unlimited healing

Time passed, and 20 years later it was still a sunny afternoon with warm sunshine.

Seeing Su Lingran's appearance, Ning Yunlian's eyes moved slightly, but his expression was still a little calm, dignified and restrained.

"Where did you go?" His voice was cold, but his voice was soft instead of pressing. It was just that the emotion in his tone was a bit reserved, not so straightforward.

Su Lingran, who was watched by him, still felt as if he was in the warm breeze, and his heartbeat was slightly numb.

He also looked into Ning Yunlian's clear and calm eyes, and overlapped that little innocent and heart-warming little angel with him.

"Just walk around."

After watching for a long time, Ning Yun hummed, but did not look away.

The quiet air does not seem silent because of this, just like in the clear air, there are two transparent whales swimming side by side, communicating silently with a frequency that only two people know.

Tails or tentacles, touching tentatively, and then pretending to separate without incident.

But no one is too far away from anyone.

"Did you find the person you were looking for?"

Su Lingran was slightly puzzled: "What?"

Why did Ning Yunlian know that he was looking for someone?

Xiao Yunlian from 20 years ago flashed past Su Lingran's eyes.

Ning Yunlian said calmly: "Didn't you say you want to visit the Lin family? Have you met the person you want to see?"

Su Lingran thought of the bad people in the Lin family. Lin Fucheng was an old man with a second-degree illness, and Lin Yao was a teenager with a second-degree illness. Although he made such a foreshadowing 20 years ago, Lin Yao tried to use Lin Ran's perspective to change the way. Get along with his family, but he doesn't know how much positive impact this will have on him 20 years later.

After all, as the mechanical voice said, what has happened cannot be changed.

Su Lingran frowned silently, Ning Yunlian was not surprised.

He said softly: "You have no memory of them, so it seems unacceptable. The situation of the Lin family is too complicated."

He paused, looked at the splendid courtyard illuminated by the sun: "The weather is fine, let's take a walk together."

Ning's house is very big, and there is a walking area surrounded by jacaranda flowers as the roadside trees that surround most of the garden.

The ground is paved with cobblestones, and there are a few low wildflowers growing between the white sand and stones, which is quiet and beautiful.

The beams of light projected between the flowers and trees fell on Su Lingran and Ning Yunlian's bodies, as if they were dreaming about each other, the beauty was fragile and unreal.

"My name is Su Lingran, and I'm a psychiatrist. I'm not Lin Ran, but I was entrusted to heal a man named Lin Yao."

The atmosphere was so beautiful, as if the soul had become transparent and simple, Su Lingran confessed abruptly and naturally.

Ning Yunlian's footsteps paused, and he didn't react too much, just hummed.

Su Lingran looked at his calm side face, but was slightly stunned: "I'm not Lin Ran, aren't you surprised?"

Ning Yunlian kept looking ahead, and said calmly, "It's understandable. After all, it has been 20 years. If Lin Ran's ghost exists, why did it appear after 20 years?"

Su Lingran was stunned: "You know. Then why..."

Those meaningful and straightforward words before are still in my ears. If I knew that he was not Lin Ran, why would I say these words?

Ning Yunlian's long and narrow eyebrows were half drooping, looking at Su Lingran's eyes, there was a calmness that Su Lingran couldn't understand in those dark and clear pupils.

He said softly: "Thank you for giving me the opportunity to say these words. If it bothers you, just pretend you haven't heard it."

Su Lingran: "..."

"The agreement remains as usual, is that okay?"

Under his focused gaze, Su Lingran hummed, still unable to recover from Ning Yunlian's excessive calmness.

Ning Yunlian was still looking at him, and had already turned the topic to serious matters: "If you want to cure Lin Yao, you'd better have a comprehensive understanding of everyone in the Lin family. Let me tell you."

So, as if they had retreated from the step they took before, they talked about business in a serious manner at a slightly restrained distance.

Ning Yunlian is like a live encyclopedia guide, patient and mental, in short, it is much more reliable than that mechanical voice.

Su Lingran thought, if the game gave him a system like Ning Yunlian's, he wouldn't be ignorant of how to complete the task.

"Lin Fucheng is 69 years old this year. Because his wife calls him Brother Fu, few people know that Mrs. Lin is seven years older than him and is 76 years old. This is because Lin Fucheng and his wife are both from a family named Yin A place in Yincheng. Decades ago, Yincheng was one of the most prosperous cities in the world. People there did not directly address you as Young Master, but added brother after your name. Lin Yao’s eldest sister, Lin Yu, should be 58 years old this year. His son is 40 years old. Just compare the ages of Lin Fucheng and his grandson and you will know something is wrong."

Obviously, Lin Fucheng is 69 years old, it is impossible to have a 40-year-old grandson.

Su Lingran noticed this when he first came into contact with the Lin family. He just subconsciously thought that this grandson was not from Lin Yu's blood.

Wait, Lin Yu is 58 years old, doesn't that mean that when she was born, Lin Fucheng was only 11 years old!

"Just like you think, Lin Yu is not Lin Fucheng's daughter. Although Lin Fucheng is ruthless, he is very loyal to his wife. So far, he has never had another woman. Now few people know that Mrs. Lin's real name is village……"

All these were told by Mrs. Ning to Ning Yunlian.

The Zhuang family used to be one of the richest people in Yincheng. At that time, Lin Fucheng was only ten years old. His father was the driver of the Zhuang family. With the support of the Zhuang family, he started from scratch and changed the poor situation of the Lin family little by little.

Because of this, ten-year-old Lin Fucheng met 17-year-old Zhuang Yue.

It's just that Zhuang Yue already had a lover who was talking about marriage that year. To Lin Fucheng, Zhuang Yue was just the eldest lady of a customer's family who had nothing to do with her. Yue became a good friend.

No one at that time could have imagined that ten years later, the Zhuang family suddenly went bankrupt and completely withdrew from Yin Cheng's discourse circle. Ms. Zhuang was divorced, almost penniless, and had nowhere to go with her young daughter.

Lin Fucheng's family became the nouveau riche of Yincheng under the help of Lin Fucheng's father.

Lin Fucheng's younger sister and Zhuang Yue are best friends, so naturally they would not ignore their friend's desperate situation. When the dealer went bankrupt, it was Lin Fucheng's younger sister who stayed with Zhuang Yue all the time.

Because of such a relationship, ten years later, 20-year-old Lin Fucheng and 27-year-old Zhuang Yue lived under the same roof.

In the next year or two, many things happened to the Lin family. Lin Fucheng's father died suddenly, his sister disappeared suddenly, and Zhuang Yue became Lin Fucheng's last relative in this world.

They got married naturally.

Lin Fucheng is an emotionless man in everyone's impression, it is hard to imagine that a man like him will get married one day.

Even Lin Fucheng himself has always clearly advertised that he is a non-marriageist. According to outside rumors, Lin Fucheng hates children very much, and even has the idea of ​​DINK.

Even if they suddenly changed their minds about getting married, Lin Fucheng and his wife have always treated each other with respect, as if they were living together.It's no different from other people's business marriages except that it's not a business marriage.

Many people believed that Lin Fucheng and Zhuang Yue got married just to let Zhuang Yue live in the Lin family in a legitimate way and not to be maliciously speculated by the outside world.

As for the cold-blooded and ruthless Lin Fucheng's motivation for doing this, it may be to repay the support of the dealer at the beginning, maybe it is because of the friendship between Lin Fucheng's sister and Zhuang Yue, or maybe it is because there is something worthwhile in Zhuang Yue's hands after the dealer's bankruptcy, which made Lin Fucheng willing to use it as a gift. Marriage is a deal.

One year after their marriage, 30-year-old Zhuang Yue gave birth to her second daughter, Lin Miao.

There is no doubt that this is Lin Fucheng's child.

The outside world's speculation did not die down because of this, but guessed when Mrs. Lin would have a son until Lin Ran was born.

Lin Ran is seven years younger than Lin Miao.

In other words, he is the child of Mrs. Lin Zhuang Yue at the age of 37.

In the seven years prior to this, Lin Fucheng was indifferent to the only two girls in the Lin family, and it could even be said to be extremely indifferent.

Not only for Lin Yan, but he never even hugged his little daughter Lin Miao once.

It is said that when Lin Miao was young, Lin Fucheng came back from the outside, and the confinement wife who took care of the child wanted Lin Fucheng to hug Lin Miao, but Lin Fucheng yelled as if he saw a monster to take her away.

When Zhuang Yue divorced, Lin Yi was already nine years old, and he was very aware of the relationship between Lin Fucheng and their mother and daughter, so he had no complaints about Lin Fucheng's indifference and alienation.

Because of Zhuang Yue's first unfortunate marriage, Lin Lai's temperament is docile and timid. For his stepfather Lin Fucheng, who has always had a bloody wrist, such Lin Lai is naturally not the heir he considers.

For nearly seven years, the outside world has not heard of Lin Fucheng having other women, and the relationship between him and his wife has always been so lukewarm that everyone has already decided that Lin Miao may be Lin Fucheng's preferred heir.

However, Lin Ran was born suddenly.

Lin Fucheng, who has always been cold-blooded and ruthless, is very dedicated to this son, and so is Mrs. Lin.

Even if the youngest son, Lin Yao, was born the next year, he would not be able to share their love for Lin Ran.

Although Lin Yao's birth fully demonstrated that even boys are not favored by Lin Fucheng, the outside world still grasps Lin Fucheng's different attitude towards Lin Ran and his first two children, labeling Lin Fucheng as patriarchal, stubborn Old fashioned labels.

When it came to the end, Ning Yunlian thought for a while: "My grandma once said that Lin Fucheng is quite superstitious, and the reason why he favors the eldest son is because in the year Lin Ran was born, Lin Fucheng's business suddenly went smoothly and his assets doubled. Some people once heard Lin Fucheng say that this is all Lin Ran's work, something like this."

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After chatting with Ning Yunlian, Su Lingran returned to the Lin family again.

The Lin family 20 years later.

As the mechanical voice said, what has happened cannot be changed.

Everyone in the Lin family is still indifferent, as if money has maintained the relationship between them still living under the same roof. Once Lin Fucheng dies, everyone will divide the family property and go their separate ways. It is best not to communicate with each other until death.

No one has any objection to the status quo, not only the children, including Lin Fucheng, but also Mrs. Lin Zhuang Yue.

Su Lingran's efforts seem to be useless. Lin Yao, an adult 20 years later, is more irritable and rebellious than Lin Yao, who suffered from secondary illness 20 years ago. He is just like another young Lin Fucheng, always crushing and tossing everyone Numb nerves, never resting for a moment, dedicated to making everyone unhappy.

The unruly and sinister face is obviously handsome, but it is always cynical, mocking and resentful. He still goes his own way, wears women's clothing and puts on lipstick, disregarding the worldly vision, and is extremely flamboyant.

He was not in love with a man, nor did he have any women he liked.

He obviously has many friends, but it seems that he is the only one in his world.

Living alone and weary of the world, with everything he has to deal with himself and others, everyone in the Lin family bears the brunt.

Even Su Lingran didn't understand what Lin Yao was thinking.

The 38-year-old Lin Yao is not Lin Yao, and Su Lingran can let Su Lingran pretend to be a demon to fool him at will.

Su Lingran could only watch, frowning slightly.

Even if the past can't be changed, it doesn't mean the future can't. Su Lingran is sure that even if his idea at the time can't change the reality, at least the situation shouldn't deteriorate like this.

He thought for a while and said to the mechanical voice: "Adjust the timeline and go back to 20 years ago."

After all, Xiao Linyao is still easy to deal with.

Su Lingran did not go back to the day when Lin Ran had a car accident, nor did he pretend to be a devil to deceive Lin Yao a week later, but started to fast-forward time from that day.

It can be seen with the naked eye that Lin Yao imitated Lin Ran's appearance and getting along with everyone, and became more and more harmonious.

Everyone seemed to accept that Lin Ran was resurrected in Lin Yao's body.

He would cook supper with his mother in the middle of the night, listening patiently to her unimportant memories.

Send supper to the eldest sister who lives with her husband, who is in harmony with the spirit, and take her to do some happy things when she is unhappy.

Be a model for Lin Miao, who loves photography, accompany her in painting, and help her teach her rebellious, introverted and contradictory son.

Everything seemed to be moving in a good direction, Su Lingran frowned slightly, and watched the scene change more and more intently, wondering what happened, suddenly everything was ruined, the situation was bad, and it got worse.

That day was about the third month since Lin Yao followed the devil's suggestion and pretended to be Lin Ran.

On a very ordinary day, the atmosphere at home is rare and harmonious, and we are having an outdoor barbecue.

Lin Yao got used to it a long time ago, and took the initiative to move the charcoal for barbecue.

During this period of time, his temperament was much calmer visible to the naked eye, and everyone in the Lin family was also much warmer.

Lin Yao carried a box of light charcoal through the corridor and walked towards the open courtyard behind.

Looking up, the sun is shining, the sky is clear, and everything can't be better.

He smiled subconsciously, but the smile faded the next moment.

In the courtyard, Lin Miao and Lin Yu were sitting together and talking, she had a boyfriend with a foreigner behind her back.

Lin Fucheng never had an obvious smile on his face, but his expression was relaxed. He and his wife Zhuang Yue baked something for each other and chatted intermittently.

Lin Lai's husband accompanied his son to bake things on the other side, and at the same time asked the youngest son to deliver to Lin Lai and sister Lin Miao.

It's warm and perfect.

The courtyard is lush and lush. Under the bright sunshine, the green and fresh green leaves seem to have absorbed the rainwater. The full green leaves seem to be dripping down, which truly and vividly interprets what is called emerald green.

Vitality is everywhere, everything is growing vigorously and visible to the naked eye, except Lin Yao under the shadow of the eaves.

That picture is very complete, there is no shortage of Lin Yao, and it seems that there is no shortage of Lin Ran.

He stood there for almost 10 minutes and no one realized that someone wasn't coming.

Lin Yao suddenly smiled, as if in a daze, as if suddenly sober, and thought it was ridiculous.

He put down the charcoal, put it in a corner, and turned to leave alone.

That afternoon, Lin Yao appeared in the park opposite Lin Ran's hospital.

He didn't go in to see the elder brother who had turned into a vegetative state, his eyes were filled with peace, he just sat there, looking at Fang Xi in the hospital with his head slightly tilted.

No one knew what he was thinking.

Lin Yao's expression was very calm, without resentment or hatred, there was no trace of the gloomy resentment from the past, just quiet, with a bit of indescribable ridiculousness.

Su Lingran watched for a long time, then showed up and sat not far from him.

He didn't speak, just looked at Lin Yao, as if it was just a hallucination imagined by Lin Yao.

Lin Yao looked at Su Lingran without blinking, and didn't know if it was the projection of the devil in his heart or the hallucination of his brother Lin Ran.

Su Lingran didn't speak, but Lin Yao felt that he had heard it.

Hear him say: Isn't that what you want?why you are not feeling happy?

"Family, harmonious and beautiful, get along warmly." Every time he said a word, Lin Yao smiled, without irony, but also without warmth, "It is indeed what I thought I wanted."

Don't want it now?

"I don't know. I just suddenly feel a little tired."

Lin Yao's emotions were not agitated, he was so calm that he was almost tired, and he looked at Su Lingran with a faint smile in his clear and dark eyes.

"Will they love me only when I dress up as Lin Ran?"

"Like Lin Ran's dedication to every detail, and being accepted by them, is it considered to be loved?"

"They don't need Lin Yao, and they don't necessarily need Lin Ran. If Lin Ran is still alive, I want to ask him, is he really not tired after living such a perfect life?"

"Can't I be myself? When it was just Lin Yao, the imperfect Lin Yao didn't deserve love?"

Lin Yao gently closed his eyes, still with an indescribable smile, quiet, tired, and seemed to be brewing something extremely cold and sharp.

He murmured: "The book says that the family will tolerate all the shortcomings of a person, and it is the only place where you can be loved unconditionally without any effort or reason."

"I didn't find this place. I want to ask Lin Ran, is this really the case? Why can't I feel it even if I become him?"

"I want to ask him, the imperfect Lin Yao is not loved, if it is the imperfect Lin Ran, would his parents love him?"

Su Lingran sat there looking at him without speaking.

At this time, even if he threatened to eat his soul as a demon, Lin Yao would no longer struggle.

This person is really tired and has no expectations.

Su Lingran is not too surprised. Family is very important to a person's life. He has never been loved. Even if he is taught the right way to love others, the dry love tank can't draw a drop of love from the same dry source.

Those who are sick and need to be cured are never just Lin Yao, but the entire Lin family.

Everyone in the Lin family is sick. To cure Lin Yao, the first person who needs to be cured is Lin Fucheng who is the source of everything.

A strange father who loves no children at all, but treats only one heir differently, ruthless as a tyrant.