disliked, humble love

Su Xiaoyuan grabbed his fingers outside 1906, blaming himself for being uneasy.

"Zhang Paopao, did I get into trouble?" He asked Zhang Zhao, "What happened to Xue Ye? You all look so ugly..."

Zhang Zhao had almost the answer in his heart, but his face remained unchanged. "No, what trouble can you cause, you are so cute, he should have hypoglycemia."

"You're talking nonsense, I know what hypoglycemia looks like." Su Xiaoyuan had trained with Zhang Zhao and had seen his hypoglycemia.Xue Ye clearly had a problem just now.

Otherwise, why Zhu Jie was so anxious to tear off Xue Ye's T-shirt to do artificial respiration.Su Xiaoyuan thought of the scary scene just now, if Zhang Zhao hadn't protected him, he would have been beaten to death by Zhu Jie.

He... Is Xue Ye so nervous?Su Xiaoyuan couldn't figure it out, but the senior year only saw that Xue Ye humbled himself around Zhu Jie.

Zhang Zhao did have the answer in his heart, but he really didn't dare to guess randomly.Can that kind of thing get into the game?If this is reported to the report, it will not be classified as an accidental incident. It is unknown how many volunteers and athletes will be investigated.

It is clearly a vicious interference promoted by competition.The track and field are clean but the people are not necessarily clean.

But why did Xue Ye firmly refuse to take over from the organizer's medical team?Struggling to roll off the stretcher.The team doctor of the First Body University judged that the blood pressure and heartbeat had returned to normal and immediately transported the person back to the hotel, declaring that it was hypoglycemia dizziness.

Dry, low blood sugar is not like that.

Difficulty breathing, limb muscle paralysis but conscious.Spontaneous breathing was completely lost for a few moments, all relying on passive mouth-to-mouth air supply, and the regurgitated water kept coughing out from the nose and mouth.

If Zhu Jie hadn't reacted quickly enough, Xue Ye would have suffocated before the team doctor arrived.

Muscle relaxants, there is only one answer.This severe reaction is definitely an overdose of muscle relaxants.

The door of 1906 opened silently in front of him, Zhang Zhao looked up immediately, and wished Jie.

"What are you doing?" He stood up to protect Su Xiaoyuan, Zhu Jie's expression was too iconic, he wanted to do it.

"Su Xiaoyuan." Zhu Jie's track and field black vest was soaked and dried, and the stains gave off a sour and bitter smell.Xue Ye vomited not only water but also undigested breakfast residues and gastric juices, almost choking himself to death.

Su Xiaoyuan decided to concentrate and limped forward in small steps. "Is Xue Ye well?"

"Him? Do you two know each other well?" Zhu Jie started quickly.

Su Xiaoyuan staggered and took a step back, his center of gravity was unsteady and he just fell into Zhang Zhao's arms.With this slight push, Zhang Zhao's last line of reason was snapped. The competition, ranking, and rules before the competition were all less important than a hard beating.

"Zhang Pao Zhang Zhang Pao!" Su Xiaoyuan stopped him with his body, "Don't fight!"

"Zhu Jie, one of us must die today." Zhang Zhao pulled the athlete's ID and was grabbed by Su Xiaoyuan's flank.

Desperate, Su Xiaoyuan is a weak little cripple, Zhang Zhao never expected that Zhu Jie would push him.

"Zhang Zhao!" Su Xiaoyuan stretched out his arms like an old hen, "I'll be angry if you do this again!"

"Get out of the way, baby. I'll kneel and admit my mistake after the beating." Zhang Zhao picked up Su Xiaoyuan's collar and pulled it back, while Zhu Jie was standing in front of 1906's door watching.

Crazy, waiting for him to do it.

It is impossible for Su Xiaoyuan to let the two of them fight. Every time these two go to war, both sides will suffer. They used to be middle school students, but now they are two crazy college athletes. "Zhang Zhao, please don't, I'm afraid, I'm most afraid of people fighting... Zhang Pao Run."

This trick always works.Zhang Zhao stopped and looked at Zhu Jie face to face, and after a minute passed, the targeted anger in his eyes gradually eased.

Zhu Jie quickly glanced at Su Xiaoyuan's fingers. "What did you feed Xue Ye today?"

"Are you excited?" Zhang Zhao raised his knuckles and clubbed his shoulders, "Don't pretend, do you care about Xue Ye so much? People who dated their girlfriends in the laboratory building in high school are not fucking people who throw people on the playground It's you!"

"The team doctor now suspects that Xue Ye has taken a large dose of oral muscle relaxants." Zhu Jie scrutinized Su Xiaoyuan sharply, and quickly stared at the bleeding hole. what?"

"I didn't push him today." Su Xiaoyuan had thin shoulders and wanted to sneak into 1906, "How is Xue Ye?"

Zhu Jie had no manners to keep people out. "Who are you?"

"I'm his friend." Su Xiaoyuan raised his face, he didn't know Zhu Jie's past in middle school, so he was not afraid of tigers as a newborn calf.

"Friend?" Zhu Jie's eye sockets flashed sharply for a second, "Xue Ye doesn't need outsiders."

"You're in good spirits!" Zhang Zhao was grabbed by Su Xiaoyuan again, "What's wrong? Does it hurt when he pushes you?"

"It's okay, let's go first." Su Xiaoyuan shook his head, feeling a little subtle.People's first reaction comes from instinct, and it cannot be fooled. Zhu Jie's reaction today...is not like how he usually dislikes Xue Ye.

In 1906, the team doctor was helpless.The team doctor, surnamed Mu, is a tall, lean woman who is close to retirement age. She has a straightforward personality and can only treat a group of sports students who are constantly turning upside down.But she never expected to fall into the hands of such a boy from the liberal arts college today.

Twist to the hard bone of home.

"Not cooperating yet?" Mu Shan's order was clear and clear, with a little sweat in his silver-gray hair.Excessive muscle relaxants directly paralyzed the muscles and nerves, and this kid refused to touch him like noodles all over his body.

"Let me come." Zhu Jie made sure the door was locked before approaching, his eyes swept over the hand that refused to open, "give me your wrist."

"Brother Jie, I don't smoke." Xue Ye's voice was extremely soft. On the contrary, he was breathing heavily, and his heart was bruised with several finger-shaped bruises.

Mu Shan couldn't control him and he was completely helpless. "Hurry up, muscle relaxants are metabolized quickly, and I've been on diuretics. I'm afraid I won't be able to test if I don't draw blood again."

Zhu Jie stood still and his breathing gradually became heavier. He lifted the snow-white quilt covering Xue Ye, rubbed his palms against his hand, and pulled out a weak forearm from his wrist. "do not move."

"No, no, Brother Jie..." Xue Ye struggled with all his strength but could barely hold him with his fingers.

"Don't move." Zhu Jie pressed again with his backhand, changed the direction of his wrist to straighten his forearm, and the two of them pulled for a few seconds like sawing wood, and finally stood in a stalemate, "Just take a small tube."

Mu Shan seized the opportunity to open the first aid kit.

"No, Brother Jie, I don't smoke, Brother Jie..." Xue Ye stared at the needle, his slack side psoas muscles tensed slightly, "Brother Jie, this is really impossible, I can't."

Xue Ye struggled a lot, Zhu Jie put up his left knee and pressed his palm lightly, and helped Mu Shan tighten a rubber tube on the bicep, as if trying to push him into the mattress, his tone was a bit dry.

"Don't, move. Soon, it doesn't hurt."

"No, no, Brother Jie..." Fear came up along the meridians of his left arm, Xue Ye supported the bed with his back, the pupils diffused by the muscle relaxant had not completely retracted, "Brother Jie? Brother Jie, Brother Jie? "

"Xue Ye."

"Brother Jie, I don't smoke."

Mu Shan is ready, this kid has low body fat and clear blood, it is best to give the injection. "I've given the needle, hold him down and don't move around."

"Forget it." Zhu Jie let go suddenly, removed the rubber hose that bound Xue Ye in a second, and then sent the forearm back to its original place, "I'm watching him, I'll call you if I have something to do."

"Forget it?" Mu Shan was annoyed, "Zhu Jie! I hope you understand the seriousness of this matter."

"Clear." Zhu Jie's breathing depth was as if he was in a thin oxygen environment, "If something goes wrong, I will stop smoking."

He waited for the team doctor to leave Xue Ye angrily before he dared to move, and moved his shoulders to the height of the pillow with difficulty.The palms in the quilt were stretched upwards, and there was no strength to close them.

"Brother Jie...?" He took a deep breath, recalling the terrifying experience of his vision dimming at noon.

Can't breathe, can't think, can't move.The icy and gradually freezing numbness hits the heart from bottom to top, followed by severe panic.

The retching and convulsions of panic, the choking of water into the trachea and the backflow of the mixture cut off the last of the oxygen.

His eyes were blurred with tears, and he was terrified.

But in the next second, his body seemed to bounce, his froze heart beat again, and something started to flow backwards in his throat.That strong feeling...like Jack blowing air directly into his lungs mouth to mouth.More liquid was coughed up and splashed all over the two of them, and the water that couldn't be coughed up... Brother Jie sucked it out mouth to mouth.

The surface of the tongue burned by stomach acid is bitter.Xue Licking, you gave Brother Jie your first kiss, you will die without regret.

God damn first kiss, Brother Jie must be disgusted to death.

Zhu Jie picked up the team uniforms on the ground and folded them next to Xue Ye's pillow, then pulled the soft chair and sat beside the bed.

"Xue Ye." He said, his expression as indifferent as ever.

"Oh." Xue Ye moved closer to the bed, waiting for Brother Jie's next sentence.But Brother Jie just sat and held the phone in his hand, constantly checking whether there was any new information.

The repetitive movements lasted for a few minutes. Brother Jie put down the phone and twirled his thumb aimlessly on the home button.The phone screen flickered on and off, until Brother Jie coughed abruptly.

But he remained silent, just raised his face as if he was studying the well-decorated ceiling, and the tense force of his jaw pulled the bulge of his Adam's apple, which was constantly sliding up and down, into an arc.

Then his eyes began to stay in every corner, and everything became a research object for a while.Sheer curtains, drapes, beige double rows of bedside lamps, golden square buttons below, the phone by the bedside and the introduction of the hotel, to the carpet and even the soft chair he was sitting on... until he realized that he had nothing to study.

"Brother Jie?" Xue Ye's predictions have always been accurate, "Brother Jie...is your heart rate a little fast? It can't be any faster."

Zhu Jie finally turned his attention to the person, and his fingers floated on the bed intentionally or unintentionally, groping.After another long silence, Zhu Jie reached into the quilt and brought out Xue Ye's left forearm.

The medical bracelet was dirty, and the sand and soil were hidden in the depressions of the words and numbers. It was made by Xue Ye when he rolled the stretcher.The bracelet is not wide enough, and holding the five fingers together will miss the little finger.

Under the little finger is a slow beating artery.

Zhu Jie held it until the metal was warm, then took a wet tissue from the bedside and began to wipe it.He stared at it and frowned, as if trying to figure out how the words were branded.He presses his elbows against the side of the bed, his shoulders and arms rise and fall steeply, his movements are as delicate as carving or cutting, and he blows from time to time until the grooves are completely cleaned.

He held it for a long time, and the half-centimeter-thick metal was heated by him.He pulled the forearm up and pressed his forehead against the metal, trying to feel the pulse underneath.

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye's voice rustled, "Your heart rate is fast."

Zhu Jie took a deep breath, relaxed his shoulders, put his thumb against Xue Ye's palm and pressed hard before letting go. "The muscle relaxant will be completely metabolized tomorrow, so don't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid, how about...you go and change your clothes." Xue Ye had never whispered so much in his life, he couldn't roll his tongue, and he was clumsy enough to speak.

"Yeah." Zhu Jie peeled off his tight and thin sportswear like skinning, and walked into the bathroom.After a while, there was the sound of water, and Xue Ye was completely embarrassed. Will Brother Jie feel sick?

He tried his best to move his hand to his chest to touch the light bruise, recalling the violent tremors when Brother Jie folded his hands here.

Brother Jie has really strong hands, and he will be green after a few strokes, as expected of him.

Zhu Jie stood under the water column and stared at the heptagonal perfume bottle on the washstand.Go back to the cold water and there is already a strong fragrance in the palm.

He put his hand under his nose and sniffed carefully, opening his mouth to smell.The moment the water flow completely dilutes the perfume, the heart finally loses control and beats fast.The lungs seemed to be emptied and had to pant.

A false hypoxic response tries to fool the brain.

He covered his facial features as if he had never touched his face, and carefully searched for the scent that was about to disappear.The water flowed into the eye sockets and flooded the surface of the eyeballs. Zhu Jie pressed the eyeballs with his palms with his eyes open.

He held his breath, sucking in a second before his lung capacity was close to the limit, suppressing his strong desire to take a breath.

Muscle relaxants, shit.Su Xiaoyuan didn't feed him indiscriminately, there was something wrong with the water.

Xue Ye's discomfort was gradually subsiding, and his fingers obsessively traced the fingerprints on his chest.When did Brother Jie learn CPR?If this is pressed a few hundred times, the ribs will definitely break.

"Did I let you touch yourself?" Zhu Jie was wearing a hotel bathrobe, barefoot, with a bathrobe belt loosely tied around his waist.

"No. Brother Jie, you..." Xue Ye forced himself not to look at the scenery inside Brother Jie's bathrobe.The people in the line of sight kept getting closer and finally sat next to him. Although it only took up a small space, the single bed in the hotel instantly became smaller.

Even cramped.

"Does it hurt?" Zhu Jie asked, covering the bruise with his palm for comparison.

Xue Ye shook his head. "It doesn't hurt, thank you, Brother Jie, you... that, help me with that... what. I..."

"Mu Shan is not that kind of person. She has been an old team doctor for more than 30 years at the Capital University. Her... character can be trusted."

"Ah?" Xue Ye looked for signs of tachycardia on his face, and suddenly understood why the blood drawing was stopped, "I'm not afraid of her, it's not that she touches me. Brother Jie, I can't draw blood."

"How do you check if you don't draw blood?" Zhu Jie's face was very cold, and he rubbed his hands in Xue Ye's hair like looking for something, "Do you know that thing can kill people?"

"I know." Xue Ye drank a lot of water and his throat was still dry, "I can't smoke."

"You can donate 550cc to others, but I can't do it if I smoke a tube?" Zhu Jie leaned heavily on the head of the bed, twirling his thick hair with his fingers.

Turn over old accounts?Xue Ye swallowed hard. "No, Brother Jie, if you want me to smoke, I can do it...I'm taking medicine. If the organizer detects stimulant drugs, you will live with me..."

Brother Jie is going to be suspended for inspection, even if all the blood and urine tests pass, he will be suspected of being contaminated with prohibited drugs.

Such notorious suspicions are hard to wash away.

"Brother Jie, don't be angry. It's not that I don't listen to you. The experiment has come out... I'm hurting you." Xue Ye tilted his neck and stared at the muscle lines inside the bathrobe, "Yes, that's right, it's muscle relaxation. Potion... I know."

The fingers in the hair stopped.

"How do you know?" Zhu Jie asked, turning his face away after asking, not accepting the fact that was more cruel than cruel for a while.

Xue Ye closed his lips and fell silent.

"The team doctor." Zhu Jie nodded slightly, "Xue Ye, do you believe that I asked Zhang Rong to check your game records?"

Fuck, is Brother Jie so shrewd?Xue Ye wanted to sit up. "No, I said, Brother Jie, can you stop checking me? The team doctor in the past, I made things worse...I misused a small amount of muscle relaxants before the game, and then I lost... in a daze."

Zhu Jie looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.

"Tell me." Zhu Jie looked for the steady pulse in his ear, "What did you practice before?"

Xue Ye's stiff tongue slowly pressed against his gums. "I……"

"Triple jump." Zhu Jie finished for him, "You practice triple jump."

"Ah? Brother Jie, you know!" Xue Ye panicked, and limply rubbed the top of his head on the outer pocket of his bathrobe.

Xue Ye.

Xue Ye who accompanied me to the flower market and knocked on fish tanks to scare the fish, Xue Ye who pretended to sing English songs to confess that he thought he didn’t understand, Xue Ye who took a sip of the mineral water he had drunk before putting it back, sweated profusely with each other after running The leg press will deliberately stick to Xue Ye.Waiting for him after cleaning the school, Xue Ye secretly jumped over the sandpit once.

In the first year of high school, I peeked in the empty biology laboratory and watched him rush across the runway and take off easily, and his legs jumped over the highest record line in District One.Smoothed out the sand marks again, and ran back to Xue Ye who continued to wait with his black sports bag in his arms.

"Yeah." Zhu Jie said, the bag hadn't been changed on the ground for three years, "I know."

The author has something to say:

Talking a lot today.

1. Zhang Zhao mentioned in the book "Making You Angry" that after school cleaning, he secretly practiced in the gym, and happened to see Xiaoye jumping into a bunker.That's right, this time.Xiaoye jumped only once and was witnessed by two people.Zhang Zhao bumped into it unintentionally.

2. Xiaoye's series of behaviors after the school term is not stupid, but a delayed reaction after a major blow.Not eating or seeing a doctor is not because of his brain problems, he has to take it easy...

3. In this chapter, he refused to draw blood and the medical team took over because of the great impact of doping on athletes and related personnel, not because of his willfulness.Swimmer Da Baiyang was wronged and suspended for this kind of incident, and was personally attacked by athletes from other countries during the competition.He lived with Zhu Jie, and if the blood test found out, the co-residents must be implicated, especially during the game.

4. I write about girls in philatelic love, not gay women. As long as they don't go beyond ethics and laws, I think it doesn't matter how many times a girl falls in love.Just don't look for Zhu Jie.

5. Immediately lose the horse with a waist injury!

Zhu Jie: A humble Gong who is despised.