Every time I wake up, I take the blame for the villain [Comprehensive]
Chapter 247: The World
In the gap of time and space, countless fragments pass by like flowing water.
Endless darkness, and endless silver starlight.
Among them, those who can exist will eventually be forgotten by time.
"Second brother."
"Second Brother?" Jiang Chen's expression was extremely calm at the moment, "I know I am Jiang Chen, but I don't know if you are Jiang Xi."
"Second brother is second brother, just like I am Xiaoxi."
He stood up straighter, the collar of his white casual jacket was stained with blood, which was very clear at this moment. "If you think of me as your elder brother, you shouldn't stop me." He didn't know what this younger sister had gone through, whether she had lived for many years like him and returned to the original place.It doesn't matter, the important thing is that Jiang Chen should be a dead person by now.
Jiang Xi couldn't stop it, and neither could Jiang Mu.
"Second brother, I don't understand. Do you want to die?"
"I have my reasons."
"What's the reason? I just know that I can't let you hurt yourself like this."
"Harm? How do you know what is harm and what is help? Xiaoxi." He said suddenly, "You have always listened to your brother, so now, don't interfere."
"Yes, second brother. I am very obedient, so now, why can't you listen to me once? I only know that the former second brother worked hard to live. He died, grandma and brother..."
"I used to want to live, that was the past. Now, I've changed."
"No!" When she stopped, she was firm.
He retorted again, making Jiang Chen's calm face look a little cracked, "I have never doubted you for tens of thousands of years."
"..."
"That dragon, you let it go."
"Yes."
is her.Moreover, even if she did it all over again, she would still do it!
"You made up your own mind and asked my opinion!"
"I didn't ask you, but at that time, my second brother also gave me the answer."
"Second brother, you don't need me to save you. But he does."
"...You also think that I am not Jiang Chen."
"I never think of you as someone else. No matter how your appearance changes, the second brother is Jiang Xi's second brother."
"Is it?"
"Second brother, you can't let go of your pride."
"Arrogance? Do you want me to live under the injustice of those names, forever and never turn over? To be the shadow under their feet, and not even have my own identity. I will bear their faults, but I will hang on to what I did right. Put their first and last names on them, and they are called "Returning from a Lost Way."
"How unequal!"
"Second brother..."
"For tens of thousands of years, I have never doubted you. I only know that Jiang Chen's hometown is where you are. Because of all this, even in the face of a thousand-pointed place, I never accepted my fate, and even in the end, I never gave up. The second brother worked hard to live, sealed their memories and maintained himself, even if he was stained with blood for this, he did not dare to regret it. But I never expected that it was you who completely destroyed everything that was originally there?"
"Do not……"
"Why not? You want to say you had no hand in this?"
Jiang Xi had never seen that his brother who was always smiling in his memory would lose his composure one day.
Under the seemingly calm gaze was the blood and disgust that had been suppressed for thousands of years, as if she dared to say any rebuttal, and he would explode on the spot.
But even so, he didn't explode.
Jiang Xi was silent.The power of time and space of the silver dragon will always be biased by other people.But she never expected that the deviation would be so large.
When I experienced the catastrophe of reincarnation, I could vaguely see this power that disrupts time and space, which is unacceptable to heaven and earth.It's just that she wants to save people, so she doesn't care about so many people.
"Second brother, come with me. You won't be happy here...here."
Jiang Chen seemed to be shaken for a moment, before he smiled and said to Jiang Xi, "Could it be that if we leave, we can pretend that nothing happened?"
cannot.Never can. "No, but you can start over."
"If you don't want to change, why should the second brother come back?"
Jiang Chen's complexion became ugly, and he exhaled fiercely, maintaining a calmness that was on the verge of collapse, "That's because I always thought that someone would wait for me, but the time to be waited for has already passed."
"Second brother, one cannot indulge in the painful past."
"Then what do you want from me!"
"How I hate me! I remember everything clearly. I have seen me now. At that time, the person who strangled me, I only know that he is a madman, a disgusting madman! That state of mind, now I can feel it!"
"Ridiculous! He hates me, don't I hate him?!"
"Now he is living here quietly, but I am like a ravine under the shadows, afraid to come forward to meet my eldest brother and them. Why is he happy, but I am struggling like this!"
"unfair……"
Jiang Xi was stunned, and asked, "Second brother...are you jealous of him?"
Jiang Chen was also dumbfounded before he sneered, "You think too much."
Seeing the same face, one bright and bright, the other painful, Jiang Xi felt no pain in his heart. "You are all the same, but you are already in a different time and space...Second brother, follow me to my world. Here..." You won't be happy...
In order to protect him, she awakened once, but hurt him...
I will never forget the look on his face at that moment...
"Did you see it?" He looked down at those hands, "It's just like this hand, it's full of blood."
"Why don't you want to let him go."
"Him?" Jiang Chen nah, a little confusion appeared on his face, and it took a long time before he seemed to come to his senses, his eyes darkened, "It's him. Xiaoxi, admit it? You also separated me from him. You didn't actually Willing to admit that I am Jiang Chen..."
His voice was cold, and he asked coldly, "Is it?"
Jiang Xi knew that he had hurt him again unintentionally, so she didn't dare to speak casually anymore.
He smiled lowly, looked at his clean hands for a while, thought of something, and said softly in a considerate tone, "But there is nothing wrong with it. Jiang Chen will not kill people like hemp. A lonely ghost is indeed not worthy of the name of Chen Xi."
"..."
"Step aside."
"..."
Seeing his expression, Jiang Xi's heart sank slightly, but she still gritted her teeth, "Never."
Jiang Chen's fingertips transformed into a dragon ball white jade qin, and with a flick of his fingertips, there was a deep and distant sound.
His eyes became gentle, just like when he was young and coaxing the newcomer Jiang Xi, he was so gentle and patient. "Have a good night's sleep."
After her consciousness dimmed, a silver dragon came down and closed her eyes.
The sound of the piano is endless.
Jiang Chen loosened the strings, stretched out his hand, and touched the beautiful, silver and even transparent dragon horns.
Where did you come from.
In any case, you haven't seen the end of everything.
So, you don't understand yet.
If a person's death and disappearance can improve everything to the greatest extent...
Then he must be sacrificed.
Which is more important, Jiang Chen already has the answer in his heart.
This is the only...
and methods that must be done.
……
Annoyed, Jiang Chen picked up the remote control and turned off the TV. The joy of solving a major case reported on the TV news on the wall could no longer be conveyed here.
The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was strong. Sitting on the hospital bed, he couldn't help sneezing.
It feels like being missed.
The medicine is in a transparent glass bottle, dripping little by little.
He glanced at the clock on the wall, the hands ticked and turned at a fixed and small angle.There is still more than half a bottle of medicine in the medicine bottle.
wait.There is no doubt that the longest thing is to keep someone who has nothing to do waiting.
Jiang Chen, who had just escaped from the intensive care unit, touched his heart.Dr. Zhao said that the operation was successful, but he should be careful in the future.
He asked Xiaoxi, but Xiaoxi didn't have that memory at all.To be honest, he almost thought that what happened before was just an absurd dream of his own.
It's just that it's a little too real.
People don't often say that before they die, they always see some strange things.
It's really just a conjecture after fainting...
He was lying on the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.Wait for the elder brother to go to work, and then go out to play.Leave now, maybe you will be caught back.
It is really not easy for people to live well.
If he can live like a normal person...
It seems that he is indeed a little greedy.It's good that he can survive.
Even though Jiang Chen had never met his parents, he could feel that his parents died in the car accident, and he, a pre-term baby, was able to survive. It was the hard work they put in at that moment.
Grandmother and eldest brother rarely mentioned their parents in front of him.Probably because he was afraid that he would attribute the death of his parents to himself.
However, what has happened in the world, will it be so easily covered up?
At least Jiang Chen never thought it was impossible.
What the elder brother has been doing has been almost perfectly hidden from everyone in the family, and Jiang Chen knows it clearly.
Thanks for the computer.
"Second brother!" The door of the ward was pushed open, and a girl in a light yellow dress poked her head in, carrying a basket of fruit, and squinted at him to signal to the door behind her.
Jiang Chen understood in seconds, covered the quilt decisively, and smiled brightly without any haze, "Xiaoxi, how is brother doing? I miss him! The brother finally came back, and I have to stay in the hospital every day to get an IV. I can't see my brother, alas." Jiang Chen sighed extremely melancholy.
The young man standing at the door with his shirt buttoned up to his neck raised his hand and gave it a light push. Jiang Xi staggered in and gave a thumbs up secretly through the fruit basket.Look at what the second brother said, how touching!
Jiang Chen sat up from the bed with a look of surprise, "Brother! Why are you here!"
Jiang Mu kept his face on purpose, and snorted softly, "I'm afraid that if I don't come, you will run away."
"How could it be!" Jiang Chen retorted decisively, "I have always listened to you the most. This is the third sister who can testify the most?"
Jiang Xi cleared the table while saying, "Mmmmm."
Jiang Mu: "You two fronts have always been united. How credible is your testimony?"
A kindly female voice laughed at the door, "Amu, it's rare to come back, how can you know how to preach!"
Jiang Mu really didn't speak.
Hearing this voice, Jiang Chen knew who was coming without guessing, "Grandma!"
Jiang Mu thoughtfully opened the door wider, and sure enough there was an old man standing beside him.She is getting older, but she still lives exquisitely, always with an optimistic smile on her face, and never worries about her own life and death.
The only thing she couldn't let go of in her life were these children.Xiao Mu is already 25, and he doesn't have a girlfriend yet.Ah Chen Eighteen, his health is not very good.As for Xiao Xi, this little girl is also a naughty girl, she looks soft and weak, she jumps up and down but can't stop her.
Three, all quite uneasy.
However, they are all cute.
Jiang Chen raised his hand to pull out the dropper, went down to greet him, but was held down by Jiang Xi, his eyes signaled that he could not give up the treatment.
From childhood to early in the morning, Jiang couldn't figure out where the little girl came from so hard.
In addition, he looked at his hand that was blocked before touching the needle, and he had to sigh, the reaction speed of the little girl was beyond ordinary people.
"Brother, the needle tube is crooked." He lazily complained.
Jiang Xi was taken aback, was it really wrong?She let go of her hand instantly and took a look.
Jiang Chen Youyou raised his hand and blew on the back of his hand, "Ah. It was almost crooked, Xiaoxi, don't always be frizzy when you do things."
"..." This kind of tone is similar to Jiang Mu's.It was frightening to hear.
Yes, maybe because Jiang Mu is rarely at home, what Jiang Xi is most afraid of is actually this gentle but serious brother.
And, to be honest, there was blood in him occasionally.It's really bloody.
Jiang Xi's nose is naturally very sensitive.
After all, he seems to be a successful businessman, but he has most of the cooperation with the Bureau of Investigation.No matter how he conceals it, he is still different from a real businessman.
Most importantly, the eldest brother is similar to the existence of the head of the family.
Jiang Xi has always respected the two elder brothers.
It's just because I grew up with my second brother and got closer.
She went to the window sill to tidy up the daffodil vase, and responded with a smile, "Yes, yes, the second brother taught me the lesson."
The curtains were drawn wider, and the sunlight shone in more brightly.Jiang Xi opened the window for ventilation, and after a short while, closed it again.It's already late August, and it's getting a little cold outside.
The daffodils in the porcelain vases are in full bloom, and they are still radiant because of people's quiet care.
Jiang Xi took the scissors and lowered her head to cut off a little yellowed leaf edge.
"How are you feeling today?"
"Very good." Jiang Chen took the apple handed by Jiang Xi, and smiled heartlessly, "I think I'll be fine for running 800 meters."
"..." Jiang Mu was speechless, helpless, "Nonsense."
"real!"
Jiang Mu took the apple, unbuttoned his cuffs, pinched the blade with his slender fingertips, and showed another knife skill. He picked up the knife later than Jiang Xi, but he almost finished cutting it with her.
Jiang Xi looked at the intact skin under his knife. Originally, the second brother definitely wanted to choose this complete one, but since the eldest brother doesn't come home often...
She reached out and handed the apple to Mrs. Jiang, "Grandma, here you are."
Jiang Chen: ...
After taking it from Jiang Mu's hand, I couldn't get out of my obsessive-compulsive disorder.Because the elder brother peels, he always likes to peel from the top.The method is clean and neat, but it will break.
...Vertical peeling is really killing obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Mrs. Jiang couldn't help laughing, "Ah Chen, here, here you are."
"eat more."
Stared at by three beams of eyes, Jiang Chen was so stressed that he took the knife and divided it into three parts, "Come on, come on, we will split half of it. Don't be too polite, don't be too moved."
Seeing him, Jiang Xi bit her lip, almost unable to control her emotions.Who would have thought that a person who was smiling so happily was seriously ill.
When she first came to this home, the second brother was the first to laugh.At that time, she had no idea that a person with a smile on his face would end up in the hospital every three days.
"Brother, I want to be discharged from the hospital." Jiang Chen bit an apple and said to him.
Zhao Wen said that Jiang Chen's condition has stabilized, and it's safe not to fluctuate too much. Jiang Mu thought about the current situation and nodded to him, "Yeah."
Jiang Chen looked at him suspiciously, why was it suddenly easy to talk.
Jiang Mu: "What's your expression?"
"Ah, haha. Brother, I'm not used to you agreeing too quickly."
"Sorry." Jiang Mu pursed his lips, "My brother is very busy, and I have indeed ignored your feelings these years."
"...How could it be? I know, my elder brother cares about me the most, how could I not know it!" He patted Jiang Mu on the shoulder. With a look of vigilance, "You don't want to dig a hole and tell me not to leave the hospital if you know you care, that's impossible!"
He deliberately joked, but it was just to save his brother from continuing to blame himself.
Jiang Mu pushed his forehead away from his unshape appearance, straightened the clothes wrinkled by his shoulders, knew his intentions, and didn't mention the words just now, "How can your brother have as much money as you?" Ghost spirit."
"I'm extremely smart, thoughtful, and take every step and three calculations to plan ahead."
"You have nice hair." So not super-smart yet?
Jiang Chen: Did the elder brother tell a bad joke?Can't help but ask, "Do you have to be bald to know I'm smart?"
Jiang Xi comforted, "Second brother, I know you are the smartest."
Jiang Chen: Right?Sure enough, it's better than my younger sister, a caring little padded jacket.
"If you didn't spend those brains on sneaking out of the hospital."
As soon as her words fell, Jiang Chen subconsciously looked at his elder brother, and sure enough, he saw that his usual gentle brows and eyes were slightly gloomy, which was not obvious, but Jiang Chen has always been very sensitive to other people's emotions, "..."You can do it, Xiaoxi , Learned to dig a trap for your brother.
Jiang Xi turned her head and smiled sweetly: Just now you sued me, saying that I crooked your needle, thank you.
"Careful." Jiang Chen completely understood what she meant, curled his lips.
Jiang Xi hummed a tune and tidied up her surroundings again.
Jiang Mu saw that the two of them were safe, so he put his mind away, turned around and left the ward, "I'll go to Zhao Wen, and if he says yes, I'll take you out."
"Okay. Thank you, Brother Zhao, thank you Brother Zhao."
"He hasn't said yes yet."
"This is thanks in advance, polite." What's more, his words don't count.As long as the big brother says it's okay. ...
"The situation has stabilized. If he wants to go back, then go along. A good mood is also very important for recuperating."
"When you went, did you find anything suspicious?"
"It's an emergency. I'm busy dealing with Ah Chen's illness. I'll go back to Longhu to check later..." Zhao Wen said a little seriously, "It shouldn't have anything to do with you. After Xiaoxi woke up, I asked, and she also asked about the specific things." It's a bit vague. I just said that I was passing by Longhu to go home and saw that Ah Chen was sick, so I called." As for her, she also fainted, maybe it was heatstroke.
"If you were discovered, Ah Chen and you two, it wouldn't be as simple as just getting sick."
"The matter is not over yet, Mu, be careful."
Jiang Mu accurately took out a pair of plain mirrors from the pocket of his arm, "I see." He didn't look back, "If they ask, just say something happened to the company, I Go back and deal with it."
Zhao Wen patted him on the shoulder.
"Leave it to me." He smiled gently, "No one can escape."
It would be strange if you could escape from the time you spent with your family to fight.
Zhao Wen just nodded for a while.I beg you, don't smile at people like your brother did.
Jiang Mu always thought Jiang Chen was cute and cute.But in fact... that sick and beautiful boy is simply a human bomb.Whoever pokes dies.
That's not the case either.
That's still too light.
He has seen Jiang Chen sitting on the hospital bed and typing on the keyboard for a while, smiling happily at the computer.Not a few seconds later, I received a message from Jiang Mu, saying that the target suddenly couldn't hold back and took the initiative to attack, and just fell into a trap. He and his teammates took the target's nest and perfectly achieved the goal.
Later, when Jiang Mu took away Jiang Chen's computer, Zhao Wen borrowed it to take a look.No trace.
But it's hard to say, it has nothing to do with him.
Whoever stabs who dies is easy to say.To be honest, it should be that whoever pokes his Nilin will die.
Yes, if I hadn't seen his proficiency in using computers, meeting him these few times would not be a coincidence.Looking at his young face, he is bright, self-improving and harmless, he is simply physically disabled... A good example of optimism and positiveness who is seriously ill but keeps striving for self-improvement.
His health has not yet recovered, and the visitation cannot last long.It wasn't until everyone left that Jiang Chen showed some tiredness, and was silent in front of the empty ward.
He didn't like this pale and lifeless look at all.
But if he didn't send Xiaoxi and the others away, he was very worried that he would not be able to hold back any bad expressions.
At that time, they will definitely worry again.
Since Zhao Wen said he was fine, it should be fine.After that, he can go home often and see grandma and Xiaoxi as well.
No hurry, no hurry.
He turned his head and saw the same pale face with a pair of indifferent eyes on the windowsill glass, looking at him without blinking.
How long has he been here?How long has he been watching it again?What exactly does he want?
Jiang Chen's heart choked.
Even the whole ward seemed to have cooled down.
He walked through the glass by the window and walked out in real.
Jiang Chen closed his eyes, always feeling that he might be hallucinating again.
Until he said, "How? You don't even want to see this side of yourself?"
Jiang Chen was slightly stunned, then turned his head to look, "You..."
"I..." He smiled lowly.In the blink of an eye, a slender and clean hand was on Jiang Chen's neck.
Jiang Chen frowned.
The person who came took it lightly.
Jiang Chen's breathing stagnated, and the air in his chest seemed to be sucked out instantly. Feeling that hand, it was getting tighter and tighter, and said with difficulty, "Why... what?"
"Don't you understand?"
"I am you, and you are me."
"Jiang Chen, without you, there would be no me. Why don't you just die? At least, you and I won't live in such pain."
"Hmph!" The person pinched by him calmed down, hooked the corners of his lips, looked at the hand on his neck as nothing, as if he could see through his mind with a single glance, and replied calmly and self-sufficiently, "Who is suffering? What is the most painful thing in your heart?" clear."
"..."
"I'm sorry." His brows and eyes were still cold, but he suddenly said, "There are too many people we have sorry for in this life. Only complete death can cut off everything."
"Even if you and I are one, it's a pity, are these words and deeds fulfilling all kinds of wishes or cowardly evasion?"
"You and I are alone. Isn't it?"
"Really? I have never admitted this." After Jiang Chen calmed down, he gently pushed his hand away, not caring about the murderous look, and chuckled, "You are you, I am me. Even if you and I look like you The same, what else can it explain?"
Jiang Chen was stunned when he heard this.On that identical young face, there was a confusion that had never been seen in thousands of years.
After a long time, he smiled lowly, "I don't even remember, how many years. Struggling in the dark, living under other people's names, I always say, Jiang Chen, Jiang Chen. I am Jiang Chen. I have I have my own identity, my own life, and my own hometown. The fate and sins of others have nothing to do with me. I just want to see if I can come back one day, even if my body is broken. The existence of such a wandering soul, relying on that physical body to make me bear the faults of others, I have never been willing to admit it. I am not willing to be the shadow of others, even if the whole world calls me by their name, I will not go Acknowledged, not forgotten. Never expected..."
"I didn't expect that one day, my existence would be denied by myself. Even myself would deny it! Hehe..." His smile suddenly faded away, his eyes were cold, and his pale and bloodless hands grabbed him. He almost gritted his teeth, and said word by word, "Interesting...really interesting..."
It is really so difficult to kill.No, actually, it's not that difficult.
"Uh...uh..." The pale faces of the people on the hospital bed were forced to ooze a morbid blush, but his calmness at the moment simply didn't match his age. "You know...cough...the elder brother and the third younger sister are waiting for me."
Jiang Chen also laughed, and the two reunited for a moment, "No, they will forget all this."
Forget Jiang Chen's existence, forget... Jiang Chen's name.
Jiang Chen said in a hoarse voice, "Even if you kill me, it's useless at all. I've gone through everything that needs to be experienced. You said you were me. As you said, at the moment Jiang Chen died, Jiang Chen no longer existed. It’s gone! The person who experienced the experience that shouldn’t exist is no longer Jiang Chen.”
The veins in his hands were exposed, and when he saw that he was clearly looking angry, he relaxed again, and smiled lightly, "Really?"
"Dead?" A sneer of unknown meaning overflowed between his lips and teeth, "Since we are all going to die, why don't we end it early? You and I don't have to struggle. Xiaoxi won't affect the overall situation..."
His eyes were cold, and there was no smile at all, gloomy like a cool night.
Jiang Chen took a big breath, and a bright red mark appeared on his pale neck. When he was breathing at this moment, the old bellows were wheezing, as if he was going to die in the next moment.
"Bang bang bang."
The door of the ward suddenly rang.
"Second brother?" Jiang Xi greeted outside.
The two identical faces in the room were stunned.
Jiang Xi stood at the door with Clivia in her arms, with a bowl of fruit on her head, totally unaware of the struggle inside, and smiled as usual, "Second Brother, I'm coming in."
The door creaked open.
The girl with gentle eyebrows lay at the door and looked around, then came in lightly.
"Fortunately, grandma isn't here." She took out a laptop from the basket and gave it to him, "but only for a while."
Big brother went out again.The second brother wanted to come, but was worried again.At least he will feel at ease when he uses a computer to track him.
On the hospital bed, Jiang Chen stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair. There was nothing unusual about it, and he smiled, "Good third sister."
The wind outside the window is blowing slowly, and the sun is streaming in from the window sill.
Jiang Xi looked at the sunshine outside the window, a peaceful forest, and his uneasy mood has become a little more comfortable in recent days, "Second brother, how do you feel today?"
Jiang Chen was a little nervous at first, but as soon as she turned around, Jiang Chen's face was the same as usual, and he replied lazily, "Xiaoxi, the second brother thinks that he can be discharged from the hospital. He is in good health and tastes good."
"No, at least half a month, and you must not fall into the root of the disease. I will take care of it for you first. But then again, what are you going to do? According to your sister's observation, grandma is afraid that she will force you to get married."
Yes, it's marriage.It's not about seeing him make female friends.
Jiang Chen was stunned for a moment, then suddenly said, "Second brother is planning to find another new love..."
Jiang Xi: ...
"You're breaking up again!"
"...I've always been single, okay?"
"Hey, Huaxin Daluobo is addicted."
This sentence came faintly from the room.
In the woods outside the window, he already remembered the reply at that time.Almost at the same time as in the room, he numbly murmured a sentence, "Second Brother, this is suave and suave, everyone loves you, flowers bloom when you see them..."
Smiling, it turned out that it wasn't an illusion at all, it was really him.
There is another self outside the window, in a different time and space.
At that time, he thought that this person who looked like him was a pervert who would kill anyone he saw.
It never occurred to me that they were really the same person.He could even recall the extreme disgust and disgust in his heart at that time.
In the room, Jiang Chen said, and coughed deeply, his face turned red.
Jiang Xi panicked for a moment, and hurried to pour water for him.I saw that he was still wearing a scarf around his neck today, and was stunned.
Jiang Chen came over slowly, saw her gaze, but didn't panic at all, and spoke calmly, "Xiaoxi, you have seen the body of the second brother, enough trouble. This kind of thing is fundamentally against the other party. Irresponsible, don't listen to grandma making do, understand?"
"Second brother..." As soon as his tone dropped, Jiang Xi immediately stopped paying attention to the scarf, shook her head and said seriously, "Brother Wen said, you're ready." She shook his hand and said firmly, " Believe me."
Jiang Chen laughed, "Okay! It will be fine. Our elder brother is too stupid. If necessary, your second elder brother will have to help."
"Second brother..." He always thought about his elder brother, his younger sister, and his family's feelings, and guarded the family in various ways, but never said what he thought.Jiang Xi was silent for a while, and quickly raised a smile, "Brother will come to see you in two days. After a while, he will be discharged from the hospital to play at the beach. Grandma has agreed, but it is good, you can't go alone, you have to take it with you." I."
"Sea?" Jiang Chen didn't know why, and his heart sank.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Jiang Xi was surprised, "Second Brother...Second Brother?"
Jiang Chen came back to his senses, smiled softly, the sun fell on his pale face, but it was very warm for a while, "Okay."
On the forest outside the wall, Jiang Chen didn't dare to look at all of this. After a long time, he turned his head up and closed his eyes.
Why doesn't he remember what happened today.Everything in the past is vivid, even every word and every mood he said at that time is as clear as before.
But now that one says he is him, he is him.
Yes, many years ago, he heard this sentence.
At that time, he was the one who spoke, completely ignorant of the despair of obedient people, and now it was finally his turn to experience everything.
You are you and I am me.
This is what he said to himself.
So simple, so plain, but so bloody, it makes people feel chills in their bones and blood.
What is the point of his persistence all these years?
When he came back with blood on his hands, even his former self was so disgusted in his heart that he didn't want to admit that they were really one person.
He is no longer Jiang Chen?
Who is he then?
He is not Jiang Chen
Who else could he be?
Jiang Chen reached out to wipe those tears, but couldn't stop, the more he wiped, the more turbulent it became.
He never shed a tear.Even when he was trapped in the East China Sea ignorantly, even if the whole world wanted him to die, he never shed tears in those years.He always thought that he forgot to bring the lacrimal gland with him when he was born, but now he realizes that it's not that he didn't bring it, it's just that people's hearts have not yet reached the point of despair.
The weather changes with the seasons.
It was sunny just now, and now it is pouring rain.
Jiang Chen was drenched, his hair sticking to his cheeks, and he was in a panic.
At any time in the past, he never hoped that he would be too embarrassed.
But now I feel a sense of embarrassment from the bottom of my heart.
The world is so big, but there is no place for him.
Jiang Chen, that's Jiang Chen's home.
He was already dead, a dead person recognized by Jiang Chen.
That's not his home anymore.
It turned out that he had no home for a long time.
From beginning to end, he was the only one who refused to let go.
He sat in front of the bed, and the rain on his body also wet the hospital bed.The dagger in his hand shone coldly.
Long Ying rushed out from the mouth of the person lying on the bed, and rushed towards him murderously, intending to completely eliminate the threat.
The person sitting in front of the bed also had a dragon figure floating around him.
The two sides confront each other, are enemies, and move in an instant.
Jiang Chen had no expression on his face, and raised the knife in his hand. The two dragons, each of which was their master, were stuck on the tip of the knife together and disappeared completely.
The coldness of the knife point piercing into the chest, and the breath of death.
It's what he feels.It was also what he felt.
On the hospital bed, Jiang Chen slowly opened his eyes, but there was no sleepiness in his clear eyes.
He didn't speak any more, his eyes fell on the identical figure in front of him that was gradually blurring, revealing a bit of sadness.
If such a death is to be ushered in after all, it is better to never exist.
The person sitting by the bed smiled. When he laughed, he subtracted the heaviness and hypocrisy after thousands of years, and finally overlapped with the boy who loved to laugh.
The memory possessed by the later people gradually dissipated because of the premature death of the former people.
He is no longer heavy.Jiang Chen is the only one on his back.
What he wanted in this life has finally come true.
As I said before, the only one who can kill him is himself.And what he wants to do, he never fails.
The transparent figure was completely scattered, only the original soul remained, which turned into a little bit of shimmering light and re-integrated into the already cold body.
In an instant, the body that was trapped with the same soul before and after couldn't bear it any longer, and it came with the breeze and dispersed like smoke.
In this life, all the memories about Jiang Chen, bit by bit, turned into ashes.
In this world, there will never be Jiang Chen again.
……very nice.
The author has something to say: Ah Chen, he should be regarded as seeking benevolence and deserving benevolence.
happy end?In fact, as soon as I write an emotional drama, I want to write one of them to death.Moreover, it has been suppressed for so long, it is difficult to become he
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Endless darkness, and endless silver starlight.
Among them, those who can exist will eventually be forgotten by time.
"Second brother."
"Second Brother?" Jiang Chen's expression was extremely calm at the moment, "I know I am Jiang Chen, but I don't know if you are Jiang Xi."
"Second brother is second brother, just like I am Xiaoxi."
He stood up straighter, the collar of his white casual jacket was stained with blood, which was very clear at this moment. "If you think of me as your elder brother, you shouldn't stop me." He didn't know what this younger sister had gone through, whether she had lived for many years like him and returned to the original place.It doesn't matter, the important thing is that Jiang Chen should be a dead person by now.
Jiang Xi couldn't stop it, and neither could Jiang Mu.
"Second brother, I don't understand. Do you want to die?"
"I have my reasons."
"What's the reason? I just know that I can't let you hurt yourself like this."
"Harm? How do you know what is harm and what is help? Xiaoxi." He said suddenly, "You have always listened to your brother, so now, don't interfere."
"Yes, second brother. I am very obedient, so now, why can't you listen to me once? I only know that the former second brother worked hard to live. He died, grandma and brother..."
"I used to want to live, that was the past. Now, I've changed."
"No!" When she stopped, she was firm.
He retorted again, making Jiang Chen's calm face look a little cracked, "I have never doubted you for tens of thousands of years."
"..."
"That dragon, you let it go."
"Yes."
is her.Moreover, even if she did it all over again, she would still do it!
"You made up your own mind and asked my opinion!"
"I didn't ask you, but at that time, my second brother also gave me the answer."
"Second brother, you don't need me to save you. But he does."
"...You also think that I am not Jiang Chen."
"I never think of you as someone else. No matter how your appearance changes, the second brother is Jiang Xi's second brother."
"Is it?"
"Second brother, you can't let go of your pride."
"Arrogance? Do you want me to live under the injustice of those names, forever and never turn over? To be the shadow under their feet, and not even have my own identity. I will bear their faults, but I will hang on to what I did right. Put their first and last names on them, and they are called "Returning from a Lost Way."
"How unequal!"
"Second brother..."
"For tens of thousands of years, I have never doubted you. I only know that Jiang Chen's hometown is where you are. Because of all this, even in the face of a thousand-pointed place, I never accepted my fate, and even in the end, I never gave up. The second brother worked hard to live, sealed their memories and maintained himself, even if he was stained with blood for this, he did not dare to regret it. But I never expected that it was you who completely destroyed everything that was originally there?"
"Do not……"
"Why not? You want to say you had no hand in this?"
Jiang Xi had never seen that his brother who was always smiling in his memory would lose his composure one day.
Under the seemingly calm gaze was the blood and disgust that had been suppressed for thousands of years, as if she dared to say any rebuttal, and he would explode on the spot.
But even so, he didn't explode.
Jiang Xi was silent.The power of time and space of the silver dragon will always be biased by other people.But she never expected that the deviation would be so large.
When I experienced the catastrophe of reincarnation, I could vaguely see this power that disrupts time and space, which is unacceptable to heaven and earth.It's just that she wants to save people, so she doesn't care about so many people.
"Second brother, come with me. You won't be happy here...here."
Jiang Chen seemed to be shaken for a moment, before he smiled and said to Jiang Xi, "Could it be that if we leave, we can pretend that nothing happened?"
cannot.Never can. "No, but you can start over."
"If you don't want to change, why should the second brother come back?"
Jiang Chen's complexion became ugly, and he exhaled fiercely, maintaining a calmness that was on the verge of collapse, "That's because I always thought that someone would wait for me, but the time to be waited for has already passed."
"Second brother, one cannot indulge in the painful past."
"Then what do you want from me!"
"How I hate me! I remember everything clearly. I have seen me now. At that time, the person who strangled me, I only know that he is a madman, a disgusting madman! That state of mind, now I can feel it!"
"Ridiculous! He hates me, don't I hate him?!"
"Now he is living here quietly, but I am like a ravine under the shadows, afraid to come forward to meet my eldest brother and them. Why is he happy, but I am struggling like this!"
"unfair……"
Jiang Xi was stunned, and asked, "Second brother...are you jealous of him?"
Jiang Chen was also dumbfounded before he sneered, "You think too much."
Seeing the same face, one bright and bright, the other painful, Jiang Xi felt no pain in his heart. "You are all the same, but you are already in a different time and space...Second brother, follow me to my world. Here..." You won't be happy...
In order to protect him, she awakened once, but hurt him...
I will never forget the look on his face at that moment...
"Did you see it?" He looked down at those hands, "It's just like this hand, it's full of blood."
"Why don't you want to let him go."
"Him?" Jiang Chen nah, a little confusion appeared on his face, and it took a long time before he seemed to come to his senses, his eyes darkened, "It's him. Xiaoxi, admit it? You also separated me from him. You didn't actually Willing to admit that I am Jiang Chen..."
His voice was cold, and he asked coldly, "Is it?"
Jiang Xi knew that he had hurt him again unintentionally, so she didn't dare to speak casually anymore.
He smiled lowly, looked at his clean hands for a while, thought of something, and said softly in a considerate tone, "But there is nothing wrong with it. Jiang Chen will not kill people like hemp. A lonely ghost is indeed not worthy of the name of Chen Xi."
"..."
"Step aside."
"..."
Seeing his expression, Jiang Xi's heart sank slightly, but she still gritted her teeth, "Never."
Jiang Chen's fingertips transformed into a dragon ball white jade qin, and with a flick of his fingertips, there was a deep and distant sound.
His eyes became gentle, just like when he was young and coaxing the newcomer Jiang Xi, he was so gentle and patient. "Have a good night's sleep."
After her consciousness dimmed, a silver dragon came down and closed her eyes.
The sound of the piano is endless.
Jiang Chen loosened the strings, stretched out his hand, and touched the beautiful, silver and even transparent dragon horns.
Where did you come from.
In any case, you haven't seen the end of everything.
So, you don't understand yet.
If a person's death and disappearance can improve everything to the greatest extent...
Then he must be sacrificed.
Which is more important, Jiang Chen already has the answer in his heart.
This is the only...
and methods that must be done.
……
Annoyed, Jiang Chen picked up the remote control and turned off the TV. The joy of solving a major case reported on the TV news on the wall could no longer be conveyed here.
The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was strong. Sitting on the hospital bed, he couldn't help sneezing.
It feels like being missed.
The medicine is in a transparent glass bottle, dripping little by little.
He glanced at the clock on the wall, the hands ticked and turned at a fixed and small angle.There is still more than half a bottle of medicine in the medicine bottle.
wait.There is no doubt that the longest thing is to keep someone who has nothing to do waiting.
Jiang Chen, who had just escaped from the intensive care unit, touched his heart.Dr. Zhao said that the operation was successful, but he should be careful in the future.
He asked Xiaoxi, but Xiaoxi didn't have that memory at all.To be honest, he almost thought that what happened before was just an absurd dream of his own.
It's just that it's a little too real.
People don't often say that before they die, they always see some strange things.
It's really just a conjecture after fainting...
He was lying on the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.Wait for the elder brother to go to work, and then go out to play.Leave now, maybe you will be caught back.
It is really not easy for people to live well.
If he can live like a normal person...
It seems that he is indeed a little greedy.It's good that he can survive.
Even though Jiang Chen had never met his parents, he could feel that his parents died in the car accident, and he, a pre-term baby, was able to survive. It was the hard work they put in at that moment.
Grandmother and eldest brother rarely mentioned their parents in front of him.Probably because he was afraid that he would attribute the death of his parents to himself.
However, what has happened in the world, will it be so easily covered up?
At least Jiang Chen never thought it was impossible.
What the elder brother has been doing has been almost perfectly hidden from everyone in the family, and Jiang Chen knows it clearly.
Thanks for the computer.
"Second brother!" The door of the ward was pushed open, and a girl in a light yellow dress poked her head in, carrying a basket of fruit, and squinted at him to signal to the door behind her.
Jiang Chen understood in seconds, covered the quilt decisively, and smiled brightly without any haze, "Xiaoxi, how is brother doing? I miss him! The brother finally came back, and I have to stay in the hospital every day to get an IV. I can't see my brother, alas." Jiang Chen sighed extremely melancholy.
The young man standing at the door with his shirt buttoned up to his neck raised his hand and gave it a light push. Jiang Xi staggered in and gave a thumbs up secretly through the fruit basket.Look at what the second brother said, how touching!
Jiang Chen sat up from the bed with a look of surprise, "Brother! Why are you here!"
Jiang Mu kept his face on purpose, and snorted softly, "I'm afraid that if I don't come, you will run away."
"How could it be!" Jiang Chen retorted decisively, "I have always listened to you the most. This is the third sister who can testify the most?"
Jiang Xi cleared the table while saying, "Mmmmm."
Jiang Mu: "You two fronts have always been united. How credible is your testimony?"
A kindly female voice laughed at the door, "Amu, it's rare to come back, how can you know how to preach!"
Jiang Mu really didn't speak.
Hearing this voice, Jiang Chen knew who was coming without guessing, "Grandma!"
Jiang Mu thoughtfully opened the door wider, and sure enough there was an old man standing beside him.She is getting older, but she still lives exquisitely, always with an optimistic smile on her face, and never worries about her own life and death.
The only thing she couldn't let go of in her life were these children.Xiao Mu is already 25, and he doesn't have a girlfriend yet.Ah Chen Eighteen, his health is not very good.As for Xiao Xi, this little girl is also a naughty girl, she looks soft and weak, she jumps up and down but can't stop her.
Three, all quite uneasy.
However, they are all cute.
Jiang Chen raised his hand to pull out the dropper, went down to greet him, but was held down by Jiang Xi, his eyes signaled that he could not give up the treatment.
From childhood to early in the morning, Jiang couldn't figure out where the little girl came from so hard.
In addition, he looked at his hand that was blocked before touching the needle, and he had to sigh, the reaction speed of the little girl was beyond ordinary people.
"Brother, the needle tube is crooked." He lazily complained.
Jiang Xi was taken aback, was it really wrong?She let go of her hand instantly and took a look.
Jiang Chen Youyou raised his hand and blew on the back of his hand, "Ah. It was almost crooked, Xiaoxi, don't always be frizzy when you do things."
"..." This kind of tone is similar to Jiang Mu's.It was frightening to hear.
Yes, maybe because Jiang Mu is rarely at home, what Jiang Xi is most afraid of is actually this gentle but serious brother.
And, to be honest, there was blood in him occasionally.It's really bloody.
Jiang Xi's nose is naturally very sensitive.
After all, he seems to be a successful businessman, but he has most of the cooperation with the Bureau of Investigation.No matter how he conceals it, he is still different from a real businessman.
Most importantly, the eldest brother is similar to the existence of the head of the family.
Jiang Xi has always respected the two elder brothers.
It's just because I grew up with my second brother and got closer.
She went to the window sill to tidy up the daffodil vase, and responded with a smile, "Yes, yes, the second brother taught me the lesson."
The curtains were drawn wider, and the sunlight shone in more brightly.Jiang Xi opened the window for ventilation, and after a short while, closed it again.It's already late August, and it's getting a little cold outside.
The daffodils in the porcelain vases are in full bloom, and they are still radiant because of people's quiet care.
Jiang Xi took the scissors and lowered her head to cut off a little yellowed leaf edge.
"How are you feeling today?"
"Very good." Jiang Chen took the apple handed by Jiang Xi, and smiled heartlessly, "I think I'll be fine for running 800 meters."
"..." Jiang Mu was speechless, helpless, "Nonsense."
"real!"
Jiang Mu took the apple, unbuttoned his cuffs, pinched the blade with his slender fingertips, and showed another knife skill. He picked up the knife later than Jiang Xi, but he almost finished cutting it with her.
Jiang Xi looked at the intact skin under his knife. Originally, the second brother definitely wanted to choose this complete one, but since the eldest brother doesn't come home often...
She reached out and handed the apple to Mrs. Jiang, "Grandma, here you are."
Jiang Chen: ...
After taking it from Jiang Mu's hand, I couldn't get out of my obsessive-compulsive disorder.Because the elder brother peels, he always likes to peel from the top.The method is clean and neat, but it will break.
...Vertical peeling is really killing obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Mrs. Jiang couldn't help laughing, "Ah Chen, here, here you are."
"eat more."
Stared at by three beams of eyes, Jiang Chen was so stressed that he took the knife and divided it into three parts, "Come on, come on, we will split half of it. Don't be too polite, don't be too moved."
Seeing him, Jiang Xi bit her lip, almost unable to control her emotions.Who would have thought that a person who was smiling so happily was seriously ill.
When she first came to this home, the second brother was the first to laugh.At that time, she had no idea that a person with a smile on his face would end up in the hospital every three days.
"Brother, I want to be discharged from the hospital." Jiang Chen bit an apple and said to him.
Zhao Wen said that Jiang Chen's condition has stabilized, and it's safe not to fluctuate too much. Jiang Mu thought about the current situation and nodded to him, "Yeah."
Jiang Chen looked at him suspiciously, why was it suddenly easy to talk.
Jiang Mu: "What's your expression?"
"Ah, haha. Brother, I'm not used to you agreeing too quickly."
"Sorry." Jiang Mu pursed his lips, "My brother is very busy, and I have indeed ignored your feelings these years."
"...How could it be? I know, my elder brother cares about me the most, how could I not know it!" He patted Jiang Mu on the shoulder. With a look of vigilance, "You don't want to dig a hole and tell me not to leave the hospital if you know you care, that's impossible!"
He deliberately joked, but it was just to save his brother from continuing to blame himself.
Jiang Mu pushed his forehead away from his unshape appearance, straightened the clothes wrinkled by his shoulders, knew his intentions, and didn't mention the words just now, "How can your brother have as much money as you?" Ghost spirit."
"I'm extremely smart, thoughtful, and take every step and three calculations to plan ahead."
"You have nice hair." So not super-smart yet?
Jiang Chen: Did the elder brother tell a bad joke?Can't help but ask, "Do you have to be bald to know I'm smart?"
Jiang Xi comforted, "Second brother, I know you are the smartest."
Jiang Chen: Right?Sure enough, it's better than my younger sister, a caring little padded jacket.
"If you didn't spend those brains on sneaking out of the hospital."
As soon as her words fell, Jiang Chen subconsciously looked at his elder brother, and sure enough, he saw that his usual gentle brows and eyes were slightly gloomy, which was not obvious, but Jiang Chen has always been very sensitive to other people's emotions, "..."You can do it, Xiaoxi , Learned to dig a trap for your brother.
Jiang Xi turned her head and smiled sweetly: Just now you sued me, saying that I crooked your needle, thank you.
"Careful." Jiang Chen completely understood what she meant, curled his lips.
Jiang Xi hummed a tune and tidied up her surroundings again.
Jiang Mu saw that the two of them were safe, so he put his mind away, turned around and left the ward, "I'll go to Zhao Wen, and if he says yes, I'll take you out."
"Okay. Thank you, Brother Zhao, thank you Brother Zhao."
"He hasn't said yes yet."
"This is thanks in advance, polite." What's more, his words don't count.As long as the big brother says it's okay. ...
"The situation has stabilized. If he wants to go back, then go along. A good mood is also very important for recuperating."
"When you went, did you find anything suspicious?"
"It's an emergency. I'm busy dealing with Ah Chen's illness. I'll go back to Longhu to check later..." Zhao Wen said a little seriously, "It shouldn't have anything to do with you. After Xiaoxi woke up, I asked, and she also asked about the specific things." It's a bit vague. I just said that I was passing by Longhu to go home and saw that Ah Chen was sick, so I called." As for her, she also fainted, maybe it was heatstroke.
"If you were discovered, Ah Chen and you two, it wouldn't be as simple as just getting sick."
"The matter is not over yet, Mu, be careful."
Jiang Mu accurately took out a pair of plain mirrors from the pocket of his arm, "I see." He didn't look back, "If they ask, just say something happened to the company, I Go back and deal with it."
Zhao Wen patted him on the shoulder.
"Leave it to me." He smiled gently, "No one can escape."
It would be strange if you could escape from the time you spent with your family to fight.
Zhao Wen just nodded for a while.I beg you, don't smile at people like your brother did.
Jiang Mu always thought Jiang Chen was cute and cute.But in fact... that sick and beautiful boy is simply a human bomb.Whoever pokes dies.
That's not the case either.
That's still too light.
He has seen Jiang Chen sitting on the hospital bed and typing on the keyboard for a while, smiling happily at the computer.Not a few seconds later, I received a message from Jiang Mu, saying that the target suddenly couldn't hold back and took the initiative to attack, and just fell into a trap. He and his teammates took the target's nest and perfectly achieved the goal.
Later, when Jiang Mu took away Jiang Chen's computer, Zhao Wen borrowed it to take a look.No trace.
But it's hard to say, it has nothing to do with him.
Whoever stabs who dies is easy to say.To be honest, it should be that whoever pokes his Nilin will die.
Yes, if I hadn't seen his proficiency in using computers, meeting him these few times would not be a coincidence.Looking at his young face, he is bright, self-improving and harmless, he is simply physically disabled... A good example of optimism and positiveness who is seriously ill but keeps striving for self-improvement.
His health has not yet recovered, and the visitation cannot last long.It wasn't until everyone left that Jiang Chen showed some tiredness, and was silent in front of the empty ward.
He didn't like this pale and lifeless look at all.
But if he didn't send Xiaoxi and the others away, he was very worried that he would not be able to hold back any bad expressions.
At that time, they will definitely worry again.
Since Zhao Wen said he was fine, it should be fine.After that, he can go home often and see grandma and Xiaoxi as well.
No hurry, no hurry.
He turned his head and saw the same pale face with a pair of indifferent eyes on the windowsill glass, looking at him without blinking.
How long has he been here?How long has he been watching it again?What exactly does he want?
Jiang Chen's heart choked.
Even the whole ward seemed to have cooled down.
He walked through the glass by the window and walked out in real.
Jiang Chen closed his eyes, always feeling that he might be hallucinating again.
Until he said, "How? You don't even want to see this side of yourself?"
Jiang Chen was slightly stunned, then turned his head to look, "You..."
"I..." He smiled lowly.In the blink of an eye, a slender and clean hand was on Jiang Chen's neck.
Jiang Chen frowned.
The person who came took it lightly.
Jiang Chen's breathing stagnated, and the air in his chest seemed to be sucked out instantly. Feeling that hand, it was getting tighter and tighter, and said with difficulty, "Why... what?"
"Don't you understand?"
"I am you, and you are me."
"Jiang Chen, without you, there would be no me. Why don't you just die? At least, you and I won't live in such pain."
"Hmph!" The person pinched by him calmed down, hooked the corners of his lips, looked at the hand on his neck as nothing, as if he could see through his mind with a single glance, and replied calmly and self-sufficiently, "Who is suffering? What is the most painful thing in your heart?" clear."
"..."
"I'm sorry." His brows and eyes were still cold, but he suddenly said, "There are too many people we have sorry for in this life. Only complete death can cut off everything."
"Even if you and I are one, it's a pity, are these words and deeds fulfilling all kinds of wishes or cowardly evasion?"
"You and I are alone. Isn't it?"
"Really? I have never admitted this." After Jiang Chen calmed down, he gently pushed his hand away, not caring about the murderous look, and chuckled, "You are you, I am me. Even if you and I look like you The same, what else can it explain?"
Jiang Chen was stunned when he heard this.On that identical young face, there was a confusion that had never been seen in thousands of years.
After a long time, he smiled lowly, "I don't even remember, how many years. Struggling in the dark, living under other people's names, I always say, Jiang Chen, Jiang Chen. I am Jiang Chen. I have I have my own identity, my own life, and my own hometown. The fate and sins of others have nothing to do with me. I just want to see if I can come back one day, even if my body is broken. The existence of such a wandering soul, relying on that physical body to make me bear the faults of others, I have never been willing to admit it. I am not willing to be the shadow of others, even if the whole world calls me by their name, I will not go Acknowledged, not forgotten. Never expected..."
"I didn't expect that one day, my existence would be denied by myself. Even myself would deny it! Hehe..." His smile suddenly faded away, his eyes were cold, and his pale and bloodless hands grabbed him. He almost gritted his teeth, and said word by word, "Interesting...really interesting..."
It is really so difficult to kill.No, actually, it's not that difficult.
"Uh...uh..." The pale faces of the people on the hospital bed were forced to ooze a morbid blush, but his calmness at the moment simply didn't match his age. "You know...cough...the elder brother and the third younger sister are waiting for me."
Jiang Chen also laughed, and the two reunited for a moment, "No, they will forget all this."
Forget Jiang Chen's existence, forget... Jiang Chen's name.
Jiang Chen said in a hoarse voice, "Even if you kill me, it's useless at all. I've gone through everything that needs to be experienced. You said you were me. As you said, at the moment Jiang Chen died, Jiang Chen no longer existed. It’s gone! The person who experienced the experience that shouldn’t exist is no longer Jiang Chen.”
The veins in his hands were exposed, and when he saw that he was clearly looking angry, he relaxed again, and smiled lightly, "Really?"
"Dead?" A sneer of unknown meaning overflowed between his lips and teeth, "Since we are all going to die, why don't we end it early? You and I don't have to struggle. Xiaoxi won't affect the overall situation..."
His eyes were cold, and there was no smile at all, gloomy like a cool night.
Jiang Chen took a big breath, and a bright red mark appeared on his pale neck. When he was breathing at this moment, the old bellows were wheezing, as if he was going to die in the next moment.
"Bang bang bang."
The door of the ward suddenly rang.
"Second brother?" Jiang Xi greeted outside.
The two identical faces in the room were stunned.
Jiang Xi stood at the door with Clivia in her arms, with a bowl of fruit on her head, totally unaware of the struggle inside, and smiled as usual, "Second Brother, I'm coming in."
The door creaked open.
The girl with gentle eyebrows lay at the door and looked around, then came in lightly.
"Fortunately, grandma isn't here." She took out a laptop from the basket and gave it to him, "but only for a while."
Big brother went out again.The second brother wanted to come, but was worried again.At least he will feel at ease when he uses a computer to track him.
On the hospital bed, Jiang Chen stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair. There was nothing unusual about it, and he smiled, "Good third sister."
The wind outside the window is blowing slowly, and the sun is streaming in from the window sill.
Jiang Xi looked at the sunshine outside the window, a peaceful forest, and his uneasy mood has become a little more comfortable in recent days, "Second brother, how do you feel today?"
Jiang Chen was a little nervous at first, but as soon as she turned around, Jiang Chen's face was the same as usual, and he replied lazily, "Xiaoxi, the second brother thinks that he can be discharged from the hospital. He is in good health and tastes good."
"No, at least half a month, and you must not fall into the root of the disease. I will take care of it for you first. But then again, what are you going to do? According to your sister's observation, grandma is afraid that she will force you to get married."
Yes, it's marriage.It's not about seeing him make female friends.
Jiang Chen was stunned for a moment, then suddenly said, "Second brother is planning to find another new love..."
Jiang Xi: ...
"You're breaking up again!"
"...I've always been single, okay?"
"Hey, Huaxin Daluobo is addicted."
This sentence came faintly from the room.
In the woods outside the window, he already remembered the reply at that time.Almost at the same time as in the room, he numbly murmured a sentence, "Second Brother, this is suave and suave, everyone loves you, flowers bloom when you see them..."
Smiling, it turned out that it wasn't an illusion at all, it was really him.
There is another self outside the window, in a different time and space.
At that time, he thought that this person who looked like him was a pervert who would kill anyone he saw.
It never occurred to me that they were really the same person.He could even recall the extreme disgust and disgust in his heart at that time.
In the room, Jiang Chen said, and coughed deeply, his face turned red.
Jiang Xi panicked for a moment, and hurried to pour water for him.I saw that he was still wearing a scarf around his neck today, and was stunned.
Jiang Chen came over slowly, saw her gaze, but didn't panic at all, and spoke calmly, "Xiaoxi, you have seen the body of the second brother, enough trouble. This kind of thing is fundamentally against the other party. Irresponsible, don't listen to grandma making do, understand?"
"Second brother..." As soon as his tone dropped, Jiang Xi immediately stopped paying attention to the scarf, shook her head and said seriously, "Brother Wen said, you're ready." She shook his hand and said firmly, " Believe me."
Jiang Chen laughed, "Okay! It will be fine. Our elder brother is too stupid. If necessary, your second elder brother will have to help."
"Second brother..." He always thought about his elder brother, his younger sister, and his family's feelings, and guarded the family in various ways, but never said what he thought.Jiang Xi was silent for a while, and quickly raised a smile, "Brother will come to see you in two days. After a while, he will be discharged from the hospital to play at the beach. Grandma has agreed, but it is good, you can't go alone, you have to take it with you." I."
"Sea?" Jiang Chen didn't know why, and his heart sank.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Jiang Xi was surprised, "Second Brother...Second Brother?"
Jiang Chen came back to his senses, smiled softly, the sun fell on his pale face, but it was very warm for a while, "Okay."
On the forest outside the wall, Jiang Chen didn't dare to look at all of this. After a long time, he turned his head up and closed his eyes.
Why doesn't he remember what happened today.Everything in the past is vivid, even every word and every mood he said at that time is as clear as before.
But now that one says he is him, he is him.
Yes, many years ago, he heard this sentence.
At that time, he was the one who spoke, completely ignorant of the despair of obedient people, and now it was finally his turn to experience everything.
You are you and I am me.
This is what he said to himself.
So simple, so plain, but so bloody, it makes people feel chills in their bones and blood.
What is the point of his persistence all these years?
When he came back with blood on his hands, even his former self was so disgusted in his heart that he didn't want to admit that they were really one person.
He is no longer Jiang Chen?
Who is he then?
He is not Jiang Chen
Who else could he be?
Jiang Chen reached out to wipe those tears, but couldn't stop, the more he wiped, the more turbulent it became.
He never shed a tear.Even when he was trapped in the East China Sea ignorantly, even if the whole world wanted him to die, he never shed tears in those years.He always thought that he forgot to bring the lacrimal gland with him when he was born, but now he realizes that it's not that he didn't bring it, it's just that people's hearts have not yet reached the point of despair.
The weather changes with the seasons.
It was sunny just now, and now it is pouring rain.
Jiang Chen was drenched, his hair sticking to his cheeks, and he was in a panic.
At any time in the past, he never hoped that he would be too embarrassed.
But now I feel a sense of embarrassment from the bottom of my heart.
The world is so big, but there is no place for him.
Jiang Chen, that's Jiang Chen's home.
He was already dead, a dead person recognized by Jiang Chen.
That's not his home anymore.
It turned out that he had no home for a long time.
From beginning to end, he was the only one who refused to let go.
He sat in front of the bed, and the rain on his body also wet the hospital bed.The dagger in his hand shone coldly.
Long Ying rushed out from the mouth of the person lying on the bed, and rushed towards him murderously, intending to completely eliminate the threat.
The person sitting in front of the bed also had a dragon figure floating around him.
The two sides confront each other, are enemies, and move in an instant.
Jiang Chen had no expression on his face, and raised the knife in his hand. The two dragons, each of which was their master, were stuck on the tip of the knife together and disappeared completely.
The coldness of the knife point piercing into the chest, and the breath of death.
It's what he feels.It was also what he felt.
On the hospital bed, Jiang Chen slowly opened his eyes, but there was no sleepiness in his clear eyes.
He didn't speak any more, his eyes fell on the identical figure in front of him that was gradually blurring, revealing a bit of sadness.
If such a death is to be ushered in after all, it is better to never exist.
The person sitting by the bed smiled. When he laughed, he subtracted the heaviness and hypocrisy after thousands of years, and finally overlapped with the boy who loved to laugh.
The memory possessed by the later people gradually dissipated because of the premature death of the former people.
He is no longer heavy.Jiang Chen is the only one on his back.
What he wanted in this life has finally come true.
As I said before, the only one who can kill him is himself.And what he wants to do, he never fails.
The transparent figure was completely scattered, only the original soul remained, which turned into a little bit of shimmering light and re-integrated into the already cold body.
In an instant, the body that was trapped with the same soul before and after couldn't bear it any longer, and it came with the breeze and dispersed like smoke.
In this life, all the memories about Jiang Chen, bit by bit, turned into ashes.
In this world, there will never be Jiang Chen again.
……very nice.
The author has something to say: Ah Chen, he should be regarded as seeking benevolence and deserving benevolence.
happy end?In fact, as soon as I write an emotional drama, I want to write one of them to death.Moreover, it has been suppressed for so long, it is difficult to become he
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Bai Chenshang, nothing wrong, too windy, don't want to get out of bed 1 bottle;
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