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06

One day, Lu Chenglin and his uncle Gu Wuji were playing chess together, and the two chatted about the past somehow.

Holding sunspots in her hand, Lu Chenglin raised her eyelids, her tone was faintly curious: "Uncle, why did I hear from my father that he and my father fell in love at first sight?"

While drinking, Gu Wuji slacked off, mercilessly dismantling Lu Yushan's mask in front of Lu Chenglin: "That's what he told you? Fuck the fuck."

Lu Chenglin smiled and said: "Uncle, why don't you tell me how they know each other? I always feel that they don't seem like friends who can get along very well. It is impossible for them to be in love for a long time. And With Dad's appearance and character, there are probably not a few men and women who chase him, so why did you find your father?"

Gu Wuji thought about it, but he really didn't know how the two met. He was just a bystander, and he didn't protect his brother from the beginning. Otherwise, how could Lu Yushan take advantage of it?

"I'm not here, so it's hard to say, but later Lu Yushan broke up with your father for a while, and spent that time with another person."

"White is feasible?"

"How do you know?" Gu Wuji was surprised.

Lu Chenglin let out an 'oh' and said calmly: "Two days ago, my father suddenly remembered this person and said that Bai Kexing gave him a letter at the time. It was lost, unfortunately."

Fourth Master Gu's hand paused, and said casually: "I know what he wrote in the letter."

"Huh?" Lu Chenglin said unexpectedly, "But Dad said he didn't let anyone see it at the time."

"Don't care about those details." Fourth Master Gu said coldly, "I think that in many cases, it's just fate playing tricks on people. For example, if my brother read that letter, he might not get together with Lu Yushan. Look at my brother. It's calm, but actually it's soft-hearted... Besides, Baixing is developing well in Hong Kong now, although he may not be as good as Lu Yushan, but he is always in a much better state than the two idiots at the beginning."

Lu Chenglin was fascinated by the stories of the older generation: "Does Uncle Bai like Dad very much?"

"More than just liking it." After Gu Wuji finished speaking, he warned Lu Chenglin, "But I know the content of the letter. You'd better not tell your father. If you miss it, you miss it. There's no need to worry about it."

"Okay." Lu Chenglin nodded, but in the evening, she turned around and told her father about it.

At that time, my father was sitting in the huge study room decorated in English style and reading various English documents. When he saw Lu Chenglin, he nodded without raising his eyelids for a moment. , Well educated.

"What's the matter?" Lu Yushan's voice was calm and indifferent, and he put on two faces in front of his lover and son, one humorous and considerate, the other harsh and serious.

Young Master Lu reported: "Today my son chatted with his uncle, and he talked about Uncle Bai's letter that father and father had quarreled a few days ago. Uncle said he had read that letter."

"Oh."

"Father?"

"Is there anything else?"

Young Master Lu always admired and feared Lu Yushan, so he immediately shook his head, turned around and left the study without saying a word, closing the door behind him.

In the study, Boss Lu looked at the English characters on the contract paper with cold eyes, and his eyes slowly drifted away, as if going back in time, he saw the blurred Chinese characters mixed with tears, and when he left the Lu mansion, he deliberately led Gu Jia to forget The letter, but I hid it myself, and finally found a time to burn the letter...

Lu Yushan suddenly chuckled, he was still a little bit impatient when he was young.

But the ancients knew how to cut grass and roots, or burn it, but who knows when someone will meddle in other people's business and return the letter to Gu Jia. Gu Jia's damn soft heart is always too much for others. There are not many of them, so it is better to burn them.

07

In the United States, there is Christmas in winter, but Lu Chenglin's family does not live there, but they celebrate Spring Festival.

Every year during the Spring Festival, Lu Chenglin would see that the home was pasted with blessing characters, which was incompatible with the European-style decoration at home, but it did have a different kind of joy.

He had a classmate named Wei Duo who came to the house once as a guest, and Lu Chenglin let Wei Duo, who had a pockmarked face, to visit the curtains on various door frames. When Mr. Gu came back from the photo studio, he stood there in a daze and kept attacking Lu Chenglin with his arms, saying, "Oh my God! Who is that? Oriental beauty!"

Lu Chenglin restrained her temper in displeasure, and said, "That's my dad, show some respect."

"I remember you said that you have two fathers. This should be the one below?" Vido, like everyone else, doesn't know much about the same group, and even has prejudices. He thinks that the one below Humans are as low in status as women, and Lu Chenglin seldom talks about family affairs, so Wei Duo is not mentally prepared, completely unaware that this classmate Lu inherited from his father's absolute desire to protect Mr. No one should show the slightest bit of contempt for Gu Jia!

Lu Chenglin's eyes immediately turned cold, but she didn't attack on the spot. After talking with Wei Duo and Gu Jia for a while, she drank afternoon tea normally, and it was normal to send Wei Duo away in the end. The only abnormal thing was sending Wei Duo The car that Duo went home did not drive to Wei Duo's home, but went to a remote pier...

Later, the bored Mr. Gu suddenly remembered that his son hadn't brought his classmates back for a long time, so he took the initiative to ask Wei Duo, who came to play last time.

Young Master Lu showed regret: "Vido had an accident, his tongue was broken, and he has dropped out of school for a long time."

Mr. Gu let out an 'ah', and said distressedly to his son, "Poor boy, you will have better friends in the future, don't be sad."

Young Master Lu nodded, and said with a cute and sensible smile, "Okay."

08

Later, Young Master Lu took over most of Boss Lu's property business, and the two fathers traveled all over the world. About two years later, Mr. Gu's health was not as good as before, and he was bedridden for a long time. Outbursts, vomiting after eating, loss of appetite, and becoming thinner visible to the naked eye. Uncle and father have been seeking famous doctors but there is no solution.

After this incident, Lu Chenglin realized that her father's life was not good in the past. When she was a child, she had a major operation to disembowel her stomach, and her uncle was taken out of her stomach. The two people who should not have survived survived. But because I didn’t have any food to eat, my stomach was so hungry, it’s no wonder that I always eat very carefully and picky afterwards. It’s not that I don’t like to eat, but that I can’t eat freely.

Lu Chenglin also learned that her father had given birth before, no wonder the place was quite different from normal men, wearing thin clothes, it was easy to stand out, very eye-catching.

He also knew that his father had an old gunshot wound on his leg. It was a place where a traitor beat him. Later, the traitor died so badly that he was blown to nothing. It was his uncle who avenged his father.Uncle avenged his father a lot, including Uncle Bai's elder brother. That brother seemed to be given dumb medicine by his uncle because of his cheap mouth, and sent him to such a romantic place to do skin and meat business.

My father has always had hemophilia, which has not been cured. He will bleed spontaneously when he is severely frightened. He is a glass man, and he can't jump or go crazy. When he was young, his father loved to play and wanted to play everywhere. Go, I dare to go anywhere, but unfortunately, when I traveled with my father, I just took a look at the scenery, surrounded by a bunch of bodyguards.

Dad seldom cried, but the physical pain made him more and more unbearable, so he would occasionally lie in his father's arms and sob, coquettishly saying how painful it was. At this time, his father would feel a little helpless.Young Master Lu believes that for a person as strong as his father, the most fearful thing in this life is that his father will cry. The powerlessness of wanting to replace him with his body will almost destroy this powerful man. His father's hair turned gray overnight , is obviously a mature man in his forties. There is an old Chinese saying that a man has 41 flowers. Unfortunately, his father failed to spend them. For some reason, his memory is getting worse and worse, so that Lu Chenglin even found out that his father does not know her one day!

Lu Chenglin found an expert for her father. The expert diagnosed it as a disease called Alzheimer's. The patient will gradually lose the ability to take care of himself, lose memory, and eventually lose the ability to act, lose direction, and lose the ability to communicate with others, becoming a disabled person. .

The reason for this disease is not clear to the experts. They only say that it may be due to excessive use of the brain and overthinking, or it may be hereditary, and this disease cannot be cured.

When her father found out that he had this disease, he didn't react much and was very rational. He was always crazy about his father's affairs, so Lu Chenglin could only see his father's calm face and thinking about planning for the future.

His father also said to him: "Don't tell your father."

09

Lu Chenglin thought to herself, if you don't tell, Dad will find out, Dad is very careful, weak but not stupid, it's the father who is stupid.

But who knows, although my father has gradually forgotten a lot of things, and he will forget who he is every day when he wakes up, but he will read a booklet written by himself every day when he wakes up, and after reading it, he is very determined to take care of his father.Lu Chenglin watched from the sidelines and cooperated with her uncle. The relationship between father and father was as close as before, and everything was unbelievably perfect.

But as the duration of father's memory became shorter and shorter, even though he had read the brochure after waking up in the morning, he would suddenly forget everything before noon, and stand there looking around indifferently, so father still knew about this matter Yes, Dad was holding his hand and crying like a child. Dad himself is a beautiful person. When he cried, his tears were like diamonds, which would shine. The father who had forgotten everything was the only one who couldn't stand Dad crying and kissed instinctively. Daddy's cheek, coaxing him: "Why are you crying? Don't cry, I feel bad when you cry."

"Lu Yushan! You promised you would never forget me. You broke your promise before I died." Dad was very excited, but he tried hard to restrain himself, for fear of another nosebleed. With drug resistance, every injection is not easy to be effective, so the safest way is not to get injured and bleed.

"I... don't get excited, we are lovers, right? The first time I saw you, I thought you should be mine, so whether you forget or not is actually not the point. The point is that I love you forever. This, no will change."

"Bah! You speak better than you sing! I don't believe you!"

"You trust me. I love you, I want to kiss you..."

10

From then on, Lu Chenglin would see her father who had forgotten everything, but was still domineering, looked at her father in shock, and said to him, "I think he should be mine."

Lu Chenglin was helpless: "Father, he is indeed yours."

Or, looking at the naughty dad and teasing his father: "Oh, where is the handsome old man, do you want to be my little boy?"

The father suddenly blushed a little, and agreed: "Okay."

Or, Dad says to his amnesiac father, "I bought you to warm the bed."

The father didn't believe it at all and said, "I think I'm your man."

All these things are like having fun in bitterness, but they don't have a sweet taste.Until another year and a half later, the 49-year-old Gu Jia suddenly became so energetic one day that he was able to get up and make breakfast for his father and son. Cheng Lin, who looks like an adult, said that she wanted to be buried in the land of her hometown in the future, and wanted to have a crabapple tree in front of her grave. Lu Chenglin couldn't listen, but she could only listen.

Boss Lu, who is in good health and able to take care of himself, but lost his memory, was dissatisfied with his lover's stupid words, lost his temper and left the meeting, but came back 2 minutes later, showed great hospitality to Gu Jia, and said, "I think We are a couple'.

Gu Jia kissed Boss Lu who had gone and returned, and said, "Yes, we are a couple. Here, this is the son you gave birth to me." Mr. Gu was still very mischievous, pointing at Lu Chenglin as a joke.

Lu Chenglin couldn't laugh or cry, but her heart seemed to be submerged in sea water, and she was in great pain.

At night, Lu Chenglin had a premonition that it would be tonight, so she didn't sleep, and her father was ordered by her father to go to the next room to rest.He sat beside his father's bed, holding his father's hand with his uncle who had lost a lot of weight, and his father said: "Tomorrow, hide all the photos and don't let Lu Yushan see them. If he forgets, it's actually good. He can live for many years without being immersed in pain. You can give him whatever he wants. If he likes someone else, it doesn’t matter. I’ve been with him for so many years. I’m not greedy anymore. Enough is enough. I am very happy in [-], so as long as he is happy, he can do whatever he wants, you can take care of him and your uncle for me, okay?"

Then he said to his uncle: "Wuji, don't cry, you are well, in the next life, I will be your brother and take care of you..."

Uncle shook his head: "Brother, wait for me. In the next life, I will be a brother, and I will take care of you."

"fool."

"Brother, I'm not stupid."

"fool……"

11

My father, who didn't even live to be 50, died at night.

Funerals are simple.

The uncle took his father back to the country overnight, and never came back. He called the people who went there, saying that the uncle committed suicide and asked someone to be cremated with his father, buried in a jar, and buried on the beautiful and lush Begonia Mountain.

Lu Chenglin cleaned up as many relics as three rooms at home and locked them all up. But on the first day, her father felt that something was missing. He searched for things everywhere and didn't say anything when he asked. He just felt that something was missing.

Lu Chenglin couldn't hold back Lu Yushan, her father was very skilled, and even if he lost his memory, he could still injure four or five burly men. He kicked open the locked door with one hand, and then looked at the photos hanging on the walls inside, with tears streaming down his face.

12

My father took a photo of my father when he was young, and was about to embark on the journey back to China. Lu Chenglin followed, fearing that his father would be overwhelmed, and also afraid that his father would get lost halfway.

But my father said that he couldn't get lost, as long as he saw the photos, he would know where he was going, but he just couldn't remember, he wasn't stupid.

That photo was something Lu Chenglin hadn't seen much before. In the photo, her father was dressed elegantly and noble, standing in an ancient courtyard, with a stone table behind him, and the sunlight came from behind, making her father look like she was wearing a golden wedding dress. Charming as hell.

Lu Chenglin took a second look, but her father was not happy, his expression was very displeased but he couldn't kill this suspected son.

On the way back to the country, my father did not get lost. As long as he knew the target, he could find the graves of his father and uncle. It was so clever.

After arriving at the place, my father originally planned to dig out the ashes of my father and uncle, and pick out the ashes of my uncle one by one, but this was really impractical, so I gave up.

My father sat cross-legged under the tree full of crabapple flowers, raised his head and was in a daze for a long time, finally smiled, shot through the right temple, and came out from the left, blood spattered a large area of ​​the tombstone, scattered, leaving Caught off guard, Lu Chenglin stared wide-eyed as her father merged into the beautiful flower sea tombstone.

Lu Chenglin lit a cigarette and was speechless for a moment, but she was not sad in her heart. After a long time, she smiled and said, "I wish you all, see you in the next life."