disliked, humble love

Students in the sports institute have to do winter training, and the dormitory is not closed during the winter vacation.Xue Ye ran in the morning, came back to catch up on sleep at noon, and slept soundly in the afternoon when he was awakened by knocking on the door.

"Is there anyone in 412?"

Xue Ye got up from the pile of clothes, swayed and climbed down the bed ladder: "Who is it?"

"It's in the next room!" There was a boy outside the door, whom Xue Ye didn't recognize, and he was sweating all over after getting off the court. "There is a courier pick-up point at the south gate of our school, you know?"

Xue Ye shook his head.

"There is a courier at 412, and no one has picked it up for several days. The guard at the pick-up point told you to send someone from your dormitory to pick it up." The boy took the message and went into the door next door.Xue Ye was still standing there stupidly. If it wasn't because he was too sleepy, he would have knocked this man away.

God damn express.He climbed back to the top bunk, closed the curtains, and lay down again in the arms of a bed of clothes.Each one is black, taken from Jack's closet.

Clothes were spread all over the mattress in a mess, the neckline was open, buttons and zippers were all unbuttoned, and more than a dozen pieces of sportswear were wrapped around Xue Ye alone, as if creating a cocoon for him.

Some necklines are wet.

When will Brother Jie come back... Xue Ye couldn't fall asleep, so he just put on his down jacket and went out for a walk.Since Brother Jie left with his grandfather, Xue Ye didn't keep track of the date, he didn't know how many days passed, and he didn't know what date it was today.Anyway, winter training has already started, and the track and field are in full swing, preparing for registration in March.

"What's the matter, are you going to practice in the afternoon?" Tao Wenchang came off the court, wrapping a sweat-absorbing towel around his neck.

No matter how passionate your eyes are, you don't have time to aim randomly, it's too tiring, and competitive sports make you not want to flirt with girls.

"Practice, I wake up, wake up and practice." Xue Ye faced the sun and started photosynthesis. He didn't want to open his eyes in the sun, buffering his sleepy brain. express delivery."

"Yo, it might be mine." Tao Wenchang immediately took out his phone, "No, it's still being delivered. Kong Yu is not at school, so it's either yours or Zhu Jie's."

Xue Ye was still stunned: "I didn't buy it."

Tao Wenchang shoved potato chips from his bag, took advantage of Xue Ye's slow reaction, and shoved another slice: "That's Zhu Jie's."

"Brother Jie's?" The drowsiness in Xue Ye's pupils dissipated toward the whites of his eyes, and he slowly woke up, "Oh, Brother Jie's, then I'll go get it."

"Help Brother Chang bring a bottle of Red Bull back!" Tao Wenchang roared, and Xue Ye pointed his middle finger at him like a wandering soul with a fairy air.

Xue Ye was not familiar with the pick-up point at the South Campus, and he didn't like to ask for directions. It took him a long time to find the guard.The guard left his ID number and student ID number, then called to check the dormitory registration book of the first-year freshman in the Physical Education Building, and handed him a large flat and square cardboard box.

what?Xue Ye took out the house key, cut the tape and opened the box with his bare hands.It doesn't matter if you don't take it apart, the things inside are familiar.

MichelCluizel, a whole box of chocolates.Xue Ye stared at the gift box packaging and the gold leaf bow, as if staring at a love rival he had never met.

Who is this person?It's fine to send chocolates to Brother Jie for three years in a row, but you still chased him to university?

Do you know that Brother Jie is no longer single?

Are you looking for Chufei?

Xue Ye was so bitter, he was not qualified to ask before, but now he is full of confidence.After finishing the packing box, call back according to the phone number of the sender, a sweet girl's voice.

"Hello!" Xue Ye cheered himself up. He was Brother Jie's boyfriend, so he was not afraid, but he became speechless after saying this word, "Hey, hey, I..."

"Hello?" The girl was very enthusiastic, "Reservations are not accepted during the Spring Festival, and the fifteenth day of the first lunar month will be over at the earliest."

Booking?Xue Ye stood in the wind, unable to react in his brain: "Oh."

After oh, he always had to say something: "Oh... Happy Chinese New Year."

"Spring Festival..." The other side was obviously confused, "Happy? Who are you?"

"I'm...I'm Xue Ye." Xue Ye reported his family name. Brother Jie receives chocolates every year at No. [-] Middle School, so she must also be a student at No. [-] Middle School. "Have you given chocolates to Zhu Jie for three years? Brother Jie I’m not single now, so don’t give it away anymore. Also, I ate the MichelCluizel you gave me before, it’s not good.”

"Michel Cluizel?" The girl hesitated, "Oh, check the package, right? You can give me the contact information for receiving the package, and I'll check it."

Receiving contact information?This is not right.Xue Ye reported Jie Ge's mobile phone number without thinking, and there was silence for half a minute. "Oh, you are talking about Mr. Zhu. Yes, he has ordered MichelCluizel's Valentine's Day gift box for three consecutive years. This year's... here shows that it has been signed for."

Xue Ye looked confused: "I don't understand."

"It was ordered by Mr. Zhu, and I have signed for it. Is the packaging of the gift box damaged this time? Because it is an expensive gift box, I will refund 100 yuan for damage."

"Expensive gift box?" Xue Ye finally understood, "Who are you?"

"I am a purchasing agent for luxury goods. This is my job number, only for old customers. Why don't you add me on WeChat, and you can get 95% off for orders placed on WeChat."

Zhu Jie woke up in the ward, had lunch, and when he was washing up, he found that the round inch in the mirror was getting longer, so he asked Chen Qi for an electric fader.

"Clean up your hair, electric clippers won't kill you," said Zhu Jie.Chen Qi then went to invite the model professor, and returned with an electronic fader after a while.

"Can you do it yourself?"

"Okay." Zhu Jie took it, stripped off his body, and stood in front of the bathroom mirror to tidy up.The stubble is very short and hard to handle, but Zhu Jie is able to handle it with ease, and he has a round inch that looks not easy to mess with.

Xue Ye always praised this hairstyle as handsome, isn't he handsome?Zhu Jie brushed off the dregs of hair on his shoulders, flew diagonally above his right ear, shaved a line, and turned to take a shower.

I really don't think Yuancun with a bar is so handsome, but it can fascinate Xue Ye.

Chen Qi followed the professor's instructions to deliver nutrients, but Zhu Jie refused to answer this time: "I want to see my mother."

See you again?Chen Qi took him directly to the isolation ward. The professor's grandson was more cooperative than expected and did not resist the treatment.The only requirement is to see Fan Shanshan every day.

Zhu Jie sat down again, with emotions that had never appeared in his eyes, reluctance.

"Mom." As soon as he spoke, Chen Qi and the special nurse left the ward.Fan Shanshan, who fell into a deep coma, was always quiet, as if she had returned to another world, which had nothing to do with reality.

She escaped.

Zhu Jie watched quietly for half an hour. Kuan Jian's shoulders looked like a child in front of his mother, and he had nothing to do with a manic athlete. "Mom, are you tired from lying down?"

Fan Shanshan didn't answer, only the sound of the detector and the sound of the ventilation ducts operating at a constant temperature all year round.

Zhu Jie remained silent, covering her mother's hand that hadn't done housework for 14 years with her right hand. Her index finger still held blood oxygen. Grandpa was afraid that something might happen to his only daughter.

He took off the clip, and the blood oxygen data on the screen disappeared.

"Sometimes I think, you might as well be dead if you live like this. If you lie in this room for a day, I have to come back. I'm afraid I won't see you for the last time, and I'm afraid they will remove the tube." Zhu Jie said, but this is just speculation. Grandpa will not pull out mother's tube.

"You are lying in this room, I am tired for you." Zhu Jie said, let go of his mother's hand, and grabbed the gastrostomy drainage tube.

Fan Shanshan was still lying on the hospital bed, her face was pale, as if a layer of frost had melted away, her complexion had turned pale from being exposed to the sun for a long time, and there was no health at all.The eye sockets are very deep, giving the son a pair of deep eyes, nose and chin, and the mother and child are exactly the same.

"But I really can't remember what you look like." Zhu Jie looked at her as if he was looking at a stranger. He couldn't tell whether the memories before the age of 5 were true or false, and maybe he was imagining them.

"Mom, I have to go. It's Xiaoye's birthday today. I don't know when I'll be back after falling out with grandpa. So I'll be with you these few days, and I may not come here in the future."

Zhu Jie squeezed the drainage tube subconsciously. "I'm really tired for you. Is it my fault? Is your son very selfish?"

Gastrostomy is a direct wound, as long as it is pulled off, the mother can be sent away without the supply of complete nutrient solution and wound infection.The once gloomy memories are also sent away together, so there is no need to worry about anything anymore.

Zhu Jie squeezed gently, trying very hard to recall, hoping to recall a clear face.But no, all he could remember was a determined back.

The hand was very hard, and the obvious depression on the back of the hand was wrestling with himself.

Suddenly Zhu Jie became angry, he still pinched the tube but did not move it, as if enduring the most painful trigeminal nerve pain in the world.He is not kind, and wants to end his mother's life in exchange for a complete separation from his original family. Reluctance, pain, stubbornness, and hatred constitute every aspect of his character.

"Am I very selfish?" Zhu Jie asked, digging out the question he wanted to ask the most and throwing it to a vegetative person, "Aren't you selfish? Why don't you want me?"

Fan Shanshan was lying down.

"I'll never come back after I leave today, and you never want to see me again. You don't want me, and I don't want you either."

The drainage tube was bent in his hand, it was almost bent into a right angle, and it only needed to be pulled lightly.

But in the end Zhu Jie let go, he couldn't do it, and stared blankly at Fan Shanshan's face for a long time.This is not a struggle between him and his grandfather or father. This is a struggle between two worlds and generations. It is impossible to reconcile, only to break.

"Mom, I'm really leaving. Xiaoye's parents are gone. I don't care about you anymore. I will take care of him in the future." Zhu Jie put the blood oxygen clip on her again.

He lowered that hand, and two hostile forces collided in his consciousness.Only by letting go of this hand can he go to hold Xue Ye.

At the door of the sterilization room, Chen Qi noticed something was wrong: "Where are you going?"

"Go." Zhu Jie told him very flatly, "I should go home."

"Professor Fan will be there soon." Chen Qi blocked the door.Just as he was talking, Fan Wanguo arrived on crutches and poked the ground hard, making Zhu Jie's heart constrict in such a loud voice.

"Nonsense!" There was surveillance in the ward, and Fan Wanguo saw that his grandson was saying goodbye to his daughter, "Why are you disobedient, child! Why don't you understand our painstaking efforts!"

"I'm gay." Zhu Jie was still very flat, "I fell in love with Xue Ye in the first year of high school, don't punish me, it can't be cured."

"It can be cured! I say it can!" Fan Wanguo shuddered all over, "Don't be angry with your mother. Didn't you get better before? You said you want to try to have a girlfriend..."

"Fake, I've never liked girls." Zhu Jie reached out to Chen Qi and asked for his mobile phone, "Grandpa, don't treat me, it's useless, it's useless at all. You've treated me for more than three years, but I still like Xue Industry."

Fan Wanguo's eyes widened.

"It's impossible to get married in the future, and it's even more impossible to find a woman to have children. I knew my fate when I saw my mother and father quarreling every day."

"Little Jay!"

"Damn my mother, it's not that she's gay." Chen Qi didn't move, and Zhu Jie didn't want his phone anymore, "Grandpa, don't cure it, it won't help at all, no matter how powerful you are, you can't cure a non-existent sick!"

Fan Wanguo was so angry that he couldn't speak, only his crutches thumped on the ground.Chen Qi hurriedly supported him and gave the professor his back.

I underestimated this child.Chen Qi recalled that it turned out that Zhu Jie didn't want to compromise or reconcile with his grandfather at all. What he did was something that many people dare not do, and he completely broke away from his original family.

It's too difficult, many successful people dare not do it, how dare he is a college student?

"It's really useless, don't treat it, I have never changed." Zhu Jie stepped back slowly, glanced at the special guard, then at Chen Qi, "Take care of my grandpa and my mother."

After speaking, he turned around and set off, running towards where he should go at the fastest speed.His heart rate was speeding up, and there was a pulse sound in his ear hole. He threw away all the past that haunted him and entangled him, changed his identity to a free one, and went to find the boy who smiled and rolled his eyes and called him Brother Jie.

Xue Ye sat on a lounge chair in the South Campus, peeling chocolates one by one.The girl passing by the road was holding a bouquet of roses, and he remembered today's date.

February 2, Valentine's Day.

It's Valentine's Day again.Xue Ye chewed the chocolate into pieces, and there was still a large box in his arms.He didn't know if his guess was right, maybe in the three years of high school, Brother Jie never took any girls' chocolates, and he spent money to buy them for himself every year.

Bought for my own birthday present.Xue Ye stuffed another piece. It was very bitter, but no matter how bitter it was, he would eat it.First, it was bought by Brother Jie, and second, this box is very expensive.

The customized gift box is almost the price of an iPhone.Eat it up.

Xue Ye looked like a homeless man, sitting on the side of the road peeling off expensive gold foil chocolate paper, flattening each one before putting it away.It turned out that Jie Ge bought it as a souvenir, a 19th birthday present.

Hurried pedestrians seemed to have nothing to do with him, Xue Ye smiled and licked his fingers, who said that licking a dog until the end left nothing?Not only did he lick Brother Jie, but he also had everything else.

After Tao Wenchang practiced the second set, he stretched beside the runway, and the roses sent to Yu Ya showed that he had received them.Coincidentally, an unfamiliar number called, and when he picked it up, his heart rate jumped to 180 in an instant.

"You're still alive!" Tao Wenchang yelled angrily.

"At the east school gate, come over here, hurry up." Zhu Jie's voice said, "Call Xue Ye and ask him where he is."

Tao Wenchang didn't know why, but he quickly asked for leave with the Bai team and ran towards the east gate. During the process, he called Xue Ye. Xue Ye said that he had just arrived at the playground to warm up, so he hung up the phone.

These two people are so fucking amazing.Tao Wenchang ran to the east gate, and ten meters away was another one in all black, with a round inch and a bar, leaning against the back door of a taxi, looking so cool.

"Why did you call me here?" Tao Wenchang gasped.

Zhu Jie had short sleeves, and it was indeed a little cold: "Where is Xue Ye?"

"It's the track and field, you go, don't do bad things anymore, if you don't come back, Xue Ye will torment yourself, and you will have to shave an inch soon." Tao Wenchang couldn't imagine Xue Ye's hair shaved, "If you ask me to come, just ask this ah?"

"Pay the fare for me. I didn't bring my mobile phone." Zhu Jie knocked on the glass of the car. help?"

"I'll help you, uncle..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhu Jie ran into a black silhouette, leaving Tao Wenchang stunned.

"Are you lacking morality!" Tao Wenchang shouted to his back, look, this is what happens when He Yebi becomes friends, he bent down and asked the driver: "Master, how much is it? I will pay by WeChat."

"Twenty dollars."

"How many!"

"105 yuan for the fare, 1500 yuan for damage." The driver pointed to the front cover of the car, "I had to pay the bill, and I didn't want to come to the city. Your friend smashed the machine cover of my car with a brick and said When driving to school, his friend paid 1500 yuan."

"Friend? Me?" Tao Wenchang asked, deciding to change dormitories tonight.