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It was the first time for Su Lingran to play this game called [Love Tank Irrigation Project], so he was very clear about his identity as a player.

Although as the identity in the game, Lin Ran is him and he is Lin Ran, but the two are still different.

No matter how real this world is, the body in the hospital looks like a mirror to him, but games are games, virtual is virtual, and Su Lingran will never confuse it.

Until I meet this person.

Ning Yunlian should be a completely irrelevant character outside the plot of his game, and there should be no intersection at all.

If Su Lingran hadn't found Ning Yunlian's cousin Tang Xizhe temporarily, they would not have met until the end of the game.

However, by mistake, they finally met each other.

It was the player Su Lingran and Ning Yunlian who met, not the NPC Lin Ran and the NPC Ning Yunlian.

Until Ning Yunlian uttered such a subtle and profound confession.

Ning Yunlian actually knew Lin Ran, not only that, but he should have a special feeling for Lin Ran.

For the players, Ning Yunlian, who met Lin Ran, should be the same as Lin Yao and Lin Fucheng, just a clue NPC for him to substitute into the role relationship.

However, the vague premonition he had before was completely confirmed, but what Su Lingran rushed up immediately was jealousy.

Yes, Su Lingran is jealous of Lin Ran.

Because, Ning Yunlian was especially targeting Lin Ran, who was set in the game, not him.

Because of this, for the first time in my life, I couldn't restrain my strong jealousy towards a virtual character setting.

The sour and intense jealousy did not dissipate because of Su Lingran's clear and rational cognition, like a mountain fruit tempered with ice slag, the lingering taste lingered for a long time.

Su Lingran stared at Ning Yunlian quietly in a daze.

Ning Yunlian, who was frank about this one-sided affection, stared at Su Lingran for a long time with his dark eyes calm and unwavering, and was more rational than Su Lingran.

"Do you think it's strange? After all, in your opinion, I'm just a stranger. If you hadn't had an accident back then, you should be about 20 years older than me now."

Su Lingran didn't speak.

He's not in the mood to feel weird yet, he's just still jealous.

Ning Yunlian didn't lose the slightest bit because of his silence, and he was calm and rational enough to bear any result.

"If nothing happened to you, we probably wouldn't have met each other. At most, we met at a banquet and called him uncle."

"However, there are no ifs. Even if the initial dream was just a childish delusion in the rumours, meeting you in the dream and being protected has been a wonderful experience until now."

Ning Yunlian's voice was clear and calm, but inexplicably gentle, just like those dark and indifferent eyes, but reassuring.

"It would be great if there were ghosts in the world, so that the dream would be real, and maybe we could meet in reality at some point. I have been listening to things about you, and I think you may be lonely unilaterally. I thought so when I was a child. "Even if ghosts are scary, I still want to see them."

He looked at Su Lingran for a moment, and said in a calm and gentle voice: "I have thought this way since I was a child, and I gave up this idea when I was a teenager. Because when people grow up, they will accept reality when they are too disappointed. Reality There will be no miracles like fantasy, there are no ghosts in the world."

He took a step towards Su Lingran, an unsuspecting step like approaching a bird that would be startled.

"I know everything about you. Grandma's narration can't satisfy my curiosity, so I searched for your past from various people. I have always been curious. Is the person in the dream and the person in reality the same person? Give up the fantasy After seeing the ghost, I tried to find a way to find the nursing home where you were, and met secretly."

step forward.

"It was my 15th birthday at that time, so I thought it was a birthday present for myself, and I went to see you with this thought. I was there all afternoon, watching intently, and skipped class for the first time.

"It's the same as you in the dream. Even if you sleep and close your eyes, you still think you're pretty."

One more step.

"It's my first love. I have a crush on a Sleeping Beauty. But he doesn't know me."

"When I was a teenager, this kind of thinking was probably understandable. When I was an adult in my 20s, I still had this kind of thinking. This kind of thinking should be called abnormal."

Calm eyes, indifferent and gentle voice.

"I spent almost ten years just watching from the sidelines, just looking at you from a distance and being with you. However, this is not enough."

Another step, footsteps on fallen leaves, like the sound of flowers blooming.

"Find a way to take a stake in that nursing home, adjust and upgrade the business, and let them send you to my hospital without knowing it."

Calm, not like a confession, speaking like a murderer analyzing criminal psychology.

It was so gentle that it made people tremble slightly, and the heartbeat tensed and accelerated.

"However, you can rest assured that I haven't done any offense. It's not a sophistry. I'm a normal man. I can't avoid letting myself think about some thoughts, more than once. But I won't really do it to you."

Su Lingran couldn't move under those dark and quiet eyes.

The clear and abstinent voice was too rational, calmly speaking a confession that made the skin burn.

"I just want to take care of you. Because of my own evilness, I can't trust anyone. Only in the palm of my hand can I feel safe. I only believe in myself."

The extreme gentleness in the cold voice makes people unable to take half a step back, unable to give birth to a trace of resistance.

He has already walked in front of Su Lingran.

The overly forcing distance, on the young man's calm and handsome face, the dark pupils are purely focused.

For a moment, he stared at Su Lingran from a close distance.

"That's it. I've come to the age of dreaming about miracles. Even if someone says he saw a ghost, he won't believe in it. Just stay with him like this for the rest of his life. I even thought about it, maybe it's better like this. If you wake up , you don’t know me, don’t remember me, with your family, after nearly 20 years, you may not love a man at all. Even, you won’t know that someone has loved you for 20 years.”

Ning Yunlian's gaze was like a dark and calm pool, without any concealment.

"I'm very happy when people from the Lin family don't come for a long time. It means that you belong to me completely."

He raised his finger lightly, then put it down patiently.

"But, at this time, you appeared."

Su Lingran: "..."

From Ning Yunlian's perspective, the young man's face was filled with stupefaction and astonishment, even so, he still looked at him gently, waiting for him to finish speaking.

Tenderer than he's ever heard, and, this time, it's for him.

"I thought about trapping you completely. Anyway, you don't remember anything, and only I can see it. Is it not good for me? It will be good for you."

Obviously, the only one in the whole world named Ning Yunlian is the best for you, why do you want to go back to the Lin family who killed you?

Just because they are your relatives?

"I never thought I'd say it. I'm going to pretend to be strangers and get to know each other from the beginning. You don't know anyway, and you can never know. But—"

Ning Yunlian looked at him quietly, her face was expressionless, her eyes were dark and focused, but it made people feel too gentle.

"It's you who said, you can be more frank."

"I've been talking to myself one-sidedly all this time. At first I thought it was okay, but when I found out that I could communicate with you, I felt...it was unbearable."

Ning Yunlian's fingers wrapped in red thread lightly landed on Su Lingran's bright and clean face: "I don't know how to properly start an intimate relationship with someone, and what I have always been with is just the company of talking to myself."

"Can you teach me how to get closer to you?"

Su Lingran was like a real imaginary shadow, unable to say a word, but quietly looked at Ning Yunlian with a slight astonishment.

The afternoon sun was dappled and the grass was warm and windy. His eyes were clear and gentle, which made people lose their minds.

Ning Yunlian lowered his head slightly, and approached slowly, with a cool breath, his thin lips approached Su Lingran's, and he paused restrainedly.

Give him time to retreat, and then approach him gently again.

No matter how cold the breath of a living person is, it is different from that of a ghost. It is a gentler touch than petal ice.

The eyes of Su Lingran who was kissed widened slightly, and the other party's quietly drooping eyebrows made people stunned, unconsciously fascinated.

Ning Yunlian's fingers ran through his hair, slightly forceful, but only lightly pressed against each other, and after a while, slowly retreated.

Su Lingran remained motionless, did not refuse, and his clear and gentle eyes seemed to have not recovered from the astonishment brought about by those words.

Ning Yunlian looked at him quietly, not seeing any emotion in those beautiful eyes.

"Sorry, I kissed you without authorization."

Even disappointment is calm, as if you will never lose your composure and retreat.

It will only calmly lead without sending out, and constantly look for new ways.

Su Lingran wasn't completely unmoved, he was just vacillating between being sober and tempted.

This person's feelings do not belong to him.

But he couldn't help but want to steal.

"It's okay." Su Lingran's eyes were not firm, but he didn't look away, "Me too, I'm sorry."

This hesitation is like a retreat trying to get him, giving people the illusion of being seduced.

Ning Yunlian looked at him quietly, and said slowly and calmly: "It's okay. The deal is still established, right?"

Su Lingran: "Yes."

"That's good." As if nothing happened, Ning Yunlian said to him, "Want to see your body?"

If Su Lingran was really Lin Ran's ghost, of course he would agree.

But now, Su Lingran seemed to be invited to see his rival in love, hesitating between jealousy, sobriety, hesitation and wavering, he chose to refuse without hesitation.

"I want to visit the Lin family."

The reason you find at random is also the most legitimate.

Ning Yunlian looked at him for a moment, his eyes were always calm and firm, but unexpectedly, Su Lingran never felt aggressive or oppressed.

"Okay." Ning Yunlian said calmly, "If you hate me and want to leave, you can wait until you wake up. Now, will you come back?"

Su Lingran suddenly sobered up from the overly silent expression just now, and looked at him gently: "I don't hate you."

Ning Yunlian's eyes were calm, overly meaningful and patient, but her voice was direct: "Then, will you like it?"

Su Lingran: "..."

The breeze blows, and the golden leaves in early autumn rustle, soaked by the sun like red maple.

The two people stared at each other for a long time before they heard the gentle voice say: "...will come back."

It only takes a moment for the ghost to leave.

The expression of the young man who was left in the courtyard was as calm as ever. He was obviously used to being deserted. After the vain ghost disappeared, his brows and eyes were gently closed, and a touch of loneliness appeared on his handsome face.

Su Lingran didn't leave, but for the first time, he couldn't help but retreat, and escaped from the eyes that he liked.

It was only when Ning Yunlian couldn't see that he could take a breath, and let himself look at him.

Probably only Ning Yunlian couldn't see the heartbeat that was about to overflow in that ghost's eyes.

"Of course I like it. But, I'm not sure who you like..."

Even Su Lingran has to worry about gains and losses for such a beautiful and uneasy feeling of first love.

Not only is he jealous of Lin Ran, even if he is Lin Ran, he still has to be jealous. Is it himself who makes Ning Yunlian's heart flutter, or is it the other party's fantasy derived from him.

If only the game started 20 years ago, when we first met.In that way, the Lin Ran that Ning Yunlian knew was always him.

He can always be with that lonely and sickly boy, and always respond to his love.

At this moment, it will not be like cheating and stealing something, unable to respond, and unable to really refuse.