[Kang Jing] Neither wind nor rain nor sunshine

Whether it is long or short, the two years have passed anyway.

Li Jiajia is very busy with work, so she only comes here once every two or three months.The mother and daughter sat together to introduce their current situation and comfort each other, and the time was almost up.

Wang Dalu also came here before, carrying fruit.Ouyang Jing thanked Jiajia politely, and apologized for Jiajia's recklessness, and told him not to come again, after all, this is not a good place, don't make people gossip, and urge the marriage along the way.

Wang Dalu smiled awkwardly, Ouyang, I don't deny that there is indeed an attempt to use you, but I really regard you as a friend.

Ouyang Jing sighed shallowly, I know, in fact, I was sorry for you first, and I was really embarrassed to drag you into this war.

Is this a clear line?

The corner of Wang Dalu's mouth was bitter.

At the end of 2017, Ouyang Jing was released after serving her sentence.

Li Jiajia came to pick her up in a newly bought car.She has a U.S. driver's license. She returned to China during the winter vacation three years ago and changed to a domestic driver's license. However, she was short of cash and never bought a car.The last time I went to the dormitory of the provincial party committee was to rent a car, I really didn't want outsiders to see what they shouldn't see.

Ouyang Jing's mental state is good, and she didn't suffer much in prison, so there is no major change, but some things have been figured out, her heart is relieved, and she looks much more gentle and calm.

The mother and daughter hugged each other, talked and laughed, and planned to buy a new set of clothes, and then they would go back in the afternoon after having a good meal; both of them pretended not to see the black Audi following them.

Breathing the free air outside, Ouyang Jing felt refreshed physically and mentally; looking at the tall buildings outside, compared with three years ago, the changes in Jingzhou can really be described as changing with each passing day. Compared with the foreign country that shocked her deeply, Not inferior.

She still remembers what Jingzhou was like when she sent Jiajia abroad 15 years ago; she also remembers what Jingzhou was like when she was transferred with Li Dakang who had just taken office 9 years ago.

Insanely generous and generous.

Li Dakang should be responsible for this.

In fact, she doesn't hate Li Dakang anymore. He sacrificed his family and made everyone a success.

Back then, she used her thin shoulders to carry the burden of her daughter going abroad, just to fight for a better tomorrow for her; now he uses the same shoulders that are not broad to carry a brighter future for her daughter and her peers.

He is a witness, participant and creator of the great era.

Although not reconciled, after all, there is no way.Compared with the family, the country, and the world, personal love for children is really not worth mentioning, let alone talking about it now is meaningless.

After all, they are not fellow travelers, so parting ways is inevitable.

Ouyang Jing turned her head to look at her daughter, find a time, invite your father to have a meal, and thank him, after all, I got his care.

Li Jiajia laughed, you have already lost the first half of your life, are you planning to spend the rest of your life on it?Besides, whether it's repayment or revenge, all you can do is live a good life. ——Governor Li will not take care of anyone.

Ouyang Jing was silent.

Stopping at a red light, Li Jiajia tapped his fingers on the steering wheel. He is a politician, and politicians are ruthless; it may be born, or it may be the result of the situation.Once he has a weakness, he will be caught immediately, hit by an arrow, and there is no possibility of surviving.

Ouyang Jing nodded, I know, I should have known this earlier.If I listened to you back then and let go earlier, maybe it won't be like it later.

Li Jiajia sighed, the authorities were confused by the bystanders.If it were me, I would not want to hand over the big watermelon I have cultivated so hard.

Ouyang Jing smiled, what big watermelon?

Li Jiajia also laughed, wrong, it’s tasteless, it’s a pity to throw it away, now it’s finally thrown away, wash your hands, you can find other delicious food.

Ouyang Jing's smile is a bit bitter, your mother and I are already 53, what else can we do?Don't think I'm a cheap man for helping your dad. Maybe I've seen too many people and things in prison these days, and then I realized that although your dad isn't a good husband, he's not a scumbag either.Being a high-ranking official, not cheating or domestic violence, and handing in all my salary, what else do I want, maybe I am too dissatisfied.

Li Jiajia said, yes, a man who doesn’t cheat or commit domestic violence and pays his wages is considered a good man and husband; a woman who doesn’t cheat and commit domestic violence desperately earns money to support the family and also takes care of the housework. How come no one praises a good woman and wife?

Ouyang Jing thinks this topic is a bit dangerous, Jiajia, let's not talk about it.Do you have a boyfriend, when can I meet you?

Li Jiajia said, I don't have a boyfriend.

Ouyang Jing sighed, Jiajia, you are already 28, not too young, don't affect you because of me and your dad.We are all responsible for this.

Li Jiajia said, those who are not affected by shadows are like this.Anyway, I understand that this society is not so friendly to women.No matter how much you pay, men only want to get promoted and get rich in exchange for a young and beautiful wife.Why bother?Anyway, I have money and don't need to rely on anyone.

Ouyang Jing is very sad, Jiajia, don't be like this.

Li Jiajia glanced at her and said nothing.

Ouyang Jing leaned back to make herself more comfortable.

She has always known that he has lofty ambitions and a broad mind; but she has always believed that he loves her deeply and loves this family.He doesn't know how to put out candles, play the flute, and recite love poems, but he can dig oysters all night, stay up late to sort out key notes for her, leave the right hand for himself, and ride a bicycle for miles in the middle of the night. Put back the popsicles in the thermos, use those hands that are not dexterous to cook her three meals carefully, do all the housework, hand in all the passbooks and salary cards, and categorically refuse the widowed mother to send her daughter to the countryside for "rebirth" One" requirement, resolutely chose ligation.

With a husband who loves her so much, even if he is dry and boring, what is there to be dissatisfied with?

What's more, he is so outstanding: he was the chairman of the student union in college, and was transferred to the municipal party committee as the leadership secretary just after graduation. He was sent down to be the deputy county magistrate in just six years, and promoted to county magistrate three years later.

There is a saying that heroes are sad for beauties, but beauties also love heroes?

Therefore, no matter how difficult the conditions are, as long as he goes, she will follow there, take her daughter and put aside her career.

It's a pity that such an excellent man is destined not to belong to her alone.

He will not belong to anyone, only his ambition and career.

And she only longs for a warm family.

They are not all the way, so even though they walk hand in hand, they can only say goodbye.

After shopping and returning to the hotel, Ouyang Jing went to the bathroom to take a shower to get rid of the bad luck; then she went downstairs to have lunch with her daughter.

Just when I was taking a shower, my phone rang.

It was Li Dakang calling.

Ouyang Jing quickly hung up the phone, turned her head to look, Jiajia went downstairs to arrange lunch.

The second call came in, she collected herself and finally pressed the answer button.

Governor Li, hello.

He hesitated for a while, and finally made a sound, Ouyang, are you the same?

Her voice was a little hoarse, but Ouyang Jing didn't have the heart to pay attention to these things. I'm fine, thank you for your care.We'll be leaving after dinner, take care of yourself.

Hesitating to hang up the phone, Li Dakang's voice came, Ouyang, I want to see you, I have something to tell you.

Ouyang Jing agreed.

After dinner, Li Jiajia said that she was ready to leave; but Ouyang Jing said that she was a little tired from shopping all morning, not to mention that there were still several hours of driving, why don't she take a rest first?

Li Jiajia rolled her eyes and nodded in agreement.

Maybe she was really tired, Li Jiajia fell asleep when she lay down, snoring slightly.

Ouyang Jing softly called twice, but there was no response, she came out softly and closed the door behind her.

Li Dakang has been waiting in the coffee shop for a long time. Seeing Ouyang Jing come out with her hair permed, wearing a black coat and a red scarf, she is still the beautiful and capable vice president. How are you?

Ouyang Jing nodded slightly, thank Governor Li for taking care of me, everything is fine.

Li Dakang, Ouyang, I'm sorry.

Ouyang Jing held back her tears, and it's all over. Speaking of which, I was the one who got you involved.

The two of them sat down with their heads lowered, and they both didn't know how to speak.

Or did Li Dakang break the silence first and Jia Jia fell asleep?

Ouyang Jing was noncommittal, but suddenly remembered a joke on the Internet, you know, I know, you know I know, I know you know; you pretend not to know, I know you pretend not to know; I pretend you don’t know, you Know I'm pretending you don't know.

Li Dakang picked up the water glass, what are you going to do in the future?

Ouyang Jing stirred the coffee with a spoon, and Jiajia and I will go to her place, find a job as soon as possible, settle down, and let's take a look at the rest.

Li Dakang is sullen, is Jiajia okay?

Ouyang Jing shook her head, it was not good.The child traveled around since he was a child, and was sent abroad just after finishing junior high school.He has his own ideas about everything, and he is stubborn. In addition to this accident, it seems that he has no confidence in relationships and marriage. ——Don't worry, I will teach her well.A woman is weak, a mother is strong.Jiajia is my daughter, and she has sacrificed so much for me. No matter what I say, I can't make her lonely for the rest of her life.

Li Dakang also choked up.

Feeling that the topic was heavy, Ouyang Jing changed her posture, pretending to be relaxed, Governor Li, how have you been these few years?

Li Dakang's eyes dimmed, not good, not good at all.

Ouyang Jing was a little surprised, GDP dropped, subordinates ran away, Jingzhou exploded?

Li Dakang couldn't help but blurted out that his home was gone.

Ouyang Jing was stunned, haven't you remarried?Divorced again?

Li Dakang shook his head, that is not home, only where you and Jiajia are, is home.

Ouyang Jing bowed her head and didn't answer.

Li Dakang sniffed, Jiajia took away everything that belonged to you, and didn't even leave me a photo.

Ouyang Jing understood, and smiled softly. At that time, I planned to keep it temporarily and pick it up later when I return to China; besides, you already have another family, so it is really not good to keep my things.It would be better to leave it to Jiajia.

Li Dakang's nose is very sour, Ouyang, after all, he has been an old couple for 26 years.

Ouyang Jing smiled and said, yes, there are still a few 26 years left in life.But we cannot delay the next 26 years for the sake of the first 26 years.

She sighed, and suddenly remembered that when he was newly married, Li Dakang called his wife affectionately. At that time, she was still holding his arm. The most beautiful title in the world was not wife, but old woman.It is easy to call a wife, but it is too difficult to call an old woman.

Now, she is not his wife, and he is not her husband; he will not call her old woman, nor will she call him old man.

No chance.

Li Dakang obviously thought about it too, looking at the old couple walking past arm in arm, that was what they had dreamed of.

Neither of them said anything, Ouyang Jing's eyes stayed on Li Dakang's water glass.

The same brand and model, but not the same cup.

The water glass was carefully selected by the mother and daughter when they first arrived in Luzhou.

The double-layer glass vehicle-mounted thickened thermal insulation portable filter large cup was considered a high-end product at the time, and it was used with the lucky money saved by Jiajia.

Li Dakang likes to drink tea, especially strong tea. After all, he has to work overtime, catch up with materials, and keep a clear mind at all times; he just carries a stainless steel thermos with him, which is not full and heavy; so Jiajia took the grade test again that time First, when Ouyang took her shopping, he paid tribute to such a treasure.

Li Dakang was naturally overjoyed, hugging his daughter and kissing and gnawing. Although Ouyang reminded him that green tea hurts his stomach, he changed it to black tea.

That's him laughing, and I'll change it when I retire.

There are no marks left by years of caress, this is a brand new cup.

Li Dakang followed her eyes, his eyes darkened. I accidentally broke the cup the year before last.

It was really careless.After the verdict of the second instance came into effect, he asked the prosecutor for the review video in order to understand the case, because he really couldn't believe that Ouyang confessed because of an ugly cake.

Things were far more tragic than he imagined.

He watched the video alone in the study, Ouyang was crying in the computer, and he also burst into tears across the screen.He did not expect that his negligence would cause such a huge trauma to his wife.Why didn't you realize it before?

Trembling, he picked up the teacup and wanted to take a sip, trying to calm himself down; but the tea was too hot and burned his throat, so he coughed and hurriedly put down the teacup, but missed.

The teacup fell to the ground and shattered, and the tea splashed his legs.

He was dazed, and came back to pick up the cups, trying to put them back together.

Just like all the scenes of clumsy film and television dramas, it was futile; he cried and laughed, heart-piercing, clenched his fists, made a mournful sound, and let the tea mix with blood gurgle down.

The past is nothing to look back on.

He gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind, Ouyang, is there still a possibility for us?

Ouyang Jing was still thinking just now that it's hard to get over the water, maybe it's God's will; now she looked at him in shock, and it took a long time to come to her senses, Governor Li, you shouldn't have said this.

Li Dakang drooped his mouth, Ouyang, do you really regret marrying me?

Ouyang Jing's eyes flickered, but she couldn't really say she regretted it.After all, we once had a good time, not to mention the crystallization of Jiajia.It's just that we are not suitable. We spent more than half of our lives proving that our marriage was a mistake. As my mother said back then, there will be no good results.Now that I finally face up to this problem, although it is late, it is still too late.

Li Dakang closed his eyes, and heard Ouyang say, "My life was ruined on that bag of oysters. If I didn't have it, I would choose someone else and have another life." At that time, my heart was like a knife. It turned out that Ouyang was like this Do you think about this marriage?Have you ever thought that the everlasting relationship is so riddled with holes and worth mentioning?

He stared at Ouyang. She was no longer the lively, generous, bright and charming little junior sister. She had become a calm, decent but dignified and indifferent woman.

He is no longer the handsome and high-spirited student council president, but has become a deep, sophisticated and decisive politician.

Time is a terrible thing.

Li Dakang took out a card from his bag, Jiajia is still young, do you have a job, keep this card first.

Ouyang Jing glanced at it, it was Li Dakang's salary card, she suddenly felt very ironic, is Governor Li trying to keep me?

Li Dakang looked at her in astonishment.

Ouyang Jing smiled ironically, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, and you have no responsibility to me; besides, Jiajia is getting older, how can I take your money?

She looked at her watch, it was getting late, and it was time for Jiajia to wake up.

Li Dakang reached out to grab her, but Ouyang Jing retreated instinctively, her hands hanging in the air, just like back then.

Li Dakang's voice cracked a bit, Ouyang, can't we have a meal together?

Ouyang Jing shook her head, no, I have to go back in the afternoon, it's a four-hour drive.Jiajia has to go to work tomorrow.You know, the hospital is very busy.

Li Dakang touched his nose with his hand to make himself less embarrassed, Ouyang, I can only say sorry.

Ouyang Jing smiled, it's all over, so don't talk about it, besides, we can't make it clear just because we're sorry.You did not give me an ideal life, and I am not your ideal wife; you delayed me, and I also implicated you. If you owe each other, you will not owe each other.From now on, each will return to his own position, each will have his own place, and each will have his own end of the world.take care.Wish you all the best.

The sound of den den den gradually faded away, and Li Dakang finally closed his eyes, letting the tears fall quietly.

If you understand the past, you can't remonstrate with those who come, but you can't chase those who come.

It's hard to get rid of the water, just like that water glass, he can buy the same one, but it's not the same one as before.

It turned out that no one would wait for him where he was, not even his wife and daughter who had been with him through thick and thin.

Yes, who made me abandon them without hesitation back then?

It's all retribution.