Every time I wake up, I take the blame for the villain [Comprehensive]

When Jiang Chen was in the first grade, the teacher asked him to write a composition.

A letter to my future self.

At that time, he was like every young child, looking forward to growing up.

He doesn't know what science is, he writes, I want to be a great scientist.He thought of his own body, he wrote, I want to be a doctor who can bring the dead back to life.He thought of his brother, and he wrote again, I want to be a policeman who punishes evil and promotes good like my brother!

Of course, at this time, he never thought that one day, except for the last point, he would do it all.

But on the last point, he often did exactly the opposite.

But at that time, he had forgotten that when he was young, he had those ever-changing dreams.

1000 years of captivity is so long that people forget many happy things.

It's strange that his short 20-year memory is obviously pitifully small compared to Xuan Xiao's hundred-thousand-year memory, and compared to any memory after that.But he neither questioned who he was like a lunatic, nor did he dilute himself with too many memories.

People often seek to live up to their original intentions, but in the end, they fail to fulfill their original intentions.

alright.Don't be sad anymore.

You see, what you want, I still haven't disobeyed after all.

If Jiang Chen could say a word to himself, it should be the only one he could say.

Do people want to give up their peaceful and happy life now because of the pain they have not felt in the future?

Give up, but really not reconciled.

Jiang Chen was not such a person.

Until he sees another self.

They have the same heart.

No one else in the world understands himself better.

Yes, of course.You have suffered a lot of grievances, and you have returned from wandering in thousands of rivers and mountains, to find yourself, to find the past, and to bring a well-thought-out ending.

However, have you ever asked whether the current Jiang Chen will act according to the arrangements of his future self?

Jiang Chen naturally didn't want to.

He never liked being set.Everything he does is from his heart.What he hates the most is being responsible for unnecessary things.

And now, the other Jiang Chen wanted him to end everything.

His weakness, what he cares about, now, no one else can see through it at a glance except himself.

Jiang Chen has always been smart.

So he did it on purpose.

He clearly knows that displaced people seek a home, but he doesn't want to take them in either.

Why is he in containment?What reason does he have to contain him?His arrival broke his peaceful life and made his grandmother, brother and sister worry about him.Why should he tolerate him?

Why is he now responsible for everything in the future?

Could it be that he, who lives peacefully now, should die as a matter of course because of the pain in the future?

It's like an elder who worked hard to arrange everything for your future, and said earnestly that if you don't listen to the old man's words, you will suffer in front of you, but you don't care about what the people who are arranged really need.

Would a person give up his present life because of the unknown pain in the future?

Jiang Chen didn't want to give up so simply.

But different from the good words of the elders, the loneliness and darkness are passed on every moment, at the moment of meeting.

He clearly knew that everything that this person who threatened to kill him and acted on repeatedly was true.

Jiang Chen, he came from Jiang Mu's tombstone.He presented flowers to Jiangxi Jiangmu's tombstone.

Come back in time, kill yourself who threatened your brother's life, and come to end this bloody journey.

If he wanted to stop him, the only reason Jiang Chen could find was that the person with blood on his hands was you, not me.

But, do you want these hands to be stained with the blood of the brother who loves him the most at some point in the future?

Rather than that, he was the one who died, this frail person who didn't have a few days to live, so it should be a good deal.

At the time of death and disappearance, on the hospital bed, Jiang Chen gently raised his fingertips. Not far away, a white daffodil that Jiang Xi carefully pruned flew over and landed in his hand. Jiang Chen looked at it, and finally raised his hand. Handed to the already transparent phantom, smiled slightly.

This is, the missing one, a sacrifice to you and me.

Before receiving it, it fell into the shattered phantom, and the neat petals were scattered on the hospital bed that had become wrinkle-free and deserted.

Jiang Chen, I'm dead, I should be very satisfied now.

The author has something to say: I can't help it, I want to do it again

In fact, Xiaochen and Dachen each have their own ideas, and there is nothing wrong with it.

And...meeting a self who thinks about dying all the time and is justified and confident, Xiaochen also wants to cry, okay?

When you're a kid, it's always different when you grow up.

Recently, I will catch bugs in the whole article, and modify some points that were not suitable before.So if there is an update, it may not necessarily be a real update, don't wait

I'll make some adjustments to the episode of Small World.

After all, the feeling of writing the ending now, I can’t write a good side story, thank you to the little angel who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution for me~

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