even standing behind you

At that time, the sweet porridge feeding activity ended.

He put the bowl aside and brought it closer to my ear, touching where he shouldn't have touched, "Does it still hurt?"

I blushed and tried to be as calm as possible, "What do you think? Try it?"

Unexpectedly, he muffled a laugh in my ear, "I'm not in pain, I'm having fun."

Very happy?

It's very exhausting...

I take a deep breath, and take another deep breath.

"I want to take a vacation! With pay!!!" The three exclamation marks strongly expressed my unwillingness.

Huh, it's great that I'm a man, what's the matter, there is a possibility of back pressure, and now I don't even have a chance...

Well, stop thinking about it, even if I am a man, it can only be a weak person, it is impossible to have a strong drama, impossible, impossible, and then continue to repeat it a hundred times in my heart.

After thinking distortedly, I suddenly thought of something belatedly.

"Ah Jie?"

"kindness?"

"Uh..." After thinking about it, I didn't know how to say it.

"Heh, tell me, don't be shy." Anyway, I also think this is a tone of molesting a good woman.

"I mean..." I continued to struggle, and then went all out, "We were so so, uh, that is, last night, will I be pregnant??"

So, the big boss fell silent and gave me a very serious look.

So, I was also silent, and my heart jumped out, for example, in the scene where the boss dragged his family to rebel, Dongxian would jump out with a righteous face and say to me and our baby, I want to destroy you on behalf of justice... and so on Category

I looked at a serious man with teary eyes.

Then, he held me in his arms, rubbed my hair, and said softly, "I don't know if I'm pregnant or not, but we keep working hard, and sooner or later there will be."

Ha ha.

Haha.

hum'

What to do, I want to cry so much.

Why did he want to say such indecent words in such a serious tone. (I cry)

Then?

Then I was put back on the bed again, and Ah Jie gently kissed my forehead, "Stay at home and have a good rest."

Reminders with a smile, gentle eyebrows and gentle movements of his hands.

I smiled sweetly at Ah Jie, "Okay, come back early." Then I bent my lips and said to him, "We are like newlyweds..."

"You are my wife, ten years ago." He leaned closer to my face, eyebrow to eyebrow, eye to eye, nose to nose, "Mrs. Blue Ran."

"Ms. Aizen?" I repeated, and then I couldn't help laughing out loud, "Haha."

Mrs. Aizen?

I have always felt that Aizen-sama is more fluent.

However, Ajie said this, is it also a kind of recognition?

Suddenly thinking back to the past, I always felt that this man in front of me would definitely abandon me, would reject me, and might even say "the words that Ajie never existed", and then he would ascend to the throne alone.

However, the long time, fine feelings, infiltrated into each other's lives little by little, so delicate that there is no way to ignore it.

Without holding each other, there is no way to sleep peacefully.

When you wake up, the people you see are not each other, so you can't feel at ease.

Ten years, how many ten years are worth wasting?

Want to get the other party, but they all chose the most forbearing way.

In the past ten years, I don’t know how many times I woke up crying in the middle of the night, and then, without the warmth of my palms and the sentence, “Don’t be afraid, I’m here.” How did you survive?

So so hard to come back, so so unwilling, so so want to stand by his side again.

Knowing who he is is why the despair is so deep.

It's not that I don't believe him, I just don't believe in myself.

"Ah Jie..." There was some mist in his eyes, but his voice was still hoarse and he couldn't speak.

"Heh..." he bit my lip, "Dark Blue is recharging her energy at home, let's continue at night."

"puff!!!"

I rolled my eyes fiercely, what's sensational, moving, shit!

So I pressed my sore waist and gritted my teeth and gave Ajie a look, the meaning was straightforward and no translation was needed.

You are dismissed! ! !

boom!

Pfft!

Long!

Forgive the above nonsense onomatopoeia, I just want to express, 'Three days have passed, time flies'. (In fact, it is not too much to say that it is used to make up the number of words)

After these three days, after being ravaged, rested, tortured, rested, ravaged again, and rested again, the back pain tended to worsen.

After thinking about it, if I stay at home, there will be no bones left, so I go to work.

Three seats, although the salary is high, it also means a lot of work, so on the way to the team, I considered whether to quit or not.

But because it changed back to the way it was ten years ago, countless people were shocked.

"Three seats at sixteen nights, good morning." He saluted respectfully.

"Hehe, hello." He leaned over gently.

"Uh..." So I was frightened and stood still.

"Hehe." I looked at the unknown male death in front of me with a smile, and thought it was very interesting.It turned out that it was not so easy to change back.

The original hairstyle was restored, and the one that was raised high by her is now loosely tied up by me, a little lazy and leisurely, no longer her rigor and alienation.

Just a few simple actions, a few simple changes, you are a different person.

I sighed indistinctly, and walked towards the work place.

Silver, long time no see.

Everyone of the Fifth Division, long time no see.

Yuki, long time no see.

Starting today, the real dark blue is back.

Not again, left quietly.

ten years.

Not many decades to waste.

I turned my gaze to the sky, the sky outside Jingling Court.

Blue, a little dazzling.

Ann, where are you?

How can you break your promise?

We agreed, we'll wait for you here.

Why haven't I seen you for ten years?

I'm back, why haven't I seen you yet?

deep sea

Five years later.

It took five years for everyone to get used to me again. I knew that when the lazy and unmotivated Shenlan came back, the fifth team breathed a sigh of relief.

After a long circle, I finally returned to the original point. Everyone has not gone away, and I have not forgotten me.

It would be a lie to say that I was not moved, especially when I saw Yin, I rushed over and cried loudly.

Although it was embarrassing to be ripped off by the dark-faced Ajie and hugged him in his arms, he was still very happy.

My best friend, along the way, firmly held me and never left me.

Ichimaru Gin was never a dangerous person in Izayoi's deep blue eyes.

I know that he has always been the best to me, except for Ah Jie, the person closest to me is him.

That's why, when she saw him, when she saw him as Deep Blue, she cried.

Time is the best dagger, like a sharp blade, cut through the chest.

Once in a coma, he missed the wedding between Patriarch Kuchiki and Feizhen, but now he did not miss Feizhen's funeral.

When I heard the news, I was still in Ajie's arms and refused to get up.

It's the season when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, but there is a sense of desolation in the air.

I was dumbfounded, and felt that somewhere in my heart was hurting badly.

Ah Jie hugged me tightly, "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry." I really didn't cry, I just felt sad.

He and Feizhen are not familiar at all, one is raised in a deep boudoir, and the other is deliberately not to touch.Because I knew she was bound to leave, and it was because of her death that brought out all the things that followed, so I deliberately avoided it and pretended I didn't know anything.However, he couldn't be fooled.

Just like now, there is no way for people to ignore the sadness and anxiety in my heart.

"Shen Lan won't cry, let's not go, okay?" As if sensing my emotional fluctuations, Ah Jie patted my back and coaxed me gently.

"Let's go." Then I raised my face, "You are the captain of the fifth team, why don't you go. What's more, I also want to go and see, although I don't know Fei really well."

Yes, just watched it from a distance at several banquets.

A very gentle woman, sitting quietly beside Kuchiki Byakuya, even though she is tidy, her every move is everyone's etiquette.And when Kuchiki Byakuya looked at him, there was affection in the ordinary.

At that time, I was leaning in Ajie's arms, and I was only thinking about drinking Kuchiki's most famous cherry blossom brew.

It is said that it is the best and most noble wine in the spirit world.

Sakura?

I smiled lowly and said to Ah Jie, "I don't want to stay up late, it's not good to be late." Then I began to wash and wash seriously.

It's okay to go and see her.

After all, when fate beckons, you have no way to resist it.

She is like this, and so am I.

Many people came to Feizhen's funeral. When Ajie and I arrived, we happened to meet Captain Ukitake and Shiba Haiyan.After saying hello, we went in together.

Kuchiki Byakuya was standing at the door at this time, although his face was expressionless, his eyes were haggard and ashes.

Too much enthusiasm is consumed, people, it is easy to be burned out.

Asuke and the others nodded at Kuchiki Byakuya, and dragged me into the lobby.

I looked up at the expressionless man and opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.

What to say?

So I had to give up.

There is a photo of Feizhen in the center of the lobby. In fact, the real Feizhen has been buried.For some reason, it was just buried in a very ordinary place, but it should be a beautiful place.

Looking at her in the photo, she smiled softly. That face that was too similar to Rukia made me feel dazed.The mood swings are severe, I raise my hand to help