soul care

Accompanied by the voice of Ah Fei talking to me, I only felt that my body seemed to be sucked into a vortex... Then, a burst of tearing pain came from the depths of my soul, and my ears were buzzing, the memories I had lost for thousands of years It's ready to come out in my mind.

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My name is Yayoi Otoha, and I live in the war-torn era of the Naruto world.

At that time, there was no ninja village in this world, and people were working on their own, killing each other in order to survive.My parents are also ninjas, they always go out unscathed and come back wounded at night.

I know the rules of survival in this world, and I have known them for a long time, so I have known the rules of survival in this world for many years, and I am very unhappy with the rules of survival in this world, because I long for peace.Then every time at this time, my parents would touch my head and tell me: "Yayoi, you are no longer young, you have to learn to adapt to the rules of this world."

I don't understand it, because I think we shouldn't just sink in this reality.So I resist ninjutsu, and my father taught me many times that I don't study it seriously.

Then one time when my father died protecting me, I finally understood the naivety of my thoughts.At that time, standing in front of my father's grave, my mother slapped me hard.

She said, if it wasn't for my failure to learn ninjutsu and my inability to protect myself, my father would not have died.

From then on, I began to learn all the ninjutsu that I could learn with my mother seriously, and tried to use the important ninjutsu very proficiently.I started fighting others to protect myself and my mother, and then killed everyone who was not good for us.

At that time, I was five years old.

I learned to be cruel in order to protect myself and my mother, I learned to slaughter innocent other people.Although I knew that if I killed that person, other people would come to kill us, and doing so would not solve the problem at all, but my mother taught me that for the enemy, one less is one.

Through fighting with others, my ninjutsu and abilities have become stronger and stronger, and I have survived the cruel reality.As I grew older, many people began to fear and hate me, because I killed many of their companions.

But I didn't care, I always thought they were no threat to me, and I still lived according to the way my mother taught me, relying on killing others to survive-until one day, when I came home, I found that my mother died of the hand of those who hate me.

Blinded by my mother's death, I took revenge on the person who killed my mother with all my hostility, but when I finally killed him, I got a sentence that made me hesitate: "Even if you kill me, my companion will Avenge me!"

For the first time, I questioned the idea that I killed people for a living.

It's not because I'm afraid that someone will seek revenge from me, but because I suddenly realized that killing people will only provoke revenge from more people, and then kill those who want to kill themselves again, and then there will be people who want revenge... …this method of survival deviates from my original intention of wanting peace.

As long as one person is killed, the subsequent killings will be endless.

However, the reality also confirmed my conjecture.After avenging my mother that time, more and more people came to attack me, sometimes even came to me in groups, and I was only one person, no matter how powerful I was, I would still suffer from large and small injuries.

Having realized that fighting will not bring peace, I try my best not to kill them, but sometimes they don't die, and I, who inherited the hope of my parents "to live", will die.

Then when I was seriously injured and was resting against a tree, two people suddenly appeared not far in front of me.Is someone coming to kill me again... Thinking of this, I quickly threw two kunai towards the side, but they blocked them.Afterwards, the two of them came towards me, and I had no strength to fight any more, so I had to resign myself to my fate and close my eyes.

After a while, the two of them didn't attack me.When I opened my eyes, I saw a person was using his chakra to help me heal the wound, while another person took out a bandage and bandaged it for me.

"You...don't kill me?"

"No, we just want to save you," the person who used chakra to save me before told me, "we're tired of killing."

They... hate killing too?

Looking at them, I didn't hide the doubt in my eyes, and my eyes happened to match those of the person who helped me bandage.He was silent for a while, then said, "Are you questioning us?"

Ah, that's right, I'm just questioning you... I didn't hide the meaning in my eyes, and I looked at him a little bit unkindly.Afterwards, he said coolly: "Hashirama and I, no one can question it."

…Then I understood that this person must be a narcissist, and he will definitely become a hopelessly deep narcissist in the future.

I stopped talking, and quietly watched them help me take care of my wounds, and then when they got up to leave, I asked a question: "Hey, what's your name?"

"My name is Senju Hashirama, and his name is Uchiha Madara." The boy who used Chakra before answered me, and by the way pointed to another boy with black hair next to him, and that boy didn't even look at him. Don't look at me.

...Does he understand the most basic manners of being a human being? Kouhu!

Then I decided that I must be at odds with that man named Uchiha Madara... Even if he was one of the people who saved me, I still feel disgusted by his behavior of pretending to be B! (——+)

After that, many scattered ordinary people and ninjas slowly gathered under the leadership of the two, and gradually became a group called "Konoha".

I am yearning for that group, or many people are yearning for it.

Because in this collective, there is no act of killing each other. This is the peace I have always yearned for.So... I embarked on a journey to find that collective.

But although I have a goal, the journey to find Konoha is still long and arduous—I have traveled a lot, met many different people, and participated in many battles, but I still haven't found that group.Then when I wanted to give up, I finally found a place similar to a village.

After asking a few people, I found out that this is Konoha.

So, does this mean "you can find nothing when you step through the iron shoes, and you can get it without any effort"?I twitched the corner of my mouth, and was about to walk into Konoha, but was stopped by a ninja.

...Why is it always so hard for me to do one thing?Looking at that ninja, I was in a bad mood, and after a while, I only uttered two words: "Get out of the way." I didn't expect this ninja to be extremely firm, and he was really unwilling to get out of the way even if he was beaten to death.

And then...then I got into a fight with that ninja.

When I fought with him, the people who had been gathering at the door of Konoha all dispersed at once.Not long after, I subdued him, and just as I was about to attack him, my hand was grabbed by a person who came over suddenly.

"stop!"

I turned around and saw a familiar face.After thinking for a while, I was embarrassed.

He, isn't he the one called "Thousand-hand Bashirama" who saved me last time...

And the other party seemed a little surprised when he saw me, he opened his mouth, and after a long time he couldn't say: "...Why do I think you look so familiar?"

... Well, I thought he remembered me, I was really affectionate... Looking helplessly at Senshou Bashirama, I don't know what to say.Then, another black-haired man came to us in an instant, and said to Senju Bashirama: "What happened?" I turned my head and looked at him, and suddenly felt...why is this world so narrow.

"This girl almost killed Inoue just now..." Senju Hashirama said to the person named "Uchiha Madara", "It seems that she came to Konoha to make trouble..." Senju Hashirama just finished speaking, Uchiha Madara's eyes became sharper, and he reached out to grab me.I dodged him for a moment, and then helplessly explained to Senju Hashirama: "That... I actually came to join Konoha."

Then Uchiha Madara stopped when he was about to grab my hand, and Senju Hashirama also seemed a little surprised: "...to defect?"

"Ah," I nodded, "because I heard it's very peaceful here, and I... like peaceful places."

After thinking for a while, Senju Hashirama nodded, while Uchiha Madara said with some dissatisfaction: "Hey, Hashirama, why did you agree to her so casually."

"Konoha is still just being built, what is needed is strength, and it would be great if someone strong is willing to join us," Senju Hashirama said, "Just now she defeated Inoue, it means that she is now the only one other than us. The most powerful person outside, if she can join us, it will be good."

Uchiha Madara turned his head to one side and did not speak.

"But..." After explaining to Madara Uchiha, Itachi Senju Hashima started talking to me, "If you do something that is not good for Konoha, I will kill you with my own hands."

"...Oh." I didn't choose to join here and do bad things here.

"Then, you are welcome to join," Senju Hashirama smiled at me, "You will replace Inoue as the guard in the future... What's your name?"

"...Yayoi Otoha."

"Yayoi Otoha... can we call you 'Yayoi' from now on?"

"...Yes." Yayoi... screaming like this is really unaccustomed. (==)

Then, I joined Konoha and started working as a doorman leisurely.As for why he was a guard... Senju Zhuma said that because Konoha had just been built, it was inevitable that people who disliked him would come to make trouble, and the guards would be needed to stop those people.

...I thought it was a very simple job, but when he said that, I suddenly felt that my burden was a lot heavier.

However, although the job of the doorman sounds like such a dangerous thing, there are not many people who really come to make trouble. Even if there are, some are just a group of weak and psychopathic idiots.

So, my life in Konoha is still very simple and harmonious...

Then, after I stayed in Konoha for nearly a week, I realized that the people who created the Konoha group were Senju Hashirama and Uchiha Madara, two guys who have such a good relationship that people think they have JQ.

However, they only look like two or three years older than me, how can they do this kind of thing...it's unscientific!

So, I finally figured out what it means to call "Senju-sama" and "Uchiha-sama" every time you see Senjujuma and Uchiha Madara... It turned out to be the honorific title for the two of them Ah!

Well, if you ask me to call Senju Hashirama "Senju-sama", I can accept it, but if you ask me to call Uchiha Madara "Uchiha-sama"... I don't like it.

So I decided to carry out my disrespect for Uchiha Madara to the end.

Knocking on the door of Senjubashima's office, I said, "I'm here to report on Konoha's situation today."

"Well, come in."

After getting permission, I opened the door of Senju Bashirama's office, and put my record of Konoha's situation on his desk: "Master Senju, this is my record of Konoha's situation today, please Take a look." Just after finishing speaking, Senshou Zhuma began to look through the things I recorded while drinking tea.When he looked up and saw my face after reading the materials, he suddenly sprayed a mouthful of tea into the air in front of him.

Fuck, your image in Senshouzhujian... I complained in my heart but my face didn't change.When he recovered, he said to me with a somewhat tangled expression, "Actually, Yayoi, you can still call me 'Hashirama' as before."

"No," I immediately vetoed, "it's not good for me to call you 'Hashirama' when everyone else calls you 'Senju-sama'."

Senju Bashirama seemed a little helpless: "Okay...then you also decided to call Madara 'Master Uchiha'?"

"No," I immediately denied, "I would be very upset if I called him 'Uchiha-sama', so I'd better call him 'Uchiha Madara'."

"Ahem..." As soon as I finished speaking, Senshou Zhujian suddenly coughed.I looked back keenly, and found that Uchiha Madara was standing in front of the door of this room that was opened at this moment.

...well, I know he's heard what I just said.I calmly watched him walking towards me with a dark face, getting closer and closer to me, then stopped only one step away from me, and said with a bit of gnashing of teeth: "You treat me very well." dissatisfied?"

"...Of course I am very dissatisfied with you." No, how can I be dissatisfied with you who is strong, kind and kind... Well, seeing Uchiha Madara's darkened face in front of me, I knew that I just What I originally wanted in my heart and what I wanted to say in my mouth were reversed. (==)

"Ahem, Yayoi, go out from here with Madara." Before Uchiha Madara and I quarreled, Senjujuma wisely issued an order to evict the guest.Walking out of the room, the two of us started a war.

"What do you mean by what you just said?" So, it was Uchiha Madara who first challenged me.

"...May I say that you didn't hear well just now?" So, pretending to be stupid is always a good way to avoid a problem.

"...Impossible!" Uchiha Madara's voice became more forbearing, as if he was going to give me a dragon fire technique in the next second.So, if you want to pretend to be stupid, it depends on who you are pretending to be... I knocked on the head, and I sighed: "Then Uchiha Madara, what do you want?"

"Call me 'Uchiha-sama'." Uchiha Madara's tone suddenly relaxed a little.

"Don't." Why do you insist on letting others call you "Uchiha-sama" Uchiha Madara... Is it to satisfy your own vanity?Isn't it just a title? Why have you struggled for so long!

"...Call me 'Uchiha-sama'!" The voice became gritted again.

"...Definitely not." Uh-huh, don't think that I will be afraid of you if you become a little bit fierce... Uchiha Madara, I also have a firm heart, um.

So, after repeating "call me 'Uchiha-sama'" and "don't" nearly ten times, Uchiha Madara finally broke out.Without saying a word, he flew towards me with a big fireball, and then I turned over and dodged it.

Then...then that big fireball hit the office of Senshouzhujian, and a big hole was burned in a neat office in an instant.

So, Uchiha Madara, your endurance is too bad. Just because I don't call you 'adult', you started to use ninjutsu. How did you start Konoha with Senju Zhuma... …Receiving my disdainful eyes, Uchiha Madara was stunned for a moment, and then continued to use ninjutsu at me.

I am silent.

Well, Uchiha Madara, you can use it if you want... I just need to hide from you.

...So, in our "Great War", the office of Senju Bashima was honorably sacrificed.

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So, from this chapter on, it is a harmonious past memory... I hope everyone enjoys watching it... cover your face.