My brother became a love brain

"No if," Song Dongyang stared at me without any panic, "this assumption is not valid."

"Song Dongyang," I greedily breathed the cool night air, the fire in my chest burned me to pieces, "You are driving me crazy, why don't you give me a good time?"

"Then what do you want? Do you want me to let you go?" Song Dongyang put his hand on my shoulder, and he licked his lips, which made his lips extraordinarily beautiful and moist, "I don't I will promise you."

"Chi Rui, have you ever tried to live a life immersed in the past every day and night? Every night I embrace you, and every day I face hellish scenes."

"I grew up on that island, but I couldn't be brainwashed, soberly looking at everything around me, looking for a way out. It took me ten years to become a pawn in the alliance, and it took another five years to have Opportunity came out to find you."

"Every time I expend energy, I think I found you, and you just lost your memory, but soon, I always find that they are not you."

"It seems that in the dark, someone is deliberately deceiving me, someone controls my thinking, makes me make a wrong judgment, and passes you by."

"I found you with great difficulty and brought you back to that island, but I was also afraid, afraid that you were not him, and I found the wrong person again."

"Now, I am sure that you are the person I have been looking for, but you tell me, forget those memories and let yourself go."

"Chi Rui, you are too cruel to me."

His eyes were full of tears, and he looked too innocent and weak, but I didn't think he deserved my sympathy and pity.

"There is a question that you have been avoiding." I raised my hand and grabbed his wrist. "When did you realize that I am the person you are looking for?"

Song Dongyang looked at me silently.

"Is it when we first met?"

"But if you're not sure if I'm him, maybe you're just using me as a stand-in."

"If I'm just a substitute, your feelings for me in the previous life will not be as deep as you have shown."

"If I'm not a substitute, wouldn't it be more interesting, you easily abandon the person you once loved deeply, the dream you once chased, empathize with others, and fall in love with others."

Song Dongyang interrupted me, he said: "You are sophistry, all the assumptions you make, the premise is that you are not him, but you are one person."

"I'm indeed sophistry." I casually moved his hand away from his shoulder, dragged down the coat by the way, clutched the collar, and handed it to him, "I just don't want to get involved with you anymore, this relationship It becomes like chicken ribs, tasteless to eat, and a pity to throw away."

"If we continue to grind on, the little bit of love left will be lost. At that time, I will see you, and the prisoner will see the prison guard, and there will be no difference."

The tears in Song Dongyang's eyes finally rolled down, as beautiful as broken crystals, he said: "Only you can make me so sad."

"You too," I let go, but Song Dongyang didn't pick it up, and the jacket with the question on it fell to the ground, like the intimate time between us, "You almost ruined me."

"Can we forget everything and start over?" His voice was not loud, but it slipped into my ears along the evening wind.

"If you lose your memory, you won't deliberately come out to find me, and we won't meet at all."

Song Dongyang stopped talking, but he still insisted on taking me back to the room. He stood at the door of my room, looking at me for a long time and silently.

It's a pity that I'm already immune to his tricks, and I won't have too many unnecessary emotions. I said, "Go back to sleep."

"Can I go in?" he asked in a low voice.

"Yes," I laughed, and I was not surprised to find that his expression relaxed a little, and he added the last sentence in a rather happy mood, "This is the territory, of course you can come in, you come in, I go out, it should be in this way."

His eyelashes trembled slightly, stained with newly gushed tears, and had a strange sense of beauty.It's just that I will never be confused again, and I will never mistakenly think that he needs help and rescue, and needs my extra compassion.

Song Dongyang is a poisonous snake, and all his actions are just a disguise to achieve his goal.Even though he acted so sad, he was sure in his heart that as long as he kept me under house arrest, one day I would let go and respond to his "love".

I pushed open the door, turned around and stood inside the door, holding the edge of the door with my right hand, while Song Dongyang stood outside the door, hesitant to speak.

"Good night." I said goodbye to him seriously.

"Good night." He looked like he swallowed a lot of words, and he was going to talk to me tomorrow.

"Let's go." After saying this, I didn't hesitate to close the door directly.

It took a long, long time for me to confirm that he had left the door.

I opened my lips and said softly, "You're such a liar."

After a while, he added: "I love you."

I went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, washed my body carefully, turned on the faucet switch of the bathtub, and started to put warm water on myself.

I trimmed my beard with an electric razor, and I dismantled the machine neatly to reveal the sharp edge of the blade—I'm a science student, after all.

I cleaned the edge of the blade with hot water, cut the blood vessel without a trace of hesitation, and submerged the bleeding wrist into the bathtub.

It hurts.

But the pain is bearable.

I choose to give up life, not to escape reality.

I just don't want to walk on the established path, and I don't want my life to be at the mercy of Song Dongyang's wishes. Why should I accept a tasteless and inferior love as he wishes.

I was waiting for my ending, but a memory was added to my mind for nothing - Song Dongyang and I were wearing school uniforms, holding hands, and walking down the long corridor.

With burning eyes, he promised me that he would be a brother for life.

But then everything changed, Ma Feifei appeared, my shrewd and wise brother turned into a love brain, he forced me to give up the chance of competition and give it to his beloved.

I remembered the unexpected affair in the villa, and Song Dongyang's sentence "I can't control myself".

"Bang bang bang—" There was a violent knock on the door, but I didn't seem to hear it, and I didn't want to give any response.

"Boom—" That was the sound of the door being knocked open.

I heard a familiar voice, from the doctor on the island.

He said, "Chi Rui, Song Dongyang has passed out."

After a few seconds, he let out a scream - "Are you killing yourself?!"

I let the doctor forcefully move me out of the bathroom with a blank expression, let him quickly stop the bleeding and treat the wound with injections, and let him have someone carry me to Song Dongyang's ward on a stretcher.

The two beds in the ward are very close to each other. When I turned my head, I could see Song Dongyang and the oxygen mask on his face.

I don't really believe in coincidences, maybe Song Dongyang has already guessed what I want to do, and he chose to interrupt my march towards death in this way.

I turned my head and said "boring", but I didn't want to die that much.

What I hope to get is a person's relief, not dragging a person to die in love.

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