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What Song Zixuan hates the most is poverty, and the other is bowing his head and giving in.

He was really poor when he was a child. Because of this, he was often rejected and looked down upon by others. He also did a lot of things to bend his waist for five buckets of rice, so the words of getting ahead were almost as deeply imprinted on his heart as a brand.

Later, he entered the entertainment industry and gradually became successful. Looking back on the past, he still feels quite unwilling.The experience in his early years made him feel inferior. After success, this inferiority complex turned into conceit. In the end, it even developed into a casual accusation from others, which would make him feel frustrated in self-esteem.

Everyone has dignity, but too much self-esteem is not a good thing. Song Zixuan's mental state is easily influenced by people and objects from the outside world. Whenever he encounters setbacks or is irritable, Shen Muqing will explain it from the side. Although Song Zixuan didn't like Shen Muqing in his heart, he had to say that he was a hundred times better than all his assistants in calming his emotions and mobilizing his state.

If Shen Muqing was still there, he would have persuaded Song Zixuan to bow his head and admit his mistake, at least take the initiative to ease the relationship with the director, but now that Shen Muqing is gone, Song Zixuan has no one around him who can comfort his emotions, causing him to lose his temper. He became more and more irritable, instead of thinking of a way to solve this problem, he was full of thoughts on how to save face, how to show some color to the director who was determined to make himself unable to step down.

With this kind of mentality, it is natural that the acting skills are getting worse and worse, the temper is getting worse, and it is becoming more and more difficult to serve in the eyes of the crew and the staff around.

In fact, there are more or less things like front-line actors playing big names in the crew, from being picky about food, drink, housing and transportation, to being late and losing their temper and asking for script changes. These are common things on the set. These staff members see more I've been used to it for a long time, but there's nothing I can't bear.

Because they couldn't reach a consensus on the dinner that night, the director held his breath in his heart, but in their business, they don't have the status of Li Yun and He Chufeng. When I am "enduring", I am not far from breaking out.

The incident happened just a few days later. The first scene was supposed to be in the morning, but the protagonist Song Zixuan was late. Every time the director called to remind him, he said he would be on the way, but there was no one there.

Originally, the time for this film was very rushed. Song Zixuan's poor condition and many NG times caused the progress to be a little slow. The director waited with the whole crew for nearly two hours, and couldn't help but plan to film the next scene. , Song Zixuan arrived late with his assistant.

Because he was late and took the blame first, Song Zixuan's attitude was not bad, he kept explaining that the car had a problem on the road and he was late, and invited everyone to dinner at noon, then turned around and complained intentionally or unintentionally that the accommodation arranged by the crew was too bad He can't rest well at night and can't show his state during the day.

The person in charge of the crew took a look at him and didn't say anything, but he felt a little uncomfortable. He looked at the director and found that although the other party didn't say anything, his face was ugly, so he closed his mouth quite quietly, and the scene suddenly became quieter. Awkward.

In fact, Song Zixuan was deliberately embarrassing the director. He had been simmering with evil fire in his heart. He couldn't let it out, so he could only try his best to find trouble with people and things around him.Seeing that everyone was silent, he turned around and went to the dressing room to put on makeup, pretending not to see the director's gloomy face that dripped water.

In fact, the director really wanted to curse, but he held back, time was limited, he really couldn’t afford it, fortunately this is a modern drama, the costumes and styling wouldn’t be too troublesome, Song Zixuan finally packed up and stood The specified location is ready to shoot.

Song Zixuan's condition is still not good today. Although he has conflicts with the director, he still takes his work seriously, but he doesn't know what's going on. Every time he stands in front of the camera, he feels very irritable. All his lines and expressions are basically in the It was made in a state of depression, and the stiff and exaggerated look is just acting.

The director was already dissatisfied with him, and he didn't want to criticize and intentionally NG because he was already considering the progress of filming and the cost of the crew. The film doesn't cost money, does it? !But even considering the cost, Song Zixuan's performance is absolutely acceptable!

What happened to commercials?Commercial films also have dignity!

Even if your purpose is to make money, at least you have to have some bright spots that can attract people in, otherwise it's just a one-shot deal, who will buy it next time?

Besides, if the investor's income is not good this year, he can change people next year. What about the director?Your reputation will stink!You lost all your underpants for the movie you made, who will look for you in the future? !

In desperation, the director could only NG over and over again according to Song Zixuan's state. Song Zixuan also knew that there was a problem with his performance, and he endured it at first, but later he felt a little impatient because of too many times. Xiao Yu, he didn't want to shoot anymore.

But the director disagrees.

The shooting progress was already lagging behind, he was really anxious, and the rain was not heavy, it didn't affect the picture, and the plot here was a bit depressing and heavy, the rain seemed to set off the atmosphere better, so the director waved his hand ——

continue!

No matter how famous an actor is, as long as he doesn't want to kill himself, it's best to listen to the director honestly when filming, so although Song Zixuan is unwilling, he still continues to shoot according to the director's request.

He stood at the designated position and took a deep breath, hoping to calm down as much as possible and end the scene quickly.

But things in the world always run counter to one's own ideas, and for an actor, status is not something you can find immediately, let alone someone like Song Zixuan who can't calm down because of his anger?

The more anxious the performance, the worse the performance, and the more anxious the performance, the scene fell into a vicious circle like this.After another NG, seeing the director's increasingly impatient face and the eyes of the people around him, Song Zixuan felt his face was hot as if he had been slapped in the face. He felt that everyone was laughing at his acting skills and his spare time. The title of actor is actually the level of a second-rate actor.

After suppressing it for a long time, he finally broke out. After saying the wrong line again, he ignored the film that was still spinning, and walked directly in front of the director, shouting angrily in his tone: "This is not a rain scene at all. What is a rain scene?" What do you mean? We won’t be filming today.”

After speaking, he greeted his assistant and prepared to leave.

The director went berserk after hearing this——

What the fuck are you kidding me?

I'm sorry everyone, I have a low-grade fever that doesn't go away, and I came to Beijing to see a doctor