: "Can I come in?"

"..." Xu Xuan rubbed his face hard and opened the door: "Wait a minute."

"What's the matter? Let's talk about it tomorrow?" She was leaning against the door, already putting away all her expressions, rubbing her hair impatiently, like a rebellious daughter.

"It's nothing, I just want to chat with you." Father Xu smiled, already accustomed to her attitude, and slowed down his voice, it sounded like a father who really came to care about his daughter: "You are under a lot of pressure to be promoted, I— — We also understand your worries.

If there is anything, you should tell us.We are your family, and we all have responsibilities—”

"responsibility".

Responsibility, responsibility, responsibility!

Another damn responsibility!

Who wants you to be responsible!

What I want is... your love...

Xu Xuan's mind seemed to have been stabbed by a needle all of a sudden!

Unexpectedly, what stimulated Xu Xuan, she suddenly straightened up and swept down all the things on the desk next to her: "You don't have to worry about my affairs! Who do you think you are?"

She took a deep breath, like an angry little lion, her voice was sharp and angry: "Stop being hypocritical!... Get out, get out!!"

Xu's father was startled for a while, and then immediately comforted her: "Xiaoxuan, Xiaoxuan...don't be self-willed, don't be angry, what's wrong with you, tell daddy, I..."

Xu Xuan slowly raised his head at this time, his frowning brows were furrowed into sharp arcs, and there was weak anger in his eyes: "I said—it's not close, it's your business." She pointed at the door word by word. Foreigner: "Go out, go."

"Xiaoxuan, what's wrong with you, Xiaoxuan?" Her movement was too loud, Mrs. Xu also rushed over at this time, watching her husband and stepdaughter suddenly having a conflict in panic, she quickly shook her husband's arm: " You, what did you say to Xiaoxuan? Xiaoxuan hasn't been home for so long, can you let the child sleep well!"

"Xiaoxuan, don't be angry, come, tell auntie..." She said to pull Xu Xuan's, but she slapped her open!

"Xiaoxuan! What are you doing!" Xu's father finally couldn't help but become serious: "Your aunt is worried about you, what kind of attitude do you have! Hurry up and apologize to your aunt!"

Mrs. Xu smiled awkwardly and said, "It's okay, kid..."

"Apologize? Did I tell her to touch me?" Xu Xuan is really glad that he is a bad student and a bad boy, at least he can make her "make trouble for no reason" for a while:

"Stop talking to yourself! I really shouldn't have come back!"

"Xu Xuan, why are you touching my mother?" At this moment, Xu Jingjing also heard the voice coming, and stood between them angrily, trying to push her fiercely, but was blocked by Mrs. Xu: "Jingjing, that's you!" Sister! How did you talk!"

"Me!" Xu Jingjing was so angry that her eyes were red, she pointed at Xu Xuan: "She! She hit you! You still help her? If I treated you like this, you would have scolded me all over the place! You are used to it!" With Xu Xuan!!"

Mrs. Xu showed embarrassment, frowning and pulling at the unwilling Xu Jingjing——Can stepdaughters and biological daughters be treated the same?If you are not careful, you will get the reputation of being a stepmother and abusing children...

"And you!" Xu Jingjing glared at Xu Xuan fiercely: "You come back late and often stay out at night, and your parents talk to you because they are worried about you. What do you mean?! You rely on Mom isn’t here to pretend to be pitiful! Look at what you’re wearing. Dad will satisfy you first! Why do you have the nerve to yell at them?!”

Don't you just pretend to be pitiful because your mother is not...

Xu Xuan stared at her blankly, her voice buzzing in her ears.Her heart skipped a beat, as if she was suffocating.She took a step back with a sneer, and looked at the person standing opposite her, a wave of resentment dominated her: "They are them, and you are you. How do I treat them, and what does it matter to you?"

"Mom and dad are not only yours! They are also my mom and dad! Do you have a conscience!" Xu Jingjing yelled angrily: "They treat you so well, you know how to fight and skip class, and they never scolded you! "

Yeah...they never scold me, they indulge me in whatever I do.If Xu Jingjing...would have to be scolded and punished when she came home an hour late, and she would only get a sentence "You have a big idea, but be careful and safe..." But in the eyes of parents, a real daughter will never grow up big.

……she?what is she

"They said that you study hard, and they have to wait for you to come back to show you the gift owed to you that day! You ended up like this!" Xu Jingjing burst into tears, thinking that the person she hates the most in the world is Xu Xuan , Stretched out his sleeves to wipe his tears, rushed out of the living room, rummaged for something and fell to Xu Xuan: "Get your things and get out! I don't even want to see you!

If you touch my mother again, I will kill you! "

Xu Xuan didn't hide, and was hit by a late birthday gift.

The package was smashed open, and what fell apart was a newly released single-product t-shirt, the one Xu Xuan often bought.As you can guess, her gifts have always been this kind of thing.

like her gift.Something that needs money.But it doesn't take much thought.

"Okay." She squeezed her t-shirt, not knowing what controlled herself to reply.

She sniffed, and suddenly exerted force to push Father Xu who was standing a little ahead, and slammed the door shut!

"Why..." Xu's father and Mrs. Xu knocked on the door in panic: "Xiaoxuan! Xiaoxuan, what are you doing?! Open the door!"

Mrs. Xu knocked on Xu Jingjing's forehead anxiously while knocking on the door: "You bastard! Why are you crazy!"

But the sound was already very low. Xu Xuan felt cold all over and couldn't hear clearly. He just stumbled towards the window and opened it, then pried open the anti-theft railing door, and jumped out of the window with his whole body down.

Jumping down is the dark path.She is very familiar with this road.

That damn alley.

She doesn't want to care about it anymore... She is leaving, no matter where she goes, she can't stay in this place anymore!

But the moment she fell, there was a tingling pain in her ankle, and then she fell down like this.

Swept by severe pain and cold sweat, she just slumped and sat in a corner powerlessly.

This can't work... They will come out from the front door as soon as they hear the sound of the window. If she doesn't escape sooner, she will be found!At that time, the woman stood in front of her with her father, but she had just quarreled with them and fell through the window, dripping with cold sweat... Thinking about it, it was the fear of cold blood!

She can't face these people anymore... She's already at the breaking point... A fragile touch will blow up!

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But at this moment, a windbreaker covered her head, and her world suddenly fell into darkness—followed by a tight hug, very hard and merciless, as if to integrate her into one!

It came out of nowhere, soothing all her trembling and restlessness...

"Haha——" She raised her head in amazement and tried to get out of her clothes. Before she had time to see who was coming, a hand had already broken her head with force, and buried her face in her shoulder socket.

"It's me." Yu Huosheng said softly, with a gentle tone that was afraid of scaring her: "It's okay, I saw them. They came out of the door and ran to the right road in a hurry, but they didn't see you."

She is still pressing Xu Xuan's head very hard, it is the kind of strong sense of peace of mind that wants to absorb everything to let you know that there are still people by your side in this world... You are covered in bruises and bruises, looking around is cold, but there is someone , taller and stronger than you, able to fully embrace you.

Absolutely, a warmth that doesn't let in any wind.

"Why did you suddenly—" She said half a sentence, but her trembling and crying voice blocked the rest of the sentence.

"It's not important." Yu Huosheng said, the other hand covered her ear, and the warm feeling slowly returned to her body, as if her whole body was wrapped in a reassuring embrace.

Yu Huosheng stroked her hair:

"I know you are uncomfortable, just cry a little bit."

"I..." Xu Xuan opened his mouth.

"Cry." Yu Huosheng repeated, with undeniable tenderness.

She endured it for so long, the loneliness and the curse of jealousy gritted her teeth and did not shed tears, but she collapsed under the warmth of this inexplicable hug.

The bitterness and discomfort at the critical point suddenly broke out!

"Woo—!!" Xu Xuan was in her arms, her face was buried tightly in the shoulder of the girl who smelled of soap, and she began to cry loudly while trembling, crying hoarsely, warm tears covered her face and On the hair, at the same time wet the clothes born by the fire: "Woo..."

Yu Huosheng hugged her tightly, patted her on the back lightly, put his chin on the top of her hair, and gave her his own body temperature. The girl was wrapped in his arms and was out of breath. The cry was hoarse and thorough.

With years of grievances, the hesitation of nowhere to go, the sadness of being abandoned, the fear of the darkness around, and finally the embrace of unbelievable...

She was afraid that this simple embrace would leave and disappear just like Xia Sheng... So Yu Huosheng could only use more force, more force, to get close to her, to give her a sense of security.

"I won't go...I won't go..."

It's still that dark alley, with the singing of cicadas, the cold wind, the gravel road, and the corner behind a house.

The half-kneeling girl gently rubbed her face against the head of another girl who was sitting down, the windbreaker tightly covered her and at the same time the girl hugged her completely in this corner, she only showed a little hair, whimpering, and With gentle coaxing:

"Don't be afraid... just cry, just cry out... I won't leave..."