My brother became a love brain

I thought to myself that Song Dongyang was quite self-comforting, and he himself knew the current situation, but he had a high position and power, and I was too lazy to bother. Not happy with each other.

But I will not choose to poke him, tear him down, and I don’t want to see him sad. Human instinct is to make oneself live comfortably and properly. If false peace can bring happiness to each other, there is no need to expose the truth—— After all, the vast majority of marriages in this world do not have love.

But I am very curious about the follow-up of the dream. I can almost be sure that what Song Dongyang said is not his dream, but the "future" he foresees.

Perhaps, it was precisely because he foresaw my breakup with him that he chose to temporarily cancel the marriage.

But Chi Hui became another variable. In his "dream", he and Chi Hui suspected that they had sex a long time later, but in reality, it was several months earlier.

Chi Hui might really be reborn, but his rebirth didn't bring him any convenience. Instead, it gave Song Dongyang the ability to "predict".

Song Dongyang chose to lie dormant, grow himself quietly, and finally succeeded in killing Chi Hui. If I hadn't been involved in these things, I would definitely applaud and applaud his forbearance and wisdom.

But I happen to be a person in the story, tossing and tossing in a series of twists and turns.

All the things I once cherished were destroyed by Song Dongyang. Even if I learned the so-called "truth" afterwards and understood that "the situation is excusable", those sincere feelings have almost worn away.

Song Dongyang said that in the dream I was a little ambiguous towards him, maybe it was true, maybe nothing happened, I would really like him, but that was just "maybe".

He never gave me a chance to choose. He stubbornly arranged all the paths, and all the consequences should be borne by him. Even if he is cold-blooded, it has nothing to do with me.

not my business.

I was thinking like this, but my hand suddenly hurt. I turned my head and found Song Dongyang staring at me.

He asked, "Chi Rui, what are you thinking?"

I replied to him: "It's nothing, I'm thinking about what we should have for dinner."

This excuse can't deceive Song Dongyang, but he still said: "If you want to eat, tell the servants when you get back, and let the kitchen prepare it."

"Okay."

When we got in the car, Song Dongyang still held my hand tightly, as if he was afraid that I would disappear.

Outside the window, the scenery on both sides of the street was receding rapidly. I stared at it for a while, feeling a little unbearable for the quiet atmosphere in the car.

But I didn't say anything. It seemed that whatever I said at this time would inevitably be thorny.

We seemed to be in a competition, and no one spoke first. After about 10 minutes, Song Dongyang sighed and asked me: "You seem unhappy?"

"Well," I replied, and replied to him, "I thought of something I regret."

"Regret what?"

"I regret going to the Ninth District at that time, which contributed to the marriage between you and my sister."

After thinking about it, I really did not handle this matter properly. If I could have been more calm at that time, maybe everything would not have come to that point.

"You should really regret it," Song Dongyang didn't even coax me, "You don't understand what you want, what I want, you only care about what your sister wants."

"Chi Rui, for you, besides yourself, the most important thing is me, isn't it?"

"You didn't refuse, but I thought that a wedding would not bring us any change." I said this with difficulty, but my palms were sweating.

"But I love you," he said softly, "I love you, Chi Rui, I just want to marry you."

"I didn't refuse because I thought that you were destined not to like me, and I shouldn't force you into my world. I underestimated my desires, overestimated my self-control, and even felt that maintaining Being best friends is enough to satisfy my dark possessiveness."

"I even thought darkly, your sister won't live for more than two years, and if your wish is fulfilled, we will be closer than friends, and I will be your family and will always be with you."

"So you said, if I marry your sister, we will always be brothers?"

"Thinking about it now, it's extremely stupid," Song Dongyang said calmly, "I should have swallowed you long ago, so as to save so many troubles later."

His words dissipated the pity I had just raised. I thought that with Song Dongyang's personality, he would never let himself live a bad life. He had already calculated the gains and losses. The current scene is probably expected. I feel sorry for what he did.

Speechless for a while.

The car stopped, we got out of the car, Song Dongyang asked me: "Are you tired of me?"

I stared at his handsome face, shook my head, and replied, "I don't hate it."

He said calmly: "Until death, we will be together."

This is like a love story, but also like a declaration.

When I heard this sentence, I didn't feel much, until many years later, when we were gray-haired and old, when he squeezed my hand with withered fingers and said this sentence to me again, I felt Only then did I suddenly understand that this was his promise to me, and he did.

We didn't do anything that night, Song Dongyang hugged me, his breath sprinkled on my face, I couldn't sleep.

I didn't sleep, and neither did Song Dongyang. After a while, he said, "What are you thinking?"

"you."

He laughed out loud, as if he was happy, and replied to me: "Is it all about me?"

I didn't talk anymore, I always felt like I was at a disadvantage.

"Chi Rui."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

What's going on with him today, he said love words several times, I thought about it, it would be impolite not to reply to him, so I replied: "Thank you."

Song Dongyang stroked my back lightly and said, "You don't have to thank me."

After a while, he asked again: "Are you asleep?"

I pretended to be asleep and didn't respond to this sentence.

"Chi Rui," his voice was very low, but I could hear it clearly enough. I couldn't judge at that moment whether he knew I was awake, "I know you don't love me, but it's okay."

I controlled my breathing rate, and I didn't even dare to move my eyelids slightly. It's not suitable for me to be awake because I can't face it.

"I am willing to exchange your love for me for an ending where we no longer hurt each other."