After finishing the notes, Lu Yi followed Gu Yan home.

The night was so thrilling that Lu Yi fell asleep while sitting in the co-pilot.

After returning home, Lu Yi was about to reach out to turn on the light, when Gu Yan behind him suddenly shouted: "Lu Yi."

Lu Yi turned to look at Gu Yan: "Huh?"

He was bending over to put an object, and just when he stood up, Gu Yan suddenly took a step closer, stretched out his hand to wrap around his waist, and got close to him.

Lu Yi was taken aback for a moment, before he could react, he took a step back subconsciously, but there was a wall behind him.

Gu Yan bowed his head and kissed her.

Gentle, light, like a gentle wind, not aggressive at all.

In the darkness, any delicate touch will be magnified countless times.

This kind of kiss is hard for anyone to resist.

The floor-to-ceiling windows were not closed tightly, and a fresh and soft wind rushed in, lifting the veil and floating.

The fragrance of mint and the soft sweetness are mixed together, entwined and fused, and slowly fermented like wine, which makes people feel slightly drunk.

Gu Yan let go of him.

Lu Yi stared at him blankly, still in a daze: "You......"

Gu Yan kissed him for the second time.

Lu Yi almost couldn't stand still.

After kissing him, Gu Yan hugged him quietly, not intending to let go.

"Gu Yan," Lu Yi whispered, "You..."

"I just want to kiss you suddenly," Gu Yan said lightly, "By the way, I want to hug you again."

Lu Yi didn't move.

"When I came out, I saw that you and Sister Hong didn't seem to be in a good mood." Lu Yi slowly organized his words, trying to make himself appear careless, but his tight body betrayed him, "You two are here What are you talking about outside?"

Gu Yan lowered his head and stared at him: "What do you think we will talk about?"

Gu Yan threw the question back again, which made Lu Yi a little nervous.

The only connection between Hong Ying and Gu Yan is him, the atmosphere between them is tense, what else could be the reason?

Lu Yi is not stupid.

"Did Sister Hong tell you something?" Lu Yi's voice was stretched like a string, "Did she tell you something about me?"

Gu Yan: "Yes."

Lu Yi fell silent for an instant, clenched her fingers tightly, and even started to panic involuntarily.

He thought it would be good for the two of them to maintain the status quo, and after two days, he would move out.

That's fine.

He didn't dare to be greedy and ask for more.

He never thought that he and Gu Yan could really be together.

That's why he didn't want to mention the six years after they separated. What he wanted to stay in Gu Yan's memory was always Lu Yi in high school.

But now that Gu Yan knows, what would he think?

Lu Yi felt chills in his heart for a moment: "What did she tell you?"

How far had Hong Ying told him?

What did Gu Yan know?

"It doesn't matter what she told me," Gu Yan said in a gentle voice, "but I want to hear what you have to say. What do you want to say to me?"

Lu Yi was silent for a while.

A dark environment is good for relaxing and thinking.

And - camouflage.

"I have had a very happy six years," Lu Yi said slowly, "I finished college, and because I like acting, I entered the entertainment circle. Although my development was not smooth, there were no twists and turns. These six years I feel very fulfilled this year, very..."

He paused and lowered his voice: "Very satisfied."

"Lu Yi," Gu Yan said, "I don't want to force you."

Lu Yi didn't speak, but clenched his fingers tighter.

"If you are not ready," Gu Yan stroked his hair lightly, "then we will talk about it next time, I will always be by your side."

Maybe Lu Yi, who was in high school, would be moved by this sentence, and feel that as long as the promise is made, it will definitely be fulfilled.

But the current Lu Yi is no longer the Lu Yi of the past. He has experienced too much wind and rain. He knows that some seemingly beautiful promises are actually too fragile. The reality is too cruel, and nothing can last forever.

Including love.

——I am always by your side.

Lu Yi said exactly the same thing, but he left first.

He no longer believed in such casual oaths.

Gu Yan is very good, he hasn't changed at all, he is still the same as before.

It was Lu Yi who couldn't go back.

He has no right to delay Gu Yan any longer.

The reason why Gu Yan said such words is...because he still regards him as the Lu Yi from six years ago, and he still likes the Lu Yi from six years ago.

He was deceived by Lu Yi's appearance and fell into the past, unable to move forward.

Lu Yi's fingers were almost pinched into the palm, and the piercing pain spread.

In the darkness, Lu Yi smiled at him, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, his eyes were full of sadness, he leaned slightly, kissed Gu Yan's face actively, and broke up with one touch: "Okay, when I'm ready Now, I'll tell you everything."

Probably won't be that day.

He selfishly hoped that this moment could stop, so that Gu Yan's liking could become eternal.

There will be no unexpected variables.

Even if he only likes Lu Yi from six years ago.

He doesn't know anything about him now, and he doesn't want him to know.

So be it, be it-

Lu Yi hugged Gu Yan hard, and whispered in his ear: "Brother Yan, good night."

The next morning, Lu Yi got up very early. He put the suit he bought on the bed, and then cleaned up the house.

he left.

Gu Yan prepared breakfast and waited for Lu Yi to come out, but he didn't hear any movement. He knocked on the door, but there was no sound from inside. Gu Yan suddenly had a bad premonition, and he stretched out his hand to push the door open.

Everything in the room is very tidy, the most conspicuous thing is the suit on the bed.

Gu Yan's pupils shrank suddenly, he walked quickly to the bedside, picked up the suit, and a note floated out of the suit pocket.

The above is simple, only four words: thank you, goodbye.

***

After returning to his apartment, Lu Yi didn't go out for a whole week. He hid at home like a snail curled up in his own small shell.

He didn't do anything for a week, he ate when he was hungry and slept when he was sleepy.

Occasionally, when I wake up in the middle of the night and touch my tattoo, I will be silent for a long time.

From the moment Gu Yan's family moved out, he knew it was over.

"In the end, the prince and princess lived happily together," Lu Yi sat by the hospital bed, reading the storybook in his hand, his eyelashes drooping, "Forever and ever, happiness."

There was a beauty lying on the hospital bed, her eyebrows seemed to be carefully drawn out with a fine brush. The years had added some fine lines around her eyes, but it still did not affect her beauty.

Lu Yi and the person lying on the bed were carved out of the same mold.

"Are you reading fairy tales to Ms. Song again?" The little nurse changed Song Yuan's medicine and asked casually.

She has always been responsible for taking care of Song Yuan. She knows Lu Yi, and knows that the young man surnamed Lu in front of her will come here once a month, rain or shine.

Song Yuan was transferred here from the hospital four years ago. It is said that she was greatly stimulated and got into a car accident. Now she is basically no different from a living dead, relying on drugs to hang herself.

After a doctor's diagnosis, she might not be able to wake up in this life, but there is no need to persist.

This is pure waste of money.

But Lu Yi didn't, he was willing to spend the money.

After a long time, the nurse heard about Song Yuan's gossip from others.

The first half of this woman's life was good, but the second half was miserable.

When she was young, she was more beautiful than she is now, and countless people pursued her. She married a businessman named Lu Bai, who treated her very well. Live happily.

But the good times didn't last long. Lu Bai became addicted to gambling and went out to gamble with her son behind her back. When Song Yuan found out, he had already lost all his family property and even owed 500 million in usury.

Lu Bai was overwhelmed, left his wife and son, and committed suicide.

Song Yuan got into a car accident while going out to borrow money, and lost half of her life, and has always been in this state.

The Lu family has no relatives, and Gao Tang of both parties has passed away long ago, so no one can help.

So all the burdens were placed on Song Yuan's son.

For six years, he has survived until today, and he simply doesn't know how he survived.

When he came over every month, he would read stories and various fairy tales to Song Yuan.

He said that his mother likes to listen to fairy tales, and maybe one day she will wake up with a smile after listening to them.

Every time the little nurse heard him read these words, she felt mixed feelings.

His own life was already so miserable, how did he manage to read all kinds of dreamy fairy tales with a smile?

What is supporting him?

How could he laugh?

The little nurse sighed silently in her heart.

Lu Yi closed the storybook, hummed, raised her head and bent her eyes: "Thank you for taking care of my mother."

"Responsible work." The little nurse waved her hand and asked curiously, "By the way, I heard that you and Gu Yan are married. Why hasn't he come to see Ms. Song?"

When Lu Yi heard the word Gu Yan, his heart felt as if he had been stabbed by a needle, but immediately he smiled nonchalantly: "He's very busy, so he never got in time."

The little nurse didn't dare to ask any more questions. After oh, she pushed the trolley and left.

The ward was very quiet, and the decoration was not cold white, but light beige, which was Song Yuan's favorite color.

It's completely autumn, the air is chilly, and the dead leaves on the streets are gradually starting to fall.

Lu Yi put the storybook on the bookshelf at one side, went to get the nail clippers, lowered her head and carefully cut Song Yuan's fingernails.

Her palms are dry and her temperature is low, but as long as she is still alive, this is enough for Lu Yi.

"Mom, I have been working hard during this time, and everything is fine with me." Lu Yi muttered, "I will buy you other story books later, and I will read each of them to you. He has grown taller, he came to see you before, you should still remember him, he is too naughty and doesn't like to study, Sister Hong can worry about him."

Speaking of this, Lu Yi remembered the scene of Hong Xiao squatting in the alley to calculate the final grades, and smiled softly.

"Sister Hong threatened him that if he didn't study hard, he would go to the construction site to move bricks." Lu Yi held Song Yuan's hand, felt her weak pulse, and suddenly sighed, "It was difficult for me when I was young. Well, go to heaven and enter the earth, just like a monkey."

When Lu Yi was a child, he was more free-spirited, and he would play whatever he was curious about. Song Yuan never forced him to do things he didn't like. Even if his academic performance made Song Yuan a headache, she didn't say anything, just spent the night For another night, I accompanied him to do his homework and taught him how to solve the problems.

Song Yuan is always gentle and smiling, and one of the words she often keeps saying is——My Yizi is the best behaved.

Therefore, even Lu Yi, who is a little devil in the eyes of others, feels flattered that he is the most obedient child in the world.

He felt that all his mischievous behaviors were the performance of a good boy.

Only good kids would do that.

Only when he grew up did he realize that it wasn't.

Only Song Yuan thought he was good.

So Lu Yi began to work hard to be a good boy in the eyes of ordinary parents.

After entering high school, Lu Yi once determined to study hard, but within two months, he began to relax.

Song Yuan didn't care much about him at that time, and only said that he was responsible for his own life, and she would not interfere with what he liked or wanted to do, she would only give advice, and he had to learn to make his own decisions.

Lu Yi met Gu Yan in her sophomore year of high school.

From then on, Lu Yi began to have a real goal.

He doesn't know what he likes, but he wants to make himself better, so that he can have more chips and more choices.

After Song Yuan found out about Gu Yan's existence, she smiled and only asked one question - does Yi Zai like him?

At that time, Lu Yi was full of youthful vigor, frank and simple, and nodded without thinking: "I like it."

"Since you like it," Song Yuan stroked his hair with delicate palms and gentle movements. Her long hair spread out in the wind, and there was always a soft smile on her face. "Then you have to be brave enough to chase after him. Only those who make progress together Go further, if he is better than you, you have to run faster and faster."

So Lu Yi started running from that day on.

He chased Gu Yan, chasing his own light.

The warm sun, green grass, and colorful brushes have filled their world.

The future will be even better, and there will be more and more light in the future——

When Lu Yi was in high school, she raised her head, squinted her eyes, and smiled innocently and happily, her eyes sparkling, full of anticipation and longing.

"I married that person," Lu Yi lowered her head, "Mom, I'm so happy."

A large drop of tears fell down and landed in Song Yuan's palm.

"I don't think I can run anymore," Lu Yi murmured, "I don't think I...have the courage to chase again."

Six years ago, the great change happened on that day. Lu Bai jumped down from the roof of the building in front of him, leaving bloody flowers all over the ground. Song Yuan ran out staggeringly to borrow money, and got into a car accident on the way.

Since then, a family has been torn apart, and only little Lu Yi is left in the Lu family.

——He was only 19 years old that year.

The world changed drastically on that day, the heaven turned into a purgatory, and all the warm sun and green grass turned into a sickle in the hands of the devil, who slashed at him heavily.

The treacherous Goddess of Fate casually overturned the chessboard, and put all kinds of monsters around Lu Yi. They rushed forward, wanting to drink his blood and eat his flesh.

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.

He could no longer see the light.

He was long gone.

***

"If you think it's okay," Fei Qu didn't know why the faces of several people looked so dignified. He crossed his hands on his knees. He was originally sitting in a very loose posture, but he seemed out of place among these few people. But he didn't change it, and continued to sit so leisurely, "Then come over for a mirror test in these two days?"

Hong Ying sat next to him, and Lu Yi and Wen Su sat opposite him.

The preliminary preparations for the drama "I Like You So Much" are all done, and now I am waiting to recruit actors.

Fei Qu said he was an investor, but he was actually a half-director. He had been a director before, but then he found it troublesome and quit. God has the absolute right to speak.

Lu Yi hummed and said a good word.

"Okay," Wen Su, as Lu Yi's manager, saw that Lu Yi's career was going to improve, and he immediately cared more than anyone else, he asked, "Then, I would like to ask one more question, another male lead will be Yet?"

He knew Lu Yi's heart knot. Lu Yi had never acted in a school drama before, and he and Gu Yan had a good relationship in high school. Wen Su was worried that Lu Yi would fall in love with each other, and he would not be able to bear it.

"Not sure yet, I can't control the other male lead," Fei Qu smiled and waved his hand, "I'm not a serious director, so I can't do it all, it would be great if I could break the rules and let Lu Yi audition. "

"Our Xiaoyi's conditions are also very good." Wen Su frowned when he heard the word breaking the rules, and subconsciously praised Lu Yi, "He has a good foundation, and his acting skills are also good, his image is also good-looking, and he is also motivated and hardworking. , the most important thing is that his current price is still low, which is equivalent to letting you buy gold with the price of buying cabbage."

"That's right," Hong Ying doesn't understand movies, but she also knows that the word breaking the rules is belittling Lu Yi's value, she echoed, "In the future, Xiaoyi will be a big star, and you won't be able to invite him if you want. .”

Fei Qu wanted to retort when Wen Su was speaking, but seeing that Hong Ying also joined in, he paused, sighed, rubbed his nose, and laughed helplessly: "Okay, I made it, Lu Yi, you have to fight for me."

"Okay," Lu Yi nodded, "I will."

Hong Ying looked at Lu Yi: "Even if you don't talk about Xiaoyi, you will be up to date."

"Can you be a little bit more angry?" Bo Xingwen held his wine glass and looked at Gu Yan who was sitting on the side, "Just tell me you can't act in this TV series?"

Bo Xingwen is Gu Yan's best buddy since he opened his crotch pants, and he started a company specializing in TV dramas.

In front of the two of them is a script, the name of the script is - I like you so much.

Sitting opposite the two was a director named Fei Jiakun. He was the chief director of this TV series and had approached Gu Yan several times before.

But they were all rejected by Gu Yan.

After going around several times, Fei Jiakun found Bo Xingwen and wanted him to persuade Gu Yan. Unexpectedly, after reading the script, Bo Xingwen also developed a strong interest in this drama, so he invested in it.

"You're the movie king," Bo Xingwen patted Gu Yan's shoulder vigorously, "And you're already 25, which is the deadline for making school dramas. If you go further, even if you want to act, others will call you old, even The opportunity to shoot is gone.”

"It has nothing to do with age," Gu Yan took a sip of wine, "I've never been in school dramas since I entered the circle."

"It's better not to shoot too much," Fei Jiakun didn't know the reason, and he kept persuading, "This proves that you are blank in this field and have strong plasticity. It can be regarded as a certain achievement, right? As an actor, It is to be flexible and changeable, not to be restricted within the rules and regulations, like you, if an established impression is formed in the eyes of the audience, it will be difficult to get rid of it."

Bo Xingwen knew why Gu Yan didn't shoot.

He thought of the person surnamed Lu, sighed, and couldn't help frowning: "As for?"

It was Lu Yi who proposed to break up at the beginning. After so many years, Lu Yi lived a carefree life. He can clearly see how Gu Yan got through these six years.

The person surnamed Lu is a goblin, a disaster.

He also thought that after the two people got married by accident, they would be relieved.

Unexpectedly, hey, that person surnamed Lu actually ran away!

If he saw him, he would have to bring him out and question him.

Why?

"Is it me filming or you filming?" Gu Yan frowned, "You do what you want."

"You," Bo Xingwen choked, and turned to look at the director, "Director, if you think I can do it, let me give it a try?"

Fei Jiakun laughed: "Let's be honest, this TV series couldn't be filmed without Gu Yan. After I read the script, I searched all over the entertainment industry, and I think Gu Yan is the most compatible with the male lead in it."

He spoke with sincerity and sincerity.

After he finished speaking, he pushed the script forward: "Xiao Gu, I don't know why you don't make school dramas, but I'm old and I've been there. Let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart. You think it's a rough place If you don't cross it, this hurdle will always be here, and it will even become your demon. How much water a person can hold in this life is determined by the short board. You won't be trapped to death by a school drama for the rest of your life, right?"

"Don't rush to reject me for this drama." Fei Jiakun continued to smile, "After reading the script, you can decide?"

Gu Yan didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Bo Xingwen picked up the script and flipped through a few pages: "Yo, the plot is good, is there another male lead?"

"Not yet," Fei Jiakun said, "I'm not in charge of the other male lead. I'll have an audition in two days, but if you agree, Xiao Gu, we'll sign the contract directly."

Bo Xingwen pushed the script in front of Gu Yan: "The director's words make sense, Gu Yan, why don't you read the script first?"

The script has just turned to the title page, and the black and white words are particularly eye-catching.

——My world was barren and barren, until I met you and I saw the light.

From then on, black and white faded away, vegetation prospered, flowers prospered, and everything began to wake up from this moment.

Gu Yan's eyes fell on this line, and he was stunned.

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