you are my uncle

"Aunt Zhang, go back first, I'll just wait for him to come back." Zhaoming said to Aunt Zhang who was waiting with him.

"It's okay, I'll wait with you. If you want to bring something later, go to Aunt Zhang to help you." Aunt Zhang said with a smile.

"No need, my leg is almost healed, and the plaster cast will be removed in a few days. He should be back soon, so you can go back first, it's okay." Zhao Ming continued to persuade her.

"Okay, Aunt Zhang is leaving first." Aunt Zhang said with a smile, "You can call me if you need anything."

"Okay, goodbye Aunt Zhang." Zhao Ming waved to her.

"Goodbye." Aunt Zhang left the door.

Sitting at the dining table, Zhao Ming watched the clock ticking on the wall, and the food on the table was slowly getting cold.

He lay down on the dining table, lazily holding the soup spoon and slowly bumping it into the empty bowl, making a crisp clanging sound.

Is Liu Jiming working overtime? Why doesn't he go home... Should I call and ask...

Just as he was thinking so, there was the sound of a key opening the door.He jumped up, stretched out his head to look at the door, the person who came in was indeed Liu Jiming, Zhao Ming felt an inexplicable sense of joy at this moment.

"You're back?" Zhao Ming suppressed the little joy in his heart, and spoke in his usual voice.

Liu Jiming didn't answer, and walked towards him directly. Only then did he see Liu Jiming's expression clearly. His face was terribly dark, and his eyes were both sad and angry.

"What's wrong with you..." Zhao Ming felt a burst of fear for no reason.

"Is that why you want to leave me?" Liu Jiming approached him with a gloomy expression.

"I really think about it." Zhao Ming was only stunned for a second, and soon laughed again. Is it finally time for a showdown?

"Zhaoming!" Liu Jiming suddenly yelled his name, and continued to question loudly angrily: "What do you want from me! Am I not good enough for you!"

"What if I don't want you, just let me go." Zhao Ming was not afraid at all, and felt a little sour in his heart.

"I have nothing to do with Li Mo!" Liu Jiming continued, "You let him confess? Are you out of your mind!"

"Didn't you like him for three years? I just told him the truth. It's fine if you don't appreciate me, but you still yell at me?" Zhaoming also exploded, Liu Jiming is simply ungrateful!

"Who told you that I like him!" Liu Jiming seemed about to explode, scratching his head irritably, and asked loudly while grabbing Zhaoming's shoulders.

"You said it yourself!" If Liu Jiming dared to say no, Zhao Ming was going to knock out his teeth in the next second.

Liu Jiming seemed to be thinking about something, and held back for a long time, "Yes! I said it! How long ago did that happen! At that time, at that time, I, I didn't like you. If you ask me casually, I will I just said that casually! I want you to give up as soon as possible... How do I know you will remember it until now!"

"Huh?" Zhaoming was stunned, showing a dumbfounding expression, Liu Jiming, what does this mean, why can't he understand, as if he was going to get himself involved...

"I don't like Li Mo, I've never liked it before!" Liu Jiming looked at him and said firmly.

"Wait, you, what did you just say? Why can't I understand." Zhao Ming's heart is soft now, as if floating in mid-air.

"Zhaoming, I will make it clear to you today. I have never liked Li Mo. The person I like is you. I know that I have treated you too much in the past three years. It is my fault. I apologize, but I am willing to spend more three years to make up for you, to treat you well, look at who else have I treated so well besides you?"

"You are also very good to Li Mo." Before Liu Jiming finished speaking, Zhao Ming interrupted subconsciously.

Liu Jiming was stunned, "I only treat him as my younger brother. He has been in poor health since he was a child, so I usually care about him." After explaining, he smiled, "Are you jealous? You still like me, right?" wrong?"

"I didn't!" Zhaoming turned his head unnaturally, avoiding Liu Jiming's eyes.

"Look at me." Liu Jiming turned his face away, "You still like me, right?"

Zhaoming's heart was beating non-stop, but soon became dark and depressed. He smiled wryly, "I don't like it anymore."

Liu Jiming's hopeful heart was empty, he frowned, "I still like Shen Shaofan?"

Zhao Ming paused, then nodded slightly.

There was anger and sadness in Liu Jiming's eyes, he turned around angrily, punched the dining table hard, "Fuck." He turned and entered the room.

Zhaoming froze in place, everything just now was like a dream, the misunderstanding that was solved, and Liu Jiming's confession were all so unbelievable.

However, I refused.Rejected Liu Jiming's dream and hard-won confession.Zhao Ming lay down on the table, buried his head in his arms, and finally couldn't help crying.

I'm sorry Liu Jiming, I'm really, really, super happy that you like me.But it's too late, I really can't be with you, I may not live long...I'd rather you hate me than feel sorry for you.

half year ago.

Zhaoming suddenly felt unwell, so he went to the hospital for a simple examination, thinking it was just a common ailment, but the doctor told him with a serious face after the examination results: "Young man, let's do a detailed examination of the kidney. "

Zhaoming was a little confused, and asked the doctor if there was something wrong with his kidneys. The doctor just told him solemnly: "We don't know the specific situation, and we need to do a detailed and comprehensive examination."

He checked with anxiety, and the result came out—kidney failure.

Zhaoming felt like a bolt from the blue at that time, the first thing he thought of was Liu Jiming, would he die?What about Liu Jiming?

The doctor told him that it is actually possible to be cured. As long as a matching kidney source is found, the success rate of kidney replacement is 95%. With a healthy kidney, he can continue to live like a normal person.It's just that it's hard to find a kidney source.If he doesn't get a kidney transplant, his condition can only last for another year or two.

Zhaoming returned home in a daze, thinking about himself all the time.I am running out of time, and I can't find a matching kidney source, so I can only live for another year or two.

He recalled that in the past 22 years, he didn't seem to have done anything worthwhile, and the one who persisted the longest was only chasing Liu Jiming for three years.It's okay if you don't catch up, but in the end, you have kidney failure, and your life is very miserable.

He thought about it all night, and finally decided to let go.I'm about to die. Isn't it a waste of time to pursue a love that can't get results?

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It will be updated earlier today.Happy New Year everyone, Zhaoming’s illness has actually been buried in front of me for a long time, and I finally wrote it here qwq

Then Uncle Liu also confessed, finally he can abuse Liu Zhiming, are you happy! (Anyway, I am very happy, but I still feel a little uncomfortable to abuse Zhaoming...Xiao Mingming's mother is sorry for you!)

Later, Liu Jiming's episode is mainly about Liu Jiming's inner thoughts, and it is written as No.1. If you are interested, you can go and watch it, or you can don't watch it, it will not affect the plot!

[You can skip the order!Does not affect the plot! 】Extra: Liu Mensao's inner monologue 1

When did it start?

That boy named Zhaoming walked into my heart unconsciously.

Not long after the first year of freshman year, the boy had a silly face, and he was stupidly hiding behind his back and watching him secretly, pretending not to see, ignoring him, thinking that he would give up after a while.As a result, a week later, he stood on the stage at the audition for the singing contest and said he liked me in front of all the teachers and students in the school. Backstage at that time, I really wanted to go up and pull him down to make him shut up!

Everyone looked at me differently, and it was all because of that guy.

When I came on stage, the audience exploded, no one listened to my singing at all, and I didn't perform well, so I was banned.

My heart is full of anger, but I have to force a smile on my classmates who are comforting me. Really, who wants to be friends with this group of idiots.

That boy came again, and asked me with a blushing face, "Did you hear my confession just now?" The group of idiots around him started booing again.

"Understood." I replied blankly.

"That, that, then can you, can you take the test...consider me?" He stammered.

Seriously, who wants to be with an idiot who even stutters like this in his confession.

"I'm sorry, I haven't thought about falling in love for the time being." I politely and tactfully declined.

"Well, you can try it, I really like you, maybe it's not that bad?" He said anxiously.

"I'm sorry, I don't like you." Since he is after him, I don't need to give him face.

Sure enough, he was frustrated, he lowered his head and didn't speak any more. The idiots around him said that I bullied him, so hurry up and coax them, heh, there is a hole in his head.

I smiled and said "sorry" and left, thinking that this would be the end of the matter.

The next day, the boy blocked me downstairs in the dormitory and bought me breakfast. I looked at him with a cold face and said nothing.

"It's all your favorite, pineapple bread." He handed me the breakfast.

"Didn't you hear what I said yesterday?" I asked him.

"Understood." He looked at me, "But I won't give up." There was fire in his eyes, very warm and hot.

I didn't look at him again, and walked around him.

He trotted up and followed, "Your roommate said you like pineapple bread, what else do you like to eat besides this? I'll buy it for you tomorrow."

"No need." I refused coldly, this guy is so annoying, he is so noisy.

I went to the canteen and bought a piece of bread and a carton of milk. He foolishly followed me with breakfast.

"I have breakfast." I shook the bread and milk in my hand to him.

He seemed a little discouraged, "Then don't want this one." He threw a bag of breakfast into the trash can.

I frowned, puzzled by his childish behavior, ignored him, and walked to the classroom.

He followed to the door and didn't leave until I entered the classroom. Looking at his back as he walked back dejectedly, I felt a little happy and proud for some reason.

The idiots around surrounded me again, "Ji Ming, that Zhao Ming is following you again, hahahaha, you are so charming."

I smiled, "I can't help it." I thought to myself that that idiot was called Zhao Ming, and I wondered if it was the same name as Ming in my name.

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This episode may be quite long, so I will write it slowly_(:з」∠)_