disliked, humble love

Yan Feng stood motionless and asked for a long time: "What medicine are you taking?"

Xue Ye took the opportunity to check the shoelaces and squatted down: "Methylphenidate hydrochloride tablets."

"How can you take that?" Yan Feng didn't mention the name of the medicine.

"What can I do? I already have this virtue, what can I do if I don't take medicine?" Xue Ye lost his temper against his senior brother's concern, and he was never a junior who obediently listened to his lessons.He walked back to the bench, sat very quietly, and looked at Fu Ziang coldly and piercingly.

Alas, I lost my temper with myself.The track and field was in chaos, and Fu Ziang was in a state of mind. He threw himself on the wire fence of the outfield as if trying to overwhelm him with his own strength.

"Damn it! Fuck it!" Fu Ziang yelled one after another, and the passing students all started to look at him.

"What are you doing!" Yan Feng reminded him again, "This is a foreign school, not a team!"

"Get out! Can I fucking stop having a convulsion?" Fu Ziang didn't dare to look back, and his junior was sitting there, "When he retired at the age of sixteen, his parents took him away quickly. Now it's hard to get him back. Later, he was beaten up again, and that bastard gave him medicine! Yan Feng, let me tell you, he is too difficult."

Yan Feng naturally knew, and grabbed him over in a muffled voice: "Can you act like a senior brother?"

"Don't fucking persuade me!" Fu Ziang dumped him again, choked up.

Persuade him?No one can persuade him.Yan Feng turned his head to look at Xue Ye, while the younger brother looked at the sandpit expressionlessly.

The little junior was good-looking, but it was too good-looking for a young athlete.One year, a well-known director came to the sports school to select the leading male actor in his teenage years. Xue Ye was the one he fell in love with, and his master rejected him.

They all went out of physical school, and they started to study hard before they could speak well, and they shed tears and blood.The younger junior has the best talent and excellent physical strength. He rose to fame at the age of 12 and won the national junior championship over all obstacles.He is the pride of the team, and he is most likely to be a copy of Master, but he refuses to be disciplined, and often beats the provocative people until their skins are blue and their faces are swollen.

He should have entered the provincial team at the age of 14, and then, like his master, jumped from the provincial team to the national training team, played in the Universiade, the World Championships, and then went up, and up... But before Yang Wei showed his ambition, he It was frantically devoured alive by a group of crawling and dark invisible monsters.

He was not physically tortured but mentally disabled. He came back from the training camp like a disabled person. He never danced again. He would just hide in the dormitory and tell the brothers who couldn’t help at all that he really did not lose.He also said that he saw Coach Ma's hair and was disgusted. He was in a hurry to shave himself, and accidentally cut a cut.

Unable to adapt to the life of the school team anymore, the daily collective training has become an ordeal.He said he couldn't breathe, and he refused to let the team doctor examine him. He took him to the hospital but couldn't find out the cause of the disease. In the end, he was taken away by his parents, and there was no further news.The junior brother was twisted into pieces by the darkest waves in the sports circle.

In the past three years of high school, how did he put himself together, as if he had grown a new respiratory system and started to practice running?He fled the bunker, why did he regain his courage and jump again?

Yan Feng didn't know the answer, but he knew where Fu Ziang's wound was.

That year, the master was afraid that the younger brother would not be able to integrate into the unfamiliar environment, so he recommended two places, and Ziang should have accompanied Shiliu.But he temporarily changed his mind and went on a self-driving tour with his parents to see the Potala Palace, because athletes have never enjoyed winter vacation.Two months later, he came back with two full boxes of everyone's gifts, and only then did he know that something had happened.

"Don't be convulsed, let's coax Shiliu well first, is there a naive senior brother like you?" Yan Feng patted his head, "Go and pack your schoolbag, I'll discuss it with the shot team and find a medicine bottle. "

Fu Ziang gritted his teeth: "What about the bastard?"

"Just listen to Brother Ten." Yan Feng said, apparently having discussed it last night, "Whoever Shiliu wants to like, let him like it, as long as he is happy."

"It's cheap for him." Fu Ziang went to the track to pick up his schoolbag angrily, bent over, and picked up the bits and pieces one by one.Yan Feng consulted with the captain of the lead team about the suspension of training. He bent down in the infield and kept searching until he retrieved a small medicine bottle.

What are those three people busy with?Zhang Hailiang couldn't help looking around.Kong Yu also looked around, the two seemed to be coaxing Xue Ye.

"Master, why did Xue Ye quit the team back then?" He was really curious.

"It's none of your business." Zhang Hailiang smiled and drove him into the bunker, "Go, practice jumping!"

On the outside of the runway, Xue Ye turned his face to the left, holding the metal head of the zipper in his mouth.If you provoke me again, show your teeth.

Fu Ziang smiled apologetically on the right, and rubbed the top of his head vigorously: "I'm sorry a hundred times, senior brother apologizes, I picked up the schoolbag for you, can you stop losing your temper?"

This temper has not changed at all.

Fu Ziang begged again: "I shouldn't have rummaged through your schoolbag, thrown your medicine bottle, and said you brother Jie is not good, so don't be angry. Hey, you wear perfume? You have...a personality."

Yan Feng also had to coax him: "The medicine is also picked up, let Zi Ang go down a step."

"Hmph." Xue Ye glared at him like an enemy.

"Stop baring your teeth, senior brother wants you to punch me." Fu Ziang patted his chest, "Come on, beat me to death."

With a bang punch, all the hairs on Fu Ziang's arms stood up. "Damn, can you hold back your strength, it's really pounding!"

"You threw me medicine." Xue Ye said only now, and closed his fist fiercely.

"Yes, senior brother was wrong. You punched well." Fu Ziang let him know that his fists were weak and could be punched, but they would shatter when touched.

Yan Feng also rubbed his head, and caringly looked at the younger brother who played a big game from time to time: "Don't be angry, let's go eat, what do you want to eat?"

"Don't eat, I'm full." Xue Ye frowned slightly, and his exuberant anger was replaced by his innate skate face.Yan Feng saw it, um, he was coaxed, but he had to wait a little longer.

Throwing the medicine you bought, brother Jie, why are you so angry?

Suddenly the phone rang, and the three of them touched the phone at the same time. Finally, Xue Ye stood up, covered his mouth but could not cover the fragile lower half of his face with a smile, and ran to the side to answer the phone.

"I guess it's Brother Jie again?" Fu Ziang watched closely.

"Let him go, find a chance to say a few words." Yan Feng was also worried, he was afraid that Xue Ye's sincerity would be overwhelmed.

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye's voice was very low. He was looking forward to the phone ringing every day in high school, and now it rings more than ten times a day.Wechat has also pulled out the blacklist, Brother Jie is awesome, as expected of him.

Zhu Jie just found the address given by Zhang Quan. The underground boxing field he understood should be in an unknown basement, but he didn't expect it to be the top floor of the building. "have you eaten?"

"Ah?" Xue Ye couldn't stop laughing, "I haven't eaten yet, Zhu Mo was taken away by Tao Wenchang."

Zhu Jie stopped, yes, he ran out with his sister. "Let him hug her, don't keep hugging her, Shen. What did you do this afternoon?"

"Afternoon..." Xue Ye glanced at the track, "Brother Jie, I'm in class this afternoon."

"Class?" Zhu Jie twisted his fingertips, "Answer it again, don't say I didn't give you a chance."

Xue Ye said calmly, "I'm really in class, right here..."

"I have the sports news schedule, do you want to hang it on the wall too?" Zhu Jie imagined it for a while, and it was pleasing to the eye, "What did you do this afternoon?"

"I'll bring Zhu Mo." Xue Ye swallowed his saliva, how could it be so difficult to lie to Brother Jie once, Xue licked you with neither EQ nor IQ, "Then I took her to the gym."

"The gym... capable." Zhu Jie chewed on these three words repeatedly, "Is the gym your home?"

"It's not my house, Brother Jie, I was wrong, I will never take Zhu Mo there again." Xue Ye said vaguely, "I put her in a safe area, she played with sandbags, and I kept watching..."

"Can you exercise by yourself?" There was a punch not far away, and Zhu Jie seemed to sense that adrenaline was being secreted crazily.

cannot.Rehabilitation exercises must be supervised by a doctor-qualified trainer.Xue Ye didn't dare to answer the words, and drooped his head in embarrassment. Being scolded didn't delay him from imagining Brother Jie's anger over there, scolding was very sexy.

Zhu Jie held back for a long time, holding back words like idiot. "You are not allowed to practice within half a year."

Xue Ye suddenly said: "Half a year? Brother Jie, didn't you promise me yesterday that you can do upper body training..."

"But I didn't promise you to start practicing now." Zhu Jie remembered the one-word deal in the bathroom yesterday, "Who is in charge of you?"

"It's up to you, I won't practice anymore." Xue Ye was extremely lonely.

I will be 19 years old next year, and I will start rehabilitation training for another half a year. I can only play games at the age of 20, and I may not be able to catch up with major events.Athletes don't have many good years. 18 years old is a hurdle. If you can't practice, you can only be silent.

All 17-year-olds in the provincial team are considered veterans.

"Be obedient, wait for me to go back to eat at night." Zhu Jie knew what he was thinking, "Is there anyone around now?"

"Yes, brother is here." Xue Ye's groin felt sore and tight, remembering that there was no one around yesterday, "No one teased my bangs today."

"Well, give your brother the phone, and I'll talk to him." Zhu Jie's voice was softer than before.

Xue Ye walked back and handed the phone to Yan Feng obediently: "Brother, I'm on the phone with Brother Jie."

"I'll take it!" Fu Ziang snatched it over, "Hey! I just wanted to scold you, but you came to the door yourself! Give it to my junior brother..."

"Take the phone and go far away until Xue Ye can't hear you."

"What did you say?" Fu Ziang was confused, glanced at Xue Ye and started to walk out, "What the hell do you mean? Who are you, my junior brother?"

The person on the phone didn't speak, Fu Ziang thought he didn't dare to speak, but unexpectedly, he heard the sound of a lighter.

Damn, I'm smoking.Why would the junior brother like this kind of teasing?

"What's the relationship between me and Xue Ye..." Zhu Jie leaned against the wall and smoked, recalling Xue Ye's smoking face with his cheeks closed, "He has a scar on his bottom, how did he get it?"

Oh shit!Fu Ziang's eyes suddenly had murderous intent: "You boy, don't go too far!"

"I asked you how you did it." Zhu Jie smoked very slowly, the scar was touched when he touched it for the first time, "Can you tell me?"

"Why should I tell you? How old are you?"

Zhu Jie squeezed the cigarette in his hand, knocked against the wall to shake the ash, and his palm was densely covered with tactical wristbands. "Xue Ye will be under my control from now on, and outsiders don't need to worry about it. If you can't protect him, replace me. What happened to him before... I know."

Fu Ziang clenched his fists: "You know and ask? Do you know that the medicine given to him is..."

"But I think Xue Ye didn't say anything." Zhu Jie slammed the cigarette butt out, "Say it."

Fu Ziang looked at the far end, Xue Ye was carrying a brown schoolbag, and was joking with Yan Feng.

This silence gave Zhu Jie a moment of fear: "Can't you say it?"

"What did he tell you?" Fu Ziang clenched his teeth, breathing heavily and regretting.If I had gone with my junior brother...

"He said that coach Ma and the team doctor bullied him, and that he took muscle relaxants by mistake during the game." Zhu Jie said the word bullying with great pain, "With Zhang Hailiang's ability and Luo Jitong, it is not difficult to find a coach and team doctor , if you don’t go to find out, is it because Xue Ye’s matter can’t be found out?”

Fu Ziang couldn't answer.

Zhu Jie hated himself for being incompetent right now. "I don't intend to leave this matter alone. If you don't look for it, I will find a way to find him. Xue Ye's back injury is being treated. I have contacted the doctor. He is not narcolepsy, but a symptom of lethargy caused by a back injury. The medicine can be stopped slowly, and I will reduce the dose for him."

Fu Ziang felt relieved: "The medicine must be stopped."

"After stopping the drug, he can't go back to the track and field team. As soon as you guys come, the school will immediately pull him into the first team to speed up his recovery and let him compete. I can stop him, but you have to tell me What happened to him?"

"How do you know he didn't say anything?" Fu Ziang asked back, not wanting to reveal a word.

"He has been with me for three years, of course I know." Zhu Jie deliberately emphasized the three years, "When Xue Ye first joined the No. [-] middle school team, he only ran with me. He wanted to find someone to protect him."

Fu Ziang fell silent again.

The continuous silence caused Zhu Jie's volume to drop again and again. "Is that the coach..."

"No." Fu Ziang felt numb from the pain, "Zhu Jie, I can tell you, but you have to promise me a few things."

"Say."

"First, if you find Coach Ma, I'll be the one to clean him up."

"can."

"Second, you have to protect him."

"Yes." Zhu Jie said, "I'm not obsessed with the competition. Once I win the gold medal, I will be banned. I will protect him."

"Third, if one day, if one day my junior brother says no to you, I will pull you down if I risk my life! Even if you two share, he will dump you!"

"This...may not work." Zhu Jie said with a smile, "I have nothing to do with him."

Zhang Quan was on the phone, and when he saw Zhu Jie, he came over with his mobile phone between his arms: "Okay, no problem, I'll hang up first...you are really here, kid!"

"Yeah." Zhu Jie said, there was an unusual silence after finishing speaking.

"Have a backbone. Let me introduce the environment to you first, and you can think about it later." Zhang Quan is tall, wearing a blue suit, "This is the front desk, just like a regular company. The boxing ring is at the back, and there are three floors of auditoriums. Great. Only shareholders and big players can access the third floor."

"Hmm." Zhu Jie pursed his lips and followed him into this world of the jungle.

"Do you know MMA octagonal cage fighting?" Zhang Quan pushed open one door after another and saw the big wound on the back of Zhu Jie's neck. "The specific rules are similar. I will show you the contract later. But it is different from ordinary fighting. Eye , Throat, back of the head and crotch, including wounds within sight can be hit.”

Zhu Jie suppressed his anger: "Yes."

Further inside is the cage fighting field, a gray door with a ceiling, two security guards on the left and right, all in suits.They stopped Zhu Jie: "Brother Quan, you have to follow the rules when you lead people, and check that there is nothing left."

"Xian, he's only one child." Zhang Quan said casually, "You, just take off your shirt and let them pass by casually."

Zhu Jie's heart was not here at all, but he took off the sports T-shirt viciously, and the tips of his canine teeth and the surface of his tongue confronted each other, giving him a taste of hatred.

This kind of hatred even surpassed his hatred for Zhu Zhenhai.

During the security check for a few minutes, Zhang Quan was unbelievable and pretended to be calm.

This pair of muscles is fierce enough to be placed anywhere, and the bound fist is the canine of a vicious dog.But the child was covered in wounds, and he was beaten badly.

Are you really not afraid of death or looking for death, or is it just so short of money?Zhang Quan really couldn't figure it out. He once wanted to pull Xue Ye over to punch, but compared with Zhu Jie, Xue Ye's thin shoulders and broad chest were not enough.

He could only attribute Zhu Jie's wildness to one reason.

"Hey, let me ask you." Zhang Quan asked seriously, "Have you checked yourself to see if you are crazy?"

Zhu Jie raised his face calmly: "I'm sick, dare you let me beat you?"

"Fuck, kid, I fucking like you!" Zhang Quan hadn't seen such a vicious person for a long time, "Take care of your injury first, and I'll lend you first if you need money."

"I will fight today." Zhu Jie said, and Xue Ye's face flashed in front of his eyes again and again.He can only practice for another 10 years, and he said that he wants to practice with him until he is 30 years old.

He fights for the slightest possibility for himself, and he has to climb back when he climbs.Zhu Jie took a deep breath, and finally understood what the force in his chest had been pushing out.

It was he who started to contradict his growing self after he left home and threw away his ingrained thoughts.Xue Ye exists, so the real Zhu Jie exists. Through the mirror of Xue Ye, Zhu Jie survives.

The blood began to be restless, excited, and he didn't want to bear it anymore. Zhu Jie had already seen another real self.He wants to use money to send Xue Ye back to the track and field beautifully, so that his old pain will never be caught.