[Pretender] Rebirth must come from the source

It's already autumn, and it's really cold when the rain hits my body.

Wang Manchun watched coldly the 19-year-old himself kneeling outside the Ming Mansion, stubbornly waiting for Minglou who would come out at some point.

He didn't come out.

Wang Manchun gave the strongest love in his best years, but what he waited for was the cynicism from Mingjing and the news that Minglou had gone far away.

She saw Minglou return a few years later, weaving a big net with his tenderness, binding her tightly, and then pushing her, watching her fall into the abyss completely.

Wang Manchun woke up suddenly, she broke out in a cold sweat.It was raining outside, so she went to the window and closed it, then went to the bathroom to take a shower.By the time she came out of the shower, she had no sleep at all, and looked at the alarm clock, it was already six o'clock.

Wang Manchun stared at himself in the mirror, with strong and deep-seated resentment in his eyes.She brushed her face and said with a low smile, "Senior Brother~ Have you ever loved me?"

I have loved, but love is too light, and family and country are too heavy.

"How could I forget, my unwillingness, my despair, I clearly vowed to get it back..."

"...But I still can't bear it."

One day ago, Wang Manchun was just a little girl with memories of her previous life. She was smart and rational, but she couldn't figure out why she was crazy about Minglou in her previous life.And this night after seeing Minglou, she finally opened the emotional valve, those hidden deep in the bottom of the memory that had never been touched, the ups and downs from the previous life mixed together, filled her whole body.

Wang Manchun looked energetic and sharp in a small suit and short leather boots.When she went downstairs, Wang Fuqu had already gone to work—he was always busy.She had breakfast alone, walked out of Wang's house, and called a rickshaw to the hotel.To be precise, it is the hotel opposite Ming's Company.

Wang Manchun reserved a room for herself. The location here is very good. From the side window, she can see the bright mirror working at her desk. The distance is not too long. It is more than enough to hit the mirror opposite with her marksmanship.

She held the pistol loaded in her right hand, aiming at the mirror, but she took the phone with the other hand and dialed the number she knew by heart.

"...I'm really crazy." Wang Manchun sneered.

She didn't wait too long, Tang Shi's voice rang soon: "Ah Chun, you just called yesterday afternoon, and you miss me again today?"

Wang Manchun snorted and said slowly, "Tang Shi, let me tell you a story, okay?"

Tang Shi's voice was tinged with confusion, he was always sensitive: "Ah Chun, you..."

"Don't talk, I'll tell you a story, wait for me to finish."

"it is good."

With a smile on his lips, Wang Manchun spoke slowly:

"If, I mean if.

"If I didn't study with you, but went to Shanghai with my uncle, I would have met Minglou several years in advance. And I have liked him since I was a child.

"But Minglou's elder sister Mingjing doesn't allow us to be together, she hates Wang Fuqu and me, so she forcibly sent Minglou abroad.

"I lost Minglou and was on the verge of collapse. My uncle taught me to hold a gun, the Japanese taught me to kill, and I became a traitor in the midst of giving up on myself.

"Then Ming Lou came back, he used me and then abandoned me.

"I am dead.

"It's such a failure in life, isn't it?"

Wang Manchun stroked the trigger with his index finger: "Tang Shi, you said, it's all Mingjing's fault, isn't it? Without her, I wouldn't lose my brother, and I wouldn't just sink like this."

"If you kill her now, there will be nothing in the future, right? I can be with my senior brother forever," she asked in a teary voice, "I can kill Ming Jing as long as I pull the trigger now, Don Ten, do you understand?"

Tang Shi on the other side of the phone was silent for a long time.

After a while, his smiling voice came from the receiver: "My girl, why are you crying?"

"Remember the experiment we did to make oxygen when I taught you chemistry?"

"Potassium chlorate plus manganese dioxide, and then heated, can get oxygen."

Wang Manchun stared at Ming Jing and murmured, "So?"

"Why does potassium chlorate produce oxygen?"

"Is it because of the addition of manganese dioxide?"

"No," Wang Manchun retorted, "manganese dioxide is just a catalyst—" She choked on herself, and then smiled wryly, "Tang Shi, you don't need to make so many detours to make sense."

Tang Shi replied with a smile: "I just want to review your past knowledge for you." As long as he didn't talk about the Japanese, he was always gentle, "Manchun, you also said at the beginning that if .There is no if in this world. In my heart, even if the mirror is manganese dioxide, you are not potassium chlorate."

Wang Manchun rubbed his eyes and said, "Tang Shi, as I said, I'm pointing a gun at Ming Jing now. I want to ask you, what would you do if I really became a traitor, ignorant of justice and shame?"

"Hmm——" Tang Shi pulled out his voice, as if he was thinking, "That's really too bad, my whole life of wisdom will be ruined by your hands."

"I will definitely rush to Shanghai and break your leg with my own hands."

Wang Manchun burst out laughing. She was holding the receiver and laughing so happily that she couldn't even hold the gun.

"Break my leg? It's terrible. I'm afraid of pain. I won't give you this chance."

Tang Shi, who was in Wuhan, couldn't help laughing when he heard Wang Manchun's happy laughter on the phone.When he was happy, with a shake of his hand, the military supplies to be donated to the anti-Japanese army in the document doubled.

Master is rich, so he is so willful, Tang Shi thought happily.

The author has something to say: Tang Shi: I fell in love at first sight yesterday, and now I have a sadomasochistic joke in my head. Girls are really capricious.

The stupid author has been working on the course design in front of the computer all day today, and now I have a headache and I can't hold it anymore. I don't have many words today, sorry