This bald world [Transmigration Book]

The summer night wind blowing on people is cool and pleasant, it will be past twelve o'clock, no one can be seen on the street, Xiang Fei rides a car and drives Xiao Xia, and rushes back all the way, both of them Silent and silent, it seems that no one wants to speak first.

Xiao Xia sat on the back seat, buried her head tightly on Xiang Fei's back, grabbed his waist with both hands, and sat motionless, seemingly asleep.

Only Xiang Fei, who was riding a bicycle, knew that the person behind him was crying silently again, and the fabric on his back was warm, and a large piece of it was probably wet again.He didn't need to ask to know who left Xiao Xia ruthlessly on the side of the road in the middle of the night, and he could guess which bastard it was without thinking.

Even if he has all kinds of anger, he can't express it at this time, Xiao Xia is already on the verge of collapse, he can't stimulate him.

I don't know how long it took before a low and hoarse voice sounded from behind Xiang Fei, asking weakly:

"Xiao Fei, am I a failure?"

Before Xiang Fei could say anything, the other end kept talking to himself.

"Of course I'm a failure. I'm over 30, and I still can't understand myself."

"Deserving it."

Xiang Fei pursed his lips, the speed under his feet did not slow down, he arrived at the community before one o'clock in the morning, led the numb Xiao Xia upstairs without saying a word, entered the elevator, opened the door, and turned on the light.

He took out two bottles of beer from the refrigerator, opened one to cool down first, then threw the other bottle to Xiao Xia, turned around and turned on the air conditioner again, only then did he feel that the anger in his heart had subsided a little.

As for Xiao Xia, from the time he came back and sat down until Xiang Fei threw him the wine, he was always in that decadent sitting position, without moving a single step.

Xiang Fei sat across from him, looked at him with his arms crossed for a while, and held back his anger and said, "Tell me, why did you send yourself to the door this time to be abused by others?"

Xiao Xia raised his head, his gaze was dull, and he moved his chapped lips after a long time, but he answered an unimportant question.

"Xiao Fei, I had a dream at noon today."

Xiang Fei was a little impatient, but he still forced himself to listen. If Xiao Xia hadn't been out of his mind now, it would be impossible for Xiao Xia to talk nonsense to himself at this time.

"That dream was very strange, but very real."

"I dreamed about the time when I was just transferred." Xiao Xia took a sip of beer and continued to whisper, "I was supposed to go to the administrative department that day, do you remember? At that time you warned me not to Go there."

"In reality, I did not go. But in my dream, I went to the administration office to get the materials as planned, and then met Mr. Dongfang there. Because I accidentally bumped into him when I went out with my head down, and he was inspecting I was very panicked when I bumped into him about the preparations for investment in various parts of the school, and in the dream he was indeed very angry, lost his temper with me, and mocked me for being poorly dressed and coming to the school to beg for food."

Tears welled up in Xiao Xia's eyes again. He raised his left hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, and said: "I was ashamed and scared at the time, so I ran away. But after arriving in the classroom, I didn't feel any better. The students all dismissed me, they didn't listen to my lectures at all, and they tripped me up when I turned around from time to time, made me fall in the classroom, and then booed and watched me laugh."

"In the dream, I was very lonely, without classmate Wei to help me sort out the test papers, without Teacher Huangfu to accompany me to talk, Youyou became the same as before, not talking or laughing, and you...you are completely different from now , you looked at me with a very cold and bored look, unwilling to say a word to me, and even taunted me with other punks, calling me a cowardly bedbug."

"I don't know why I have such an opposite dream, but somehow I feel that that dream is real."

Xiang Fei silently clenched his fists, he knew that what Xiao Xia dreamed about was the original "truth", and those familiar plots were clearly the so-called original book he had read.Xiao Xia's fate was indeed going down this track, but it was broken by him, an outsider, and things deviated from the direction from the very beginning.

"In my dream, I don't know why, but I have been chasing after Mr. Dongfang, greedy for even a little bit of warmth he gave me. Even if I know that the other party treats me like a dog, I am willing to give everything for him, even my dignity. I don’t want any more, as long as I can be by his side.”

"I saw me being thrown on the side of the road by him like a shoe, I saw me being pushed down by him in the rain and I couldn't get up, I saw him bring his fiancee to me and tell me to roll, I saw him with a contemptuous look on his face. Tell me... I'm just a fake double."

"I think I must be crazy. Even if he treats me like this, I still want to be with him. Even if I don't want a name, even if I almost die at the hands of his rival, even if I don't want you and Youyou, I want to be with you." Be with him."

"At the end of the dream, I did get what I wanted. He did look back at me. We held a grand wedding abroad. He said he would forget the past and love me wholeheartedly."

Xiang Fei didn't interrupt, just listened to him quietly.

"The ending of this story seems to be very happy, but Xiao Fei, I feel very scared." Xiao Xia held Xiang Fei's hand helplessly, and sat over as if asking for help, her hands trembling slightly, "I don't know what I should do." How to tell you this, I don’t know who else I can tell it to except you, maybe you think it’s ridiculous for me to have such an unrealistic dream.”

"But I actually have an illusion that everything in the dream is real. After I woke up this morning, I couldn't distinguish reality from the dream for a long, long time."

"Then do you like the ending in the dream?" Xiang Fei looked into Xiao Xia's eyes and asked him seriously, "Do you like you like that?"

Xiao Xia shook her head, a little dazed and fragile, "I do have a different affection for Mr. Dongfang, but I don't know why in my dream I would... be so irrational, I was terrified watching it, it was so irrational. Dignified, selfless person, I can't believe that's really me."

"I don't know what it's like to love someone, but I think the feeling in the dream is not normal. I don't think I love Mr. Dongfang in the dream, and he doesn't love me either. We shouldn't be like that develop."

"After I woke up, I was restless and thought about it alone for a long time. I suddenly realized that the Mr. Dongfang in the dream was indeed himself, and if I hadn't been told by you to stay away from him, what would happen to me in the end? Step by step, like in a dream, I will slowly lose myself and become a terrible person."

"I think I should face up to the matter with Mr. Dongfang, so I want to ask him out to have a good talk, I... want to formally reject him." Xiao Xia bit her lip and rubbed her hands uneasily, "I don't want to lose myself, I don't want to get to that point, so I think it's right to end it before it even begins."

"Then, what happened to that scumbag?" Xiang Fei raised his eyes to look at him, and there was no emotion in his tone.

Xiao Xia's eyes were gloomy, "He refused to listen to me, and even insisted on dragging me into the car, ignoring my resistance and wanting to kiss me in the car, I had no choice but to slap him."

"He looked terrible, he kept looking at me coldly for a long time, and then he said." Xiao Xia raised his hand to wipe away the tears that fell again, and said with a sob, "He said the same thing as in the dream."

"He said, what do you think you are? You're just a second-rate counterfeit. What right do you have to say no to him?"

"Then, he mercilessly threw me on the side of the road in the middle of the night."

"At that time, I was very scared. There was no one there, and I couldn't go back, but he drove away without looking back, and didn't even give me a way back."

"Why do I like this kind of person?"

Xiao Xia finally couldn't hold back, tears burst out and cried loudly, as if he wanted to cry like this a long time ago.

"Xiao Fei, do you know? Before I had this dream, I was seriously thinking about dating him. It was just a little bit, just a little bit, and I was going to agree with him."

"But compared to the fact that he was just playing with me, the substitute thing makes me sadder."

"Why should I be someone else's stand-in?"

"Why do you treat me like this? Should I be humiliated like this just because I'm a coward? Everyone doesn't regard me as a human being, but what did I do wrong?"

"I never hurt anyone."

Seeing Xiao Xia crying with tears and snot all over his face, Xiang Fei picked up a tissue from the table and gently wiped it for him, and said seriously: "So, it's not you who are at fault, it's those bastards, they are inhuman."

"Xiao Xia, look at me, and I'll tell you, everything in the dream is fake. If you don't believe me, look at you, there are Youyou and me, there is Huo Qi who is close to you, and Many students like you, and there may be another person who really loves you to accompany you in the future."

"You are worth it. Although it is not good to be weak, it is not a big mistake. You are not an important leader. Why not be weak? Forget those things in your dreams, forget about that scumbag Dongfang Mo, you now Live well, no need to be sad about a false dream."

Xiao Xia stared at him blankly, and suddenly said softly: "Xiao Fei, you were actually sent by heaven to save me, weren't you?"

Xiang Fei didn't know what to say.

"It seems that because you are by my side, the trajectory of my life has gradually changed. Because of you protecting me, the classmates in school dare not bully me, and even slowly began to respect me."

"Because of you, Student Wei is also very close to me, and will help me with class affairs when nothing happens. Huo Qi is also because you are very friendly to me, and because you have been working hard to correct the defects in me and Youyou's personality. Now I You can muster up the courage to raise your head and be a human being, and you can think independently about issues that you have never thought about before.”

"Xiao Fei, you changed me."

Xiang Fei was speechless.

What did he say?He himself didn't know why he would time travel, sometimes he would occasionally think, could it be that his mission of time travel was to get Xiao Xia out of the sea of ​​suffering and lead him out of such a desperate situation?

"Don't talk nonsense, I don't have that great ability." Xiang Fei took out another piece of paper and continued to wipe his tears, "Because you are kind to me, so I am also kind to you. If you are a piece of mud, I can't help you anyway." got up."

"It was you who woke up."

Xiao Xia's eyes were dazed for a while, and suddenly he became clear. He lowered his head and thought for a long time, before he said with a wry smile: "I never thought I'd lived for so many years, but in the end I still didn't understand such a simple truth."

"You're right, people can only make others take you seriously when they become strong and respect themselves." Xiao Xia leaned gently beside Xiang Fei and said softly:

"It's been like this since I was a kid."

"You shouldn't know that I'm actually not related to you by blood."

"The Xiao family didn't have a son. I was picked up by my parents from the street when I was wandering outside. They said that it is better to have a boy at home, so that my sister will not be bullied in the future."

"But I let them down in the end. I was too timid. I didn't dare to fight. I couldn't even open my mouth when I quarreled. In the end, every time I asked my sister to come out and fight for me, but I could only hide in the shadows and cry. .”

"My sister is the best person I've ever met. She gave me the whole world, and even worked part-time for me to study. I...I miss her very much, so she entrusted you and Youyou to me before she died When I was here, I swore that I don't want anything in this life, and I will raise you well."

"Because I've been treated tenderly before, I want to be gentle with others."

Xiao Xia shrank her body, as if she was in pain, "But then I found out that they don't need me to be gentle, and even find me very annoying."

"Xiao Fei, am I really annoying?"

Xiang Fei's throat was a bit dry, and he still felt thirsty after drinking two cans of beer, "I don't hate it."

"Xiao Xia, I know you are also very bitter, but you can't carry these things forward, you don't owe anyone, including... including my mother."

"She voluntarily went to work because her grades were not good. She is very happy to have a college student in her family. She treats you so well. I think she must love you very much."

"In this world, you have never owed anyone. Don't think that it is right for others to bully you. Don't think that you are born to be unwelcome. Don't think that you are not worthy of being loved."

"This scumbag, Dongfang Mo, blinded you and made you unable to see the people around you clearly. In fact, we all like you very much."

Xiao Xia was stunned for a while, then quietly raised her hand and wiped her tears heavily.

"Xiao Fei, fortunately I still have you."

"From now on, I never want to be bullied, never want to see Dongfang Mo again."

"I want to live a good life for myself and meet people with my head held high."

"I think, I want to love myself."

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