my ex boyfriend is super sweet

The snow in New Jersey is not heavy, and it is not as cold as Ningzhou even in winter, but because of the heavy rainfall, it is always covered with a layer of wet mist in the morning.

On the street in the early morning, a tall and thin figure ran forward with big strides, his two long legs burst out with the youthful breath of a teenager, like a deer running in the forest.

There were few pedestrians on the empty street, it was clear and cold, Jiang Haitang finally slowed down after running for a long time, panting slightly, took off the hood of the hoodie on top of his head, and then walked towards the house.

When Jiang Haitang came in to change his shoes, Tang Zhi seemed to have just gotten up and finished washing, and yawned in a daze, "You wake up so early recently."

Jiang Haitang smiled, "I brought coffee, hamburgers, and hot porridge."

"It would be nice to have a diligent little follower!" Tang Zhi sighed.

"Then you eat first, I'll take a shower." Jiang Haitang put down her things and went to the bathroom.

Recently, Jiang Haitang got up very early, going for a run every day. Once Tang Zhi heard something about Li in the living room, and it was only four o'clock.

Although Jiang Haitang also ran before, he had never been this early, and he didn't go to bed very early at night. Tang Zhi was very puzzled. Could it be because he wanted to become stronger and keep fit?

When the hot water flowed through his body, Jiang Haitang closed his eyes, feeling a sense of relief, as if those traces would disappear as long as he didn't look at it.

Since Jiang Haitang came back, she couldn't sleep well every night. Sometimes she was tired and fell asleep and had nightmares. She dreamed that she was tied to the bed, and a woman's hands kept groping her body. Jiang Haitang was trapped in the dream Waking up with nausea, then throwing up on the toilet in the middle of the night.

Probably stress sequelae, Jiang Haitang knew it, and tried self-relieving, but it didn't work. According to the method found in the book, it didn't work at all. I still dreamed that my hands and feet were handcuffed, and I was lying naked On the bed, there is no dignity, and the room is full of despair. Every time Jiang Haitang wakes up, he feels a desperate suffocation, as if his whole body is frozen.

Jiang Haitang was glad that there was a small bathroom in his bedroom, otherwise Tang Zhi found out in the middle of the night and he didn't know how to tell Tang Zhi.

The hot water flowed over Jiang Haitang's cheeks, Jiang Haitang raised his head, and the suffocation enveloped him.

Turning off the shower head, Jiang Haitang wiped her body casually with a bath towel, even as if she was running away in a hurry, not looking at the traces on her body that were slowly dissipating.

It's as if it really never happened.

Tang Zhi saw Jiang Haitang coming out and said, "Why don't you reheat the burger, it's probably a little cold."

"It's okay." Jiang Haitang stuffed a hamburger into his mouth and took a sip of porridge.

Tang Zhi was drinking coffee while looking at the computer, concentrating on it.

Ever since Douhan found out that Jiang Haitang was going to ask for leave, he was very happy. He was a little worried that Jiang Haitang's school had already started to ask for leave. Very reasonable, just go back and catch up on homework and course papers.

Jiang Haitang was afraid of affecting Douhan's exam, so he said that he would wait until Douhan came back after the final exam and let Douhan study hard first. Douhan nodded repeatedly, "I will definitely study hard and take the exam well."

In fact, Jiang Haitang decided to come back later because he wanted to wait for the traces of his body to disappear before going back. He was afraid that Douhan would be worried, afraid that he would ask himself, Jiang Haitang would not know how to answer.

Dou Han asked Jiang Haitang why he was kidnapped. Jiang Haitang only said that the man was a paranoid with a disease in his heart, and he happened to be very unlucky. Dou Han didn't doubt what he said.

Dou Han also asked Jiang Haitang if he was injured, Jiang Haitang only vaguely said that he was beaten up, and then he was locked up. Dou Han's eyes turned red when he heard this, and tears fell down, his heart ached. .

Jiang Haitang asked Douhan if he had been waiting for a long time that day, and if he was sick because of himself. Douhan wanted to deny it, but the people around him had already sold him out. Douhan was afraid that Jiang Haitang would blame himself, so he said, "It's winter. It's easy to catch a cold and have a fever, it's a trivial matter, it's not like you don't know my physique..."

The traces on his body are one thing, but what makes Jiang Haitang uneasy is that there seems to be something wrong with his body, abnormal, and when he wakes up in the morning, his normal physiological reactions are gone, which makes Jiang Haitang feel panic and fear. At first he thought it was temporary, so he didn't pay much attention to it, but after a few days, Jiang Haitang finally felt something was wrong.

Jiang Haitang still couldn't sleep well every day, had nightmares, and couldn't sleep, so she got up early and went for a run, sweating profusely, and her mind was empty and she didn't think about anything.

This kind of life makes Jiang Haitang feel like wearing heavy shackles, unable to break free, unable to take off, oppressive, dull, suffocating and hopeless.

Until one day, Tang Zhi stayed up late that day, and went to the kitchen refrigerator to find something to eat when he was hungry. When he passed by Jiang Haitang's bedroom, he saw the light in his bedroom was on, and Tang Zhi was taken aback.

Neither he nor Jiang Haitang would lock the door at night, they just closed it, so when Tang Zhi put his hand on the doorknob and turned it, the door opened.

Jiang Haitang's bedroom was not very big, but it was not small either. There was a small bathroom in it. As soon as Tang Zhi opened the door, he saw Jiang Haitang holding the toilet and throwing up.

Tang Zhi hurried over, "What's wrong?" He patted Jiang Haitang on the back lightly.

Jiang Haitang was speechless, her whole face was extremely pale, she was extremely weak, and her mental state was really bad. Jiang Haitang looked up at Tang Zhi and said, "It's okay, I just don't feel well."

"Should I go to the hospital? I see that you look very bad." Tang Zhi was very worried.

"It's okay, it will be fine in a while."

Tang Zhi watched Jiang Haitang drink water and lay down on the bed, and asked him that if he still felt unwell, he must go to the hospital. Don't bother him, Jiang Haitang nodded, with a difficult smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's really fine, don't worry .”

Tang Zhi woke up the next day and saw Jiang Haitang coming back from outside after running. Tang Zhi frowned and said, "If you are not feeling well, you should take a good rest. Don't take it seriously. It's okay to miss a day of running."

"Yeah, I know, you should eat breakfast." Jiang Haitang put down her breakfast, turned around and went to the bathroom.

Even though Jiang Haitang acted calmly, Tang Zhi still found out that Jiang Haitang's complexion seems to be not as good as before. I was so nervous before, and I am familiar with Jiang Haitang in the laboratory, but I just feel that Jiang Haitang's mental state is not as good as before.

Tang Zhi had doubts in his heart, and naturally wanted to find out the reason. Not long after, Tang Zhi found out that Jiang Haitang vomited into the toilet again, which seemed to be more serious than last time.

No matter how smart Tang Zhi is now, he knows it in his heart. It's not accidental, it's probably a regular occurrence, so when Tang Zhi found out that Jiang Haitang vomited again in the middle of the night, he didn't listen to his explanation, and dragged others to go Hospital check.

Jiang Haitang didn't resist. He knew that Tang Zhi would find out sooner or later, so he didn't hide it.

"I know the reason for this, I..." Jiang Haitang explained with difficulty.

Tang Zhi interrupted him, looking very angry, "Since you know why you didn't tell me, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you go to the hospital, did you never see me as a friend?"

Tang Zhi had never lost his temper before. This series of questions made Jiang Haitang dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to realize that Tang Zhi was really angry.

"No, I didn't think so. I just thought that I could get better slowly. I didn't treat you as a friend. It's because I regard you as a very important friend that I don't want to worry you. I really don't have you. It's as serious as you can imagine."

Tang Zhi and Jiang Haitang went to the hospital together, and Jiang Haitang didn't hide anything, and told the doctor everything he could think of, including the physiological reaction.

Tang Zhi was taken aback for a moment, feeling a little uncomfortable, but more worried and nervous.

But the result of the doctor's examination is that Jiang Haitang's body is fine, at least physically, the inability to get an erection should be caused by his heart, and just like what Jiang Haitang thought before, the reason for the nausea and vomiting is also due to post-traumatic stress symptoms .

The doctor prescribed some medicine, and also said some things to pay attention to in daily life, as well as some suggestions that can assist in recovery.

On the way back, Tang Zhi was driving without saying a word. Jiang Haitang thought Tang Zhi was still angry, and comforted him and said, "It's really nothing, so don't be angry. I'll go back tonight Feast."

In fact, Tang Zhi was not angry, he was already angry, all he thought about was how much torture Jiang Haitang suffered to have such sequelae, Tang Zhi only needed to think of the boy he saw when he was helping Jiang Haitang change clothes. body, I feel like a knife is piercing my heart, I want to put the criminal to death, I want to kill her with a single shot.

When Jiang Haitang was cooking, the sleeves of the thin sweater were rolled up very high. Tang Zhi saw the traces left on his wrist at a glance. Tang Zhi felt so sad all of a sudden, it was so uncomfortable, as if he had been flooded asphyxia.

Jiang Haitang didn't tell him the details after being kidnapped, and Tang Zhi didn't dare to ask, and he couldn't ask, because he could guess, because he had clearly seen those hurt marks, and saw Jiang Haitang's wrist. There were deep scratches on his ankles and ankles, as well as a mess of scars on his body, all of which were bruised and purple.

Ever since he came back from the hospital that day, Tang Zhi started to visit Jiang Haitang every night. He was working in the living room, and when he heard the movement in Jiang Haitang's room, he hurried in. Pat him on the back, pour water for him to rinse his mouth, warm his stomach with hot water.

Jiang Haitang is not a fool, no matter how rough he is, he should be aware of it at this time, but Tang Zhi's attitude is open and frank, Jiang Haitang told Tang Zhi that there is no need for him to come over at night, he has a sense of proportion, but Tang Zhi It's rare to say stubbornly that you can't know and ignore it, that's too cold-blooded.

Tang Zhi's body is not made of iron, and the exhaustion of not sleeping well at night made Tang Zhi lack of energy during the day. When Jiang Haitang saw Tang Zhi dozing off on the sofa, he felt sorry for Tang Zhi, but at the same time wanted to Laughing, feeling a little sour in my heart.

"Go to sleep for a while, I'll make dinner and call you."

"Well, I'm going to sleep for a while, you call me when the time comes."