my ex boyfriend is super sweet

Douhan is really sick, and he can't afford to be sick.

When Wu Tao saw Dou Han, he almost scolded his mother, wishing to cut Jiang Haitang into pieces, his eyes turned red while holding Dou Han, "I'll kill that idiot!"

Dou Han was so skinny that he was almost out of shape, hanging empty on his body, looking pale and weak, but when he saw Wu Tao, he tugged at the corners of his mouth and laughed so hard that Wu Tao wiped his tears.

"I want to look like this! Tell me sooner, I'll come to see you sooner." Wu Tao said with red eyes, his mouth was tough, and he was suffocating in sadness.

Dou Han chuckled, her little tiger teeth looming, "Yes, I miss you."

Wu Tao hugged Douhan, touched the protruding bone on his back, and wanted to curse again.

"Sick ass! It's so ugly." With a look of distaste on his mouth, he took out the latest game console from his bag and threw it to him, "For you, my favorite model."

"Thank you, Brother Tao." Douhan knew that Wu Tao was using this to relieve his boredom.

"Kneel down."

Dou Han had a very vague impression of how that year passed, as if he had been deliberately forgotten.

He took a lot of pills for food, but his body became thinner and thinner. The side effects of the medicine made him extremely uncomfortable. It fell down with a patter, which made Mama Bean panic.

My body became weaker and weaker. Sometimes I fell asleep for a whole day after taking the medicine, but sometimes I couldn’t sleep for the whole night.

As long as he thinks of Jiang Haitang, it's like suffocating. This person is married, he is married, he has left himself, and he is no longer wanted.

Douhan dreamed that Jiang Haitang held a girl's hand and said I would, dreamed of various scenes, dreamed that Jiang Haitang no longer belonged to her, and woke up with wet and sticky patches on her face.

From the beginning of his love when he was young, he only liked this one person. In five or six years, his liking became heavy and carved into his bones. In his life, he had already turned into a heel and rib, but one day, he had to cut it off abruptly. This heel bone was in such a heart-rending pain that his whole body trembled from the pain, which was unbearable.

He was lying in a pool of blood, breathing weakly, confused and didn't know what to do, only severe pain.

Sometimes I even wonder if it would be better to die, but I still miss him, like him and feel pain when I am alive.

How can I forget him if I die?

When Douhan was in the worst condition, he unconsciously scratched his arms with nail clippers, and when he found out that there was a piece of pink water in the bathtub, Douhan soaked in it blankly.

Mama Dou burst into tears on the spot, and Dou Han was dumbfounded, unable to understand at all, unable to feel the emotions of the people around her.

Mother Dou wanted to shove the crabapple tree downstairs angrily, but Dou Han let out a hoarse scream.

The sky is falling.

Many years later, Wu Tao recalled that at that time, if someone asked him if there was any love in this world that could only be had by one person, Wu Tao would say yes without hesitation.

One time, a little girl in Wu Tao's company wanted to jump off the building because she broke up with her boyfriend. Wu Tao coaxed her down. Many people didn't know how to coax her down, but that girl missed Wu Tao's life all her life.

The girl was rescued, but Wu Tao heard many people whispering behind their backs.

Many people think it's unbelievable that someone is crazy about love, abuses himself because of love, or commits suicide because of love. As for it?

Will laugh at those people, think they are stupid, isn't it just a breakup, isn't it just that you don't like it?Wouldn't there be no partner?

They don't understand, think these people are hypocritical, feel that they make a fuss out of a molehill, live too selfless, and feel sad for them.

But shouldn't it be those people who have never even experienced the unforgettable feelings that are really sad?

Why are these people ridiculed, why are these people ridiculed.

This is ignorance, and it is not worth showing off at all. You may not have the ability to empathize, and you may not be able to empathize with yourself, but it does not mean that you can use ignorance as an excuse to judge others' right and wrong.

It was because Wu Tao had witnessed everything that Dou Han had experienced back then that he realized that feeling is not a casual thing.

How Douhan survived those days, no one knows better than Wu Tao.

It's hard for you to imagine that a beautiful teenager who was once so sunny and lively will become depressed and skinny. How can such a person suffer from depression, anorexia, anxiety...

how can that be possible.

A psychiatrist intervened. Douhan had never suffered any setbacks before, but Jiang Haitang was too important to him. He was hit hard and stimulated. This is not unusual at all.

The sun draws from the Tropic of Cancer to the Tropic of Capricorn, spring goes to winter, everything, from vitality to decay.

Douhan finally came out of the heavy shell and smiled again at the world.

Back at school, it has been a year since Douhan was wearing a baseball cap, a hooded sweater and jeans, looking fresh and refreshed. When Sun Li and Tan Yang saw Douhan, they hugged him vigorously

"I miss us so much!"

Douhan twitched the corners of his mouth and gave them a shallow smile, "I'm back."

It seemed that after going through the cold winter and finally returning to the warm sun again, Douhan was still the same Douhan, and it seemed that he was no longer the same Douhan as before.

Jiang Haitang and Tang Zhi returned to Princeton, and Xia Xueli followed.

This messy and vigorous farce seemed to come to an abrupt end, disappearing into the river embankment that summer.

Two years later, Douhan graduated and returned to Ningzhou to open a flower shop. He became the small owner of the flower shop and had two apprentices, Da Hua and Xiao Hua.

Douhan felt that he was not particularly aspiring to make a big career. In addition, his parents spoiled him since he was a child, so Douhan felt that it would be good to live a healthy and safe life. He likes flowers. The little boss of a flower shop quite satisfied him.

Dou Han and Zhou Jun have always been in touch. Sometimes Zhou Jun would come to visit him in the name of a business trip during the holidays. When Dou Han graduated, Zhou Jun always wanted Dou Han to stay in school and continue his studies. Dou Han He smiled and refused.

When Douhan returned to school again, Zhou Jun often came to see him, and he was always inseparable. After Douhan returned to school, his temper changed a little, probably because he had experienced life and death, and wandered before the gate of hell once. It also seems to be a little cloudy and breezy.

Tan Yang once watched Douhan smoke with ease, feeling like a male model in a pornographic magazine. Li felt that Douhan had matured a lot, and it was hard to say whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.

Wu Tao liked the changes in Dou Han, and took Dou Han to the bar, hoping that Dou Han's boring and well-behaved life would be enriched.

But ever since Douhan was stopped by a drunk man in the bar and went crazy, Wu Tao never took him there again, no matter what he said, he would not let him go. Douhan smiled and said that he is not a glass person. It won't break.

Wu Tao couldn't describe that feeling, as if a person doesn't care about anything anymore, that kind of appearance is not suitable for Douhan, it shouldn't be, Douhan should be that clear Douhan.

The light from the bar shone on Dou Han's face, making it look extremely unreal, like the flow of ethereal light and shadow.

Wu Tao felt that Dou Han's heart was empty.

In the past two years, Wu Tao had a girlfriend, Tong Le, who happened to be a suitable blind date arranged by the family during Dou Han's illness.

Originally, Wu Tao was very annoyed by such things as blind date, but at that time, because of thinking about Douhan, he was very irritable, but he couldn't refuse. He is not a child, and he has to learn to think about the consideration of adults.

But I didn't expect Ms. Tong Le to be so different from ordinary girls. She took a slanted sword, and Wu Tao was confused when she came up, and she was caught off guard.

Wu Tao found it incredible and interesting.

After coming and going, the two seem to be quite satisfied with each other, and they can't find anyone else who is more suitable for the time being. Instead of worrying about the elders, it is better to give them an explanation and just get along like this, saving trouble.

It is said that Ms. Tong Le is bold and careful. When Wu Tao took her to see Dou Han, Wu Tao only said that Dou Han was not feeling well, and euphemistically told Ms. Tong Le to pay attention to her words and deeds. As a result, Ms. Tong Le saw Dou Han , his eyes flashed, and his mother's love flooded in an instant.

It was only then that Wu Tao knew that Ms. Tong Le had been hiding her secrets, "I always thought your main business was playing mahjong, playing disco, and shopping with little sisters."

As a result, whoever thought it was a psychiatrist.

Ms. Tong Le smiled happily, and sat on the sofa to paint her toenails, "Yes, you are right."

Wu Tao and Tong Le never demanded too much from each other, nor did they control each other. On the contrary, they got along very happily and relaxedly. People are not considered dudes, and they still have their own serious jobs.

Ms. Tong Le likes Douhan, saying that Douhan has a face that makes people want to get close and love, it is a magic weapon to heal the soul. Wu Tao once thought that Ms. Tong Le wanted to harm Douhan, and seriously warned that Douhan would not I like women, and as you can imagine, she got a big roll of eyes from Ms. Tong Le.

Dou Han and Tong Le hit it off very well, perhaps because Tong Le is a psychiatrist, the first time Wu Tao turned down his face and begged for help was because of Dou Han, and the person he begged for was Tong Le.

Tong Le took Dou Han to the orphanage to see the children. The two of them watched musicals, art exhibitions, and karaoke together. They didn’t bring Wu Tao. Sitting in the concert hall for two or three hours, he would rather play billiards and talk business with people.

After Douhan flowered the shop, Ms. Tong Le became a regular customer. She would come to the flower shop every now and then, and then ask Douhan to go shopping together. Douhan's aesthetic vision fits Ms. Tong Le very well. Ms. Tong Le seemed to have found a treasure, and she was very happy.

Wu Tao also often came to the flower shop, bickering and joking with Douhan, and his behavior was very intriguing, making Dahua and Erhua think that there was ambiguity between the two, but it turned out that Wu Tao and Tong Le were a couple. The reason why Douhan and Tong Le were not considered to be a couple from the beginning is probably the reason for the aura.

"Little Douzi, brother came back this time and brought you a mysterious gift!" Wu Tao shouted as soon as he entered the flower shop.

"Brother Tao is so proud of the spring breeze!" Douhan said with a smile.