you are my uncle

"Little brother, why don't you come in for a drink? I invite you, how about it?" Passing by a gay bar, a man with heavy make-up leaning against the wall walked towards him, and said in a loud voice.

"I don't drink." Shen Shaofan wanted to avoid him, but was blocked by the man again.

"Look at your gloomy appearance. Are you broken in love? You won't feel bad after drinking. I'll keep you happy."

Zhao Yunan lowered his eyes and hesitated for a moment, then took the initiative to step into the gate of the gay bar, and the man followed in surprise.

"Little brother, let me tell you, I like your delicate skin and tender flesh the most, you are delicate and handsome, unlike those big and thick beards all over your body, ah, I can't put my mouth down." The man behind him Ramble.

"Do you want to sleep with me?" Zhao Yunan turned to look at him.

The man didn't expect Zhao Yunan to be so direct, he was stunned for a while and said, "You are also 0, right?"

"Drink, go to bed, I'll fuck you, I'll give you money, and leave when you're done, okay?" Zhao Yunan said expressionlessly, and he himself didn't believe that such words would come from his own mouth.But he was really uncomfortable, and he needed a way to vent.Or maybe, after this time, he can forget about Shen Shaofan and start over.

"Okay, I'll treat you to the wine." The man is also easy to talk, and he agreed with a charming smile on his face.

"Little brother, how old are you?" the man asked while toasting Zhao Yunan.

Zhao Yunan drank a lot and was so dazed that he couldn't even see the figure of the man clearly. He replied vaguely: "23."

"I thought you were under twenty." The man was a little surprised.

"Drink." Zhao Yunan picked up a glass of wine and drank it down.

"Don't drink so fast, what will you do when you get drunk and unconscious." The man grabbed the wine in his hand.

Shen Shaofan went out to socialize with a few partners today, because the boss of the other party is always gay, so he chose such a gay bar to discuss business and have fun while drinking.He never expected to see Zhao Yunan in this kind of place, and there was a man next to Zhao Yunan pouring wine into his mouth with malicious intent.

"I'm sorry everyone, I have something to do. This time you play first, and I'll pay for the drinks. Let's make an appointment to talk next time." He hurriedly said hello and went straight to the direction of Zhao Yunan.

"Little brother, don't drink." The man was grabbing the wine in Zhao Yunan's hand, when suddenly a big hand stretched out from behind and grabbed his back collar and threw it back.

"Why are you here?" Shen Shaofan didn't even look at the man who was violently dragged away by him, but frowned and asked Zhao Yunan, who was already delirious from drinking.

"Let me... let me drink..." Zhao Yunan was still trying to get the wine glass on the table.

Shen Shaofan grabbed his hand, "Drink, drink, drink, what the hell are you drinking?"

"Sir, you... who are you? Me and this little brother..." Before the man finished speaking, Shen Shaofan pushed his face with a big hand, and said coldly: "Go away, or I will beat you to death you."

The man didn't expect this well-dressed man in a suit to be so irritable, so he could only cover his face and stop talking.

Shen Shaofan was so irritable that he pulled up Zhao Yunan, who was still murmuring to drink, and pushed the person behind his back, carried him on his back, and went out without looking back.

the door.

"Where do you live?" Shen Shaofan turned his head to look at Zhao Yunan who was lying on his shoulder.

The only answer to him was an inarticulate murmur.

"I'll take you back to my house first, don't make me look like you when you get up tomorrow." Shen Shaofan fell asleep on his own, put him in the car, and drove back to his home.

"Fuck, smells like alcohol." Shen Shaofan looked at Zhao Yunan who was thrown on the sofa and muttered, and frowned in disgust.

"Come... come here." Zhao Yunan looked at him and said.

"What, are you awake?" Shen Shaofan walked towards him.

When he walked in front of Zhao Yunan, Zhao Yunan suddenly stood up and jumped at him while taking off his clothes.

"Hey, hey, what do you want to do, little girl? Playing hooligans on me while I'm drunk?" Shen Shaofan didn't refuse, but instead had an inexplicable expectation and joy in his heart. He could take the opportunity to make fun of this person when he sobered up. him.

"Go to you... I'll give you the money." Zhao Yunan completely regarded Shen Shaofan as a man who just had a drink, and he murmured.

"Yo, okay, let's see what price I have in your heart."

After taking off Shen Shaofan's coat, Zhao Yunan stopped again, "What? Don't continue?" Shen Shaofan asked with a teasing smile.

"Shen, Shen Shaofan."

"Yo, did you recognize me?" Shen Shaofan thought he was awake.

"Shen Shaofan is... a... bastard."

"Hey, hey, I'm right here, why are you scolding me like that in front of my face?" Shen Shaofan became angry.

"It hurts, it hurts." Zhao Yunan continued, his body began to tremble.

"Where does it hurt?" Shen Shaofan helped him onto the sofa, looking at his face blushing and frowning.

"Butt, butt hurts." Zhao Yunan replied subconsciously.

"Damn it, did that old lady do something to you just now?" Shen Shaofan was anxious, and wanted to take off Zhao Yunan's pants to see what happened.

"Shen Shaofan, let me go, don't, I don't want to!" Zhao Yunan suddenly looked at him and yelled hysterically.

baffling.Inexplicably, Shen Shaofan also had a feeling of déjà vu, as if... When did this little bitch yell at him like that?After thinking about it, I found it impossible.

"You just treat me as someone else, and you don't love me, don't touch me, don't, get out, get out." Zhao Yunan seemed to be caught in some fantasy, pushing Shen Shaofan back .

"Please, I beg you." Zhao Yunan cried in a hoarse voice.

However, Shen Shaofan's mind felt like it had been electrified. This scene had happened at some time... It seemed that there was such a thing... When exactly was it.

"You bastard, pervert, scum!" Zhao Yunan curled up in the corner of the sofa, crying in a mess.

Five years ago... that night, he got drunk and took someone as Zhao Ming, and what happened?What happened afterwards?

Shen Shaofan covered his head, squatted on the ground and recalled in pain, he had a vague impression that there was a naked body crying and begging for mercy in front of him, but he penetrated that person's body mercilessly, that person Whimpering like a dying animal, but he didn't have any reason, and finally fell into a daze

fell asleep.

"No...how could it be?" Shen Shaofan looked at Zhao Yunan, who was shrunk into a ball, and hypnotized himself while stepping back. It's not true that he wants to hypnotize himself, but the facts are the facts.

In this way, everything has a reasonable explanation, because of his atrocities that day, Zhao Yunan began to avoid him, and every time he saw him, he ran away in horror. It is no wonder that Zhao Yunan invited him the next day A few days off... He recalled the cry of the man that night, and felt like a beast, no, he was worse than a beast.

Although he has done a lot of bastard things on weekdays, he wouldn't be able to attack such a little bitch, let alone rape such a conscienceless thing.

He suddenly felt terrified, and he no longer dared to look at Zhao Yunan who was curled up on the sofa. He stumbled out the door, got into the car and sat there for a long time.

Do you want to go back?How should I face this person?what to do?Will he hate himself?Will he hate himself?Would he never want to see himself again?