my ex boyfriend is super sweet

Jiang Haitang went to the car early in the morning, and when he returned home, Jiang Yuan cooked a large table of meals, and the two drank a few cups of wine, just like before, and the topics of conversation were still the same, But at this time, he seemed extraordinarily leisurely, perhaps because a corner of a stone in his heart was slowly lowered.

Jiang Haitang looked at Jiang Yuan, and suddenly asked, "Dad, how did you and my mother meet?"

Jiang Haitang seldom talked about his mother to Jiang Yuan. When she was young, her grandma would sometimes complain about Su Zhenni when she saw Jiang Yuan, saying what is the use of finding a beautiful daughter-in-law? He didn't say a word, and after returning home, he said to himself in front of Jiang Haitang, your mother is a very good person, don't listen to your grandma.

There is a photo album in Jiang Haitang’s family, it seems to be very old, this photo album is placed in Jiang Yuan’s bedroom, Jiang Haitang knows, knows that Jiang Yuan often looks through it, knows that Jiang Yuan loves it, knows that it contains Jiang Yuan and Su Zhenni Photos ever taken.

When Jiang Haitang was in junior high school, Jiang Yuan got drunk and didn't want to disturb his son and went to the bedroom by himself. Jiang Haitang poured water after finishing his homework and passed by Jiang Yuan's bedroom, and poured a glass for Jiang Yuan along the way.

The door of Jiang Yuan's bedroom was not closed, and it opened with a slight push. Jiang Haitang was stunned when he saw the scene inside. The photo album seems to be asleep.

Jiang Haitang walked over gently, and on the page of the opened photo album, there was a photo of a girl in a white dress and a young boy standing by the river. In the photo, the two matched each other very well. Laughing, the two long braids hang obediently on the chest, I have to say that it is a very beautiful face, a bit like Jiang Haitang.

Jiang Haitang knew that this was his mother, named Su Zhenni, a very beautiful person. Jiang Haitang didn't remember her impression of this when she was a child, but she vaguely remembered that someone was singing Jiangnan ditties in her ears, with a soft and sweet tone , like Su Zhenni.

Jiang Haitang knew that Jiang Yuan would sometimes look through the photo album alone at night, and sometimes he would mutter something in his mouth, Jiang Haitang knew it, but he didn't know it.

When I was young, I felt that some of the actions of adults were a bit unpredictable, but when I grew up, I realized that some things are really helpless and cannot be solved.

Until now, Jiang Haitang has someone he likes, and thinking of Jiang Yuan's feelings for Su Zhenni, he can also imagine the bitterness in Jiang Yuan's heart.

It's not that Jiang Haitang never mentioned his mother to Jiang Yuan, but it was rare. Jiang Haitang didn't mention Jiang Yuan until Jiang Yuan had a deep affection for his mother. When he was young, he was afraid that he would be sad. Jiang Yuan only asked a few questions about his mother because of the vague name in his mouth. Jiang Yuan always said over and over again, your mother is a very good person, don't blame her, she must have difficulties.

Jiang Haitang once asked the drunk Jiang Yuan why he didn't find it. Jiang Yuan smiled bitterly at that time, he searched but couldn't find it.

When they were young, they fell in love desperately and vigorously. Jiang Yuan didn't even know about Su Zhenni's family background. Su Zhenni never mentioned it. After that, he couldn't even find someone.

China is so big, if someone is lost, where should we find him?

"Dad, how did you and my mother meet?"

As soon as Jiang Haitang's words came out, Jiang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, "Why, are you dating someone?"

Jiang Haitang didn't deny it, took a sip of wine, "Tell me, I want to know."

Jiang Yuan took a sip of his wine, "Let me think about it," Jiang Yuan smiled until the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes piled up, Jiang Haitang felt a little uncomfortable.

"At that time, your mother was very beautiful and bold. Later, she came to me on her own initiative. I was shocked because many people liked her at that time. I didn't expect that she would fall in love with me, a poor boy..." Jiang Yuan said with a face There is a smile on the face.

"Your mother is a very romantic person. She wrote to me at that time, wrote a copy every few days and handed it to me. After a long time, she accumulated a thick stack..."

Jiang Haitang could imagine the scene at that time, the appearance of a beautiful girl smiling brightly and handing a letter full of her thoughts to the boy, which probably couldn't be resisted by many people.

Jiang Yuan was happy that day, drank a lot of wine, and talked about those things with Jiang Haitang, probably in his heart for a long time, and finally found a chance to say it, those dusty past suddenly turned upside down, like It's been the same again.

Jiang Yuan talked about Su Zhenni's beauty, her romance, her boldness and innocence. After so long, even though Su Zhenni left quietly for so many years, what remained in Jiang Yuan's memory was still The most exciting look.

"Do you hate her?" Jiang Haitang remembered asking herself later.

Jiang Yuan shook his head, still smiling.

Later, Jiang Haitang thought of a saying, "Hate is easier to let go than love." Hate can be let go, but love cannot be let go.

At the end of the drink, Jiang Yuan still hadn't forgotten what he said at the beginning, "Are you dating someone?"

Jiang Haitang also drank a lot of wine, and now he couldn't restrain the urge to tell all about him and Douhan, even if Jiang Yuan beat him up, he would admit it.

"En." Jiang Haitang nodded.

Jiang Yuan suddenly became happy, and asked excitedly: "Take it back and have a look, as long as you like it, I'm a good person, I'm fine."

Just as Jiang Haitang was about to speak, Jiang Yuan happily said to himself, "I feel like I'm about to hold a grandson," then turned to look at Jiang Haitang, with genuine anticipation in his eyes, perhaps because of drinking, Jiang Yuan was a little too excited, "If the other party can do it, you can do things after you graduate from college. When the time comes, you will give birth to a big fat boy. If you don't want to take it, I can take it. I can take it while I still have energy. I'm not old and confused, I can still..."

Jiang Yuan has already begun to happily imagine the distant future, but Jiang Haitang feels very uncomfortable.

Jiang Yuan has been very lonely these past few years. In the past, he was still at home, and his father and son could talk. Since he went to university, Jiang Yuan was alone at home. When Jiang Haitang thought of Jiang Yuan coming back from a busy day, the house was empty It was pitch black, and I felt my heart was blocked.

Jiang Yuan is old, with white hair on his head and more wrinkles. He seems to be living a good life, earning money, and his son is promising, but this can't hide that Jiang Yuan is getting more and more lonely.

Jiang Haitang said before that Jiang Yuan looked for a suitable partner and found one, but Jiang Yuan always smiled and said don't worry about him, Jiang Haitang doesn't know how much Su Zhenni occupies in Jiang Yuan's heart , but after so many years, it should be enough, but the state of a person is getting used to it, and it is difficult to find a suitable person to get in with slowly.

He has selfish intentions and hopes that Jiang Yuan can live a happier and more carefree life. After Su Zhenni left, Jiang Yuan put all his energy on Jiang Haitang. His son is his only and biggest support.

But Jiang Haitang will grow up eventually, and when he grows wings, he will always fly out to find his own world. Going to college is just the beginning. After working, he will definitely be farther and farther away from home, and the harder it is to see each other. Jiang Haitang also knows this That's why he was even more worried.

He didn't want Jiang Yuan to stay at home alone, that was his father who gave birth to him and raised him, who was devoted to him.

What Jiang Yuan said made Jiang Haitang uncomfortable, and he didn't know what to do. He knew that if he had a child, Jiang Yuan would definitely be a thousand times better to his child. He doesn't feel alone.

But there is no way, Jiang Yuan wants a grandson, Jiang Haitang has no choice.

Jiang Haitang couldn't say what he wanted to say at first, his father was getting old, he didn't know what to say, what should be said to hurt him the least.

He likes Douhan very much, and wants to spend his whole life with him, but he also wants to treat Jiang Yuan well, to be a son that makes him feel very proud and comforted, and to be filial to him all his life, but how should he do it?

It's like a chemical equation, it looks very simple, but there is no way to balance the two sides.

Jiang Yuan is still here, thinking about his big fat grandson, Jiang Haitang took a sip of wine and said, "Dad, what if the person I'm dating is different from what you imagined?"

Jiang Yuan was confused for a few seconds, "Huh? Different? Why is it different?"

Jiang Haitang gritted her teeth, "It's just different from what you expected, will you..."

Before Jiang Haitang finished speaking, Jiang Yuan smiled and waved his hands, "Hey, your partner is to live with you, not with us, as long as she treats you well, you can live with it, so why not care about us."

Jiang Yuan's words made Jiang Haitang's suppressed thoughts sprout again, maybe Jiang Yuan can really understand, maybe...

"But you also have to choose a suitable person. You can't just look at one side. I know that you young people are all about feeling right. But sometimes, falling in love and living life are two different things. Being able to fall in love may not be able to be together To live, I still need to find someone who can live..." Jiang Yuan felt that he seemed to have nothing to say, after all, his wife ran away.

Jiang Haitang didn't notice Jiang Yuan's slightly changed mood, and said, "What if we don't want children in the future?"

Jiang Yuan was stunned, as if he had never thought about this question, and suddenly he was a little confused and at a loss.

"Don't want a child?" Jiang Yuan repeated, very puzzled, "Why? Doesn't she want it?"

Jiang Haitang looked at the anxious and worried expression on Jiang Yuan's face, and couldn't bear it anymore. She felt that if she tried Jiang Yuan slowly like this, she would show a hangman, making Jiang Yuan sad layer by layer.

Jiang Yuan was anxious, "If you don't want children, what will you do when you get old? Who will take care of you?"

Jiang Haitang once thought of thousands of ways to answer, saying that they can go to a nursing home when they are old, and don't need to worry about other things. When they feel that they are almost alive, they meet and die together.

But at this moment, facing Jiang Yuan, he couldn't tell, no parent didn't love their child, and no parent could accept such irresponsible words from their child.

"Dad, I'm just talking casually." Jiang Haitang tried to comfort Jiang Yuan with a relaxed tone, as if he was really talking casually.

Jiang Yuan looked at Jiang Haitang worriedly, still with lingering fears, and said, "Don't think about it, I'm still waiting to have a grandson."

Jiang Haitang took a sip of wine sadly, not knowing what to say, but felt a tightness and pain in his chest.