unlimited healing

In Nightmare World, Wen Rui is a student in the third and second class of the high school next door. It is worth mentioning that so is the late victim Zhang Ruocheng.

In the list submitted by the head teacher, Wen Rui's name was originally there. According to the established time, the students in the third and second classes of senior high school should come to the psychological room for psychological intervention after the afternoon class.

Therefore, even if Su Lingran informed the head teacher of class two that Wen Rui should come to the psychology room in advance, the other party didn't have any objections, but just mentioned something with a sigh.

"Since that incident, Wen Rui's condition has been bad. I feel relieved that Teacher Lin can pay special attention to Wen Rui."

Su Lingran looked at the gloomy girl lying on the table in the classroom: "Don't worry, there will be no problem."

……

psychological room.

Out of privacy considerations, the juvenile Mr. System was placed in an outside room, called waiting, which was actually protection.

Su Lingran sat casually on a chair, while Wen Rui sat on the other side, a little reserved.

"Today's weather is not very good." Su Lingran looked out of the window. Although it was the end of spring, there was no clear and bright meaning. The whole sky was gloomy, as if separated by a thick haze.

Wen Rui subconsciously looked out the window, and gave a low hum.

"Would you like to talk about your recent mood?"

Wen Rui didn't speak, but just stared at Su Lingran with melancholy eyes, as if to find something inside.

"After that incident, everyone was affected. I was thinking that if someone could have noticed the mood of that person at the time, maybe this would not have happened."

Wen Rui's eyes trembled, she opened her mouth, and just as she uttered a word, she suddenly burst into tears.

At first, it was a forced self-repression, trying to hold back, sobbing and choking.

Su Lingran handed her the tissue: "It's okay, crying is also a way to relieve stress. You can cry."

"Woo." The uncontrollable crying was like an uncontrollable flood, and the girl couldn't stop crying.

She began to speak intermittently, words that only she could understand.

"Zhang Ruocheng... Woohoo, why is it like this all of a sudden... I envy him so much, I really envy him, but why, why even him... why is it like this..."

"It won't be better, it won't be better... This world is like this...Even Zhang Ruocheng..."

Su Lingran looked at her with gentle eyes: "This is the adult's mistake. You are his friend, did he tell you something? What was he thinking at that time?"

"He didn't speak, he just gritted his teeth, and he looked like he was going to fight someone. I saw him cry, and he said he didn't have a home anymore. I comforted him, there are a lot of children whose parents are divorced, and it doesn't matter. But he said it wasn't like that."

Wen Rui's crying stopped, her face with tears hanging down her face was dazed.

"I actually understand. He was deceived, completely deceived. His parents used to be very loving, and both of them were well-educated. Children from unhappy families envy him. It would be great if he could be the child of Zhang Ruocheng's parents. Ah. But, it’s a lie. The hypocritical mask fell off, revealing a rotten ghost face, and turned to say to the child with a hideous face, ah, it’s all your fault. It’s all because of you, because I love you for you Sacrifice, I'm so unlucky. Both said so."

Su Lingran looked at her: "Did you decide to commit suicide because your parents were unfaithful to each other and formed a new family and abandoned him?"

Wen Rui's tears rolled down, expressionless: "No. It's because of despair. It turns out that the world after growing up is like this, and the world of adults is like this. It's different from what we thought. When I think about the future Life is like this, living with such a person, gradually becoming such a person, I feel hopeless. Zhang Ruocheng's family was so happy, and he felt that if even he accepted it, it would be a complete betrayal. "

Su Lingran said softly: "Did he tell you this? Or, there was someone else who said these things to him."

Wen Rui's gaze was a little horrified, and she adjusted her sitting posture slightly, as if feeling cold: "He, we go to that rooftop every afternoon. Looking at the sunset and clouds at dusk, my mood will be much better. I never thought, It turned out that he had already had that idea. I couldn't open the upper door that day, so I called his name and asked if he was there. There was no answer, but someone spoke..."

There are no stairs on the roof. To go up, you have to step on a steel ladder that is vertical to the wall, and then push up to open the top cover.

The top cover never closes, but when Wen Rui went that day, the manhole cover was not only closed, it seemed to be locked from above.

This can only be done when there are people above.

Wen Rui called Zhang Ruocheng's name from below, thinking he did it.

There was no Zhang Ruocheng's voice, but another voice was heard, a very soft voice, the kind that seemed to come from an empty house, very light, not like a human voice.

The voice seemed to laugh: "...the world is not like this, it's a nightmare, as long as you wake up, everything will end. You won't be alone in despair."

In the psychological room, a gust of cool wind blows.

Wen Rui opened her eyes slightly: "That gentle voice said so. I was stunned. I don't know what I was thinking, but I was relieved and scared. When I woke up, I was already at home. Then——When I woke up, They all said that Zhang Ruocheng jumped."

The girl didn't cry, she just said blankly: "If only I was there, if I saw that person, if I stopped Zhang Ruocheng. But, if that sentence, if what that voice said is true, this world is just It's a nightmare. Teacher, is that real? It's just a nightmare, the world is not like this."

Su Lingran didn't speak, but looked at the dark clouds outside the window.

Wen Rui calmed down and wiped away her tears: "Thank you teacher, I'm much better. In the afternoon, can teacher accompany me to see him?"

"it is good."

……

Zhang Ruocheng's tomb is located on the Nanshan Mountain of the town, not far from the temple.

Wen Rui brought flowers and stood alone on the tombstone, in a daze, talking intermittently.

Su Lingran and the young Mr. System stood not too far away, their eyes never moving away from her.

"Some don't know how to answer. Because for us, this world is indeed a nightmare. But it is a bit scary and irresponsible to say that to a child. After all, even in the real world, such things are vivid. From You can escape from the nightmare world when you wake up, but where can you escape from the real world?"

The young Mr. System said calmly: "I checked it. Wen Rui's family environment in this world is complicated. His mother has nothing to do at home every day and only plays mahjong. His father often doesn't come home, and every time he comes back, he will get drunk and quarrel until the early hours of the morning. The tendency to abuse Wen Rui, she often goes to the infirmary to get medicine. Every morning, she only eats steamed buns, and the house does not cook for a long time. It seems that she often forgets to give her living expenses. However, they cover it up very well, and many people outside do not know. I thought they were rich and happy."

"Is it another Zhang Ruocheng?" Su Lingran's eyes were slightly complicated.

The young Mr. System hummed: "Even in the world of nightmares, if you work hard to grow up, you can get rid of all this and live happily. Although, it may take a lot of effort to heal the trauma of childhood. But as long as you live, you will have happiness." Opportunity sees the rain pass and the sky clears. If you admit defeat now, you will lose completely."

Su Lingran looked at him gently: "I thought that a calm person like Yun Lian would say that these children are too fragile and naive."

Even with his clear and sharp youthful appearance, Mr. System's narrow and sharp eyebrows and eyes have an imperceptible gentleness, which is only concealed by his calmness.

With a calm expression, he said softly: "The sorrows and joys of human souls are not interlinked. Teenagers and adults are like two species. Children try their best to maintain the purity and innocence of the world. If they are broken, they are like There is no hope for the world anymore. Adults appreciate that it is more solid after it is riddled with holes. Some of the children who were crushed by reality became real adults, and some refused to be changed and chose to die for the broken world. Adults have adults Strong and mediocre, children have the stubbornness and childishness of children."

Su Lingran smiled slightly, his eyes slightly bent: "It's like, I had a nightmare before I became an adult. Some people's souls completely disappeared, and they became another person they didn't know. Some The human soul lives in another world forever, and the body dies. It is cruel for human cubs to grow up."

The young Mr. System looked at Su Lingran: "I'm a little curious, what kind of person were you when you were a teenager?"

Su Lingran said gently and calmly: "Probably, a sophomore boy who fantasizes that he can change the world. Well, Wen Rui is here. Grab that thing, maybe it can really change the world."

……

At present, it seems that the mysterious thing will only appear around minors who have encountered major changes and have the idea of ​​committing suicide.

Wen Rui is undoubtedly suitable for the next goal, but after today's healing process, her already scarred world has begun to heal.Let such a young girl be used as bait, even in the nightmare world, it would be too reckless, cruel and irresponsible.

But they are running out of time.

It was only three hours before the sun went down.

According to the law, the night in this world corresponds to the daytime in the small town.

Su Lingran was thoughtful, and looked at the young Mr. System: "Actually, we can create a victim."

At the scene, Feng Ji, who was a minor, frowned, expressionless: "Do you think I'm someone who will commit suicide? In just a few hours?"

Su Lingran looked at him gently: "That's why it's 'manufactured'. It's actually very simple for a calm teenager like you to suddenly collapse and despair of the world in just a few hours. If you find out that the teacher is a scum and is not worthy of being an enemy of the world, you will feel that you are a joke, and you will lose confidence and hope for all the beauty of the world. .”

The young Mr. System stared at him for a moment. The handsome and gentle psychiatrist in front of him, with clear eyebrows and slightly curved eyes, could not tell at all that he would do things like the one he described, with a human face and a beast heart.

But the more perfect something is, the more people are willing to do anything for it, and once they find out that they have been deceived, it is easier to lose all hope.

The young Mr. System sighed and looked at Su Lingran: "It's hard to imagine, your real age is only [-]."

Su Lingran: No, you need to add ten less.

Who told the original identity given by the dungeon to be a transfer student? I didn't deliberately pretend to be a minor.

"It sounds feasible, but if that thing is unscientific, it probably won't be so easy to be fooled. What if he came here by smelling the despair in the hearts of human beings?"

Su Lingran said gently: "It's okay. I can hypnotize you and create despair."

Mr. System stared into his eyes quietly: "How to make it?"

Su Lingran's fingers gently stroked his eyebrows, and said softly: "Relax, trust me, I won't hurt you."

Under the dark haze, the evening is a drifting fog and wind.

"...you are looking for someone, you can't remember his face, his name, you just remember that you used to have only each other."

"...The time is coming, this is your last chance to find him, as long as you rush to a place at this time."

"...But, you're going to be late."

"... Is it too late? There's still a glimmer of hope. But, you know, it's too late. Never see you again."

The young Mr. System grabbed his hand violently, breathing slightly suppressed.

Su Lingran looked at him gently, her clear pupils were slightly cold: "How do you feel now?"

"Anxious, very anxious, but no direction. I can't breathe. It seems that I can't float on the water and just want to sink."

Su Lingran looked at him quietly: "Remember this mood, you can set a trap now."

The young Mr. System stared at him coldly: "Have I met you before?"

This is, are you starting to remember your identity as a system?

"Mr. Lin, teacher, I heard it, I heard that voice again."

Wen Rui stumbled towards him, her clear eyes wide open, fear and excitement at the same time.

Su Lingran and Mr. System looked at her together.

"Where? Did it find you?"

Wen Rui shook her head, and swallowed in a tense and dry throat: "It's not me. It's next to the grave-sweeping grandma."

Su Lingran looked in the direction Wen Rui pointed.

An old lady in a shabby bright dress, she was paying respects to a grave without a tombstone.

The clothes are very old, the style is bright and tacky, but they have been washed clean.

Wen Rui tried her best to keep her voice down, but it was still sharp and hurried: "That voice said, 'Aging is really a cruel thing, and so is love, right?'"

"Shh." The young Mr. System stopped him, "You stand here, I'll go."

Su Lingran didn't move, watching the young Mr. System who was holding a branch of white chrysanthemum as he walked past the cemetery in a detour.

But he thought, no need.

Because, that thing is right behind him now, catching him with icy fingers.

"Heh." There was a chuckle, and the light voice was cool and gentle, "Are you looking for me? Isn't this, did you catch me?"