Naruto's heart throbbing

When I opened my sleepy eyes, I saw the familiar ceiling. This is the place where I have lived for 30 years. Occasionally, I would go to another dimension for the convenience of management, but most of the time I was still here, in this room.

"Sasuke." The door of the room was knocked lightly, and outside the door was someone who had been fettered with him all his life.

Ten years have passed, and his voice has also become mature, but it is still as stubborn as before.

"Sakura used too much strength yesterday, so I'm going to rest today, so today it's just the two of us, we have to start working early."

Sasuke responded softly: "Understood, this is it."

After getting dressed, I walked into the yard, bent down in front of the tomato field, and watered every plant with my heart. In the past ten years, the most attentive thing I have done is to take care of this field.

A small tomato squeezed out next to one of the big tomatoes, Sasuke remembered something and smiled, and gently stroked the small tomato with his fingers.

Naruto silently looked at the man squatting on the ground, and sighed in his heart, but he knew why Sasuke put so much affection on a bunch of plants, like taking this bunch of tomatoes as his girlfriend, his expression was full of pampering, Seeing a new tomato plant will be ecstatic, and if one accidentally dies, it will even be sad and cry. People who don’t know may think that Sasuke’s spirit is not normal, but Naruto knows very well that these tomatoes are Sasuke’s. Girlfriend... No matter what the relationship is, when he takes care of these little things, he always inadvertently reveals the sadness of missing.

"The traces of changing the king have almost been removed." Naruto poured milk and handed it to Sasuke.

Looking at the milk carton in Naruto's hand, Sasuke couldn't help but fall into memories... Puchi laughed.

Naruto didn't seem to see it, but in fact, he was used to this kind of thing long ago. Maybe it's because Sasuke and Xiao Yun didn't have many memories. In my impression, the two of them were always separated and parted, and it was because of this that they left behind. His only memories are so cherished by him.

Xiaoyun's departure was silent, and that kind of silence was not the quietness of intentional concealment, but the fact that everyone unanimously took it as ignorance. It should not be said that they were ignorance, but that they had already accepted the fact that she was going to leave in their hearts.

That was what happened when we were still living in another dimension. On a normal morning, Sasuke came out of the house to prepare breakfast as usual. He yawned and sat at the dining table and waited. After a while, Sasuke walked away with a plate. Come here, looking at the number of plates on the table, just about to be puzzled, when the words came to my lips, I suddenly understood...

When he woke up, she was gone.

Sasuke could only see helplessness in his eyes, but it was so distressing, he said to himself for a long time: "Naruto, let's go home."

I understand where he is talking about home. If there is no pommel horse and white clouds here, it is no longer home. The place that can be called home is only our space.

Uchiha was empty, I called Sakura, and wanted to live with Uchiha together, but Sasuke didn't refuse, I knew he was afraid of being alone, and had enough of living alone.

Not long after, Suigetsu also moved here. Although Suigetsu is uncontrollable, he is erratic every day, and now he also helps Sasuke to take care of the world. He said it was because of his desire for power, but in fact I feel deeply worried about Sasuke.

Sasuke divided his power into parts, and I, Sakura, and Suigetsu became the managers of the world, so maybe I am not alone, but Sasuke always looks so lonely, and his figure is always so thin.

The king is loved by the world, he doesn't need to sleep or eat, and he can maintain his body's functions very well, but Sasuke still cooks three meals a day as always, sometimes it's too late, but he will definitely make breakfast, Sakura just started He was determined not to allow Sasuke to cook, and he got used to it after a long time.Sasuke didn't look sad, but he was actually pretending that she was still there, that the two of them were living together, so he still kept many things and never changed.

Maybe this is called the real waiting for ten years...

It's just that this kind of waiting may last a lifetime.

Another space, where the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and the plants are flourishing. All the beautiful words in the world can be used to describe this place, but...

I sat in front of the window blankly, looking at Xiao Ying who was busy in the field, imagining the person in my heart.

Ten years have passed, but the land is still not growing well. No matter how carefully Xiaoying takes care of it, the crops in this field are all listless. Planted for ten years.

"Father!" A young child put his arms around Xiaoying's neck from behind: "It's so sunny in the field! Let's play somewhere else!"

"Okay, after I finish this piece, you go and call your mother, let's go play together." Xiaoying pointed to the window.

"Ok!"

The happy smile of my baby is the strength that has supported me through the past ten years.

"Mom, Dad said he wants to take us to play, hurry up and clean up." His immature voice, every word and every sentence is so similar to him, but he is not him.

I fondled his head: "Xiao Nian, didn't you just go to the amusement park yesterday?"

"But I don't want to go to an amusement park! I want to go to a beautiful place!" Xiao Nian pouted.

"Beautiful place..." I thought quietly, and recalled the past, the beautiful trip we had, we made an appointment to go to the other side of the sea of ​​flowers, but we were separated when we got to the other side. If there is a chance, I really I hope to take a closer look at that real sea with you.

"Okay, let's go together in a while, you will definitely like it there."

"Ah... I came here unknowingly." Sasuke muttered.

"What?" Naruto, who had walked half a meter away, stepped back.

"It's okay, you go back first, I want to stay here for a while." Sasuke ignored Naruto and walked inside by himself.

Naruto looked around at the surrounding environment, seemed to understand, left a word and left.

"Don't stay too long, dinner is still waiting for you."

For ten years, I have been trying my best to keep the flowers here blooming all the year round. I can't bear to see them wither, or I have some extravagant hopes. It can be the same as before.

Sasuke sat among the flowers, smelling the fragrance of the flowers and the fishy smell of the sea blowing in the distance. This is such a familiar smell, but the familiar person is no longer there.

It's been ten years, and I even forgot what it means to miss and what is not to give up. This kind of feeling has been numb in my heart, and I have no consciousness. No matter what happens in these ten years, it will not make my heart hurt. It's nothing. I can make my heart hurt, you are gone, what else can I hurt?

Cloud...Looking up at a lonely cloud in the blue sky, are you a cloud...

She floated quietly above her head, as the wind gradually drifted away, do you still have to leave in the end, Yun...

It was sunset in a blink of an eye, Sasuke stood up, patted the petals behind him, and left here without any thought.

The clouds in the sky, or the wind, if you change the direction, I can come back, right?

I sat by the water and watched the father and son playing quietly.

"Xiao Nian! Slow down! Be careful!"

"Got it, Mom!" Xiao Nian suddenly smirked and poured a handful of water at me: "Ha!"

"Xiao Nian! You!" I rubbed my eyes, only to see him make an annoying face at me.

"Who told you not to come and play with us!" Xiao Nian splashed water on me again, this time even Xiao Ying also attacked me.

"Come here quickly too!" Xiaoying kept helping the little boy.

I waded through the water, and immediately pushed Xiao Nian into the water: "Little poor boy, wait until you regret it!"

Xiao Ying looked at me helplessly: "You are really serious with your son, there is really nothing I can do about you!"

"It's fun to play!" I completely disregarded my mother's image and fought against Xiao Nian!

After playing for a long time, Xiaoying and I were tired of sitting among the flowers, and Xiao Nian was picking flowers nearby, making a crown according to what he said.

I am satisfied with such a simple scene, but there is someone missing when I say it is happiness. I glanced at Xiaoying beside me. It's not him who always stung me unintentionally in many details and reminded me.

In fact, I have been hurting him invisible all the time, he said, I looked at him, but I didn't look at him, I kissed him, but I was kissing another person, the person reflected in my eyes, he recognized that Not myself.

Whether it was accidentally calling the wrong name at the beginning, or accidentally bringing up different memories, it was hurting Xiaoying, but he never showed the pain in his heart. For him, as long as I was by his side, it was enough, even if it was Distribute his hard-earned love to Xiao Nian who has no blood relationship with him.

I can see that he loves "his" son with all his heart, even if this son's words and deeds reveal his aura and figure, especially those black eyes, he can't fool anyone, he is someone else's My child, but for ten years, he has always loved him and me deeply.

If you want to ask me if I am really happy and happy, I can’t tell. I always feel that the past ten years have been like a dream, and I always feel that I have returned to the original world when I wake up. Whether it's the encounter with Sasuke or the destruction of space, it's all an illusory reflection.

If you ask me if I still miss him, then Xiao Nian's name may explain everything.

Nian is the longing for him, the longing for memories, the longing for the past, the longing for meeting again, the longing for going back to the past, and the only obsession for me to live.

Xiaoying's words caressed my earworms: "It's been ten years."

I smiled and nodded: "Well, ten years."

"Tell me, can Xiao Nian distinguish me from him?" Xiaoying said jokingly.

I chuckled: "Your brain circuit is really different from normal people. How do I know this kind of problem, but I guess I can. Although they look the same, there are still big differences."

"So, even if you give me another 100 years, I won't be able to become him." Xiaoying is still smiling. In the past ten years, the expression he gave me the most is the smile that makes me feel at ease. I have never seen He is sad, he does not have any negative emotions.

"Hey, Xiaoying, are you happy?" I responded to his smile.

Unexpectedly, he asked me back: "What about you?"

I didn't answer, just looked at Xiao Nian quietly.

Xiaoying stroked my head, and couldn't figure out what he meant from the tone of his voice: "Ten years..."