soul care

In the end, Quanna died.Madara did not hold a funeral for Quanna, but hastily buried Quanna’s body in the Uchiha family’s cemetery—because someone in the Uchiha family objected to holding a funeral for Quanna who died in the battle with Senshou Feijian. Nai is a disgrace to the Uchiha family.

Madara felt extremely angry about this, but could do nothing about it.

After Quanna's death, Madara came to see me more and more.Every time he came to me, he asked me to buy wine to drink with him, but every time he snatched all the wine that was originally allocated to me and poured it all into his stomach.

Actually, I really want to complain... Uchiha Madara, is there any difference between doing this and cheating money to drink... But since he just lost Quanna, I still twitched the corners of my mouth and tolerated his disrespect for my salary.

As a result, my indulgence made him drink more and more frequently.And he often complained to me about a series of things between him and Senjujuma while drinking: "Yayoi, tell me, am I doing something wrong? Obviously, what Zhuma did can't solve the root of the problem, this time it will solve the problem. Yes, it will grow again next time...but why everyone is only willing to listen to Hashirama..."

Sometimes, I think Uchiha Madara is the most unfortunate of all of us. He lost his parents and many brothers when he was young, and lost his last relative Quanna when he grew up. In the end, even the people he led were no longer willing Take orders from him——Actually, the people in Konoha are willing to stand on Madara's side, but because there are too few people on Madara's side, they don't dare to help Madara blatantly...Damn, the hateful herd mentality!

Now, people inside the Uchiha have also begun to isolate Madara, and from what Madara said when he came to me, it can be heard that Madara also lost confidence in the Uchiha family... This is really bad.

In fact, I think that Madara's thoughts about this world and this Konoha have always been correct, but his approach is a little bit extreme, so no matter what, Konoha's people should not be treated in this isolated way. spot.

So I went to Senshouzhuma to comment.

But he didn't answer me, just shook his head.

Next, because of the voice of everyone in Konoha, Hashirama became the first Hokage of Konoha, and Madara's status in Konoha became worse day by day.Sometimes, he even breaks in through the window of my house in the middle of the night, and then wants to stay in my house for the night in a stern manner.I twitched the corners of my mouth, just as I was about to say something to condemn him, he seemed to already know what I was going to say, with his right index finger in front of his lips, and then he spoke in an almost calm tone.

"Yayoi... If you are not willing to take me in, I have nowhere to go."

... He has said so, how can I drive him out of my house!I had no choice but to support my forehead, pave the floor, and resign myself to tidy up a place for him to sleep.Then one day, after he came to my house covered in blood, I hurriedly helped him treat the wound and asked him what happened.

What kind of monster would the person who could hurt him be. (==)

I was quite worried about him at first, thinking that if that person is too powerful, I will join forces with Madara to take revenge on that person, or if it doesn’t work, I will stalk him and drag him to Hashirama... In the end, he came to me with a half-smile One sentence: "Who do you think can hurt me? I just went to self-torture."... A series of my worries about him suddenly disappeared into nothingness.

It was only later that I found out that he had actually gone to fight with Hashirama at that time, and both of them suffered various injuries.

While sleeping, his voice was soaked in the moonlight coming in from the window, and slowly entered my ears: "Yayoi, do you know, in fact, Hashirama has always understood my inner thoughts..."

I calmed down and listened to him whispering about the things between him and Senjujuma, telling a series of views of the two of them on Konoha and Uchiha... and then I would complain about "Uchiha Madara" You can have sex with Senshou Zhujian." His softer voice came to my ears all of a sudden.

"Yayoi... I am very grateful for your concern and care for me all the time, and I am also very happy."

Uchiha Madara, you don't have to thank me because this is what Quanna asked me to do... Although I thought so in my heart, I still couldn't help but grasp the corner of the sheet.

"You have always cared about me, and I accept it selfishly. This kind of self makes me feel guilty... Sometimes, I always think, anyway, you always make me angry, why don't you put them both together?" Those who cancel it..."

"But it can't be offset... Then I discovered that besides gratitude and helplessness to you, there are other emotions that have been pinned in my heart... And this emotion is deeply rooted in my heart, and it can no longer be pulled out gone."

My heart suddenly jumped.

"Yayoi, actually... I've always liked you."

His words were like a gust of wind blowing through the grass and my heart, making my heart flustered... I don’t know what kind of feeling I felt at that time. If I have to describe it, it’s like a drop of water falling into a peaceful place. The surface of the lake, or my whole heart melted into a swamp called "warmth"...

I didn't sleep all night, and I kept thinking about what kind of emotion I had for Madara... Until the sound of Madara's steady breathing came, I gently turned to look at his face under the bed, unconsciously missing half a beat in my heart .

...This should count as liking, I think.

I was taught one thing by my mother since I was a child, and that is to fight for what I like...but at this time, I dare not fight for Madara.

However, I have one thing firmly in my heart, that is, I will always support Madara, whom I like.But because I supported it too blatantly, my status in the hearts of the people in Konoha is getting worse day by day.

Then, one day when there was a conflict between Madara and Hashirama, Hashirama, who became Hokage under the admiration of everyone, said that he wanted to hear my decision.

I know what he means.

On the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, I wore a kimono, went to see Senju Hashima, and told him a series of my views on Konoha, him and Madara.After I finished speaking, Hashirama showed a serious expression in front of me for the first time.

He said, "Yayoi, are you really determined to be on Madara's side?"

"Yes, the first generation... because I don't think there is a stable and peaceful society as you said...Only what he said is the reality of this society."

"..."

"But you and him saved my life twice, so I think it's necessary for me to tell you my decision," I paused, "then...you can do whatever you want with me. "

The huge room suddenly fell into silence.After a long time, Hashirama continued to speak: "Yayoi, leaving you to him is really a big threat to Konoha... So, for Konoha, I can only kill you."

"Hmm...it's okay, I can guess what Madara will do in the future, maybe he will do something that threatens Konoha..." I sighed helplessly, "And, didn't you also say that if If I threaten Konoha, you will kill me with your own hands. What's more, I have the self-consciousness to kill myself now..."

"then you……"

"Well... Actually, it doesn't matter even if I die. I support Madara, so my belief will always support him... But, Hashirama, can you do something for me?"

Hashirama paused when he heard me call his name again: "What's the matter?"

"Help me tell Madara... I like him too." After finishing speaking, I pulled out the long knife that had been hanging behind my kimono, and stabbed it hard into my chest...

Then, I died, but I found that my soul still exists in this world and can wander around.I floated back to Konoha from the cemetery where my soul was awakened, and then returned to my home, but saw Madara sitting on my bed with his back to the window, chanting my name...Suddenly, he turned his head and wrote The round eyes suddenly turned into normal black, but I was surprised to see my figure flash past his eyes for a second.He seemed to have really seen me, and then excitedly pushed open the window and shouted: "Yayoi! You were here just now, right! You didn't die, right! Come out soon, please!"

He yelled over and over again, but he could no longer see me. At the end of the yelling, it finally became a low and sad growl: "Yayoi...!"

I shed tears, left that place, thought for a long time why he saw me, and finally came to the conclusion that Sharingan can see the existence of souls... Since it is possible to see, then I try not to appear in front of Madara alright.Well, since it can't appear in front of my eyes... so I still hang around behind Madara all day long. (==)

Sometimes, I feel like I've been spotted by Madara, but since Madara doesn't act strangely, I don't pay too much attention.So, no matter what happened, I was always floating behind him.

So, I drifted like this until Madara decided to have a decisive battle with Hashirama.

I still remember that day, Madara went to Konoha's restaurant to buy a few pots of wine and a few rice balls, and then walked towards the Uchiha cemetery with these things in hand.He walked into the cemetery, sat in front of Quan Nai's grave, put a rice ball in front of Quan Nai's grave, and took one in his hand.He set up illusions around him, and while eating rice balls, he told Quan Nai's tomb about all his future plans...

Madara really loves Quanna, that's why he disregarded his usual paralyzed and serious image, and disregarded the danger of being heard about his plan, so he told Quanna's tomb all about himself.

Afterwards, he unlocked the illusion, left Quanna's grave, and ran quickly to my grave in the Konoha forest.

... I quickly floated up to keep up.

Speaking of which, facing my own tombstone is really weird... I stood in front of my tomb and saw "Tomb of Yayoi Otoha" neatly written on it. The handwriting was so strong that it was written by Madara himself.

There was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Although things at that time are far away from now, I vaguely remember that Madara squatted gently in front of my tombstone, took out the wine I bought before and had been forbidden to drink, and poured two glasses.He smiled—just like the smile he had shown to Quanna before, his smile was extremely gentle.

However, I, who was floating not far from him, clearly saw a little bit of crystal liquid flickering in the corner of his eyes.

"Yayoi, I remember I said that when you are an adult, I will invite you to a restaurant for a drink... But that day you went to Hashirama without telling me, and then you never appeared in front of me again. This , You missed the appointment, right? So, Yayoi, you can’t shirk the responsibility of failing to fulfill this agreement on me..."

I covered my face silently at the side... When is this Uchiha Madara, you are still struggling with this kind of thing... Shouldn't you also complain to me about your real life and your future plans like you did to Quanna? What... (==)

"Yayoi, you used to always say that you were dissatisfied with me...Actually, Yayoi, I am also very dissatisfied with you."

Tch, Uchiha Madara, you are still dissatisfied with me... I don't think you are a narcissist, you should be lucky, okay...

"Like me, why did you choose to die, and why did you let Hashirama convey it? I don't accept your liking. Yayoi, all this, I just want to hear you say it yourself..."

...I stopped complaining in my heart for an instant.

"It would be great if you were alive, Yayoi... But I also know that this is just my fantasy."

Then, I watched Madara finish his glass of wine, refill it, and continue drinking... He drank faster and faster, and the wine flowed down the corner of his mouth, staining his hands; The smile became stronger and stronger, but the tears in the corners of his eyes grew more and more, until they flowed from the eye sockets... When he filled the glass with the last bit of wine in the jug, he didn't continue to drink, but held the glass with his slender fingers , put the wine glass in front of my tombstone.

"You and Quanna are really gone, leaving me alone in this lonely world..."

Then he picked up another glass of wine that had been set aside and touched it lightly on my tombstone.

He said: "Ah, you will definitely be dissatisfied with me again if you assert yourself like this...But Yayoi, this time, you can't object to any of my actions in any form..."

"Yayoi...let's have a cup of tea."

Damn, Uchiha Madara, why are you acting so hypocritical... I was thinking this in my heart, but I covered my face and cried.It's just that Madara can't hear my voice, otherwise, is it possible that he will come over and hug me to help me dry my tears?

Then, I instantly recalled the time when I went to the hot spring with Madara and Hashirama before, because I was too dizzy to walk because of soaking for too long, and in a daze, I felt that someone gently hugged my waist, and then pulled me I took her home... That person is Madara.

Finally, it came to that day... Madara and Hashirama made an appointment to finally fight in the Valley of the End, and the winner would truly become the leader of Konoha.Looking at the backs of Madara and Hashirama who were making a decision, I felt very uncomfortable.Why do good friends who used to be inseparable now have to become like this...

But, all I can do is just be upset.Because no matter who it is, they can't change the status quo of their division.

Then, when Twilight Madara prepared all the ninja tools, hung his fan and sickle on his back, and was about to set off to fight, he suddenly stood motionless in front of the open door, facing the door and began to speak: "Yayoi... ...I saw it with my own eyes, and you've been by my side watching me the whole time."

"Thank you."

"But this time, don't follow me...I don't want you to see me fighting with Hashirama."

"And, for the last time... Yayoi, I love you."

Then when I was surprised, Madara had disappeared from the spot, leaving only the wind blowing because of his rapid movement and his shocking words.

It turns out that Madara always knew that I was behind him, but he didn't show it...

But what about liking, what about love, Madara said that this is the last time... That means we will never see each other again.

... unable to see each other, no matter how much like and love can only become longing, and then gradually fade as time goes by... Finally, in the heartache, no one of us will remember the other.

I don't want this.

If I really want my feelings for Madara to slowly disappear cruelly...it might as well never have existed in the first place.

When the news that Madara was defeated by Hashirama and his life and death was unknown reached Konoha, I became more determined in my heart.So, after I prepared for the night, I forcibly divided my soul into two parts, and then sealed the part of the soul that had feelings for Madara, together with [-]% of my power, before floating behind Madara Been to Uchiha Midi before.The other half of the soul, because it was too weak, was accidentally involved in the turbulence of time and space formed after the battle between Hashirama and Madara, and went to another world.

This half of my soul is who I am now.

After being drawn into another world by the turbulence of time and space, I found that I was still a soul, although it was slightly different from other souls... Then, I decided to forget everything in the ninja world and live well.

As a result, after I decided to live a good life, I lived for thousands of years.And everything else in the ninja world was completely forgotten.

Since no other soul asked my name, I forgot that my full name was "Yayoi Otoha".

Since souls can't eat, I forgot what me, Hashirama, and Madara used to like to eat.

Because people in this world don't have any special powers, so I forgot that I used to be a ninja, I have chakra and ninjutsu.

Because I sealed my emotions and never met anyone or soul similar to Madara, so... I forgot Madara.

I forgot everything, and even after thousands of years, I saw Naruto, an anime that tells the story of our ninja world, and I didn't recall everything I had forgotten.

And now, I think of a lot of things.

I used to be a very good ninja, I was Konoha's guard;

My chakra attributes are wind and water, and I am very proficient in ninjutsu of these two attributes, but my water dragon bullets are always inferior to the fireballs of the same level as the indestructible spot;

I have blood inheritance boundary, but because it is too weak, I never use it;

I only soaked in hot springs twice during my lifetime, and I was dizzy both times and was laughed at by Uchiha Madara;

I've never drank, so I don't know what it's like to be drunk;

I am a soul now, but I am not yet a whole soul;

I used to like Madara very much, but that was only once;

Also... I am a descendant of the Otoha clan, originally belonged to the Naruto world, called Otoha Yayoi.

The author has something to say:

Hmm... I don't have any more memories.Then Yayoi will go back again...