I'm really cannon fodder [Quick Transmigration]

The person he likes supports and trusts him unconditionally, which really makes Chen Yu breathe a sigh of relief.

Because he doesn't have to look forward and backward, and he doesn't have to think about it anymore, he can carry out his own plan as he wants.

Yue Shuqian stayed in the villa every day with nothing to do. The only human beings he could come into contact with were Chen Yu and Qin Wangmian. Therefore, most of his attention was on these two people.Especially after he found that he seemed to have spied a corner of some old events, he even calmed down a lot, always observing the other two in the villa quietly, not letting go of any latest news.

Chen Yu is also very face-saving. While playing the role of the silly, sweet and rich second generation who suddenly learns of the family secret, he also secretly plays the role of an anonymous informant, forcing Bai Niantang's father and constantly putting pressure on him.Bai Niantang's father searched for a long time, but he couldn't find out who was threatening him. He rushed to the doctor in a hurry, and wanted to attack Qin Wangmian.

But Chen Yu protected Qin Dumian so well that he couldn't get in touch with anyone at all. He went to the villa twice to look for him, but they all returned in vain.

The last time he even stood in front of Qin Dumian, asking him with a vicious and distorted expression what was the purpose of trying so hard to get close to Chen Yu, but because Chen Yu stood firmly in front of him, as if vowing to protect him to the death , Qin Wangmian didn't even say a word to him.

After going back and forth like this, Yue Shuqian slowly pieced together the truth.

Bai Niantang's father and Qin Wangmian's father had worked together in Qin Wangmian's hometown.At that time, Bai Niantang's father was the main person in charge of a project, while Qin Wangmian's father was a small foreman. Although he had no education, he also supervised a dozen workers.

During the construction of that project, there were serious construction problems and workers’ wages were cut short. When Qin Wangmian’s father found out, he quarreled with the people in charge. Father, is another partner.The man was so stingy that he had no intention of paying to settle the matter or of correcting his own mistakes, and he threatened the troublemakers with their lives if anyone dared to bring this matter to light.

Everyone is afraid of death, so it is true that no one is causing trouble, but Qin Wangmian's father couldn't swallow this breath, so he secretly wrote an anonymous letter, wanting to report to the higher-level government, but unfortunately, officials protect each other, The anonymous letter he sent was never handed over to senior government officials. As soon as the letter was stuffed into the anonymous mailbox, a staff member took it out and handed it over to the person in charge of the construction site at the time.

What happened next was very common, the person in charge of the construction site was ruthless, he tampered with the construction site, and directly killed Qin Wangmian's father.Although Bai Niantang's father was not the direct perpetrator, after he knew about this incident, he never thought of calling the police. Instead, he immediately bought the life with money, and then went up and down to deal with it. The case turned into accidental death.

The most ridiculous thing is that Bai Niantang's father was afraid that the Qin family would cause trouble, so he gave them a pension of 20 yuan. In those days, 20 yuan was definitely a huge sum of money, enough for orphans and widows to live for more than ten years However, this pension was deducted layer by layer, and when it finally reached Qin Wangmian's mother, there was only 5000 yuan left.

Qin Wangmian's mother took the 5000 yuan, then looked at the surroundings of the house, and finally left with the money resolutely, leaving nothing behind for Qin Wangmian.

It's heartbreaking to hear.

It is really hard to imagine a person who is born with everything. It turns out that there are still such miserable stories at the bottom of society. Qin Wangmian only lived for [-] years, and in these [-] years, he met very few good people. , what this world gave him seemed to be nothing but malice.

When sitting under the big tree in the orphanage, Yue Shuqian said a few words in succession, it was really miserable.But at that time, he actually didn't feel how miserable Qin Dumian was, because the information he got at that time was that Qin Dumian's father died early, his mother disappeared, his grandparents brought him up, and then they all died of illness.If you count them, there are less than a hundred words in these few sentences, which is really very simple.

Yue Shuqian used to watch the news occasionally, and there were always such tragic people in the news, and then, how many staff members were sent by the government, adhering to the spiritual instructions issued by the upper echelon, and then giving those poor people Once brought great social benefits.

Those people in the news were all smiling without exception. Over time, Yue Shuqian became numb. When he saw that kind of news, he brushed it blankly, not interested at all.

The news has never said why those people have become so miserable, why they have no parents at a young age, and why there is still no one around them when they are so old.

They didn't talk about it, and Yue Shuqian didn't want to ask, so it wasn't until today that he came to understand it as if he was enlightened.

The text is too pale, and the tens of seconds of news is too short. There is no way to describe a person’s life in detail and thoroughly. What’s more, the news is also fabricated by people. The most true, so he will always believe in the news.

In the middle of the night, Yue Shuqian began to toss and turn again.

During the day, he heard Chen Yu and someone on the phone, and Qin Wangmian was not at home. Chen Yu closed the door when he called, but because he was so emotional, even with the door closed, Yue Shuqian would still His angry voice could be heard.

Living here for so long, Chen Yu is always indifferent. Even when his father came a few times, Chen Yu was still calm. No matter what the occasion, his volume was kept within a certain range, neither high nor low. .

But today, Chen Yu's voice was sharp and harsh.

He didn't hear anything else clearly, just when Yue Shuqian was about to go back to his room, suddenly, Chen Yu's voice became extremely clear, and those words suddenly poured into his ears, until now, they are still in his mind echoed repeatedly.

"Aren't you a murderer if you didn't kill someone with your own hands? You are! You are the same as those who watched indifferently!"

Suddenly, Yue Shuqian sat up from the bed.

His chest felt tight.

Glancing at the time on the alarm clock next to him, Yue Shuqian rubbed his eyebrows wearily.

He didn't understand why he suffered from insomnia, he had never been involved in that incident, and his whole family had nothing to do with it, but why did he feel a little panic in his heart immediately after hearing Chen Yu's words, It seemed that those words were also accusing him.

He lowered his head silently, suddenly, Yue Shuqian heard a slight sound of the door opening outside.

One minute later, Yue Shuqian came downstairs quietly. Chen Yu was sitting in the kitchen. He took out a bottle of wine from the refrigerator, and then took out a whiskey glass from the cupboard. He only poured half a cup, but Chen Yu didn't even think about it, so he poured a whole big cup, then raised his head and drank it all.

Yue Shuqian pursed his lips, he closed the kitchen door, and walked over slowly.

Chen Yu lightly raised his eyelids, seeing that it was him, he didn't speak, and poured himself another glass in silence.

Yue Shuqian frowned and looked at him for a while, then turned around, walked to the cupboard, took out a wine glass that was exactly the same as that in Chen Yu's hand, then sat on a chair, and silently pushed the wine glass in front of Chen Yu.

Chen Yu paused before pouring him a glass of wine.

Two young men of similar age just drank one cup after another without saying a word. When the third cup was drunk, Chen Yu's eyes were already turning red. He looked at the empty glass in a daze, He wanted to pour another glass, but he didn't know why, so he gave up.

Yue Shuqian didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and he didn't persuade Chen Yu. The friendship between men is very strange. Although he followed in because he was worried about Chen Yu, and although he understood Chen Yu's sadness, he didn't It will prevent Chen Yu from drinking like a vent, and he will not comfort him.

He is waiting.

Waiting for Chen Yu to take the initiative to confide in him.

He didn't wait long, playing with the wine glass in his hand, Chen Yu watched the bright crystal reflect colorful brilliance from his hand, he opened his mouth hoarsely, and his voice was a little broken: "...if there is someone who can't understand it."

This sentence has no beginning and no end, Yue Shuqian turned his head, and after several seconds, Chen Yu raised the corners of his lips, showing an ugly smile, and then continued: "If there is someone who can't understand...help him, then you should How nice."

Yue Shuqian was stunned.

The person he was talking about was naturally Qin Wangmian.

There was a bitterness in Yue Shuqian's heart, that's right, if there was one person who was unwilling to join forces with that group of people, if there was one person who frowned and thought it shouldn't be done, then Qin Dumian's childhood would not have been like this.

Such a tragedy, the real instigator is only a few people, but it is actually hundreds of thousands of people who contributed to this tragedy, and many people don't even know that they are also playing an indispensable role in this tragedy.At that time, they all thought that they just took some kickbacks, and they just did a favor and stole an ordinary letter.

The ancients said, don't do good because it is small, and don't do evil because it is small.

Yue Shuqian raised his head, and drank the last bit of wine in the glass. The high-strength foreign wine slid down his throat, and the sensation of sex passed down the esophagus to the stomach, and then spread to the internal organs.

Yue Shuqian's expression is almost indifferent now, and memories of the past are constantly flashing in his mind, those people who came to his house with gifts, nodding and bowing, those who would smile flatteringly when they saw his father, and once, some listened His reputation depends on the people who come to his door.

Yue Shuqian has been helping others since he was in junior high school, usually with small things, sometimes with big things, but no matter the big or small things, as long as he gives instructions, or uses some tricks, or drills a little bit of Confucius, everything will be calm, no one will If he dares to trouble him or someone he knows again, his prestige will increase day by day, and people outside will flock to him more day by day.

Yue Shuqian was immersed in his memories. Suddenly, Chen Yu put the wine glass on the table and made a loud noise. Yue Shuqian looked over subconsciously. Chen Yu seemed to be drunk. He also turned around and looked at Yue Shuqian with a smile. .

"Have I ever told you about my highest ideal in life?"

Yue Shuqian was stunned for a moment, then he moved his lips, "I said, your highest ideal is to be a rich second generation who eats and waits to die."

Chen Yu nodded in satisfaction, "Yes. Many people say that I am worthless, that I am a rice bug and a prodigal, but I have never cared about it. I think there is nothing wrong with being a prodigal. I don't cause trouble for others. All I have is my family’s money. My father’s money is enough for me to squander for several lifetimes, but I don’t have that much money. I used to spend it on entertainment, but now I don’t even go to entertainment. The person I like lives a good life."

Speaking of this, Chen Yu supported his head, and he asked: "You know, I always thought that Qin Wangmian was very lucky to meet me. He is a poor boy with nothing, and he lost his memory and has no home. But, the poor one can only buy wine, even if he is very talented, but after all, a penny is hard for a hero. It will be different when you meet me, I will let him have no worries about food and clothing, and support him in everything , and I will also greet him so that he is no longer lonely, I can give him love and a home, tell me, am I the kind of boyfriend that all human beings want?"

Yue Shuqian looked at him, and after a while, he nodded, "Yes."

"Then he met me, is he lucky?"

Yue Shuqian pursed his lips, "...Yes."

Hearing the affirmative answer after hesitating for a few seconds, Chen Yu immediately laughed. He laughed happily. After a long time, he slowly calmed down, with the smile still on his face.

"It would be great if what you said was true."

Yue Shuqian was taken aback for a moment, and just as he was about to speak again, Chen Yu lowered the corner of his mouth slowly, and his voice became very low, "I thought my arrival was lucky for him, but the truth is, in my life, I will bring him It's all misfortune. My father indirectly killed his father, and then made his family ruined. The ups and downs in the first half of his life may have nothing to do with me and were caused by my father, but the misfortune in the second half of his life is from me. started."

Chen Yu slowly raised his eyes, and looked at Yue Shuqian expressionlessly, "I just found out today that the reason why Qin Duanmian lost his memory was not because he had an enmity with others, but because a girl I chased in college liked him. The people around me wanted to beat him up and claim credit from me, but the attack was not serious enough to make him forget everything."

Yue Shuqian didn't expect that there was such a connection between the two of them, so he opened his mouth and opened his mouth again, and finally he could only say dryly: "...But it's not your fault."

"My father also said the same thing," Chen Yu looked at him, "My father also said that it wasn't his fault, he wasn't the one who killed him, he was actually innocent."

Yue Shuqian frowned, he wanted to say that this was completely different, but maybe he drank too much wine, he couldn't clear his mind for a while to refute Chen Yu's words, and Chen Yu pushed away the empty wine glass and wine bottle , and slowly lay down on the table.

"I am worthless, I have no ambitions, and I only lose money every day. Others criticize me to pieces, but I never feel ashamed, because I think that although I have countless shortcomings, I still have at least one advantage, that is, never Do no harm to others."

Speaking of this, he smiled lightly, "But now, this advantage is gone."

Yue Shuqian's hand holding the wine glass suddenly tightened. Chen Yu's last words were very light, but like a needle, it caught off guard in his heart. The sharp and fine pain was not serious, but it made him Immediately frowned.

...Is this the feeling of distress?

"Yue Shuqian."

A soft call brought back Yue Shuqian's thoughts, Chen Yu was still lying on the table, he looked at Yue Shuqian, with a little invisible relief and tenderness in his faint eyes.

"You go."