Dumb

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Author: Zhiyu

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[EXO Novella Collection - "Dumb" + "We Are Sweet Like Sugar to Sadness"]

★《Dumb》

I am the most silent third person in this city.

Are you willing to exchange your ruined life for a loved one?I do.

He is my breath, and I am the oxygen of his life.

★"We are as sweet as sugar to sad"

Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have long since disappeared into the sea of ​​people;

Later, I finally understood in tears that some people will never stop once they miss it.

Right love is love, wrong love is youth.

Give it to you who are in your youth, and give yourself the best 17 years old.May you wish me not to miss you again, best man.

Content tags: Sadomasochism, Flower Season, Rainy Season

Search keywords: Protagonist: "Dumb": Lu Han, Gu Senmo "We are as sweet as sugar to sadness": Yu Shen┃Supporting role: "Dumb": Wu Shixun, Yu Zi'an, Lin Xizhi "We are as sweet as sugar to sadness" : Su Qing, Zhi Xia┃Others: EXO colleagues

☆【Preface】

【Volume [-]】: Dumb

Volume introduction: [I am the most silent third party in this city] Are you willing to exchange your ruined life for a loved one?I do. At the age of 17, Gu Senmo, who was robbed, bumped into Lu Han who skipped class and returned to school.She braved the pressure of Xiaosan's public opinion and overcame all obstacles just for his sentence "Amo, I will love you forever." On her birthday that year, Lu Han took Gu Senmo to Nirvana tattoo. He tattooed a letter M for her, and she He got a tattoo in the shape of a deer.They named the tattoo Breath, because he said: He is my breath, and I am the oxygen of his life. At the age of 20, the love conflict between the two intensified, and a huge storm was about to hit. Can she stick to her love...

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The first draft of "Dumb" was written in [-], as the first presentation of Fuchen Literature Society, I have met with you.I was in the second year of middle school when I wrote this article, and this article also reflects my rebellious heart at that age to a certain extent.After two years, when I read this article again, I still feel a little pain in my heart.I admit, this ending is indeed heartbreaking.

I remember that in order to write this article, I had to delete all the first contributions that I had previously coded more than 1. The inspiration for the article came very abruptly. What I saw: I was the most speechless third person in the city.

The third person naturally reminds me of Xiaosan.

In a trance, I especially wanted to write such a story, an imperfect story about Xiaosan.

This time, I spent a few nights refining the article in order to get the substance out, but overall there was not much change, only some words were modified and some small fragments were added or deleted.After all, this is the first finished novel in my life.For it, I am like caring for my own child. I really put my heart into it, whether it is from the wording, the plot or the shaping of the characters.But I still want to add here that the characters in the article have nothing to do with the members themselves. I have no prejudice against any member, and all the settings are based on the needs of the plot.

The article extends from youth to the city, and it well interprets the lives of Gu Senmo and Lu Han.When we were young, ignorant and ignorant, we gave love the age when we should work hard, but we never regretted it.

Gu Senmo's love for Lu Han is naked. For her, if she falls in love, she is in love, and if she doesn't love, she doesn't love anymore. That's why she willingly gives her all without complaint or regret.

But she is pitiful, she is entangled, she shrinks, she hides too much resentment in her heart, which makes her escape from everything, and also escape from the love that Lu Han gave.

I thought, what if Oh Sehun hadn't sent her home that night?What if Lin Xizhi hadn't persevered in persuading her to reconcile with Luhan?What if she hadn't returned to that rental house?If she hadn't agreed to leave Beijing with Oh Sehun...wouldn't all of this have happened?

The answer is: there are not so many ifs in this world.

Everything in this world is predestined, and we are just the best ones whose fate is in the palm of our hands. It is a kind of luck that fate did not let us die.

At the end of the article, it is snowing again in winter in Beijing, and nothing seems to have changed.Beijing is still Beijing, winter is still winter, but the breath of the person we love the most is missing, and the promise we once made is missing.

It turns out that time is so boring.

If I compare Gu Senmo to a fish, then Luhan is the water she lives on.

Lu Han also said: I am your breath, you are my life's oxygen.

What if Gu Senmo exchanged his ruined life for Luhan to come back?I think her answer will also be: I will.

Hope you enjoy this article.

I also wish my loved ones and you who read this article.

Peace and joy, a hundred years without worries.

Zhiyu

April 2016, 4.written in zhejiang

★【00-02】

【zero】

Are you willing to exchange your ruined life for a loved one?

I would.

【one】

What I never thought was that the person sitting in front of me would be her, Yu Zian.

I haven't seen her in ten years, and she has long since faded away from her high school hostility, replaced by the mature and gentle intellectual beauty of contemporary women.

I have imagined the scene of meeting her again countless times. I always thought that a rich lady like her with a prominent family background and a proud personality would step on her high-heeled shoes of more than ten centimeters when she met a vile and shameless mistress like me. , and then looked down at me with a domineering look, followed by spraying a few mouthfuls of saliva on me and slapping me a few times.

I never thought that she and I could sit down and chat so calmly.

The morning light was projected on the signboard of the bakery across the street through the thin clouds, and the cakes in the shop stood out against the backdrop.Yu Zi'an turned her face away and stared at the store for a long time. According to my estimation, I haven't seen her look away since I sat here with her 10 minutes ago.

Yu Zian gracefully picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip, but he still didn't intend to face me squarely.

"Luhan, he has been looking for you." After finishing speaking, she gently put down the coffee cup in her hand, and the friction between the porcelain and the porcelain made a crisp sound of collision.

This is the first sentence she said to me in the past ten minutes.

I was startled, the coffee cup in my hand was almost in close contact with the floor.At that moment, I only felt that my heartbeat missed a beat, and it seemed that a deep-rooted needle was pulled out in the depths of my heart.

"Really?" I pretended to be calm and answered nonchalantly, but my eyes were erratically dodging, looking for a place to rest.

Saying you don't care is a lie.

It is also false to say that you don't want to.

The name Lu Han has already penetrated the skin and penetrated deeply into the flesh, and because of the deep love, I was discarded in that most beautiful time and left with the wind.

Yu Zi'an smiled slightly, and the corners of his lips curled into a nice curve.I couldn't see through her smile, and of course I couldn't figure out what she was thinking.I just heard her say lightly: "Amo, you don't need to deceive yourself, you can't deceive me."

Then, there was another endless silence.

If Yu Zian didn't mention it, maybe I would really think that I have forgotten Luhan, maybe I can really lie to myself for the rest of my life, and then live my unchanging life as before in the following days until I die.

【two】

Back in time to six years ago

In the summer when I was 17 years old, the sun was just right and the wind was just right, but I was not well at all.

The quiet alley stretches to the end but there is no one there. There are a few old yellow dogs barking in the yard, as if complaining that this summer is coming too fast.I was dragged and dragged to the depths of the alley by a group of junior high school seniors, all of whom looked fierce and eager to devour me in one bite.

I don't know where I offended them, I just know that I will be beaten badly by them later.

As you can imagine, I am a sophomore in high school with poor academic performance.To put it bluntly, my name is Big Sister, but to put it bluntly, I'm just a low-class female gangster.I don't pay much attention to my studies, and I spend my whole day eating, drinking and having fun. Shuttle in bars, Internet cafes, KTV and other entertainment places is my corrupt life.

The leading senior is Yu Zi'an. She is a well-known gangster in Beihai. It is said that her father is a big man in the real estate business, and also a very powerful and backer.Of course, these are all my hearsay.

Yu Zian stepped on her pair of Christian Louboutin limited editions, which I could never afford in my lifetime, walked up to me and squatted down, a thick and pungent perfume smell immediately lingered in front of my nose like smoke, irritating The olfactory nerve.

She stared at me with two ecstasy eyes, and grabbed my hair with one hand to force me to look at her: "Gu Senmo, right? I heard that you have gotten very close to Lu Han recently, and you gave him a gift?" ?"

I stared blankly at her face covered in foundation, and swallowed in fear.

Seeing that I didn't say a word, the corners of her lips were raised slightly, and she said with a half-smile: "Next time to seduce a man, first look at who the master is, and don't even look at how much weight you have, so you dare to fight me!"

Yu Zian's voice suddenly became louder, and I seemed to see the anger burning in her head.Next, she was about to start slapping me, and next, a group of young people surrounded me and punched me.Thinking about it, I closed my eyes hard like a coward.

Look, how useless Gu Senmo is.

After a while, there was no movement.

Thereafter, I