[Football] Qianfan

--You are happy, so I am happy--

Genevieve is as expected that Jenny learned new knowledge in this relationship, lost her old lover, and became depressed because of it, and suddenly cried in a low voice at every turn, which was not like when she was joking with Michael at the time. So easy.Genevieve expected that she would be severely taught by others to teach her what true love is, but she didn't expect that Jenny would come home like this.

If she had known it would be like this, if she had known, she would have guided Jenny at the right time. The first time she delivered, she really didn't grasp the weights and measures well, and if she pushed too hard and suffocated the other party, she would start to doubt herself.

Jenny is in such a state at the moment.

The semester entered the review stage, so she simply hid home to review, and she could hear crying during the study breaks from the door of her room... She also came from that stage, so she naturally understands how difficult it is to leave a relationship. No matter what kind of pain it is, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as pain that hurts muscles and bones, and hurts the skin.

But this is a necessary stage.

Genevieve also found out that Jenny had an obsession with all the communication tools at home, "This/next call will be from him."

Many times, Genevieve handed over her mobile phone, "If you miss him, just call him."

"No, Genevieve, I think I still have to retain what little dignity I have left." Jenny's face was filled with forbearance, stubbornness and attachment, and Genevieve was even more heartbroken, saying : "But the Cold War has to be said to end."

"The cold war...is just a polite behavior used to numb the other party before breaking up." Jenny replied with a wry smile, "You see, this is retribution. These are the tricks I used on others...now, he uses It's on me."

"In fact, you know very well in your heart that you are not taking the initiative to break up with luck, and torture yourself hoping that the other party will take pity on you. In fact, this is already consuming your self-esteem. Jenny, I hope you understand this truth." Michael is a child of two His father also has experience in dealing with the immature love problems of teenagers.

His statement coincided with Genevieve's, and the two couples looked at each other. They were each other's other half apples.

"I understand the truth, but I..." Jenny raised her head from the dinner plate and looked at Genevieve and Michael opposite. She made her family worry about this, right? It's hard to save yourself and annoying Worried, what stupid things is she doing at her age.

However, she really couldn't make herself happy. Every word she opened the textbook seemed to be talking about him. When she listened to a foreign language with headphones, every sound turned into his name. Even when she went for a walk, everyone seemed to be talking about him. His avatar, if she accidentally sees the golden retriever passing by, she can draw out the memories of their relationship...

"I really miss him." She said that she couldn't make Genevieve sad, but when she fell in love for the first time, the originally gentle river flooded her, and she sank as if she was dying. She put down the knife and fork: "I Eat well, excuse me."

Holding on to the stairs so as not to fall down, she turned on all the lights when she returned to the room, and fell asleep in the four rooms as bright as day, pressing her face on the cold floor, late autumn gradually approaching, she didn't realize it, I just want this temperature to push back the heat of longing.

Doing homework when she feels uncomfortable is a habit she has developed since she was a child. She pulled out a book and opened it. She forgot that she is now a university student and does not need to do exercise books... She closed the book again, A thin piece of paper fell out of the book, it was a photo of her and him published in the newspaper...

Why are there him everywhere, how many of him exist around her, so that when she opens and closes her eyes, every time she breathes and breathes, his image will appear if she doesn't pay attention?

She had no choice but to devote more energy to reviewing, no subject could trouble her, and the happiest time was writing papers, so she would not be able to spare any energy to think of him.With such a devil's progress, she had nothing to do before the review holiday was over, so she repeated the review again.

Until Beckham came to the door, Geneviève received the friend of Jenny, "Jenny is by the lake, I am really worried about her."

He couldn't believe it when he saw the slim Jenny in the Lake District outside their villa, the round face he loved to see had lost a lot of weight.He walked over quickly, she was wrapped in a thick blanket, and she looked even thinner. When she heard the voice and turned to look at him, her eyes were still alive when she laughed, which made him a little relieved.

Jenny's happiness when she saw Beckham was not feigned, she even took the time to talk about the impact of the scandal on him, Beckham waved his hand to indicate that it had already calmed down, and Jenny breathed a sigh of relief in front of him, "That's good."

"And you, how are you doing?"

"As you can see, I'm not well." Jenny stared at her toes and said, she hesitated for a while before asking, "What about him, is he okay?"

"He's fine, so when will you be fine."

Jenny stared at him for a long time, her eyes turned red instantly, and her nasal voice was already evident when she spoke, "I want to hear his voice."

"The phone at home rang and hung up yesterday. I called back, but the other party didn't answer. I'm afraid it was him." Hearing this, Beckham sighed heavily and said, "Silly girl, if he really wants to I made a call a long time ago, why wait until yesterday, why bother to make a call and then hang up?"

"I don't believe it. It seems like we were together yesterday, why did he separate from me when I woke up?" Jenny lowered her head and wiped her tears. The cute and pitiful look of Beckham was not an eyesore to Beckham. But he sank into thought, took out his mobile phone, turned on the speakerphone and made a call.

Iker Casillas was at the scene of the pictorial shooting, the sound of jazz, a row of clothes rack wheels sliding across the ground, and the voice of the photographer talking with his assistant. There was no haze in his voice, and his life went on as scheduled. That good-looking, attractive man who can use hormones to catch the admiring eyes of others with a casual smile.

Jenny is really jealous of him, Beckham felt that something was wrong when Jenny's eyes turned from looking forward to mourning, but he still insisted on continuing this unnutritious dialogue, after the phone call ended, Jenny was crying so hard that she was about to lose her breath, Beckham put his arms around her shoulders, and she crashed into his arms and cried loudly, "What should I do?"

"what to do……"

A sound like the wind knocking on the window hit his heart, and his jaw pressed against the top of Jenny's head, unable to say a word of comfort.

It wasn't too bad to be able to cry, he thought.

"Jenny, in fact, you understand that without you, he would not be much better. This is the biggest difference between you and him. Let go, it's too hard to go on like this."

"But here—" Jenny pointed at her heart, "It hurts so much, it's always been a dull pain and won't end."

She swallowed a breath, "I know, of course I know, I am the one who is holding on to him. I just don't understand why he feels tired when I treat him so well, and then reduces his admiration."

"I tried my best to love him and treat him so well, but he actually told me that he was exhausted."

"Jenny, you have to understand that even if you are in love, you are still two independent individuals. Whoever wants to melt each other into flesh and blood will have to pay a terrible price. The one who has always loved the most will be hurt the most. Beckham said this lightly. He looked at Jenny and said to himself, "If you love someone, you put the other person's needs before your own. If he is happy, you will be happy. Jenny, you should understand this earlier. of."

"It's all my fault. I have been refusing to learn how to fall in love." She wiped away her tears and came out of his arms, "Thank you."

"Actually, I already knew that he has already moved on, so I didn't dare to call to find out how he is doing. Thank you for this call." Jenny took a deep breath, "Give me a little time, I will definitely come out, but not yet Now."

"David, even if it wasn't for your news, I wouldn't be able to get along with him." Jenny was referring to the unlovable incident of her being too tight on Casillas, her attempt to grab a still People who have no stable plans are undoubtedly stupid.What's more, she, who is now awakened, looks very unwise when she looks back, and she keeps challenging his bottom line. She shouldn't use such methods to test whether the other party cares about her.

He said not to break up easily, but she used this to threaten every time, telling him to get out, and he would really never come back.

But in Beckham's ears, it was confirmed that Casillas cheated.Seeing the sudden change in Beckham's face, he thought he was still owed for it, and he said in relief, "Congratulate me quickly, I have a new life."

"Jenny, when you really come out, it's not too late to congratulate you." He hastily said goodbye and left, driving to Casillas' home.

Before leaving, Jenny walked him to the car, "I'm really sorry that I made you worry so much."

"Is it necessary to be so polite between you and me?" Beckham looked at Jenny with soft but firm eyes. The weather was so good, he smiled at Jenny, and she smiled and replied, "Yes."

"See you next time."

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Jenny finally went back to the city the next day. On the side of the road in the square, she saw Iker Casillas' car. The passenger in the passenger seat was Orange, who had been rumored to have an affair with him before. What he said during the last quarrel The words are still in my ears, "Jenny, you will only push me into someone else's arms."

The prophecies I wrote down for myself are most convincing when they are fulfilled.

Jenny stood there with the fish tank in her arms, letting the red light turn to green, and then the green light turned red again. The pedestrians around her walked away and came again, but she didn't leave.

Across the street is the coffee shop where she worked during their first date. She thought that when she saw her old boyfriend had a new partner, she would be jealous, scold or cry bitterly, but she was too calm at the moment, even though her heart was already It was turbulent, but her face was still calm, she suddenly softened to herself, and she didn't want to struggle any longer.

Isn't Orange exactly who she was when she first met Iker Casillas?

Rebellious, defiant, and fiery, it turns out that she was once loved, but was destroyed by her own hands in the end.

When Guti drove past the intersection outside the square, he caught a glimpse of a young woman holding a fish tank under the traffic light, standing there alone as if guarding an isolated island. He pulled down his sunglasses a little to get a better look at her, and it turned out that she was red-haired.

At the end of the red light, he drove west, and she turned east.

Orange is the young girl Jenny can no longer imitate.

Even without Orange they are already in jeopardy, Jenny doesn't blame anyone, because everyone's fault in this relationship, except hers, because the problem existed long before she showed up.

Let's break up, finally face it.