White Moonlight Nobody Wants

It wasn't until Lin Ran touched Gu Qingyan that Gu Qingyan recovered and smiled at him, "What's wrong?"

Lin Ran looked at him worriedly, and gestured with difficulty, "You don't look very happy."

"No." Gu Qingyan lowered his head, "Really not."

It's not that he is dissatisfied with his current life. Gu Qingyan doesn't regret every decision he makes, but sometimes he can't help but think that if he hadn't promised Xiao Yijuan to perform that play at the engagement banquet, then he Will your life be different.

He and Xiao Yijuan were only 13 years old when they got engaged, because Xiao Yijuan was already eighteen, so the two families couldn't wait for them to get engaged first and establish a relationship.At that time, Gu Qilin was still alive, and both the Gu family and the Xiao family were prominent figures, but it was a simple engagement ceremony that was extraordinarily grand.

At that time, Xiao Yijuan had not yet entered the military academy, but because of his good looks, he was discovered by scouts and became a rookie actor.I just came across a good script from a famous director.Originally, that role was not his turn, but Xiao Yijiao's family was rich, so he brought money into the group and performed well in the interview, and was appointed by the director as the number one male.

The original male lead and female lead were boyfriend and girlfriend, and the boyfriend was suddenly replaced by the female lead, very dissatisfied.What made her even more dissatisfied was that her boyfriend was fascinated by Xiao Yijuan, who was acting opposite him.So the heroine Xiaohua, who was just popular, unceremoniously tore Xiao Yijuan with a trumpet, Xiao Yijuan didn't care, and said goodbye to everyone after the scene.

After being addicted to stardom, Xiao Yijuan came back and prepared to get engaged to Gu Qingyan, but from the beginning Xiao Yijuan told Gu Qingyan that he had someone he liked.Coincidentally, at that time, Gu Qingyan also had someone he liked, and that was his brother Gu Yue.So Gu Qingyan took advantage of the situation and agreed to play a play with Xiao Yijuan, and decided to play a poor fiancée who was robbed of her fiancé at the engagement ceremony.

Gu Qingyan recalled that Xiao Yijuan had reminded himself that Gu Yue was unreliable and asked him to find a reliable man earlier.

But at that time, Gu Qingyan didn't take Xiao Yijuan's words to heart at all, just like Xiao Yijuan couldn't bring back the person he liked.Gu Qingyan agreed to him, and was naturally willing to act with him, but the person Xiao Yijuan liked didn't care about their script.

So the man said lightly, "I'm not blind, how could I fall in love with him?" Then he turned and left.

Xiao Yijuan followed behind him and kept chasing him until the man drove away, and he kept chasing him. His make-up was messed up when he ran, and he fell to the ground and struggled to stand up to keep that man.

At that time, Gu Qingyan also chased after him, he couldn't keep up with Xiao Yijuan, but he took Xiao Yijuan's embarrassed appearance into his eyes.

It turns out that you will also look like this.Gu Qingyan thought to himself: If this is love, then I don't want it anymore.

What the man said at Xiao Yijuan's engagement banquet the next day made headlines in the entertainment news, but Xiao Yijuan didn't give up, and regardless of his father's objection and everyone's ridicule, he turned around and chased that man into the military academy.

What happened to Xiao Yijuan and that man later, Gu Qingyan didn't know and was not interested in knowing.Because Gu Qilin passed away suddenly within two years after that, which changed his life drastically.

If he hadn't agreed to Xiao Yijuan at the beginning, maybe the two of them would really be together. Xiao Yijuan would not have chased that man to the military academy, nor would he have met his souate.

Xu Hui's life will be much smoother, but it is very likely that he will never meet Lin Ran again.

Although love is like a rose of thorns, if you get too close, you will be bloody, but Gu Qingyan feels that a life as plain as water and without waves may not be more enjoyable than a love.

It was rare for Lin Ran to see Gu Qingyan's preoccupied look, knowing that he couldn't ask anything, he went out, and when he came back, he was carrying several bags of fruit and a piece of Yu Ho Kee's strawberry cake.

Yu He Ji's cakes are expensive and because they are limited quantities, they are not easy to buy. Every time Lin Ran buys his cakes, he has to queue for a long time.But Gu Qingyan likes to eat, and Lin Ran is willing to buy it for him, no matter how long the queue is.

Gu Qingyan's eyes lit up when he saw the strawberry cake, and he was as happy as a child when he took the strawberry cake.As usual, he forked the first bite for Lin Ran to eat, Lin Ran shook his head, Gu Qingyan smiled and took the biggest red strawberry on the cake and fed it to Lin Ran's mouth, followed by the two of them exchanging a strawberry flavor sweet kiss.

Seeing that Gu Qingyan's mood improved a lot, Lin Ran felt relieved, smiled silly and lay down on Gu Qingyan's stomach to listen to the baby's voice.

Maybe this is fate. When Lin Ran gave birth, Gu Qingyan accompanied him throughout the process and signed the surgery sheet for him. Now that Gu Qingyan gave birth, Lin Ran also accompanied him. Tears fell from his eyes, and he still refused to let go of Gu Qingyan. hands.

When Gu Qingyan was pushed out by the nurses with a pale face, Lin Ran held his hand tightly, and the first thing he said was, let's not give birth again.

Gu Qingyan looked at him, showing a pale and weak smile, "Brother Lin, is our little Moonlight okay?"

Lin Ran nodded heavily, and lightly kissed Gu Qingyan's cheek, our little moonlight is very good, he is as beautiful as you.

As Lin Ran said, Xiao Yueguang and Gu Qingyan look very similar, almost carved out of the same mold.And he was very obedient, and when he was full, he would lie in his father's arms without crying or fussing.

A pair of big black grape-like eyes were watery, and Lin Ran's heart melted when he kept looking at them.

Although Gu Qingyan was very happy, he still hoped that Xiao Yueguang could look a little more like Lin Ran.

Lin Ran saw what he was thinking, kissed his lips and hurriedly gestured to him: I like Little Moonlight, he is as good-looking as you.

During Gu Qingyan's confinement, Lin Ran took care of him very carefully. He didn't let him eat by himself, and brought all the food to him and fed him mouthfuls.The only thing that bothered Gu Qingyan was that he didn't have much milk, even if he ate so much cod liver oil and squab soup, it still didn't help.Even when he blushed at night and asked Lin Ran to breastfeed him, it didn't work very well, and it often turned into a private affair between the two of them in the end.

Xiaoyueguang's milk powder is all bought by Lin Ran, it's an open shelf product in the supermarket, it's not a lot but it's not bad.Gu Qingyan didn't say anything when he saw it, and he didn't want to quarrel with Lin Ran because of the milk powder. After all, he was the one who bought Gu Zhen's milk powder, not Lin Ran.

It's probably because after being pregnant for three years, Gu Qingyan's mind has become a lot heavier, and he likes to think about it when he has nothing to do. Even he himself feels that he cares about every detail like a woman, but he just can't help thinking about it. Dare to ask, because he is really afraid that in Lin Ran's heart, his little moonlight is not as good as Gu Zhen of him and Gu Yuesheng.

Later, Gu Qingyan simply stopped thinking about it, and directly forced himself to drink more lemon squab soup, eat more cod liver oil, and try his best to produce as much breast milk as possible to feed his little Moonlight.