my ex boyfriend is super sweet

Douhan stayed at Jiang Haitang's house for a week, and there was a tendency to never come back again. Douhan's parents hurriedly called Douhan.

Douhan responded, saying that she would go home tomorrow, but she didn't show any signs of it in action, she still stayed by Jiang Haitang's side with peace of mind, even ignoring the flower shop.

Dou Mingxie was also worried at first, but later let him go, anyway, his son won't stay when he grows up.

Since the conversation that lasted nearly ten hours that day, Douhan's parents felt pain and swelling in their heads, and it took several days to digest the information they received before they could sort it out.

After sorting it out, I realized that these two people are inseparable.

Falling in love when young is very simple, love is love, pure and passionate, falling in love after growing up becomes very difficult, too much consideration, cautious, even if the love is very good, it cannot be declared.

But from falling in love when I was young to growing up, from Douhan's first love at the age of 16 to now almost 30 years old, in more than ten years, I have only loved one person, and this one.

Laughing for him, crying for him, not thinking about food and sleepless nights for him, suffering from illness and worrying, but in the end I found that I still couldn't forget it, went around, moved for him, wailed for him, and broke my heart for him.

Such a person, what else can separate them.

Douhan is like a child looking at his own toys, occupying Jiang Haitang all the time.

Douhan found a secret small room in the attic of Jiang Haitang's house.

The first time Douhan accidentally stepped into this small room, he cried.

The room was small, on the second floor, with a small window, with a single bed, a desk and a cupboard.

The reason why Douhan cried just by looking at it was because the walls of this house were densely pasted with his photos, the photos they had taken together before, and some were printed out from video clips.

Douhan was lying on the single bed, and on the low ceiling, there were photos of them. It seemed that this time was where the memories stopped, and they all stayed in the best time.

Dou Han could even imagine how Jiang Haitang locked herself in this small room at night and stared at the photos of them in a daze.

There are photo frames on the table, all of which are photos of Dou Han.

Opening the drawer, there was a pile of concert tickets in the drawer. During the five years they were separated, Jay Chou's concert tickets were all in cities near Ningzhou.

Douhan thought of the courier he had received. At that time, he was in a bad state and could not control his emotions. His mother was often with her at home. Once she received a courier, and the recipient was Douhan. It looked like a concert ticket, and Douhan still remembered that she cried all day over the ticket, and Mama Dou tore up the concert ticket, and never heard of such a courier at home.

Douhan looked at so many concerts in the drawer, some even had several performances in the same year, Douhan instantly understood, looking at the tickets, his eyes were red, back then Jiang Haitang wanted to make himself happy, but the tickets never arrived In Douhan's hands.

There is also a peace talisman, a peace talisman that does not fall every year.

Didn't Jiang Haitang not return to China in those years?Didn't you come back?Dou Han couldn't imagine where he went to ask for the peace talisman. Someone went back to China specifically to ask for the peace talisman, but there was no chance to give it away.

Dou Han imagined Jiang Haitang kneeling in front of the Buddha statue and praying piously, crying so hard.

……

There is also a black leather notebook lying quietly at the bottom of the drawer.

There is a password, Douhan enters his birthday, click - unlocked, and the notebook slowly opens.

But Douhan couldn't take it anymore after reading only two pages. This is not a diary, it clearly looks like... a suicide note every day.

In 20XX, on August 8, the weather was light and rainy.

I am alive today.

She stopped for two days. I went to the Taekwondo gym. On the way back, I was stopped by those people. They didn’t dare to move when they saw me taking out the pistol. The new saber that Lao Qi gave me was also very useful. This time I invite Lao Qi to dinner.

I don't know how Xiaohan is doing now, but when I was stabbed today and couldn't get up, I thought, Xiaohan is waiting for me, I can't just die like this, I have to see him.

In 20XX, on August 8, the weather was fine.

I am alive today.

She is here again, she seems to be crazy, hurry up, crazy is the best, I think I am also going crazy, Lao Qi asked me how did I get the knife wound on my arm, I said I met a lunatic, actually I I was going crazy too, I pressed her hand to melt it, she didn't dare to melt me, she would just let me take medicine, and then act like a mad dog.

I miss Xiaohan very much today, I feel that I can't bear it any longer.

In 20XX, on August 9, the weather was fine.

I am alive today.

Lao Qi said that I was sick and needed to see a doctor and take medicine. I also knew I was sick, and I could always see Xiaohan by my side. He said he didn't want me anymore, I was in pain, what should I do.

I haven't seen him, and I can't die yet.

……

In 20XX, on August 11, the weather was fine.

I am alive today.

I can't feel my tongue. Lao Qi said it was too spicy, but I can't taste anything. I can't let Lao Qi know that he is too verbose. It may be because he has taken too much medicine recently.

I'm really dying, what am I going to do, I don't know, I can't do anything well.

……

Douhan hugged the notebook and burst into tears. Jiang Haitang was under so much pressure and pain that he couldn't relieve it, so he could only say in the notebook.

Douhan didn't want to read the words that made one's nerves tense at first glance, and made people feel as if they were suffocating. Douhan didn't want to read it again, but he watched it while wiping away tears as if masturbating himself.

He looked at the pages, and Jiang Haitang's normal speech became manic, abnormal, and easily agitated. He even saw blood marks on the notebook, probably wiped from an injured hand.

He even saw the signal for help, but no one, no one pulled him out of the quagmire, out of the darkness, he could only be alone, from despair and pain, to numbness, to habit, and then to endure, bit by bit dot plan...

Seeing Jiang Haitang say that she was finally liberated, Douhan hugged the book and her eyes were swollen from crying.

This is the same thing recorded in the suicide note, heavy and heavy, which Dou Han never knew about the darkness and despair that Jiang Haitang experienced.

When Douhan went to talk to Qi Xinsheng privately, Qi Xinsheng was puzzled.

Until Douhan said: "Did you forget something that day?"

Qi Xinsheng stared at Douhan, trying to see a flaw in Douhan's eyes, what exactly did he want to know.

It is true that Qi Xinsheng did not finish his words and omitted some of them. At that time, he always carried the medical condition book written by Jiang Haitang's psychiatrist. Miss Xia glanced at the relationship. When Haitang walked away from the gate of hell, he almost couldn't survive, but his words were on the verge of his mouth, so he held back.

He said these things to let Douhan's parents know that Jiang Haitang is far more reliable and remarkable than they imagined, and he is a truly upright and good man.

But the scene at that time...he believed that Douhan's parents would be able to figure it out if they had a little bit of judgment, so he didn't want to talk about it anymore. After all, Jiang Haitang's schizophrenia was not a good thing in the open. He couldn't bear it if these stimulated old people had high blood pressure, after all, Jiang Yuan was still sitting next to him.

When he sent Tang Zhi back to the hotel that day, Tang Zhi asked him why he didn't say that when Jiang Haitang escaped from the ghost gate, Qi Xinsheng smoked a cigarette and looked at Tang Zhi with a naughty smile, "Mr. Tang, didn't you say that?" Did Haitang almost die when she escaped from marriage?"

Tang Zhi looked at him for a few seconds, and both of them laughed.

There are some things that should be reserved, so there must be a need to reserve, we can’t finish it all at once, it’s enough to stop, and Jiang Yuan is about to collapse, if we continue talking, I’m afraid something will go wrong.

But Qi Xinsheng didn't expect Douhan to ask him.

Qi Xinsheng took a cigarette out, didn't light it, and played it over and over in his hand, and said after a while: "It's better not to know about some things, and it's better to live steadily, what do you think?"

Douhan looked at him and said, "But I want to know, I want to know everything about him."

"Then you can ask Haitang yourself." Qi Xinsheng said lightly.

Douhan said, "He won't tell me the real situation."

"Why didn't he tell you, have you thought about it?" Qi Xinsheng looked directly at him.

Douhan was taken aback.

Qi Xinsheng said calmly: "Sometimes, cleverness is mistaken by cleverness, why not be a little confused."

"What Haitang wanted was never your sympathy, nor your pity. The reason why Mr. Tang and I told the truth was because you misunderstood him, so we want to clarify. Now that we have clarified, it will be fine. , it's over."

"You love him, he loves you, that's enough. You know what will happen to those things? What if you don't know what will happen? Don't you love? Don't you?"

Dou Han was stunned, he was obsessed with the past these days, he always felt that Jiang Haitang had been wronged, and repeatedly thinking about what Tang Zhi and Qi Xinsheng had said, instead made himself lost.

Yeah, the past is all over after all, as long as they are together now and will still be together in the future, that's enough.

Why should we be stuck in the past? People should look forward.

"Thank you." Douhan said.

"You're welcome." Qi Xinsheng said.

When Douhan was about to leave, Qi Xinsheng stopped him.

Douhan: "?"

Qi Xinsheng took out his mobile phone, "I need your help with something."

Douhan quickly nodded, "Say it."

Qi Xinsheng opened the photo album, "Help call this person out, I have something to tell him."

Douhan looked surprised and confused, "Huh?"

Qi Xinsheng raised his eyebrows, "I misunderstood him." He patted Douhan on the shoulder, "Thank you very much."

When Tang Zhi was about to leave, Jiang Haitang specially came to see him off.

"Are you considering developing domestically in the future?" Jiang Haitang asked.

Tang Zhi thought for a while, "Well, yes, I will probably be back after the Chinese New Year."

"You are very welcome. Shall we go to X University?" Jiang Haitang was very happy, "We can meet each other often in the future."

Tang Zhi shook his head and said with a smile, "S is big."

Jiang Haitang was taken aback, "S big?"

Tang Zhi smiled and nodded.

Jiang Haitang suddenly seemed to understand something, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "How is Mr. Yue?"

"He's fine. He's going to go soon..." Tang Zhi replied casually, looking up and seeing Jiang Haitang's malicious smile, he suddenly understood something, and felt a little uncomfortable.

"Say hello to Mr. Xianyue. I will visit him in person some other day. Thank you for saving his life." Jiang Haitang said with a smile.

Tang Zhi muttered, "Not serious, what does he have to do with me..."

Jiang Haitang smiled, thinking that Tang Zhi was still the same as before, pure, innocent, a little...cute, well, if Mr. Yue knew how he described Tang Zhi, he would probably be jealous.

Jiang Haitang opened his arms and hugged Tang Zhi. This was probably the last time he did such a thing, "Tang Zhi, thank you."

Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment, Jiang Haitang usually called him teacher, or Brother Tang, but never called him by his name.

Jiang Haitang looked at Tang Zhi, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, smiling, and his eyes were deep.

"Thank you." Jiang Haitang said again.

Suddenly, Tang Zhi suddenly remembered the first time he saw Jiang Haitang.

That young and sunny boy has really turned into a mature man,

Tang Zhi boarded the plane in a daze, Jiang Haitang kept looking up and didn't leave until the plane took off.

Tang Zhi didn't realize it until he was sitting on the plane. It turned out that Jiang Haitang probably knew about it all those years ago, and knew what he was thinking.

Tang Zhi smiled. What Yue Husheng said was right. He was really not good at dealing with such things. Back then, he harbored a little ignorant affection and didn't want others to know, but he couldn't hide it well, so he was discovered.