After returning, Gu Yan sent Lu Yi back to the door of his room, then said good night to him, and planned to go back.

Lu Yi looked at his back and was very sensitive to the change in Gu Yan's attitude towards him.

He didn't take the initiative to kiss him, nor did he take the initiative to hug him.

According to the usual habit, knowing that Lu Yi's state is not right, Gu Yan will definitely stay with him, but now he turned around and left without saying a word, without any intention of staying.

Why is he like this?

It was completely different from the previous few days.

It’s okay if it’s normal, but because I’ve been having nightmares all this time, and just spent such a warm time with Gu Yan, it’s really hard for Lu Yi not to feel dependent on Gu Yan, so she just wants to stay with him right now Together.

I want him to be by my side.

Lu Yi held back for a while, but he couldn't hold it back anymore. The idea of ​​wanting Gu Yan overcame all other hesitation, and he stopped him: "Gu Yan."

Gu Yan, who was counting down to one in his heart, pinched the points very precisely. He suppressed the smile floating in his eyes, turned to look at Lu Yi, and raised his eyebrows.

It was just the two of them in the hallway.

Lu Yi's fingers hanging by his side tightened and loosened, and in the end he couldn't think of a better word, so he could only use the worst reason: "You...you want to come in for a cup of tea ?"

Gu Yan remained calm: "Drinking tea? It's so late, isn't it appropriate?"

What could be wrong with this!

They hugged and hugged, kissed and kissed!And even got the certificate!

Why not drink a cup of tea!

"It's nothing inappropriate," Lu Yi looked at him, and continued to rack his brains to make up excuses, "It's so cold...have a cup of tea before going back."

Gu Yan seemed a little hesitant, and slowly walked two steps closer to the door of Lu Yi's room.

Lu Yi looked worried for him, he stretched out his hand, originally wanted to pull his clothes, but changed his way halfway, paused, and took Gu Yan's hand.

Gu Yan looked at him, and Lu Yi led him in calmly.

Gu Yan hung his coat on the hanger casually, and closed the door after Lu Yi came in.

With a "click", the sound of locking was heard very clearly in the quiet room.

Gu Yan wanted to laugh when he heard this voice, but he suppressed the corner of his mouth.

He tilted his head, folded his hands, and stood in a loose and casual posture. His cuffs were folded and piled up to his elbows: "Didn't you let me go after drinking tea?"

"Yeah," Lu Yi didn't expect that the voice of locking would be so clear, he was a little annoyed, and said in a muffled voice, "Didn't you drink tea yet?"

"Oh," Gu Yan nodded, "Then go clubbing."

Lu Yi walked to the locker, rummaged in the drawer, and found two packs of scented tea.

As for how to soak...

Just boil water to soak, it will take a little longer, so Gu Yan can stay for a while longer.

Lu Yi made up his mind and came out with scented tea: "Wait a minute, I don't have any boiling water here, I want to boil it again."

"Really?" A faint smile appeared on Gu Yan's lips, he coughed twice in a concealed manner, and his eyes fell behind Lu Yi, "So the water dispenser in your room is burning For play?"

Lu Yi followed his line of sight and turned around abruptly, and found that there was a water dispenser behind him, and the water had already boiled, and the yellow light for keeping warm was on quietly, looking indifferently at the scene of the overturned car he made up nonsense.

"This water dispenser is broken," Lu Yi patted the water dispenser and said calmly, "And the water in it is not good."

"Oh," Gu Yan could hardly hold back that smile. At this moment, he really wanted to hold such a lovely Lu Yi in his arms and rub her a couple of times, but he didn't do that, and his expression still looked very cute. The cloud was calm, "Okay, then you burn it."

Lu Yi's ears were turning red, he quickly turned around and walked into the small kitchen, took the kettle to boil water.

It doesn't take long to boil the water.

At this time, Lu Yi regretted why there was no food or other things prepared in the room. In this case, he could find an excuse to cook a meal for Gu Yan, which would take more time.

After he made the tea, he took it out.

Gu Yan was sitting on the small sofa, leaning against the back of the sofa, with a small pillow under his head, closing his eyes and recuperating.

Lu Yi slowed down and walked over, but as soon as he reached Gu Yan's side, he opened his eyes.

Lu Yi handed him the tea.

Gu Yan has never experienced the experience of being forcibly invited to drink tea late at night, and the most important thing is that what the person who invited him to drink tea is thinking is clearly written on his face, and he thinks he is covering it up very well. He looks good, he really wants to laugh right now, but he keeps holding back.

After taking two sips, he put down the teacup: "Well, it's quite delicious."

Lu Yi was worrying about what excuses he could use to keep Gu Yan in the future. Since this matter has already started, it is impossible to give up halfway. He was thinking about it. Hearing what Gu Yan said, he quickly glanced at him glanced.

Gu Yan stood up: "Since I'm done drinking, I'll go back first, good night."

Lu Yi also stood up abruptly: "Wait a minute..."

Gu Yan didn't stop walking: "It's too late, it's inconvenient to disturb you any longer."

Lu Yi took two steps forward and reached out to grab his arm.

Gu Yan seemed not expecting him to act like this, raised his eyebrows in surprise, and asked knowingly, "Is there anything else?"

"Then what..." Lu Yi realized for the first time that his vocabulary was so lacking, he held Gu Yan's arm tightly and held back for a while, "Let's watch a movie. "

"Watching a movie in the middle of the night?" Gu Yan smiled slightly, "Forget it, I have to turn it on tomorrow."

As he spoke, he reached out and put his hand on Lu Yi's finger, which seemed to brush his hand off.

Lu Yi just felt as if he had come to a dead end, and he couldn't think of anything else to do, but Gu Yan still wanted to run away, as if a slow fire was simmering in his heart. , he was in a hurry.

But Gu Yan turned a deaf ear to his expression, his fingers had already begun to exert force, and his voice was gentle and polite: "Good night."

At the moment when Lu Yi's hand was about to be pulled off by Gu Yan, Lu Yi suddenly closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and hugged Gu Yan from behind.

Gu Yan: "...Lu Yi?"

"Can you stay with me tonight?" Lu Yi pressed her forehead against his back and gritted her teeth, "I think..."

Gu Yan didn't speak.

I don't know how long it took before Gu Yan asked softly, "What do you want?"

Lu Yi hugged him tightly, the words were stuck in her mouth, burning hot, but she couldn't say anything, as if blocked by a mountain accumulated over the years.

"Ayi," Gu Yan said slowly, "If you don't tell me, I'll leave right now."

This sentence pierced Lu Yi's most sensitive nerve, and made him tremble all over. Lu Yi hugged him tighter, closed his eyes, struggled for a long time, and then said every word: "I want you."

I want you to be with me.

Want to feel more at ease and at ease.

Gu Yan turned around, stretched out his hand to hold Lu Yi's face, and stared at him closely.

The foreheads of the two people are touching, and the closest distance is nothing more than that.

Gu Yan leaned over, kissed his lips lightly, then moved away slightly, with a bright smile in his eyes: "Okay."

***

By the time both of them had washed up again and went to bed again, it was already midnight.

As soon as Gu Yan lay down, Lu Yi leaned towards him and asked softly, "Can I hold your hand?"

Gu Yan didn't speak, but curled the corner of his lower lip.

Lu Yi thought about it quietly for a while, groped around, grabbed Gu Yan's hand, and answered the question he just asked by himself: "Yes."

Gu Yan chuckled twice, stretched out his arms to hug Lu Yi, and kissed his forehead: "You can do whatever you want to me."

Lu Yi's eyes rolled, as if eating honey, the sweetness soaked all the way to the bottom of his heart.

Gu Yan seemed to be a tranquilizer tailored just for him, being hugged by him to sleep, Lu Yi could close her eyes with peace of mind, feeling warm and at ease like never before, and all the previous nightmares had escaped from his side.

"Ayi," Gu Yan patted him on the back again and again, and asked gently, "You have been in a bad state recently, is it because of nightmares?"

Gu Yan's movements were too gentle, making people unable to resist. After tossing and tossing for a long time, drowsiness gradually came up. Lu Yi found a comfortable sleeping position in Gu Yan's arms and groaned unconsciously. .

Gu Yan was quiet for a while again: "Can you tell me what the dream is?"

Lu Yi opened his eyes.

The two did not speak for a while.

Looks like it will take a little more time.

This thought came to Gu Yan's mind. He was about to speak, but Lu Yi spoke before him, with a tense and low voice: "I...I dreamed of my dad .”

Gu Yan calmly said: "Huh?"

"He..." Lu Yi closed her eyes, clenched Gu Yan's hand, and curled up even deeper, wanting to get close to Gu Yan and nestle in his arms. After a while, He seemed to have drawn a surge of courage from such an intimate action between the two of them, and then continued slowly, "He doesn't like me. He has never liked me since I was a child. He even tried to throw me away a few times. Lose."

Gu Yan didn't speak, and continued to pat him on the back lightly, being a silent listener.

"He said that he never thought of having a child, but my mother wanted to. Later, because of my birth, my mother's health became worse, and after I was born, she devoted more attention to me. I have no time to take care of him anymore, so I am a burden and superfluous." Lu Yi's voice became softer, "My mother quarreled with him many times behind my back, and then...then they It’s not arguing anymore, we’re used to each other.”

He and Song Yuan didn't know what was going on at first, but now they do.

Lu Bai became obsessed with gambling, and his attention was diverted.

Song Yuan gave Lu Yi double love, Lu Yi never felt that she lacked anything since she was a child, and Lu Yi gradually formed an indifferent attitude towards Lu Bai.

— But that doesn't mean he doesn't care.

Just like today, among the nightmares Lu Yi had, at least eight out of ten were brought to him by Lu Bai.

His death, the assholes he did, brought too much excitement to Lu Yi.

Even the person Lu Yi loves the most in this world has become the half-dead person he is today because of this man.

Lu Yi won't hate anymore, time has worn away too many edges and corners of him, and polished him into a silent stone.

Thinking of Lu Bai now, he couldn't even tell what emotion he was in.

Disgust, numbness, indifference... maybe all of them.

But he can still affect him.

This is the point that makes Lu Yi feel helpless but extremely hated.

Gu Yan stroked his hair: "Ayi."

Lu Yi: "Huh?"

"Don't listen to that person's nonsense." Gu Yan said, "You are not superfluous."

Lu Yi took a breath: "I know."

The room became quiet, only the moonlight covered the panes and cast long shadows on the ground.

Snuggling against Gu Yan, the sleepiness gradually grew stronger, Lu Yi closed her eyes, and sank into a deeper sleep while half asleep and half awake.

And at this moment, he felt the corner of his lips cool, and he was gently kissed.

In the next moment, he heard Gu Yan say softly: "You are the treasure I have spent all the luck in my previous life to find in this life."

Lu Yi's heart warmed up, as if a green bud was planted in the driest land in his heart, the green bud fluttered in the wind, grew extremely fast, and a flower bloomed.

It was as if the warmest sun in the world had shone into his heart at this moment.

Since then, the haze has dissipated, and the clouds are clear and the moon is bright.

He also has his own world in this world.

There is also capital that can be cared for and cared for.

In her sleep, Lu Yi unconsciously curled the corners of her lips.

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