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The moment the door closed, the smile on Yan Zhengdong's face disappeared instantly, and he sat back on the chair weakly.

He looked at the room quietly. It was still warm yellow lights, red lanterns, and untouched dishes on the table. The New Year's greeting songs were still playing lively on the TV, but at this moment, he suddenly felt lonely.

He suddenly wanted to laugh——

It turned out to be useless.

It turned out that no matter what I did, it was useless.

The living can never compete with the dead.

He would never be able to compete for Shen Muqing's position in his lover's heart.

Not only Shen Muqing, but even his younger brother and his family can't compete.

Bai Yueguang will always be Bai Yueguang, no matter how hard he tries, he will never be able to replace the other party's position in Mu Qing's heart.

He suddenly felt tired.

He can fall in love with Muqing without hesitation like a moth to a flame, but facing the despair that he can only look into the distance but never reach the destination, he suddenly feels tired.

Love is giving, but giving without reciprocation will one day make people feel desperate...

Yan Zhengdong stood up slowly, walked to the bedroom, packed his luggage silently, stood at the door and looked around the living room... and finally turned off the lights.

close the door.

So be it.

That's fine...

Such a desperate love... He is really tired.

Mu Qing had no idea that his own backyard was on fire at this moment. He hurried to the hospital, and what he saw was his stepfather Shen Qian sitting on the bench in the corridor with his head down, walking back and forth outside the emergency room, his eyes red Younger brother Shen Yiming.

Seeing Mu Qing approaching, Shen Yiming immediately greeted him, looking at him with tears in his eyes: "Brother Mu..."

At this time, Shen Qian also found that Mu Qing was coming, so he quickly stood up and walked over: "Mr. Mu, look, I'm sorry, this New Year's Eve...took you here."

At this time, when Mu Qing faced his stepfather in his previous life, he basically had no worries. He nodded: "You are welcome, Uncle Shen, how is the situation now?"

"It's just a heart attack. Fortunately, it was sent to the hospital in time. It shouldn't be a serious problem."

Mu Qing breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words: "It's fine..."

"It's a good Chinese New Year, why did you suddenly have a heart attack?" He hesitated for a while, and finally asked in confusion, "Did something happen at home?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Yiming's eye circles turned red again: "It's all my fault..."

Seeing him like this, Mu Qing's heart softened, and she quickly raised her hand to touch his head to comfort him: "It's okay...don't blame yourself, what's going on, just talk slowly..."

Shen Yiming sniffed, and began to slowly talk about the cause and effect of the incident.

I don't know why, but ever since Mu Qing went to eat at home, Dong Wan began to pay attention to him unexpectedly, and even often asked him about Mu Qing's basic necessities of life, personality and hobbies, habits and eating habits, and other problems. The details really annoyed Shen Yiming.

Originally, Mu Qing had already rejected Shen Yiming's proposal to invite him to celebrate the New Year, but Dong Wan insisted that it would be too deserted to let him celebrate the New Year alone, and he must be invited to the house.

In her words: "It just so happens that your brother is gone and there is one less person in the family, and Xiao Mu is also alone, so let's celebrate the New Year together. I also have an extra son..."

Originally, Shen Yiming disagreed, but he had no choice but to be the biggest mother in the world. In the end, he still couldn't resist the pressure and called Mu Qing.

Of course it was rejected.

Hearing the news of Mu Qing's refusal, Dong Wan's mood was relatively low, but she quickly cheered up and chatted with Shen Yiming while cooking the New Year's Eve dinner.

Speaking of which, Shen Yiming is also an adult young man, and there are not many topics to talk with his mother in the first place, it is nothing more than work, girlfriend and so on.

Seeing that Dong Wan's topic was always on blind dates, Shen Yiming couldn't hold back anymore. Now he only wants to avenge his brother, so he doesn't have the heart to think about these things.

In desperation, he had no choice but to use his trump card, and chatted with Dong Wan about his boss, Mu Qing.

Sure enough, as soon as Mu Qing was mentioned, Dong Wan's attention was diverted in an instant, and while chatting, she talked about Mu Qing's living habits.

Shen Yiming was originally a careless person, but once he opened the chatter box, he couldn't hold back, and directly complained to his mother, saying that Mu Qing and his elder brother had many habits similar to each other——

Like peeling the shrimp shells with a spoon...

I always drink black coffee when I drink coffee...

I like to eat cherries in the refrigerator...

He also betrayed many living habits of the other party by the way——

For example, you have to take a shower every day when you get up before going to bed...

I like to tap my index finger on the table when thinking...

I almost become obsessed with the cleanliness of my bed...

The scariest thing is that he likes to eat stewed chicken, and he especially likes sticky white vinegar with sugar!

It's just dark cuisine...

What he didn't expect was that Dong Wan's expression became more and more strange the more he heard it, and finally added: "If it wasn't for two people, I would even think he was my brother..."

"His computer password is even exactly the same as my brother's..."

He said heartlessly: "Mom, you think he won't be secretly in love with my brother... Otherwise, he wouldn't be working so hard to avenge my brother..."

What he didn't notice was that as he chattered, Dong Wan's breathing became more and more intense, and her face became paler and paler. At the end, she couldn't help trembling and said, "You... what did you say? What To avenge your brother?!"

Shen Yiming was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that he had accidentally said something wrong, and quickly corrected it: "No, I'm talking nonsense, don't think about it..."

Dong Wan always believed that if she hadn't demanded too much from Shen Muqing back then, the child would not have run away from home in a fit of anger, and was unwilling to go home even if she was injured, and finally chose to commit suicide under the burden of infamy.

Because of this, Dong Wan's death has almost become a knot in Dong Wan's heart. Of course, at this time, it is impossible for Shen Yiming to get over it lightly.

She put down the kitchen knife in her hand, and said with trembling lips: "What did you say? Say it again! Don't put me off! Make it clear! What happened to your brother's death?!! What revenge?! What is going on between you and Mu Qing? Things are hiding from me?!"