To Brother Zhan in Parallel World

My silly sweet:

I am your brother Zhan, your brother Zhan on Earth!

Are you sick?You don't tell me what's on your mind, and you chat so happily with people in such a parallel world, do you know who is far and who is near?

Are you resenting me for not contacting me?Think I don't like or accept it, so I become alienated?Do you think that I am not brave and firm, and that is why I am separated from you?Do you think I want to be successful and brilliant, so I deliberately avoid it?

Whenever I say that you are a child, you are always unhappy. You see what you think and do, you are obviously a child who has not grown up!

What do you think I'm hiding from?

What do you think I'm afraid of?

I am a person who has been beaten to the bottom and stepped into the mud. No matter how others slander and abuse me, I will not hide, and I will not be afraid!

I'm just afraid...

you……

Injuried……

I can bear all the sarcasm, gossip, and nonsense, but how can I allow them to suspect you, mock you, and smear you?You are my favorite brother, my puppy!If I can't protect you well, then what's the point of my existence?How can I deserve you to call me "Brother Zhan"?

So I backed off, I compromised.

I would rather endure the pain like a knife and the loneliness like the severe cold. I will also pave a smooth road for you, even if I am reduced to mud, as long as my puppy is happy and happy, that is enough.

I was like a peerless master who was caught in his weak spot and hit to the point of death.

You are my weakness, my life gate, my silly sweetness!

Do you think that if I don't contact you, I will stop following you?

I am lurking like a ghost on your Weibo, your Vlog, your variety shows, your spoilers, everywhere you appear, I secretly watch every day, do you think I don’t know that you browse Bilibili?I've seen every video you've seen and I'm thinking how great it would be if it was real!

I saw that your smile became less, and the sweetness that I had finally spoiled became cool again, and I saw you say, your crying scene is getting better and better, I am in the dead of night, when I stop Busy, stop thinking about you, I ask myself: Is my choice really right?Is this really good for you?

But I dare not ask you, I am afraid that I will hear you call me warmly and kindly: "Brother Zhan."

do you know?Just that one sentence is enough to defeat my cruelty bit by bit and destroy the defenses I have built layer by layer. I am afraid that if I can't control myself, I can't help but get close to you and possess you, and I will eventually destroy you.

It turns out that we both have the same thoughts.

Can't help it.

Insincere.

involuntarily...

Who is not?

The happiness of a lifetime is left at that time.

Who is not?

Fulfill your hard-won success.

Who is not?

The two of us are like fools who want to be good for each other, pay for each other, and don't hesitate to smash our bodies to pieces. We both silently wronged ourselves and used our own methods to achieve each other, but we never asked, what does the other party really want?

A pair of fools!

thank you for your mail!Thanks for our replies in those parallel spaces!Let me see clearly, from the beginning, I was wrong.

Fortunately, it's not too late now!

Fortunately, everything was in time!

Tomorrow night, I'm going to sing a song at the "Tik Tok Wonderful Night" party, go and listen, and I'll sing to you what I want to say to you.

My silly sweet, if you understand, remember to open the door for me at night.

Your second idiot Zhan Ge

To be continued...

The author has something to say:

Two words were changed, and the trial took three days.

Not to mention, it's all in the text, I hope tomorrow, it can be sweeter.

Welcome to bookmark, the data in this article is a bit miserable, haha.