disliked, humble love

"Look first, I'll answer the phone." Zhu Jie's phone rang, and he went to answer it in the bedroom.After connecting, he didn't make a sound, it was Zhu Zhenhai.

"What kind of coach are you looking for?" Zhu Zhenhai's voice was obviously suppressing his anger.

Zhu Jie expected that Zhu Zhenhai would know, but he didn't expect it so soon. "Just look for it, I have business to do."

"What business can you have? Which coach owes you money?" If it wasn't for Zhu Zhenhai in the office, Zhu Zhenhai would have yelled, "You dare to take him home to live, his wings are hard!"

"The wings have already hardened." Zhu Jie said, before hanging up.Not only did the wings harden, but I also slept in Zhu Zhenhai's room all night, feeling good.

Anyway, there is no possibility of reconciliation with Zhu Zhenhai, and I can only manage Xue Ye due to my limited ability.

When he returned to the living room, Xue Ye was staring at the computer in a daze. "What's wrong?"

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye looked unhappy, pointing to the list, "This is my parents."

Xue Ye's parents.Zhu Jie's heart sank, and he followed Xue Ye's fingertips to see two names, Xue Yuan and Lu Huanwei, two names close together.

Xue Yuan, Lu Huanwei, and Zhu Jie repeated silently in their hearts.The deceased has gone, and I feel emotional because I have seen it.

"I didn't expect that this could be found out." Xue Ye's fluke mentality disappeared, "If I can find out this, I can find out my suspension record back then. I thought I could hide it."

"Xue Ye, have you heard of Ritalin?" Zhu Jie asked suddenly, "It's very similar to the anti-drowsiness drugs you took before."

Xue Ye shook his head: "This... Ersheng. I know most of the medicines that cannot be taken."

As a young athlete, the training of the sports school is to take this path.From a very young age, Master and Coach Jiang warned Xue Ye and his brothers not to touch these medicines.This is a dead end for athletes.

But in reality, there are still many athletes rushing to this road.Because the benefits brought by one medicine are too great, the body functions can be recharged instantly, and high-efficiency exercise for more than a few hours without getting tired, this is not the limit of normal people.

A normal person is exhausted and paralyzed in an hour, and the drug creates an illusion, which is the limit that athletes will always desire.

In addition to the dozens of familiar ones, more drugs are on the edge of the banned list.The exploitation of doping is the dark side of sport, a battle of wits with anti-doping centers.The current situation is that the speed of developing new drugs is much faster than the speed of listing and banning.

"There is a new drug that came out a few years ago, mainly for the treatment of attention deficit disorder and hyperactivity disorder." Zhu Jie said, "It is also bought by many parents as a smart drug for their children. It is the feeling you said, no tired."

"ADHD?" Xue Ye was at a loss, "I really don't know, who did you listen to?"

Zhu Jie sniffed, wanting to smoke. "My father, my grandfather, and the people who worked with them said it. These medicines have been used in many countries, and they are also available in China."

Xue Ye couldn't speak a word, only his butt hurt all over his body, and other parts seemed to be numb.

"If you directly inject exogenous erythropoietin, you will be stopped by the urine test before the game." Zhu Jie knows the tricks in the medicine too well, because Zhu Zhenhai is desperate for this matter, and there are always new drugs, which will make the regular games overwhelmed. "But if you take this kind of medicine by mistake, Xue Ye, the pre-match urine test can't detect it, unless you use a special test solution to test positive. A provincial team-scale competition can't use such expensive reagents. This is New medicine."

"New medicine?"

"Not only in competitive sports, but also in shooting games, including e-sports competitions. Some people have started to take medicine. The medicine is cheating. It lowers the heart rate to avoid tension, concentrates the mind, and even lowers the breathing rate. Think carefully, is it yourself? What was your initial reaction?"

"My reaction?" Xue Ye's lips began to tremble.

"They let you take this new drug by mistake and passed the urine test. If you are in the top 5, you must re-examine. Do you know why they picked exogenous erythropoietin? Because there is no possibility of misjudgment for injectable stimulants, blood and urine samples Move your hands and feet, and you're done."

"I'm done." Xue Ye continued. For 4 years, he was carrying the burden of a doping accident in the game and couldn't move an inch.To this day, I still can't hate the rejection of Lin Jing and other athletes, and I can't look down on myself.

It turns out... I haven't eaten it myself.It turned out that I was deceived.

"Within 6 hours, muscle control is greatly improved, concentration is not fatigued, and physical coordination is greatly improved. There are too few domestic researches on ADHD. Foreign countries regard it as a high-tech, and some people use it together. It is very expensive. New medicine." Zhu Jie told all he knew, "Those idiots make you believe that there is something wrong with you."

Xue Ye's reaction was a bit slow: "But...why? It's not superfluous, just replace my blood sample?"

"If you don't believe it yourself, if a higher-level anti-doping center proposes a re-investigation, they will reveal the truth." Zhu Jie said, "This kind of unjust case... I have heard of it before. In order not to expand the search, before Force you to admit it."

"So, I didn't use exogenous erythropoietin, but... what kind of new drug is this?" Xue Ye's heart was like a roller coaster, upside down, "Is this also a stimulant?"

"It can be said to be yes, or it can be said to be no." Zhu Jie noticed that Xue Ye's eyes were getting brighter and brighter, as if some kind of clear light began to focus, "Xue Ye, this medicine is useless for the triple jump event. Take it Its people are either engaged in rhythmic gymnastics, or there is a big problem with the mentality before the game, do you understand now?"

"A little bit." Xue Ye couldn't help laughing, and wanted to tell the world that the mystery of 4 years was finally figured out, no wonder I couldn't figure out when I got the injection. The grades don't help. It's not exogenous erythropoin, it's that shit..."

"Ritalin." Zhu Jie wasn't sure if it was Ritalin, but it must be a similar drug to escape the pre-match inspection. "So, if someone asks you again, you just..."

"Just give me a blow!" Xue Ye clenched his injured hand tightly, remembering this pain method.

When Zhang Rong came back with Zhu Mo at night, her first reaction was surprise when she saw them: "Aren't you competing?"

"I..." Xue Ye held a bowl of sesame oil noodles, and after eating the yellow croaker from Grandma Jie's house, he always thought about the taste, "I was injured and retired, and Brother Jie came back with me."

"Brother!" Zhu Mo rushed over, with two small hairpins tied on his head.

Zhu Jie picked her up, carrying her bag.She didn't expect Zhao Xue to be willing to bring her daughter to him, probably because she was seriously ill and had no other intentions.

"Brother Xue Ye, aren't you..." Zhu Mo's aesthetics was completely off the mark, and the new clothes were only in bright colors, "Didn't you go to the competition?"

Xue Ye pinned her the card: "The competition is over, next time... next time, there is still a chance."

"I'll go next time too." Zhu Mo smelled it on Xue Ye, which smelled like his brother's pillow. "Is brother Changzi back? He said he would give me a gold medal."

"He gave you a gold medal?" Xue Ye was a little unconvinced, "He is not good at gold medals, I will give you a good one next time."

Zhang Rong didn't believe this set of arguments, and pulled Zhu Jie into the kitchen: "What's going on?"

"Xue Ye's previous affairs have been found out." Zhu Jie sniffed, and Zhang Rong suddenly slapped his head, "What are you doing!"

"Little bastard wants to smoke again, right?" Zhang Rong saw through it at a glance, "Quit smoking, quit smoking, how many times have I told you!"

"I don't smoke." Zhu Jie had a cold face, and it was cool to be beaten, "You are so tall just to beat me, right? Xue Ye and I quit smoking together. Last year, didn't I ask you to help me find a man with the surname Ma? your coach?"

Zhang Rong raised her hand again, but the force was very light: "I am so tall to play as a center forward. What happened to the coach named Ma?"

Zhu Jie told Zhang Rong everything in a few words, and finally stayed silent together, waiting to see her reaction.

Zhang Rong didn't respond, and kept standing like a statue.But judging from the expression on her face, she felt very uncomfortable with mixed feelings.

"How do you plan to deal with it?" Zhang Rong was also waiting for Zhu Jie's reaction. He told himself this matter, there must be a solution.Otherwise, the child would never say anything.

Like his mother, holding back her big move.

"I have my own way, I don't need you for now." Zhu Jie rubbed the back of his head, "If you need your help, just lend me the money."

Zhang Rong calmed down for a few seconds, then slapped her again and said, "You've already figured it out, right?"

"Zhang Rong, if you hit me again, I'll fight back." Zhu Jie dodged to dodge, but fortunately, Xue Ye didn't see him being beaten.

If you see it, you will not be cool, and you will lose to a suit.

Xue Ye was in a good mood at night, so he ate a lot, lying flat while digesting food and nourishing his waist.Zhu Jie took Zhu Mo to wash the dishes, but his sister couldn't reach the sink, so she stood on the pony to help.

"Brother, let me tell you a secret." Zhu Mo said in a low voice, "Brother Xue Ye's hand was broken. I saw it while eating."

Zhu Jie absent-mindedly said: "You still can't swim?"

Zhu Mo put down the small plate and began to wipe his hands on his pocket. "Mom didn't let me swim, and Dad said swimming was dangerous."

If not, Zhu Zhenhai is the same as his grandfather, his daughter doesn't need to learn too much, as long as she has a good personality.It seems that going to a good kindergarten is very important, otherwise Zhu Mo will be influenced by his family in a few years, and become like Zhao Xue and grandma, who feel inferior because of her gender.

It's just... how does this movement of wiping hands on the body look so similar to Xue Ye's?Is other people's sisters also so carefree?

Thinking of Xue Ye's greedy way of eating fish, Zhu Jie can guess how he grew up under the love of his senior coach.They only pick fish stomachs for chopsticks, grab fish eyes, and don't have the habit of washing dishes.

He carried Zhu Mo back to the living room, his arms were really heavy, it was not easy to feed her fat.Looking at the bed again, Xue Ye's vest was rolled up and turned over to his chest, sleeping soundly with his stomach exposed.

"Brother Xue Ye is sleeping, let's not disturb him." Zhu Mo hung on his brother's shoulder like a koala.

"Don't quarrel with him now, he should quarrel with me after he has had enough sleep at night." Zhu Jie patted Xue Ye awake, "Get up and wash your face."

Xue Ye was picked up in his sleep, rubbed his eyes, and washed his face side by side with Zhu Mo.

This night's dream was Xue Ye's most chaotic dream in 19 years. In the dream, he was chased and intercepted, and many people wanted to draw his blood.He ran everywhere, but no matter where he went, it was the same group of people.Later, he was surrounded by his classmates and asked to see what medicine he had taken.

Xue Ye couldn't argue, and wanted to explain to them that he had been framed.In a blink of an eye, I arrived at the house of Jiege's grandparents again. The person in front of me was dressed in a round dress with a bar, pressing down from the front, and I bit the black tie hanging in front of my eyes.

"Tell me, who is your girlfriend?" Jie Ge kept shaking his face in front of him, and the whole world followed suit.

This dream was so real that Xue Ye's mouth was dry as soon as he opened his eyes.The side was empty, and he got out of bed barefoot to look for someone, and saw Brother Jie smoking and talking on the phone in the bathroom.

"Brother Jie, you're awake." Xue Ye went over to take a puff, and the cigarette was extinguished.

"The last one, I will officially quit smoking tomorrow." Zhu Jie hung up the phone, "Why are you up?"

"I dreamed that you forced me to ask about my girlfriend, so I woke up." Xue Ye also sniffed, "Whose phone is it... male or female?"

Zhu Jie turned on the ventilation fan and gently touched Xue Ye's mouth.Xue Ye just passed his 19th birthday more than a month ago, so young but he has experienced things that ordinary people can't even imagine. "Call the people on the list and ask if they would like to cooperate."

"What did they say?" Xue Ye listened intently.

"The bad news is that most of these young athletes have changed their careers." Zhu Jie frowned, feeling the despair of those people, the despair of the most cherished people being destroyed, "Dare to report by real name, the future of these people has been blocked Now, I can only change jobs."

Xue Ye pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

Working against the coach is basically a dead end, exactly the same as myself back then.

"The good news is." Zhu Jie smiled resolutely, because he could finally give an explanation to Xue Ye's parents, Xue Yuan and Lu Huanwei, "Most of their parents are willing to try again."

"What? Try again?" The clasped hands suddenly tightened. Xue Ye was shocked by the courage of these parents. It was a catastrophe that spared no expense in money, energy and time, but they turned out to be just because of a stranger's phone call. Hope rekindled.

"Try again." Zhu Jie gritted his teeth, the circles under his eyes were completely black from staying up late, and it was finally his turn to do what Xue Ye's parents failed to do.