even standing behind you

Yes, I feel the enchantment that is about to split.

Ah Jie, do you agree?

You do not love me

Memories gradually deepened, and the past flooded into my mind like a tide.Things that I don’t remember, like a movie screen, are quickly skipped.It seems to want to remember forever, and it seems to want me to forget forever.

Suddenly, my heart ached, unexpectedly, I could also see the memories of Li You.Memories in this world.But if you don't see it, if I don't see it, that's fine.

"Deep Blue, where are you going?" A Jie's voice was erratic and resounding.

I was startled, there was nothing in my mind, and my spiritual power was no longer lost.I can not go back.

Opening my eyes, Li You, who was hugging me originally, gave me a sad look, and then disappeared with my clothes.Yes, he was looking at me just now, we were so close, but he was looking at me.Suddenly I heard him say in my ear: "Shenlan, I'm sorry. I used you, but I couldn't bring you back. I'm sorry..."

I moved my lips, but said nothing.In fact, there is nothing to say, Li You.

Weeping in my heart, because of the disappearance of Liyou, I was already very weak, and I was about to fall when my body became weak.

But he was hugged by Ajie who broke the barrier at some point.

I looked up at him with an expression that I didn't understand myself.He looked down at me, didn't speak, just kept looking at me, which made my heart feel cold.

He said in a low voice, "Yin." Yin then backed out, unable to feel his spiritual pressure anymore.

"Heh." I suddenly sneered, feeling that I was so ridiculous.

Ah Jie still didn't speak, he just looked down at me, and slowly walked towards the bedroom with me in his arms.He kicked open the half-covered door and threw me onto the bed.Yes, he threw it, and he was really angry.

He took off his glasses and threw them aside, regardless of whether they were broken or not, he covered himself up and started kissing me, full of punishment.

The one from Liyou just now is actually not a kiss, but just a way to go home.But his lips were cold and the kiss was gentle.

Unlike Ah Jie, he always wants to kiss me until I suffocate before giving up.

The wide white feathers covered the two of us. I grabbed Asuke's black kimono and held it tightly, murmuring because of suffocation.

"Well."

But this time, Ah Jie ignored me and kissed me deeper and harder.I just felt that the air in my lungs was going to be sucked out, and my eyes were full of tears, and finally I burst into tears.If you don't stop, you will die, and you will definitely suffocate to death.

Immediately, a gentle breath passed from between the lips. In a hurry, he managed to ease his breathing, but he still felt the pain of suffocation when he was kissed by Ah Jie who never quit.

Or biting or licking, this is not a kiss, but a punishment with strong anger.Every place Li You touched, he kissed one by one, clearing Li You's breath one by one.

I didn't resist and let him kiss, even though my lips were hot and swollen.I just held onto his clothes tightly, not wanting or wanting to let go.But how can all this be as simple as I thought?

Li You deliberately approached me and used me to go home.I don't blame him for that.

Ah Jie deliberately concealed me and took advantage of my innocence.I don't blame it either.

Just, just, if only I hadn't read that memory, then I wouldn't know anything.

"En." I snorted, and Ah Jie bit my lip hard.Then tasted blood, and our lips seemed to be ripped together.

"Concentrate." His voice was warm and went around his ears.

The figure on the bed was black and white.My waist-length black hair was scattered and pressed under my body, and the hairline was slightly painful.

I don't know when, my black kimono (well, I admit it's just a deadly costume) has been untied, half-covered, endlessly ambiguous.

A Jie's lips moved away from mine, to the collarbone, to the front of the shoulder.His hands started to reach into my closet.

My eyes widened, realizing what he was about to do, and I panicked.Hastily held down his hand.

I said: "A Jie, you can't, you can't do this." I shook my head at him.

He raised his head and looked at me fixedly, with a hoarse and hot voice, he said, "Why?"

I breathed slowly, word by word, "Because it's you, so it's not allowed. Because it's only you, it's absolutely not allowed."

There was dark brown anger in his eyes, and he suppressed his voice, "It's only me, no." My hand hurt from being scratched.

I turned my head away and stopped looking into his eyes, "Without others, it is impossible for others; but Ajie, you can't, you can't do this." I began to slowly push his hand away.Ah Jie, you can't, like this.

He held my hand with one hand, straightened my parted head with the other hand, and looked at me deeply.

"What if I insist?"

His kiss continued to press down.

"Dark Blue, do you want to hate me?"

The muffled voice is right in the ear.

"No, I won't hate you. Heh, you are Ajie, how could I hate you?" It's not a rhetorical question, it's true, I won't hate him for anything Ajie does to me.

"That's it~" He kept kissing, but gradually became more tender.

"But I don't want to love you anymore." I felt his kiss on my neck paused, "If Ah Jie insists on doing this, then I don't want to love you anymore, even now I still love you." crying.

His kiss stopped, this time, it really stopped.He let me go, helped me put on my half-faded clothes, remained silent, then turned and walked out.

I didn't move, sighed, and closed my eyes.This time, did he not want me?

"Ah, ah, Captain Aizen, do you want to prepare cold water for you?" Ichimaru Gin, who was guarding in the distance, asked, and he knew it would be like this. Xiao Shenlan is so stubborn sometimes.

"..." Aizen didn't answer, he just closed his eyes and walked away slowly.

Ichimaru Gin followed, and restrained his smile, he just thought that Xiao Shenlan and others would cry fiercely, crying like a child made people feel distressed.

I stayed in bed for a while, not thinking about anything, nor thinking about it.

In a mess, I supported the bed with my hands and sat up reluctantly, feeling a little dizzy.Step by step, I walked to the bathroom, every step was vain.There was still the ambiguous smell of Ah Jie just now in the air.

I looked in the mirror, saw myself covered in bruises, and frowned.I feel like a doll that has been dropped, but I can't speak.

"Oh." I smiled at myself in the mirror, and then tears flowed down again.

It seems like I've been crying all day today and I'm the only one crying.

I was homesick, I could go home, I was taken advantage of, and I learned things I didn't want to know by the way.

I can't go back, I feel wronged, and I was left behind by Ah Jie.

Crying all the time, crying this way, crying that way, so childish, so useless.

Sixteen Nights Deep Blue, you are too tender.You are surrounded by wolves that can eat people, but you don't know how to protect yourself, so you just want to get close.What should we do now?

I don't know what to do next, I am so stubborn, I won't let go if I decide.But now I am really useless, what a fool.

The water in the bathtub was full, and the moderately hot water began to flow out.I took off my clothes slowly and sat in the bathtub.Through the transparent water, you can still clearly see the hickey marks on your body, which are warm red and bruised.The corner of his lip was bitten off by Ah Jie just now, and he can still taste a faint smell of blood, but it doesn't hurt.

So many things have happened, each one is a ring, interlocking, tightening the heart.

Li You should be now, let's go home.That way, it should be possible to go back.What he has endured is much more painful than mine, and his heart is also more sad than mine.

You can clearly feel his sad looking eyes and the memories before he left.Indeed, he is sad, and he is also helpless.

Such memories.Ah Jie in that memory.Can I pretend I didn't see it?

That young man named Liyou came across time more than 30 years ago.At that time, he was still an eleven or twelve-year-old child. He didn't know that he had transmigrated into the world of Shinigami, and he couldn't even speak Japanese.Alone on the outermost edge of Liuhun Street, wandering.Then, I met Ajie who was in Xushou at that time, and was rescued by him.

Ah Jie named him Li You.

Ajie taught him Japanese, and only Ajie could communicate with him in Chinese.Liyou has always been by Ajie's side, fighting, experiencing and growing.From a childish child to the peerless appearance of today.

Later, Ah Jie discovered that Liyou's abilities are very special, such as wounds that heal without treatment, strong barriers, and blood limit curses.For Ah Jie, Liyou is the best experimental material.

Without mercy, Ah Jie began to do various experiments on Li You, hurting her.

Li You clearly knew how ruthless and cruel the person he admired most, Aizen, was.After realizing that he was wearing a god of death, this cognition became more and more desperate.

What he met was Lord Aizen, not Ajie.That Aizen-sama didn't even smile at him.At first he didn't know why he was taken, but later, he seemed to understand a little bit.

Li You started to escape, to leave, but the more she struggled, the more painful the punishment.

Li You's body was covered with scars all the time, well, new ones were added.From the beginning to the end, they were deeply submerged in despair.

However, there is no way to escape, but there is no way to ignore the love in my heart.

Yes, Liyou loves him, and Lord Aizen who loves him, who do we love more deeply?Ah.

Floating on the edge of desire is endless killing without mercy.

For 30 years, how could A Jie, who is as careful as a hair, not know the similarity between me and Li You, but he never let me know.

It turns out that you can go back. If you find a companion, you can go back.With the strength of two people,