Bai Yueguang wants to marry me in a flash[Entertainment]

Lu Yi was confused for a while, and actually followed Gu Yan's words to recall what Dao Fei had said to him.

Just when he was about to say something, Gu Yan's cell phone rang suddenly.

Gu Yan let go of him, and picked up the phone to answer the call.

There was a few brief words over there, Lu suggested that he called, and originally wanted to back away, but was hugged back by Gu Yan.

The distance between the two was too close, Lu Yi vaguely heard a few words coming from the other end of the phone, Zhong Yan, problem solved, small matter...

It seemed that the problem should be resolved smoothly, and Gu Yan hung up the phone before the two of them spoke a word.

Lu Yi looked at his face, pondered for a while, and asked, "Is it about Zhong Yan?"

Gu Yan hummed: "It's been resolved, you don't have to worry."

Lu Yi was actually worrying about this all afternoon. Hearing this, he finally relaxed a little bit, but after a while, he suddenly remembered something: "Wait, that Zhong Yan said that he has the confidence to hold others hands..."

"It's not a big problem," Gu Yan said indifferently, "A lawyer will handle it. Many of the campus loans are not serious people. If you want to turn around and catch them, it's actually easy to catch them."

It turned out to be the case.

Then he can rest assured.

Lu Yi nodded.

After a moment of silence, he thought of himself again.

Since this afternoon, he has been thinking about how to tell Gu Yan about this matter, and he has written a lot of drafts for it.

But until this moment, until he stood in front of Gu Yan, he felt that it was really unnecessary.

The form and the wording are not important, what is important is the content, and he wants to be honest.

This is what Gu Yan must have wanted to see.

Lu Yi took a deep breath, clenched his palms tightly, and finally made up his mind: "Gu Yan."

Gu Yan was looking sideways at the maple tree outside the terrace. The maple tree was planted on the first floor. They were standing on the second floor, and they could just reach out and touch the maple leaf. Hearing this, he huh?With a sound.

"It's true what I said before that I had a similar experience with Zhong Yan." Lu Yi's voice was very calm, as if he was narrating something that had nothing to do with him, pulling away pain and any other emotions, "I was also People have been chasing debts, my dad owes people a lot of money, and even pawned all the family property and still can't pay it back, I have been paying off the debts for the past six years."

It was not until shortly before he met Gu Yan that he reluctantly paid off all the debts.

Gu Yan turned his head to look at him, his eyes darkened, thinking of what Hong Ying had said to him.

Standing outside the ward that day, Hong Ying yelled loudly at him that he was not a thing, if he really liked Lu Yi, he would not have allowed him to live through such a hard six years, and would not have left him alone.

Presumably, Lu Yi really had a hard time in those six years.

Gu Yan wanted to ask him, why haven't you contacted me for six years?Why are you having such a hard time and never thought of asking me for help?

But then I thought, according to Lu Yi's personality, he would not do such a thing. Gu Yan's arrogance is reflected on the outside, and it is easy to see that this person is not easy to get along with, but Lu Yi It's different, although he looks gentle on the outside, in fact, pride has penetrated into his bones and become an inseparable part of it. If he doesn't want to do something, even if he breaks his bones and swallows it, he will only do it himself. Carry silently.

And when the two broke up, if it was Lu Yi who was at a low point, he would definitely not want Gu Yan to see him in any distress.

Thinking of this, Gu Yan felt distressed and helpless.

He closed his eyes, hugged Lu Yi tighter, and said in a low voice, "...When did your father become in debt?"

This is the closest they get to the scar in each other's hearts.

Since the reconciliation, the two never mentioned why they broke up back then.

It was Lu Yi who proposed the breakup, and the day when Gu Yan wanted to bring Lu Yi back to see his grandma to get her approval.

The two made an appointment, but Lu Yi missed the appointment.

Lu Yi lowered his head and rested his chin on Gu Yan's shoulder, remembering what happened on the day of graduation, his heart constricted, his eardrums were hit by blood, and he could only hear a buzzing sound.

"He likes to gamble, and the day we found out, he had already lost our family." Lu Yi heard his own voice, which was a little ethereal, "That day was... the day I graduated from high school , he jumped off the stairs."

Needless to say later.

Lu Yi had already indirectly given Gu Yan the answer.

The cold wind whimpered and slid past, which sounded like a very soft cry, and the maple leaves swirled and fell from the air, red as blood.

There was silence on the terrace, as if the space had condensed.

"It's okay," Gu Yan patted his back and said softly, "It's all over, don't be afraid."

Lu Yi: "I'm not afraid..."

But I don't know if the wind is too cold, it hurts like a knife when it blows on the person's face, and it even makes the voice tremble.

Lu Yi paused, and wanted to try harder to find something to make up for, but the words got stuck, and then changed into another word: "Gu Yan..."

Gu Yan hummed: "I'm here."

Lu Yi's eyes were a little red, he hugged Gu Yan, leaned all the weight of his body on him, and hugged him earnestly, as if he wanted to make sure that he was really there.

The past is gone, whether it is sugar or knife, it is all mixed together.

But there are some words that have been choked in his heart for six years. At this moment, he couldn't help himself to say it anyway: "The day I broke up with you was the saddest day in my life, bar none. "

As if to punish himself, everything that happened that day, every scene, is vivid in his memory, and the memory is still fresh. In the past six years, the scene that Lu Yi recalled the most was the day they broke up.

Thinking about it once, it was like a piece of flesh had been gouged out of my heart.

But still can't stop thinking about it.

The rose with the tattoo has been with him for six years, and he regards it as the incarnation of Gu Yan, Lu Yi's most precious thing, anyone who touches him can fight desperately.

It was destroyed, Lu Yi was actually very sad, but today, when Lu Yi looked back again, he suddenly found that those sorrows soon dissipated, not as serious as he imagined.

It was because Gu Yan was by his side, and the rose was Gu Yan's incarnation, but with Gu Yan around, there was nothing more important than him.

Lu Yi endured the choked sobs that almost overflowed from his throat.

Gu Yan didn't speak, he raised his head slightly and looked at the maple leaf above his head.

As long as Lu Yi raises his head at this time, he can see - Gu Yan's eyes are also red.

"I still want to say sorry to you," Lu Yi originally said many times in his heart. He wants to calm down. It's all over. It's no big deal. He wants to focus on living his life now, but his body doesn't listen to him. Then, blindly let the sourness spread, "Gu Yan, I really want to go to see grandma with you, and I was so nervous that I didn't fall asleep all night."

"Sorry, I missed my appointment that day."

"I'm sorry, I made an appointment to be together forever, but I let go first."

"I'm sorry, I missed six years of our planned love anniversary together."

"I'm sorry... for many, many things."

"But I never stopped liking you these six years."

In the end, maybe it was because the cold wind was really too strong, and tears fell from the eye sockets continuously, wet the whole face.

Lu Yi couldn't pretend even if he wanted to, and almost wet Gu Yan's shoulders.

When he finished the last sentence, Gu Yan suddenly turned his head and kissed her deeply.

Bitter tears spread, breath intertwined.

The turbulent emotions rushed like a huge wave, and instantly submerged the two of them, as if only by grabbing each other and making this kiss a little deeper, a little deeper, can there be a sense of security of being redeemed.

All other sounds in the world were silenced.

The cold wind, the maple trees, the night, all were drawn away from them.

They only have each other.

.......

"Don't be sorry," Gu Yan said, "I want you to spend your whole life paying it back."

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