I may not be human [holographic]

"Star Trace Era" maintenance announcement and the release of the new instance, besides making Lin Zhengyan momentarily unsure of how to deal with it, it seemed that the players on the entire server were thrown into a state of extreme excitement.

The reason why everyone came to the game was to entertain themselves and vent their emotions, but now they have found a good outlet, and the uncontrollable excitement of the players began to be reflected in every corner of the game—from ten o’clock in the morning on this day Since then, the 27th server has been full of turmoil, large and small battles and factions scolding each other one after another, and it has never stopped.

Lin Zhengyan's original plan was to drag Shi Chang'an to find a place with beautiful scenery after finishing the dungeon, have a good chat, and then suggestively give him a vaccination to say goodbye.

Unexpectedly, before the dungeon was completed, a player in the corps sent a request for help, saying that he was killed by Shen Xing's men while squatting on the boss in the wild.Lin Zhengyan could only follow Shi Changan, and fought a team battle with Shen Xing's corps.Then several people from Qiangwei went online one after another, and the lineup for climbing the star tower was assembled in advance. As soon as the team battle was over, Shi Changan called everyone to climb the star tower together.

Lin Zhengyan, who had already shrunk a little and wanted to escape for a while, couldn't help but think: Otherwise, just wait until we finish climbing the star tower.

Unexpectedly, halfway up the Star Tower, the Emerald Corps came to provoke again, Shi Changan had no choice but to return to the Corps to organize a battle...

When this day seemed to be over, Lin Zhengyan still couldn't say goodbye.

The more he flinched, the more he couldn't speak, and he procrastinated again and again, and finally he procrastinated until nearly ten o'clock in the evening.

Lin Zhengyan stood on the roof of the small building that belonged to him and Shi Changan, looked at the bright lights of the city in the distance, and sighed helplessly.

Shi Changan hugged Lin Zhengyan into his arms from behind, and asked in a low voice, "Seeing that you have been in a low mood all day, is it because I didn't take you on a date today?"

Lin Zheng said, "How could it be?"

Shi Changan asked again: "Why is that? Didn't talk much all day, and didn't smile at me?"

Lin Zhengyan pursed his lips and said, "I'm a little tired..."

When Shi Changan heard the words, he smiled lightly, bit Lin Zhengyan's ear, and said, "Tomorrow maintenance, you can rest a little longer. The Valentine's Day event is about to start, don't you look forward to it at all?"

Lin Zhengyan was silent for a moment, then said, "Looking forward, I... am looking forward to it."

"Last year's event was a chocolate ice cream snowball fight for two people." Shi Chang'an said, "I don't know what new event will be held this year."

"Last year?" Lin Zhengyan's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help asking, "Last year...who did you do the Valentine's Day event with?"

Shi Chang'an raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Why do you ask this? Are you jealous?"

Lin Zhengyan said in a low voice: "...I'll just ask, if you don't want to talk, forget it."

Shi Changan laughed a few more times, kissed Lin Zhengyan on the cheek, and said, "Yuheng and I made up the numbers last year, don't worry."

Lin Zhengyan muttered, "I have nothing to worry about..."

Shi Changan didn't continue talking about this topic, but reached out and patted Lin Zhengyan's buttocks, and said, "It's almost ten o'clock, go back to the room and lie down. Tomorrow will be online in the afternoon, and you should know about the Valentine's Day event by then." What happened to that open copy."

Lin Zhengyan hesitated to speak, but in the end he couldn't say anything, and silently followed Shi Changan back to the bedroom.

The two lay side by side on the somewhat narrow double bed in the bedroom of the small building, staring at the ceiling together.

Lin Zhengyan suddenly called out, "Chang'an."

Shi Changan: "Huh?"

Lin Zhengyan turned over and lay on his side when facing Chang An, staring at his face with great concentration, and said softly: "I..."

But the words of farewell lingered on the tip of my tongue, but I still couldn't say it at all.

Shi Chang'an turned his head to look at Lin Zhengyan.

The night cast a cool tone on his skin, but it was strangely not indifferent.His eyes reflected the bright lights of the city outside the window, as if a river of stars had fallen into it, extremely dazzling.

Lin Zhengyan seemed to have lost control of his mouth at this moment, subconsciously said: "You must always remember that I love you."

——I love you, and my refusal to meet you in reality is not because of my suspicion and caution, but because I can't do it.

——I love you, if I can, I also want to hold hands, kiss, and linger with you in the real world.

——I love you, even if you disappear forever in this world, I hope you will never forget that there was once me, in an illusory game, to accompany you through a short period of time...

Lin Zhengyan grabbed Shi Changan's neckline, pulled him towards him, and gently placed a kiss on his lips.

"Good night."

He said.

Shi Changan was stunned for a moment.

When he regained his composure and stretched out his hand to hug Lin Zhengyan, he heard an emotionless mechanical female voice: "Star mark time, 22 o'clock."

Lin Zhengyan's half of the bed was empty in an instant, leaving only the folds of the sheet, undulating and twisting under the night, casting strands of black shadows.

Shi Changan was stunned for a while, reached out and grabbed the sheet, pulled it into his arms and hugged it, and suddenly laughed.

"Silly boy, just confess your love, it's like saying goodbye forever."

He buried his head in the quilt and took a deep breath, then frowned and said, "Tsk, this game is too unreal, it can't even leave a smell."

After finishing speaking, he curled his lips, called up the system panel, and logged off.

……

It was a very, very long night.

Lin Zhengyan was in a daze for a long time, and once again fell into a complicated and confusing dream.

In the dream, he was still a young boy, holding a screen and carefully staring at the video playing on it.

The clear voice of the female announcer was heard in the video: "Today, all the young soldiers who have won the 'Rookie Medal' jointly issued by the Federal Government and the Military Department, came to the Triumph Plaza to perform..."

Instead of listening to the announcer's speech, he set his eyes on the corner of the screen and accurately captured a face in the crowd that seemed to be imprinted in his mind.

The youthful aura on the young soldier's face has long since disappeared, leaving only a piece of proud determination.

Lin Zhengyan pursed his lips, stretched out his hand, and silently captured the picture.

"Hey! Zhengyan!" A few big boys opened the door of the dormitory and came in, one of them said with a smile: "I saw your grades on the bulletin board! You won the highest scholarship this semester again, right?"

"Lin Xueba! Grade skipping! You have such good grades in culture, why did you enroll in the national defense class!" Another person wailed, "Your grades directly stretched No.2 by 14 light-years! I worked hard alone Those who are admitted to the cutting-edge class have to listen to our instructor talking every day, saying that we can't even pass a [-]-year-old kid in the national defense class!"

The person who spoke at the beginning came up and put his arms around Lin Zhengyan's neck, and said cheerfully, "Xiao Zhengyan's dream is to join the First Army as a fighter pilot, and of course he wants to come to our national defense squad. Right Zhengyan?"

...the dream changes...

Lin Zhengyan saw himself standing next to a machine, as if he was silently waiting for something.

After a long while, the machine spat out a photo, and he reached out to pick it up. Looking at the young and sunny face of the man in the photo, he couldn't help but lightly touch the familiar yet unfamiliar profile with his fingers.

Back in the dormitory, he stuck the photo on the edge of his desk schedule and stared at it for a long time.

...the scene changes again...

For some reason, he rushed back to the room anxiously, opened the drawer suddenly, took out the photo from the corner, and held it tightly in his hand.

Then, he turned around and ran out, running all the way...

Immediately afterwards, he seemed to arrive at a certain hospital, but was stopped mercilessly.

"Idlers are prohibited from entering!"

"Want to meet Lieutenant Colonel Chang? There are many people who want to see him!"

"We cannot disclose his injuries."

"Stop that trespasser! Stop him!"

"Lin Zhengyan! Stop making trouble! Go back!"

"Lin Zhengyan, do you want to be punished?!"

"Lin Zhengyan! I order you to return to the team immediately!"

...and then another scenario...

"Today, all the young fighters who received the 'Rookie Medal' jointly issued by the Federal Government and the Military Department came to the Triumph Square..."

Lin Zhengyan stared straight ahead at the federal flag, and gave a standard military salute to the officer who wore the medal on his chest.

He returned to the dormitory, took out the slightly frayed printed photo from the drawer, and solemnly stuck it into the top cover of the rookie medal box.

He closed the lid of the box, stared at the federal national emblem branded on the outside of the lid, and lowered his head to give a light kiss.

"You may have forgotten me when you met me when you were a child."

"But I've been following you and will never, never forget what you said to me."

"What you haven't done, the responsibility of protecting the Federation, leave it to me."

...Suddenly...

He was lying on the bed again, clutching the medal box with the lid opened, looking at the handsome profile inside.

After a long while, I finally couldn't control it, and quietly put my hand under the quilt...

As if in a lonely boat in the huge waves, the dizziness suddenly hit, and it was impossible to resist.

It seemed that a fiery body suddenly pressed on him.

Lin Zhengyan struggled to raise his head, and saw a pair of familiar yet unfamiliar eyes, with a smile in them, reflecting the faint silver star patterns on his chest, making them even more dazzling.

"Shi Chang'an..." He murmured in a low voice.

Immediately afterwards, he was robbed of all his breath by a fierce kiss...

...suffocation, dizziness, pain in the throat, limbs that cannot use strength...but accompanied by affectionate caresses and gentle whispers, he was drawn into some kind of whirlpool that he couldn't restrain himself...

Lin Zhengyan gave up struggling, and silently experienced the surging pleasure and the feeling of being out of his body as if he was on the verge of death. The two feelings were intertwined and entangled, pulling his consciousness away.

In a trance, some noisy voices filled his ears.

"...The activity of the regional neural network is increased, and the body...responses are obvious..."

"Patient completes the complete... process for the first time..."

"...the cells in the excitatory point of the cerebral cortex are extremely active, approaching the critical value..."

"The auditory area of ​​the cerebral cortex is awakened. He should be able to hear our voices now. Who will call his name?"

He... is he really going to wake up?

...Don't...don't wake up!

I can't wake up now... Shi Changan...

I still want to get along with Shi Chang'an for a little longer... Just a little longer...

...don't wake up now, please!

"The critical value cannot be crossed, and a stronger stimulus may be needed."

"The monitoring data of the cerebral cortex...the patient does not seem to have the will to wake up..."

"...repulsive awakening...maybe too..."

"……fail……"

The sound gradually disappeared, and his consciousness finally fell into a quiet darkness again, returning to calm.