【Itachi】After the time reset

Shisui has a kaleidoscope, and Itachi understood: "I wanted to be punished by you, and I was seriously ill, and I also wanted to open a kaleidoscope for you to write sharing eyes, and let you get an eternal kaleidoscope, so I chose to die in front of you." hand, is it?"

Sasuke sneered: "You really know yourself."

"Sorry!" Itachi whispered.

Sasuke lowered his eyes wearily, he had heard Itachi's apology too many times.

"However, you just forgive me like that?" Itachi asked a little surprised.

Sasuke said angrily: "Otherwise? What else do you want?" When you told him to forgive you, he didn't forgive you?

Itachi embraced Sasuke and coaxed him gently: "Sasuke punish me! You can punish me with anything!"

Sasuke said helplessly: "You still insist on coaxing me when you are in such a bad mood? You are still pale, do you know that?"

After all, the Itachi in front of me is still only 11 years old, and he is not the future Suzaku of Dawn who is polished by darkness and sorrow like an emotionless puppet.

Of course Sasuke slept with Itachi that night.

The moonlight outside the window was blurry and cold, Sasuke woke up in a daze, and Itachi was lying on his side with his back to him.

No wonder he didn't feel right sleeping, and his brother didn't hold him.

Sasuke thought lazily, and when he was about to snuggle, he suddenly realized, wait a minute, why didn't brother hug him tonight?

Sasuke sat up abruptly and looked sideways.

Itachi covered his eyes with his hand before he could see his face clearly.

"Brother..." Sasuke murmured, "You..." crying?

"Sorry, Sasuke, did I wake you up?" Itachi's voice was still gentle, without any sobbing or choking.

But Sasuke knew that this person was crying.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Itachi’s childhood was not smooth, but in Sasuke’s memory, except for the night when he was about to faint when he turned around when he was about to faint on the night of the genocide, Sasuke has never seen him cry, no, let alone cry, even a little Itachi never showed a sad look in front of him.

But how could he not be sad?When he was four years old, he saw the war. Not long after graduation, his teammates died at the hands of Obito in front of his eyes. When he was older, he was the only one left.

Afterwards, he was sent by his father to Anbu as a spy, and then he entered the root where the darkness was even stronger than Anbu, and then his best friend Zhishui died. He died at the age of 21 in a fight with his own brother.

Itachi's life is completely miserable as he grows bigger, and he is not a puppet, so how could he not be in pain?

The reason why Sasuke has never seen it is because itachi would hide himself when he was sad when he was young!

And when he grew up, Itachi became more and more cold and hard, and he became more and more able to act. He has always been good at deceiving others and himself.

But no matter how many times I tell myself that there is no pain, it is impossible to really stop the pain.

Sasuke looked at Itachi in bewilderment, it was always Itachi who coaxed him, now that Itachi was crying, how would he coax Itachi?He has never coaxed anyone!

Sasuke hugged Itachi carefully from behind: "It's okay, brother!"

Itachi turned over, hugged Sasuke, put his hands on the back of Sasuke's head, and pressed his head against his chest, with a gentle and calm tone: "Go on to sleep! I'm fine."

"Shisui won't die, and genocide won't happen, this time, everything will be fine!" Sasuke said softly, he snuggled into Itachi's arms, and realized for the first time that the Itachi in front of him was really an 11-year-old little child.

It's not that he didn't know Itachi's age before this moment, it's just that Itachi is too mature, whether it's the memories he saw belonged to Itachi, or the memories of Itachi when he was a child, or the Itachi he saw when he was older , has always been calm and rational.

Itachi never seemed to be young, Sasuke almost felt that he had been so mature since birth.

After the time was reset, the Itachi he saw was as strong and intelligent as he remembered. Although he had the figure of a child and his immature appearance, he was impressed by his calm temperament, sharp and delicate personality, and overly clever mind. It was covered up.

He didn't look like a child at all. Although Sasuke told himself repeatedly in his heart that this brother was only 11 years old, he still unconsciously regarded him as a powerful brother who was five years older than him.

And now, Itachi was crying.

He finally had a sense that this Itachi was really a young boy.

"Well, I know." Itachi pressed his chin against Sasuke's head: "I won't let those things happen, Sasuke don't be afraid."

"Brother, don't be afraid!" Sasuke grabbed Itachi's clothes, his voice was soft, he lowered his head, buried it in Itachi's arms, and rubbed it lightly, those eyes were cold and sinister, full of cruelty and blood .

It will be fine, Itachi, at least you, will be fine.

He can slaughter the entire ninja world, but can't he slaughter a Konoha?

Yes, his current body is too small and too weak.

But it doesn't matter, he knows so many forbidden techniques, there is always something he can use.

But he will not die, the pain he has suffered, he will not let you suffer.

So maybe he won't be able to keep Zhishui and his family, but at least you, this time, nothing will happen to you!

Itachi's hand holding Sasuke tightened unconsciously, he lowered his eyes, hesitated to speak, and finally chose to smile and said: "Okay, go on to sleep, Sasuke."

But Sasuke, what he was afraid of was not the death of Shisui, nor the extermination of the clan.

Things that haven't happened yet can't make him feel pain and fear.

What he is afraid of is that he will not be able to save you.

You are so frightened, bruised and bruised, on guard against the whole world, living like a frightened bird.

You try to stay by his side as much as possible, it looks like you are acting like a baby, but in fact you are guarding him, always in case he will abandon you.

He doesn't know what he did to you before the time reset to hurt you so badly, to make you so sure that he loves you, but also that he's going to leave you.

You don't even realize it yourself, you take it for granted that you are the way you are, that's the way you are.

But why are you like this?

So insecure, so fearful and anxious, so extremely crazy and desperately suppressing you, how can you be what you should be?

He doesn't need you to be gentle and kind, and he doesn't need you to care about the world, but he needs you to live a good life. How can you live like this?