stop!This is your junior brother!

Luo Shu saw Yue Lian stunned in place.

Yue Lian only felt that his head had turned into a ball of paste.

Why did he suddenly not understand Xiao Luo's words?What is my father coming?Did Xiao Luo not beat him out?No, the one who just went in is clearly a good-looking big brother... Could it be that he is my father?But……

Yue Lian looked at Luo Shu blankly, Luo Shu sighed, touched his head, and said softly: "Xiao Lian, the father in the house you are in now is not your real father, your real father is the one in the house." That man, he's come looking for you."

what?

Rao Yue Lian was young and mature, but she was also stunned by this incident.

"I am the mother and, and his child?"

Luo Shu knew what Yue Lian wanted to express, so he shook his head and said, "Your mother in that family is not your mother either, it should be... relatives." Luo Shu said these two words, and suddenly felt nauseous.

Yue Lian's eyes were still blank.

He is very smart and has a quick comprehension ability. He believes that Luo Shu is not lying to him, so what he is at a loss is only the four years in his memory.

No matter how precocious she is, she longs for the warmth of her parents. Seeing her brother being treated tenderly is not unenviable. Even her sister who is always beaten and scolded will drink a bowl of egg water when she is sick.He thought it was because he was not good. He thought that as long as he was good, worked hard, made money, and took good care of his parents and brothers, one day his parents would touch his head like they would treat his younger brother and say pity with a smile. great.

But now someone tells him that the parents he thinks are not his parents, that the home he thinks has no place for him from the beginning to the end, that what he thinks is all wrong, that those hardships are not tempering, but because of He is not a child of his family, so he deserves to be treated like a cow.

So, what is the purpose of his pain and forbearance all these years?

Luo Shu felt sour in his heart.

He hugged Yue Lian, and the exercises he practiced made his empathy so strong that his heart curled up into a ball.

He is like this, how sad Yue Lian is.

He resentfully made an account for Xue Muzhi in his heart.

"Xiao Lian," Luo Shu patted Yue Lian on the shoulder, Yue Lian's peach blossom eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, "Would you like to take a look?"

Look?What are you looking at?

Yue Lian's eyes gradually focused.

Yes, his biological father came to him.

Want to see it?That young man was his father?What kind of person is he?

Yue Lian was upset, but the choice was already obvious.

Even if you have concerns in your heart, it is your wish after all.

What child doesn't yearn for the love and approval of his parents?

Luo Shu saw his thoughts, put his hand in front of him and waited for him quietly, until Yue Lian slowly but firmly put her little hand on Luo Shu's.

……

"Xiaogui..." Xue Muzhi subconsciously took two steps towards Yue Lian, then cramped in place as if remembering something, touched her body in a panic, and took out a small white spider.

Yue Lian's hand tightly held Luo Shu's, making Luo Shu lose the idea of ​​letting the two of them get along alone.

Even if he was a loving father and filial son four years ago, he is just a stranger now.

stranger?

Luo Shu looked at Yue Lian, and something suddenly crossed his mind.

Xue Muzhi squatted on the ground, looking at Yue Lian's eyes, "Xiaogui, I'm Daddy." His voice was a little trembling, but he was firm. He put the little spider on his hand and said softly: "This, it was the father who was born in the past." The three-year-old gift that Daddy prepared for you, now give you... ok?"

A small white spider that is the same as Xue Muzhi's natal Gu, but its body is a bit smaller.

It is exactly the same as the straw weaving of that day.

Yue Lian opened her eyes wide.

He subconsciously looked at Luo Shu, and Luo Shu touched his head.

Yue Lian looked at Xue Muzhi again, and Xue Muzhi's hands hidden under his sleeves trembled slightly, as if accepting a trial.

Yue Lian raised her head and asked, "Are you my father?"

Xue Muzhi wanted to speak, but found that his throat was dry and unable to speak, so he nodded vigorously.

Yue Lian asked, "Why didn't I live with you?"

Xue Muzhi knew that he was not blaming, but just questioning, but he still felt as if his heart had been bitten by a Gu, it was painful and itchy, he slowly talked about what happened that day, his voice was hoarse, Luo Shu handed over a pot of water, Xue Mu While Zhi was talking, he subconsciously drank the whole pot without using a teacup.

Yue Lian lowered her eyes, the corners of her eyes were slightly red.

Luo Shu held Yue Lian's hand tightly with some worry.

Do you have to accept the fact that your mother has passed away just after meeting your own father?

Yue Lian was silent for a while, Xue Muzhi's hand was still outstretched, holding the little white spider firmly on it, lying obediently on his fingertips.

Yue Lian asked again: "Have you looked for me in these four years?"

Xue Muzhi nodded seriously, her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

Why didn't you find it?Going up to Qiongbi and down to the underworld, his Xuejiao disciples traveled all over the country, is it just to find Gu that can be refined?

But the world is so big, how can it be completed in just four years.

Xue Muzhi thought, why didn't he work harder, work harder, and sleep in the open, even if it's only for a while, to get him back earlier.

Yue Lian slowly stretched out her hand, Xue Muzhi held her breath——

Slowly, slowly, he took the little spider.

It's like a ritual.

He smiled and looked at Xue Muzhi.

"Then from today onwards, I will be Xueyuegui."

Xue Muzhi's hands trembled, and he hugged him suddenly.

"Xiaogui."

There was a chill on the neck, and tears soaked the collar.

He didn't cry when he saw his A Zhi's body, he didn't cry when he found out that Xiaogui was gone, he didn't cry when he was running hard all the way.

He lost his and A Zhi's child, and he had no face to cry.

Until this time, after all, I couldn't bear it anymore, after four years of tears.

Xue Yuegui hugged her back tentatively, tightening and tightening little by little, until she completely retracted herself into Xue Muzhi's embrace.

He has a father that hurts.

He smiled and looked up, but couldn't hold back his tears after all.

"father……"

***

"Host, it's time to sleep."

After making the bed in [-], he found that the person who had just soaked his feet was still in a daze, and the water was completely cold.

It's just the effort to make a plate of pastries, and if you don't see it, you will catch yourself a cold.

[-] frowned, grabbed Luo Shu's ankle and raised it.

"Ah! Xiao, Xiaoba..." Luo Shu was startled, and retracted his feet in embarrassment. [-] frowned and did not let go. His movements were gentle but could not be resisted. Luo Shu curled up guiltily. Curl your toes.

"Host, according to the time, you are going to undergo body transformation again. It is better to pay attention to it." [-] took a dry towel and wrapped Luo Shu's feet, the body temperature rose, and a burst of warmth flowed from the feet all the way. Rongrong, all the fatigue disappeared, and the depression in my heart suddenly dissipated.

Luo Shu let out a long and comfortable breath, feeling drowsy for a while, and suddenly realized that it was indeed time for him to go to sleep.

In [-], seeing Luo Shu squinting his eyes and nestling in the chair, like a cat that had been scratched, all the anger in his heart turned into a long sigh.

"You..."

He took the slipper and put it on Luo Shu, and picked up the other one.

Luo Shu is very white, his feet are like crystal white jade, the blue blood vessels under the skin lie down obediently, his toes are round, his nails are like shellfish, perhaps after staying in cold water for a long time, his toes are slightly pink, and the insteps are still hanging. dripping water.

Cold and cold.

[-] sighed again, wrapped his warm, even slightly hot palms with a towel, blotted up all the water, looked at Luo Shu lazily about to fall asleep, [-] was very angry again It was funny again, when I slid my fingertips across the soles of Luo Shu's feet, I saw Luo Shu jumping up like a cat with its hair blown up, only a few protesting grunts were heard.

Under Luo Shu's accusing eyes, [-] poured out the water without any guilt, came back to wash his hands, took out a plate of sliced ​​honeydew melon from the space, forked a piece and brought it to Luo Shu's mouth.Luo Shu subconsciously opened his mouth to answer, and was squinted with sweetness and happiness.

Seeing the big cat's fur being smoothed, [-] smiled, "Host, go to sleep after eating."

After washing, Luo Shu tucked into the quilt. The weather has been extremely hot for the past two days, but it has become cooler, especially since it rained a lot today, it is already a bit cold in unlined clothes at night.

[-] tucked Luo Shu's quilt up, and extinguished the candle with one palm. After Luo Shu said good night, [-] didn't leave.

Luo Shu saw [-]'s eyes reflecting the moonlight outside the window.

[-] asked: "Is there anything on the host's mind today?"

Luo Shu froze for a moment, smiled, and then gradually became bitter, "It's what happened to Xiao Muzhi today, which makes me feel a little uncomfortable."

[-]'s eyes could see clearly even in the dark. When he saw Luo Shu's smile disappear and his eyes were a little empty, his heart throbbed with pain.

Luoshu's exercises made him extremely sensitive to other people's emotions, and correspondingly, he has a strong ability to empathize.

I'm afraid it's very uncomfortable.

"Little Ba, how unfair do you say this is to separate lovers forever, and to entangle resentful couples for life."

[-] didn't know how to comfort him, because he still couldn't tell the difference between love and lust, and all kinds of things from the past intertwined and collided in his mind, and the doubts in his heart made him ask: "Master, what is love? "

"Is it the desire to possess? Or the desire to contribute? How should it be defined?"

Luo Shu was at a loss for a moment.

How to answer?

"Zhou Ling said that she loves Long Tao, but has been hurting those around him. Ran Cang said that she admired Ning Heng, but Ning Heng hated him for half his life. Lei Shicang liked Shao Zhan, but chose to guard him silently. Is it all love? Why are the expressions so different?"

[-] looked at Luo Shu with shining eyes.

He is waiting for his answer.

Luo Shu thought seriously, he always felt that love should go with the flow, and he was a little at a loss when asked the specific meaning for the first time.

What exactly is love?

Luo Shu finally sighed, smiled wryly and shook his head.

He said: "Probably everyone's definition is different." After a pause, he continued, "But if I have someone I like, he must die before me."

"The one left behind is too bitter."

Will it be bitter?

[-] looked at Luo Shu in a daze.

He has experienced many worlds, seen many separations and reunions, and experienced many separations. It should be a very common thing.

He imagined that if one day Luo Shu's lifespan ends, he turns into dust, and leaves himself, or returns to the headquarters, or binds the next host...

My heart suddenly felt like it had been stabbed out.

It hurts.

If one day he leaves him forever and never sees him again, then the snacks and desserts he subconsciously bought will be meaningless, no one will taste the cooking skills and desserts he has learned, and no one will taste the scenery he wants to share with him Same reward.

The bed in the room is always cold, the rice porridge cooked in the early morning can only be kept cold, the room is full of fragrance when he boils the chicken soup, and no one will secretly taste it, and he never needs to light candles in his room at night. You need to prepare towels to prevent someone from soaking their feet until they get cold again. No one buries themselves in the quilt and says goodnight to a system seriously.

He just sits alone until dawn.

He can only sit alone until dawn.

"Xiaoba, you, what's wrong with you?"

Luo Shu sat up all of a sudden, just now he suddenly felt Xiao Ba's extremely strong emotions, it was suffocating sadness, and it dyed the entire sea of ​​consciousness into a dark blue.

[-] looked at Luo Shu in a daze, and it took all his strength to restrain his urge to hug him.

He asked, "Would you be sad if someone you loved died?"

Luo Shu stopped confirming [-]'s physical condition, and nodded seriously, "Yes, I will be very sad, very sad, as sad as dying."

Is it like dying?

In [-], recalling the turbulent data flow just now, it felt like being formatted, that was pain.

That is very sad, very sad, as sad as death.

That is the feeling for Luo Shu.

Love to the point of death.

suddenly see the light.

Luo Shu worriedly confirmed: "Xiaoba, are you okay? Are you really okay?"

[-] smiled and shook his head, "Host, I'm fine, but I might have to upgrade."

"Ah? Hey... I'm scared to death. What kind of crap is your upgrade system? If you want to upgrade, you have to torture yourself for a while." Luo Shu relaxed his mind and complained wildly about the main system of [-]. .

[-] comforted Luo Shu with a smile, finally watched him fall asleep, stroked his head, and walked out of the room.

He stood there until dawn broke and his body was covered with morning dew.

"Little Ba? You're here." Luo Shu hurriedly pushed open the door, and when he saw [-], he breathed a sigh of relief.

[-] woke up from the mysterious and mysterious realm, turned around and saw Luo Shu, smiling like a bright moon in his arms, and the spring breeze broke the ice.

"Host, I have successfully upgraded, please give me a name."