[Singer] Obstacle

The closer I get to the Shining office, the faster my heart beats.

This is the tension that cannot be eliminated even after the comfort of the four people in QuartetNight.

I think I can be really sentimental sometimes.Although I also understand that I am not money, I can't ask everyone to like it-although not everyone loves money-but sometimes I still hope to have a good relationship with everyone around me.

I have always envied those girls who are noble and elegant and have many friends around them.A random smile can make people around feel like a spring breeze, and a word is enough to make everyone go through fire and water for her-not Mary Sue, but a charismatic personality.

There will always be all kinds of people who are almost perfect in this world.They always say that if they take off this layer of skin, they will become like ordinary people. In fact, this is a kind of luxury that only people in high places can say. For us, it is a luxury.

Looking at the pink hair at the entrance of the office, Qihai Chunge, my heart began to turn acid again.

For a moment, I began to wonder why I appeared here. Is it to set off how perfect Qihai Chunge is?

The moment the car stopped, I bit my lip and turned my head away from Qihai Chunge, but the conversation still fell into my ears word for word.

They greeted Qihai Chunge familiarly and made harmless jokes, seeming to forget that I was still sitting in the car.

I moved towards the open car door, and as soon as I stepped out of the car, the air around me seemed to freeze, and all sounds disappeared.

Seeing me standing still, Shou Linger, who was still playing tricks just now, laughed a few times, and then started to applaud very quickly.

The moment Qihai Chunge saw me, she became very pleasantly surprised, and walked towards me with a smile on her face, wanting to give me a hug.

I dodged to avoid her hand, Qihai Chunge stopped a little confused about the situation, her hand was still in a hugging motion, not knowing whether to put it down.The atmosphere became awkward again.

Tsukimiya Ringo and Hyuga Ryu also just came out of the office.As if he didn't notice the unnaturalness of the few of us, Moon Palace Ringo said in his usual imitation of women's coquettish and complaining tone: "Why are you all standing outside? Come in quickly."

Everyone echoed his words, and then remained silent all the way.

QuartetNight was already on a shooting mission today, but I was delayed a lot because of my waywardness.Although I called to explain, but it is inevitable that I will be considered playing big names.So after sending me to the office, they left.

Before I walked into the room, Qihai Chunge obviously wanted to say something to me, but then swallowed it back.

The furnishings in the room have not changed at all, except for the layer of plastic film.

I looked at the layer of dust on it, pinched a corner with some disgust, and then pulled it.

The dust on it was probably all lifted by me, I kept coughing, and at the same time continued to pull the plastic film and threw it at the door.

I opened the window to get some air, but had pulled so hard that the room was full of dust.

I fanned my face with one hand and covered my mouth and nose with the other.There is no way to sweep the floor without cleaning tools.

The clothes in the closet were still there, so I changed and sat down on the chair.

When I was at Di Nagi's place before, I wouldn't feel lonely accompanying him to watch HE★VENS training every day, but now I can't sit still when I'm free.

Emperor Nagi...

I look out the window.It is estimated that Di Nagi also expected that I would definitely leave, but when I was really not around, would he miss me a little?

But in fact, it doesn't matter whether he wants it or not, after all, he has persisted for so many years.

I took a deep breath and lay down on the table tiredly.

I almost recited all the ancient poems and essays I have learned so far in my student days, and not much time has passed.

The leisure time that I have been looking forward to countless times is now torture.

I picked up a book from the bookshelf, and flipped through it as a textbook for Japanese beginners. Then I suddenly remembered that this is Shining Office.

I sighed, put the book back, opened the door and walked out.

Probably because the SSS selection concert is approaching, and QuartetNight is the current cash cow of the entire office, and ST☆RISH, which has recently shined brilliantly, the entire office is extremely busy.

I looked at the huge poster of ST☆RISH in the corridor, and the feeling of resignation came up again.

What am I unwilling to do?

There is a voice in my heart telling me not to look into it.Once this kind of dark psychology is deeply explored, the result will probably be unexpected, right?

I walked out of the gate of the office, but I didn't dare to go too far.At this time, I once again realized the disadvantages of not having money, and I couldn't even go to the nearest coffee shop for a while.

I sighed and went back to the room.

I curled up on the bed, and somehow fell asleep while thinking wildly.

The next development must be a dream.

I dreamed about the real world.

My parents, friends, and classmates stood across from me, but they were far away.They waved their hands very fast, as if they were very excited, but I couldn't see their expressions clearly.

I was overjoyed and ran over immediately.I ran until my legs became weak, but I still didn't reach them.

Panting, I stopped with my hands on my knees.Seeing me like this, everyone on the opposite side became even more anxious, so they simply put their hands in the shape of a trumpet and put them near their mouths.

Are you rushing me over?

I dragged my tired legs and continued to move forward.

Getting closer and closer.

I couldn't help laughing, and even though I was exhausted to the extreme, I quickened my pace and rushed over.

I didn't notice until this time that they didn't look at me in surprise, but in horror.That wasn't a wave at all, it was a wave for me to leave.

what happened?

I moved forward a few times in surprise, but everyone backed away.

I stretched out my hand and touched my face. There seemed to be nothing there. When I looked down, the clothes were also in good condition.

I'm a little confused, so I turned my head away.Where I was originally standing is now the protagonist and supporting roles in "Uta no Prince-sama".

They also looked at me with disgust, as if they were looking at something dirty.

I looked back and forth in disbelief.Whether it's my parents and friends in real life, or Mikaze Lan and Emina who are closest to me in the game, they all avoid me and hate me without exception.

I burst into tears all of a sudden, sobbing and took a few steps back, but my feet were empty.

The feeling of weightlessness made me feel like my heart was being grasped by something for a moment, and even breathing became difficult.I held out my hand, and everyone stood on it and watched me fall, condescending.

do not be like this.

I screamed and woke up suddenly.His body was already wet with sweat, and his sticky feel was disgusting.

Everything in the dream is unbelievably real, and the feeling of nausea due to weightlessness is still there.

I went to the bathroom and retched for a while, but nothing came out.

I washed my face, and water dripped down my cheeks.I looked at my sallow self in the mirror, and went back to bed and lay down on the bed.

My head was still a little dizzy after waking up. I was panting, but there was a knock on the door.

"The door is unlocked." I yelled weakly, and the man walked in.

"Not feeling well?" The side of the bed sank, and I recognized Meifenglan's voice.

He pushed my hand away from my eyes and touched my forehead with his hand.

It was cold, almost as cold as metal, and I flinched.

"No fever."

Meifenglan's voice still didn't have any ups and downs.

"I want to be alone for a while." My voice was dry, and when I thought about what happened when I returned to the office, I didn't know how to face them.

Everyone who was obviously comforting me before, but later they all revolved around Qihai Chunge.

This kind of possessiveness is really not a good thing.I knew in my heart that it was impossible for everyone to rush around me every day, but it was still uncomfortable after all.

Meifenglan didn't say anything, and finally raised her hand and patted my head lightly, leaving a sentence of "have a good rest".

When he walked to the door, he paused, and then said: "Tomorrow, let's go out together?"

"Don't you need to practice tomorrow?" I sighed and asked with my eyes closed.

"I still need to rest occasionally." Meifenglan said, "The most important thing is to save energy and avoid accidental injuries when the game is approaching."

"But I don't want to go out." I deliberately played against him, rejecting the olive branch he seemed to want to make up for our relationship.

"Where do you want to go tomorrow?" Meifeng Lan continued as if she didn't hear me.

"I told you not to bother me!" I casually grabbed the pillow and threw it over.

Of course it didn't hit Meifenglan, it just hit the door.

Meifenglan was silent for a while, then walked over to pick up the pillow and put it back on the bed.

"Tomorrow, if you change your mind, you can come to me." The moment the door was closed, his voice came over in a low voice, "Good night.

I turned sideways and kicked the pillow Mikaze Lan put back just a little further, then remembered the dream just now.

This dream is simply a true portrayal of StingyJack.

A wandering soul who can't go to heaven and refuses even hell——

In the end, the poor man can only wander around with a lantern.

I closed my eyes, but didn't feel sleepy at all.

What would happen if the dream just continued?

They kept falling, and their disgusted expressions could no longer be seen.

I got up and went to the bathroom, splashed cold water on my face.

They all say that dreams are a reorganization of things that have been experienced, but I have never been seen by my parents that way.There are always times when dreams are verified in the future, so is this dream?

I hooked the corners of my mouth, wiped off the water on my face, and looked in the mirror.There are still light marks left from the acne on the forehead, and the lips are chapped because they haven't drank water for too long.

I pursed my lips, and half of the dry and cracked skin was still on my lips, which was really uncomfortable.I bit my lip with my teeth, and then pinched the layer of skin with my hands and tore it upwards a little bit.

It didn't go very well, and that piece of skin stayed on the lips in the end.I was ruthless, and when I closed my eyes, I exerted force with my hands.The skin with blood on the end was just torn off by me.

Tsk, it hurts.

I didn't even dare to grin, and while washing off the skin I just tore off, I regretted my cheapness.

Anyway, tomorrow will be fine, right?

I thought with some uncertainty.

To paraphrase what Taylor said at the end of "Lifeline": "Hopefully the future is brighter."

Well, to a bright future.