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With such thoughts in mind, Mu Qing stepped on the accelerator even harder, and the car was so fast that it was almost flying!

Fortunately, it was close to midnight at this time, and it was New Year's Eve. Most of the people were waiting at home to watch the New Year. There were hardly any vehicles on the street. Minutes away shortened to less than 40 minutes.

After finally finding a corner in the parking lot, he was about to get out of the car when he heard a loud bang.

Afterwards, he saw flames rising into the sky in the direction that seemed to be the airport apron, followed by several explosions, which spread so widely that he even felt that the ground beneath him was trembling——

Mu Qing was completely confused. He wanted to get out of the car in a hurry, but in a hurry, he found that he forgot to take off his seat belt. Just as he was in a hurry, the notification sounded on his mobile phone...

He grabbed the phone as if grabbing a life-saving straw, the message on it made his whole heart fall into an icehouse——

Terrorist attack at airport, plane bound for France...

exploded.

Mu Qing didn't care about anything else, he rushed out of the car and wanted to run into the airport, but before he could take two steps, he heard explosions coming again and again. Seeing this scene, his legs went limp, and he couldn't hold on I couldn't stop sitting on the ground——

Reports say... it's a plane bound for France...

Yan Zhengdong... was on that plane...

Do not! !

Mu Qing was completely blindfolded. Although he was wearing a down jacket, he felt a bone-piercing cold at this moment. The chill was thousands of times colder than when he was bleeding from his body. In a trance, he felt that his The soul is frozen, and there is only one thought in the mind——

Yan Zhengdong... died like this?

If it wasn't for him...

If he hadn't let him down...

If he hadn't misunderstood his relationship with Shen Muqing...

If it wasn't because of his cowardice, he was unwilling to tell the truth...

really!

It was he who killed him!

really!

He is a disaster...

The damned person is obviously him...

Mu Qing just sat on the ground blankly like this, staring helplessly at the flames soaring into the sky in front of him, his nails pierced deeply into the palm of his hand, and the blood stayed down the palm of his hand, dripping drop by drop on the pure white snow. Lips, desperately restraining himself not to make any sound, perhaps because of too much force, his lips were bitten, and blood left along the corners of his mouth...

His eyes were bloodshot, and his body was shaking uncontrollably.

But he didn't cry.

It wasn't until today that he discovered that when people are in extreme despair, they cannot cry...

He slowly bent his knees, buried his head in the middle of his knees, and curled his body into a ball like a wounded little animal that could only hide and whimper, shrinking, shrinking again, and then shaking uncontrollably.

The biting cold wind pierced through his clothes in an instant, mixed with the melted snow and condensed into ice flakes, his whole body seemed to be in an ice cellar, but his heart was colder than ice and snow——

Maybe, just die like this...

After death, there will be no such feeling as if the soul has been hollowed out...

Mom has a younger brother and a stepfather, and she can live well without him...

But it wasn't until today that he realized that without Yan Zhengdong, he didn't even have the courage to live...

So, before he knew it, did he already like that man so much?

It turned out that after losing that person, did he no longer have the courage to go on alone?

Mu Qing suddenly smiled softly...

It turned out that no matter how much he told himself to be strong, he was still that coward in his bones.

Cowardly is cowardly...

He no longer wants to be strong.

He is too tired to walk this road of life, so tired that he no longer wants to bear it alone...

he is so tired...

Just sleep like this...

Maybe after falling asleep, my heart won't feel as painful as if it was gouged out by a knife...

Mu Qing sat on the snow like this, shrunk himself into a small ball, and slowly closed his eyes. As time passed bit by bit, his body lost consciousness bit by bit, and his consciousness gradually faded away. Gradually began to blur...

When he became conscious again, Mu Qing only felt the heat. He wanted to move his body, but he didn't have the strength. He tried to make a sound, but found that his throat was on fire.

Is he in hell?

That's right... He killed his lover, so he really should go to hell, but it's a pity that he can't meet that person again...

He opened his eyes in a daze, and was surprised to find himself lying on the back seat of the car, but what made him speechless was that Yan Zhengdong was sitting on the floor mat beside him, looking at him anxiously ...

So, did this guy meet me in hell?

That's right, this person did a lot of bad things when he was young, and it's good to go to hell, at least I have a chance to explain things to him clearly...

However, before that, he had to take a good look at this person whom he thought he would never see again...

Yan Zhengdong looked at his lover looking at him unblinkingly, just like this, he was about to speak, but saw Mu Qing finally reacted belatedly, widened his eyes and said: "We... die?"

Yan Zhengdong didn't know what his lover had imagined just now, looking at Mu Qing who was so confused, he nodded dumbfoundingly: "Yes!"

Mu Qing continued in disbelief: "So you... didn't get on the plane just now?!"

is this real?God really favored him so much and gave him a chance to have it again?

Seeing Mu Qing like this, Yan Zhengdong sighed heavily in his heart——

Forget it, what are you fussing about?After all, I can't bear him, can't I?

Hugging him heavily in his arms, he sighed a long time: "I admit that my kidneys are sad...but...I still can't bear to part with you after all."