[SD] The daily life of a girl with snake spirit disease

When I read manga before, I never understood why Huadao is 1 meters tall. Although his face is not a popular Japanese handsome boy, his facial features can definitely be called a good man with sharp eyebrows, handsome eyes and imposing manner (ignoring him to kill horses unique hairstyle and hair color), why would Mao be rejected by all kinds of "ugly" people?It wasn't until I got through it that I realized that it wasn't ugly rejection, but poor rejection, stupid rejection and "bad rejection"! (￣___,￣)

I followed Huadao blankly to the locker room of the basketball club after school, and watched him break the door lock with bare hands (==||)!

Grandma has a leg!Are you strong and steel? !

"Sakurako, do you think I'm handsome in this outfit?" I split open the wardrobe marked with Akagi with one palm, and then asked me with a wretched smile on his No. 4 jersey to draw flowers on his body.

And I just felt that the corners of my eyes were twitching so much that I was about to get facial neuritis.

Since I showed him the slam dunk highlights last night, and recognized his basketball talent, this guy can go to the sky on a sky monkey.Huadao has already thought with all his heart that he has defeated the current basketball team captain Takenori Akagi, and he will surely be able to kill Rukawa Kaede, dominate the basketball world, reach the pinnacle of life, and marry Akagi Haruko.And completely forget that he can't even dribble, it is the point of scoring with the ball.

Ignoring this unhealthy and nervous killer, strong and good man, I walked to the wardrobe marked Inoue in the corner.After looking it over, he directed Huadao to open this box for me too. (God, forgive me, I was just broken by this man with a |lock|opener XD)

Inoue Caizi's closet is very tidy, except for two hanging sportswear, there are only a few large training notes and a file folder.I took out the file folder, opened it, and it turned out to be a first-year team application.

I turned it over with my head, and I held back my breath to close it.

Hello, Inoue-senpai!Sure enough, I don't know where to throw my application!The point is!Where did you hide the authoritative American basketball magazine "SLAM" that I lent you to prove that I know basketball?That's the original text version, the original text version, the original text version!

Lifting my schoolbag from the ground, I walked out angrily.

Huadao also asked me stupidly behind my back: "Sakura, why are you going? Aren't you here to hold a welcome ceremony for me to join the team?"

"I don't have time to talk to you!" I turned my head and said fiercely, "I'm going to settle accounts with a woman!"

Many people don't like to watch girls fight. That's because girls have weak wrists and arms, and they can't punch and attack like men fight. In the end, most of them end up shaking on the ground, tearing each other's clothes and hair, and sometimes even become To the extent of biting the upper teeth and pinching with hands.The scene is ugly, not to mention that men can't bear to look directly at it, women will also be ashamed to be in the same team because they feel the same.

And I wouldn't do that.

My fighting ability was developed with my stepfather and stepbrothers.I joined the karate club from elementary school to junior high school.Kitajima Sakurako is the number one female general in Hokkaido Middle School.When I decided to go back to Kanagawa to attend high school, most of the Hokkaido high school karate circle secretly sent me away.

But even though I know that with a body like Sakuragi Hanamichi, martial arts in Japan might be more promising than playing basketball in Japan, but I don't take martial arts seriously at all.Think about it, the absence of Sakuragi Flower Road may be considered a loss for the Japanese martial arts world.

After all, unlike other people who practice martial arts, for me, karate is just a means. The so-called martial arts spirit has no binding effect on me at all. It is the capital that allows me to settle down and not be bullied. ".

And today, Ayako Inoue, you provoked me!

I slammed open the door of Class One, Year Two, but to my disappointment, Ayako Inoue was not there at all.

Momentum is all about going all out, and now that no one is there, I can't help but "fail again" like a deflated balloon.

I asked the senior who was cleaning.It turned out that Inoue left after school today, saying that he was going to the hospital to deliver something to someone, and he might even come back later to participate in club activities.

I was devastated when I heard the bad news.

QAQ My club membership application was thrown away, do I have to go back and hug Captain Akagi’s thigh and beg to join the club like Ikebana!I do not want!

Because it was so disturbing, I couldn't help but ran to the KTV in Aoimachi to find Morishita Mari and Fujisawa Chisa to complain. (Hey, have you forgotten who these two girls are? Go back and watch Chapter 1Chapter 1 soon!)

Zhenzhen and Qiansha are the bosses of this KTV, and they are also my loyal readers, pen pals and girlfriends, who often provide materials for my writing.Although from the outside, there is a teenager gap between me and them, but only by chatting with them can I let go of my guard and show my unique side.And they are also good friends who have been monitoring and encouraging me to fight against depression.

"If, as you said, the size of the basketball club is so small, generally speaking, one manager is enough, and they don't need to recruit you." Qiansha smiled at me, holding her chin, "The rejection is just an expectation. Regarding the matter, you are so angry now, it is completely caused by the shame brought about by the rejection."

"Qiansha is right." Truth handed me a glass of my favorite soda water, and the baby face was so cute under the curly hair, "It's still a matter of self-identity, because people's rejection is unexpected. You didn't expect it, so you doubted yourself again. You, either close yourself and don't give others the opportunity to comment on you, or you can't help but habitually put your own value Leave it to others to judge, your problem is still extremely stubborn."

"Character confusion-you try to cut yourself into Sakuragi Hanamichi's basketball future; self-defeating-you need the approval of others between thinking and doing, this gap makes you feel questioned from others; eventually leads to anxiety The speed rises—that's what you're fidgeting about now."

Slowly drinking soda water, listening to the two of them analyze the causes of my anxiety one by one, in this small KTV small private room, my heart finally got out of the messy thread like being scratched by a cat. Same, sorted out the clues a little bit.

"Oh, when can I be like you and stop giving others the right to judge myself." I said with a sad face.But Zhenzhen and Qiansha just smiled at each other when they heard the words, and then nodded to each other warmly and cutely, showing me a look of affection.

Hmm...didn't I say?Truth and Qiansha are a veritable "couple".

The author has something to say: Self-identity, as the name suggests, is self-identity.Self-identification refers to the synthesis of one's own inner feelings, self-awareness and external evaluation, so as to give one's own answer to the question of "who am I".As for people with weak self-identity, they will be very concerned about the evaluation of others and lack a sense of accomplishment, which will lead to low self-esteem, timidity and depression.

In China, because most parents use "other people's children" to try to "motivate" their children to make progress when their children need praise, the result is actually a blow to the children's self-confidence, which in turn destroys their sense of self-identity.

Developing a correct sense of self-identity is a difficult process, and of course the first step is to realize that you lack it.