White Moonlight Nobody Wants

After Gu Qing left, Gu Qingyan opened the window to let the familiar pheromones in the house disperse. It doesn't feel good to smell your own pheromones on other people's body.

Gu Qing is still the same as before, very silly and naive, sometimes Gu Qingyan can't help but think that it's actually pretty good to live a foolish life like Gu Qing.

This time, just like what Jiang Lifei said, Gu Qingyan started to do what he liked.He goes to different places to sketch every day, and records different scenery with his pen.

However, Gu Qingyan didn't regard this as a means of earning a living, but just regarded it as a hobby of his own.After all, he has always been the Gu Qingyan that others hoped for since he was a child. Xia Yuwei wanted him to learn calligraphy, calligraphy, and even ballroom dancing, so he followed his mother's expectations step by step to do his best.But painting is the only thing he has loved since he was a child. Even when he was blind, he never put down his paintbrush. He paints and draws in his spare time, even though his ex-boyfriend Ruan Yuezhi complained about it.

During the years when he and Lin Ran were married, he often drew some sketches in his spare time, just to save money on those expensive paints, but even with simple pencils, he still recorded a lot of sweet moments with sketches .

The life of drawing with a drawing board on his back every day reminds him of his childhood dream, which is to hold an exhibition of his own paintings in Florence.But painting has no future for Xia Yuwei and Gu Qilin.So Gu Qingyan gave up his dream, and later on, because Ruan Yuezhi and Lin Ran didn't like him, he stopped painting much.

But now it's different, he won't compromise for anyone or anything.He doesn't care whether others are happy or not, he just wants to paint, even if it is to make himself happy.

Choosing to paint is his own business, as Jiang Lifei said, being able to do what he likes is a kind of happiness.

Little Moonlight returned to the previous class, and when he went to school, he calmed down, while Gu Qingyan, apart from going out to draw, stayed at home most of the time with pudding and milk tea, one person and two cats, staring wide-eyed.

Sometimes Gu Qingyan would embrace the two cats to bask in the sun. Pudding is very obedient and always nestles in Gu Qingyan's arms obediently. Milk tea is more naughty and always rolls around in the courtyard by himself, until he is covered in ashes in the end.

Xiao Yueguang would make video calls with Xiao Tingxuan every day, and even Gu Qingyan teased Xiao Yueguang that it was wrong to have a puppy love, Xiao Yueguang just opened his father-like eyes and asked, "Father, what is a puppy love?"

Gu Qingyan was dumbfounded by Xiaoyueguang, and finally realized what it means to have a daughter-in-law and forget your mother.

It was the same today, after Gu Qingyan finished painting, he sat in the yard basking in the sun with a collection of Tagore's poems and pudding in his arms.Milk tea was flopping on the lawn by itself, grinding its little paws constantly.

This was what Lin Ran saw when he arrived. The sunlight hit down softly and softened Gu Qingyan's face. Such a scene made Lin Ran's eyes wet.

It seems to have returned to many years ago, when Gu Qingyan was still in the Moon House, his slender fingers were carefully trimming the flower branches, and when he saw him, the corners of his mouth would curl into a gentle and beautiful arc.

That was also the scene that kept appearing in Lin Ran's later dreams. Lin Ran clenched the box in his hand, as if holding a beating heart.

When Gu Qingyan saw Lin Ran standing up with the pudding in his arms, from welcoming him in to serving black tea and snacks, he was polite as if he were an ordinary person.Lin Ran wore the little black dress that Gu Qingyan bought for him many years ago, and put the cake from Yu Heji's family on the small table in the courtyard.

This is the most expensive and hardest-to-get limited edition of Yu Heji's family. Lin Ran thought it was expensive before, so he never gave it to Gu Qingyan.

bought.But this time, Lin Ran went to Yu Heji's house at four o'clock in the morning to line up, whether it was to make up for it or to redeem it.No matter what Gu Qingyan thinks or looks at, Lin Ran wants to give him this cake.

Gu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, and took it with a smile as before. The difference was that he politely cut the cake into two pieces, took one and handed it to Lin Ran. He would never share the cake with him like before. And the bright red strawberry at the top.

Lin Ran felt a little frustrated, but still did not give up.With trepidation in his heart, he finally took out the box in his pocket.

Carefully handing the box over, Lin Ran knelt down on one knee and opened the box to reveal the sparkling diamond wedding ring inside.Gu Qingyan just smiled and shook his head, "It doesn't belong to me."

Gu Qingyan's voice was soft, but his eyes were firm.Taking out the ring that was strung around his neck with a necklace, Gu Qingyan touched it lightly, "This is what belongs to me."

Lin Ran shook his head, trying to let Gu Qingyan see the engraving on the ring, but all this has long since lost its meaning to Gu Qingyan.

"You are my salvation." Helping Lin Ran up, Gu Qingyan looked at him seriously, "But I am not your harbor."

"Lin Ran, not all mistakes deserve to be forgiven."

Lin Ran firmly grabbed Gu Qingyan's hand and did not want to let go for a moment, a vague voice came out of his mouth as if saying that he liked it.

Gu Qingyan's eyes were very complicated, full of pity, reluctance, and nostalgia, too many emotions stacked together and finally turned into determination.

"I can't go back, I can't go back."

It wasn't until this moment that Lin Ran realized that he was really far away from Gu Qingyan's world, and he couldn't even hold his hand again.Lin Ran opened and closed the corners of his lips silently, tears streaming down his face, "I'm sorry."

After sending Lin Ran away, Gu Qingyan felt very tired, and stroked Pudding's fur, trying to calm his restless mood.Pudding obediently let Gu Qingyan stroke, carefully licking his fingers.

Then Little Moonlight was like a cheerful bird, flying into the house with [-]% joy.And as soon as he entered the house, he began to have a love conversation with his brother Tingxuan again.

The rare thing is that this time Xiao Yijuan was also there, poking Xiao Tingxuan's head to make fun of him for having a wife and forgetting his mother, unexpectedly Xiao Tingxuan rolled his eyes and said to his father crisply, "Your Juan is not jealous, go find you soon Of course."

Xiao Yijuan flicked Xiao Tingxuan's head angrily and amusedly, and then asked Gu Qingyan, "The military department sent you something before, I wonder if you received it?"

Gu Qingyan thought about it, there really wasn't any delivery these days, but he was not sure, so he wanted to check the mailbox at home after turning off the video.

The mailbox was empty, but when he was going out, he happened to see the courier brother coming to deliver the courier to him.

It was the discharge document issued by the military department. Gu Qingyan opened the document to read it, and a small armband fell out of it.

It was a major's armband, not the second lieutenant's armband that he left as a souvenir when he resigned now, with a pattern of begonias on his arm.It is the family crest of the Jiang family, and it is also the symbol of the general's direct guard.

Gu Qingyan picked it up and stroked it carefully twice, no one could clearly see the expression in his eyes, "You did not follow the procedure, General."

The author has something to say: When Bai Yueguang first came to the military headquarters, Xiao Yijuan assigned him the position of major, but Jiang Lifei directly promoted him to the lowest rank of second lieutenant.Now it is regarded as a promotion, jumping several levels in a row, and it is also admitted that he is the general's direct guard, and he is a member of the legendary Boys Corps.