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"Your Highness doesn't love me at all. If I disappear, Your Highness will immediately forget about me and marry someone else."

"Well...it's not..."

"Your Highness has always lied to me, is it the same now? He obviously tried his best to endure me, but he didn't push me away. He doesn't like me at all."

"……like……"

"What do you like? Tell me."

"...It's really bad."

The man didn't fall for it, just gently pressed the back of his neck and kissed him.

A little disappointment and more sweetness breed and spread, imprisoning each other.

This man belongs to himself, he is mine!No one can take it away.

"Your Highness is mine."

"Of course I'm yours."

They are very sure about each other.

That was the stage when they saw each other the least, but every time it was the happiest time for Ning Yunlian, as if walking on the sea of ​​stars in the universe without any protection, dizzy due to lack of oxygen, but didn't care about the future where he would fall and be smashed to pieces .

At that time, at least in Wang Jue's memory, he was not as gentle as he wanted.

Every time is like the last time, like a mecha burning into ashes in the universe, self-destruction is looming in the bewildered love and happiness, how much you love this person, how uncontrollable it is, almost to the extreme of burning jade and stone .

Often at the last moment, one second before being completely lost, I barely regained my sanity.

Rather than fear, it is more of a lonely and endless loss.

They seem to have met in the eternal night without the boundary between black and white, but he doesn't know where the person in his arms goes to black and white.

"Your Highness..." He hugged the man carefully.

But the man said, "It's okay, Yun Lian is very gentle."

The lover's fingers gently stroked his hair roots, the back of his neck to his back, and they communicated with each other, just like the master and his spiritual beast.

It would be fine if it was a spiritual beast, they will always be inseparable.

At that time, there were such uncontrollable childish, naive, and crazy thoughts anytime and anywhere.

In the future, when recalling the countless cold and lonely nights, even Lord Wang Jue himself would laugh out loud, followed by envy and jealousy for a long time.

I envy myself who could love that person so unscrupulously at that time;

Jealousy at that time obviously got everything from this person, but he could still be confident and worry about gains and losses, and get the gentle and comforting self of that person.

After a long time, Lord Wang Jue clearly understood that at that time, no matter how worried he was about gains and losses, he was absolutely confident in his heart, confident that His Highness loved him deeply and belonged to him alone.

Even if he was lost alone in the enemy's camp in the universe, full of dangers, even if he returned to Capital Star and heard that person was choosing a concubine, even if he couldn't contact that person, and was betrayed and abandoned, he was actually sure in his heart, because that person named Su Lingran There is absolute love in the eyes of people looking at themselves.

It only belongs to Ning Yunlian's love.

There was no need for any explanation from the crown prince, Ning Yunlian believed from the bottom of his heart that he must have encountered unimaginable troubles, must be in an extremely difficult situation, and had to do so temporarily.

From falling in love with that person, making every effort to walk by his side, standing shoulder to shoulder with him, from having this obsession to formulating a strict plan, from the beginning of execution, Ning Yunlian has already believed in him so much .

Because he wants to stand by that person's side, enough to make that person trust him.

And he will never let that person down.

"Your Highness can do anything, if you think it's better not to explain, you can say nothing to me. I will always trust Your Highness, His Highness's decision is my decision, and I will do whatever it takes to make it happen for you."

Su Lingran gazed gently at the young man's sharp and handsome face, and the undisguised love and trust in his clear eyes were enough to move any hard-hearted person.

His fingers caressed lightly the young pale face.

"It's temporarily difficult. The relationship between the military and the royal family has always been a hindrance to each other, and the will of the famous chaebol manipulated it. You should also feel it. The last time we were in danger, it was designed from within. Everyone knows this well bright."

"The matter of the marriage has already been decided before I came back. Someone noticed something, but they haven't locked it on you yet, so they are testing the attitude of the royal family and me. Don't worry, because my side will not Anyone."

That is when they are most intimate and happy, not just physically, but mentally as well.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will tell him about the turbulent undercurrents under the prosperity of the capital, the delicate and intricate balance between the various forces, and the interests and goals behind each force.

Not just a lover, but more like his teacher, father and brother. Without those teachings at the beginning, there would be no Lord Wang Jue, who is the most powerful minister of the empire in the future.

But for Ning Yunlian at that time, he felt a bit of coldness from the calm and even contemptuous narration.

Not only was he worried about the complicated and dangerous situation of the crown prince, but also, he tried his best to think that he would be able to grab the opponent's hand when he came to this person, but he suddenly discovered the gap between him and this person.

During that time, although the situation changed rapidly, the Crown Prince has always handled it in an orderly manner.

The military department used to be worried about his prestige in the frontline army, and deliberately tried to dispatch him to the rear of the capital star. It did not expect that the crown prince could form such a huge influence that radiated the whole country in the military academy.

When he started to get involved in politics, he was not confined to the rules of the plutocrats and politicians. Every time he appeared under the camera of the media, every short and clear speech aroused new people's trust and admiration for the royal family.

It can be said that as long as the crown prince is there, as long as he is willing to make some clear directions, the direction of any event will change accordingly.

The shining lovers are like the real bright moon of the empire shining high above the empire, which can shine through the darkness of the sky without any stars to guard it.

At that time, Ning Yunlian was not cared about by anyone, except for the title of a fallen prince with a false name, he left the military academy, and he had no sense of existence after being caught in the complicated forces of the military.

The restoration of military posts was nowhere in sight, but to Ning Yunlian at that time, this was no longer a problem.

His bigger problem lies in the superficiality formed in the past, thinking that all problems can be solved only by personal bravery.

During that time, he didn't care about the results of the military department's handling. Instead, he went to the Imperial Library whenever he had time, looking for teachers from various military academies, and making up lessons for himself regardless of the consequences.

Almost every teacher will unconsciously mention the crown prince when they are teaching, the difference is only in whether they are mentioned more or less.

That person is like a beacon, an insurmountable monument, which makes passers-by look up and chase after it, which is hard to match.

That is the arrogant and conceited Lord Wang Jue, the only one who has ever surrendered in his life, a true genius.

At that time, Ning Yunlian was studying crazily like trying to absorb as much water as possible from the ocean, the original intention was just to narrow the gap with that person.

However, the more he knew, the more he measured the size of the unreachable gap between the two.

The harder you chase, the more distant you feel.

One day, I borrowed from the library an analysis of the history of foreign wars over the years. The author was the crown prince Su Lingran, who was only 13 years old at the time.

There are not many copies of this book, because the reading threshold is too high, and it is only circulated among professors and students who study war history.

When passing through the central square, the big holographic screen above the head looped the crown prince's visit to Yueqin Xing in the dark night.

He suddenly lost his mind and stood there looking up for a long time.

That person used to stand in front of him, beside him, hugging and kissing him.He seldom used this angle to look up at that person from this unreachable distance, and for the first time he clearly realized that he was really in love with the bright moon in the sky.

But what virtue and ability does he have, and how does he match?

Standing in the admiration of the crowd, that person is handsome and sensible, with elegant demeanor, gestures, and even every subtle expression, which is captured and magnified by the ultra-clear holographic technology, but still exudes a dazzling perfection.

Both approachable and out of reach.

Both gentle and kind, but also sharp and rational.

On the central square, all pedestrians stopped at the same time, looking up at their crown prince.

There was no noise in the huge square until the image of that person was broadcast.

"Long live the crown prince, long live the crown prince! Long live the Jialan Empire!"

Among all the spontaneous and fanatical shouts of the crowd, Ning Yunlian was just one of them.

His tender, proud lover.

There has never been a sober and calm perception that happiness and despair coexist.

That person is like the bright moon, and he is the only shadow of the bright moon.

Like a, burden.

Always follow the moonlight, like dragging that person, unable to be free.

However, cannot let go.

Even the relationship between Moonlight and Shadow is selfish and paranoid and doesn't want to let go. As long as I can keep chasing after it, one day I can keep up.

You don't have to wait for me, you don't even need to look back at me, just allow me to keep chasing you, one day...

He covered his eyes, raised his head slightly, and stood in the central square under the dark night, only his Adam's apple could not bear to move slightly.

At that time, it had been three months since the last time they met.

Even that meeting, the person said gently and apologetically, sorry, can't remember what you were talking about when you left last time.

It was an unfinished sentence, an insignificant sentence.

Although his friends don't know who he is in love with, it is not difficult for anyone to find out his state.

"Looking at it this way, the status gap is a bit big, and it's a long-distance relationship. Get ready to break up."

"What's the use of working so hard? The gap between each other will only get bigger and bigger. They come from different backgrounds. It's okay when they are in love. Even if they get married reluctantly in the future, they will not be able to keep up with their knowledge and vision because they have no common language. And nothing to say."

"Yeah, if we break up now, at least we can keep the last good impression. It won't polish the love in the future and leave a bad impression of each other."

He looked at himself in the mirror, gloomy and arrogant, superficial and rude, useless, and that person was perfect, how could he match it?

"But, I love you. There's no way to stop."

There is no way to stop being desperate for shallow and meaningless self-esteem before I do everything, before you are definitely tired of me, before I have breath and can come to you.

"I love you. The present, past, and future Ning Yunlian knows how much I love you."

But unworthy love needs only to be as silent as death when it follows.

He will never ask for it again at any moment.

You can betray me, abandon me.You are free.

But you have to allow me to live in your bondage, and do not want to be free.

Until one day, that person named Ning Yunlian died mediocrely and silently, or reappeared brilliantly, you have to promise me, accept my pursuit again, and come back to me.

Half a year, a year, no news, no see again.

In other words, we meet all the time.

He will never miss any images about that person, and he will never miss them in his heart.

It's just that the face is no longer indifferent, and no one will see the slightest emotion.

In the third year, they met on the day the crown prince returned from his visit to the interstellar countries.

During those three years, Ning Yunlian became the youngest general step by step from a major general with a vain reputation, stabilizing his foundation in the military.

During the welcome ceremony to welcome the crown prince back to the country, he, as the head of the entire security agency, looked at the person who got off the aircraft from a distance.

There was a momentary daze in each other's eyes, and before they had time to see what it was, they had to see each other wrongly.

On the first day that person came back, his eyes were full of joy, and all the joy and affection were quieted under his calm and unwavering face.

But the man didn't come to him.

The next day, it was business as usual.

He looked at the young face in the mirror where all the sharp edges were hidden, and the expression of his eyebrows and eyes even imitated the gentleness of that person in a trance.

It's so strange, will that person not recognize it?

I am most afraid of hearing that person say, you have changed a lot.Afraid to see the disappointment and dislove in his eyes.

However, it turned out that there was no chance for such a sentence.

"Just work harder and go faster."

He armed himself like an emotionless mechanical beast, walked into the strict and cold military headquarters, and signed the application list for going to the front line.

For a young man who has no status as a declining nobleman, the fastest way to obtain high-ranking capital is always the strength and military exploits in his hands.

Of course, the study of keeping a low profile in the past few years is not a detour, but allows him to play with the relationship between war and politics with ease.

During those years on the Yuwai battlefield, the biggest torment was the lack of information. It took a long time for domestic news to reach the front line.

The only exceptions were the staff and the commander, so he tried his best to become the commander of a small fleet in the shortest possible time.

Time always flies when you are doing one thing wholeheartedly.

It wasn't until he was invited by other military forces to attend a high-level meeting that Ning Yunlian realized that the medal and title on his body had been changed to a general.

At that time, the reputation of this humanoid killer named Ning Yunlian had spread throughout the empire.

At this time, the influence of the crown prince who had not been on the battlefield for a long time was almost completely covered by him. When people called God of War, they seldom mentioned the elegant and rational Crown Prince who was not like a cold-blooded soldier, but the fallen nobleman who returned from silence Ning Yunlian.

Ning Yunlian, who is far away in the universe, doesn't know all this.

He just tried his best to get closer to the person in the projection.

When he went back, he could kiss the back of that person's hand openly and squarely, swear his allegiance frankly and firmly, and be embraced by that person on the stage of awarding honors under the eyes of all the people.

However, when he was three months away from retiring and returning to China, Ning Yunlian heard the news that the crown prince of the empire had been kicked out of the heir list at a secret meeting on the frontline thousands of miles away, and died during an interstellar pursuit.

At that time, a week had passed since the incident happened.

The whole world seemed to die, in this moment of silence.

His moon has fallen, and he doesn't know it.